Utena, Revolutionary Girl Fan Fiction ❯ Rebirth My Heart ❯ For The Sake of My Beloved ( Chapter 6 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Bebirth My Heart
A Shojou Kakumei Utena story
By: Echan2
Chapter Six: For The Sake of My Beloved
Warnings: ... two guys going at it!!! @___@
Disclaimer: All charcters belong to their proper owners. All rights reserved. "Shoujo Kakumei Utena - La Fillette Revolutionnaire" (C) Be-PaPas, Chiho Saito / Shogakukan, Shokaku Iinkai, TV Tokyo (or (C) their respective copyright holders). The US version "Revolutionary Girl Utena" belongs to (C) Central Park Media.
** Song Insert from 'Fushigi Yuugi' 1st Opening Song.**







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"Um..."

"Ah..."

"Hmm..."

Tina stood there in the middle of her dorm, tapping her finger to her chin as she stared at Annei for the longest time.

"What am I supposed to do with you?"

"Whatever you like."

"HEY! I don't mean that way!!!"

"Then why did you allow me to kiss you?"

Sputtering noises. "B-because who else was I to g-get the sword from!"

Annei giggled and walked to Tina's bed, sitting upon it and looking up at her new 'master.' "Well, I am your Rose Bride, engaged only to you, and I will do anything you wish of me to do." Tina shook her head, smiling in a small smile. "No... I don't want you to follow rules anymore. I'm not going to hold you against your own will.... I"m not like Saionji." Annei shook her dark head. "No- your not. You're better than him," she whispered tenderly, green eyes smoldering. Tina then walked to her window and leaned against it, arms crossed over her chest. "I'm not as good as anyone here. It's luck." Annei cocked her head to one side and asked softly, "Was it luck that saved me from Saionji and be with a better person?."

"I don't know...

all I know is that I'm confused as hell about where this 'revolution' is going... she's dead and yet, somehow, you still try to bring her back to life without a doubt. Why me though? Almost everyone in the world has seen this movie and this show, but no, I'm choosen. Why?!!," Tina asked exaggerated and mad, glaring down at Annei. The Indian simply smiled at the blonde before her and wrapped her arms around her waist. " Because presumably... you were born like my Utena, almost without my help- or Dios's- of putting her soul in your body. You are the last one. There are specific ones that I choose whom I think can do it. They all failed before because of silly interferences. Those who have seen what you have are choosen as well but they are not free. I may be... becasue I'm here with you, but inside my heart... my love is still entrapped. Please continue to duel! For not me, but the others!," Annei cried softly, placing a small kiss on Tina's cheek. For the first time in her life, Tina then felt vunerable and empty. 'Me? Wanted?' A warm hand on her face made Tina break from her reverie, making her gasp. "Huh? What is it, Himemiya?"

"You seem lost."

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"... itooshii hito no tame ni
ima nani ga dekiru ka na?
kanawanai yume wa nai yo..."

"...or the sake of my beloved,
now what can I do?
There aren't any dreams that won't come true!"
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Tina frowned sadly and walked away from Annei towards her bed and layed down on it on her stomach, resting her head on her arms. "I've been lost since I came here to this damned place of illusions- dreams and what not. Too much romance with a man, misguiding feelings, broken relations, unhappy friends, and a girl who never wants to stop giving in for the world and others. I don't BELONG here!," Tina finished, her voice muffled by her arms, all awhile silent tears crept down her red face and she buried her blonde head deeper into the comfort of her arms, wanting Annei to stop staring at her with those eyes. She stiffened as she felt Annei rub her back to ease some of the pain, but it only reminded Tina of her mother and how she used to do the exact same thing when she was upset about something... It brought back too many precious memories of home. Tina cried harder and scrambled away from Annei, busting through the door of her dorm to the exit of the academy.

'Faster...'

'Faster...'

'FASTER, DAMNIT!!!'

Tina did run faster, her lungs buring intensely and her face turning cold from the night air that greeted her wet face. Tripping over her feet on accident, the girl fell heavily on the concrete, scrapping both knees and her left palm nastally. Tina panted heavily, her breath mingling with the fumes of the dead, steaming air off the concrete and she then gave up and collasped on the ground, feeling broken and basically messed up. Tina felt herself bleeding openingly on her knees and felt her cheek also damaged as a trickle of blood ran into her opened mouth, the coppery liquid stinging the insides of her mouth. 'Let it all be a dream... let it all end already...'
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"Please, don't disturb her, Miki... Wakaba."

"It's all right, Himemiya!"

"Dear me... she had quite an accident..."

"Don't tease, Mrs. Arigasawa!"

Turning her head, Tina met a pillow instead of the hard concrete ground and welcomed the pillow graciously by wrapping her arms around it and snuggling into the feathery sensation with a long sigh. Silence then entered the room when Tina made that movement. "Well, exactly WHAT happened, Himemiya? I know for a fact that she didn't do this on purpose," imposed Juri, cool and collected as she sat in a mahogany chair, long legs crossed and encased in her peach-pink pants, black shoes shinning in the light. "Honestly... I don't know how she did it. Tina was very upset about what I told her after the duel and she didn't WANT to believe me!"

"Anybody who was brought here against their will, who caught on so quickly, that is, wouldn't want