Twilight Fan Fiction ❯ Hot Harleys and Cool Vampires ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Chapter 1

I was being sent to stay with my mom in Arizona for a while. Charlie just couldn't take it anymore. Not that I blame him. To be honest I could not stand myself. I stopped existing the day that Edward Cullen and his family walked out of my life.

That day changed me forever; I basically lost the will to want to live. I walk around in a daze throughout the day, not even completely sure what is going on around me. I stopped caring about what life held for me when they left. My nights when I could actually sleep, are haunted by him. Dreams or nightmares they have all become the same for me.

Everyone has already given up and abandoned me except three people Charlie, Jacob and Angela. Well I guess there is only two left now.

When I went into the bathroom, I took a hard look in the mirror. What I saw was horrible. I have lost so much weight, my hair was so dull. Not that it really matters anyways; I always wear it in a ponytail. But it was my eyes that scare me, the same ones that use to show so much happiness and love. They are now just black holes of nothing.

I went back to packing and I took a look around to see if I had forgotten anything, then I saw the rocking chair. The same rocking chair where Edward had spent so many nights watching me sleep. I felt like I couldn't breathe and the tears were coming.

I went outside to get some air. I promised myself that I had shed my last tear over someone that didn't love me or never did. But I have broken that promise over and over again.

Jacob came over to see me before I left. He is the only person that I really seem to relate to anymore. He knows my whole truth, along with the sorrows and the burdens that I carry with it. I don't know how I will get through the summer without him. He didn't want me to go but I told him maybe a change in scenery would be what I needed. At least there would not be a constant reminder of Edward ever where I turned.

He hugged me and told me to call him every day while I was gone. He is worried that I will be unprotected without him and another vampire will find me. I told him not to worry unless Arizona stops being sunny, I should be safe.

It's not like I am not coming back. It's only until school starts this fall. Besides I have missed my mom and Phil. This would give me time to spend with them, or at least that is what I keep telling myself.

I was cooking dinner for Charlie, something else that I haven't done much of lately. I wanted to do this for him, I feel horrible for all the hell that I have put him through. He tried his hardest to help me but I could never tell him the truth. So there is no way he would understand.

I could never tell any of the truth or share my secrets with any person other than Jacob. I have been living a lie for over a year now. Keeping up the facade of false pretenses, never knowing where the truth starts and lies end. Pretending that one more lie will justify hiding the truth, just like the Cullens taught me.

The phone rang and it was my mom telling me there was a change in plans. Phil just signed with a ball club in California. She was so happy and excited. They have been waiting for him to get this offer for so long.

She told me that I was to go ahead and go there tomorrow and she would meet me when she had the loose ends tied up there. She had already changed my ticket without even asking me. I would be staying with a friend of hers, Mary Winston, from high school. Charming was where she had spent most of her senior year until Grand Dad had a work transfer and they moved here to Forks, Washington. Shortly after moving she met my dad and they were married, because she was pregnant with me.

It did make me kind of nervous going to a new place where I know no one again. It was like a repeat of Forks all over. But, I have nothing to stay here for anymore.

Charlie was not thrilled about Renee changing plans at the last minute. But, I convinced him that it would be fine. I am going to miss him so much. I have always had to take care of my mom and she liked to pretend that I was her sister instead of her daughter. At least that is what she wanted everyone to believe.

But Charlie is a good dad, a care giver just like me. All the things that he has done for me and the way he has taken care of me, I will never forget it.

Mary met me at the airport. She was very kind to me and settled. Completely the opposite of what Renee is. She seemed to behave more like a real mother should.

She gave me her spare bedroom and told me to make myself at home. I was exhausted from the flight and it was really hot here today. I went and took a shower. I must have dozed off because Mary woke me up knocking on the door. I got dressed and opened it.

"Bella I have to go to work, I work the night shift. I have not had a chance to go to the market yet, so I am going to leave the keys to the truck for you. If you want you can go into town and get something to eat. It's an old fixer upper but, it was cheap."

We went out to the garage; the truck was probably only ten years old. If she considers this old, then she would think mine was from the Stone Age. I told her thank you and that I would take good care of it.

I brushed my hair and put on some makeup trying to hide the bags and dark circles under my eyes. I drove around for a while, this place is similar to Forks in a small town way. I found a place to eat, it was full of families.

The food wasn't bad. I spent time just reading my book and watching happy families interacting with one another. I paid the check and went to leave. I had to park down the street a ways from the restaurant. I had to walk past four men sitting on their motorcycles.

They all had on matching leather and looked kind of scary. The one got off his bike "Well hello there, I haven't seen you around here before." He started walking around me "Because honey, I would have remembered." My heart started beating faster and I was trying to walk around him. It reminded me of the night that Edward had saved me.

The one with blond hair got off his bike "Tig, knock it the fuck off, your scaring her." He smiled at me "Sorry about that, you will have to excuse him because he is a mentally retarded."

I walked as fast as I could to get to the truck. I got in and it wouldn't start. I sighed, why does my life have to be one big cluster fuck? The blond one was standing by the truck door "Are you having car trouble?"

I shook my head "I don't really know."

He opened the door and I moved away from him. He looked confused as to why I did that "Relax, I am not gonna to hurt you." He grabbed the lever and popped the hood. The others came over. I got out to; he was trying to help me by seeing what was wrong with the truck. They thought it might need a new alternator "If you want I can fix it when the garage is open. Is there some body you can call to come and get you?"

I didn't ask Mary for a cell phone number "No, there is no one that I can call. This isn't even my truck, it belongs to Mary Winston.

He smiled "How do you know Mary?" I told him about coming here to stay with her until my mom gets here. He was best friends with Mary's son, Opie.

He walked over to his bike and he looked at me "Are you comin or not?" I just stood there; I wasn't sure about leaving with him. What if he did try to hurt me? He got on his bike and patted the seat "I know Mary will not be off work until mornin, I can't just leave you here."

I took the helmet he handed me "Put this on and hold on." He told the others to go ahead and go; he would meet them back at the clubhouse. The ride was scary, I was clutching on to his leather for dear life.

As I was watching the pavement zoom by, I swear I saw Edwards face. I heard him in my head saying you promised you wouldn't do anything dangerous. That was totally freaking me out and I wanted to have a panic attack. But I was so scared from this ride that I told myself to wait until I could touch the ground to have a nervous break down.

He wasn't lying about knowing Mary. He never asked for directions and we pulled into her drive way. He shut off the engine "You can let go of me now."

I got off the bike "Sorry about that and thank you for bring me here.

He took out a pack of cigarettes "My names Jaxs, what's yours?" I told him and he got my cell phone number. He was going to tow Mary's truck and fix for her at no charge. He said once it was fixed he would call me. Then he would send someone to pick me up to come and get it.

I was walking to the house when Jaxs yelled "Hey." I turned around and he pointed to his head "I am gonna need that back."

What a dork I must have looked like, I took the helmet off and handed it back to him. He started his bike "I'll see you tomorrow Bella."

I kept telling myself that I wasn't tired and after spending the last three hours thinking about what happened tonight. I still have Edward in my head, I was afraid to close my eyes. I was doing anything not to fall asleep.

I did some of Mary's house work; it was the least that I could do for her letting me stay with her. She had a photo album out on her desk, it was opened. As I flipped through it, it contained the same three couples; Piney and Mary, JT and Gemma and Clay and Renee.

My mother looked so young and beautiful; she never mentioned having a boyfriend named Clay. But then again she has had so many, that maybe he meant nothing to her.

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I hope you enjoyed reading me. This story will contain my favorite hot boys. I know that Jaxs is (Jax) but this is my way of making him special. I am a silly girl.

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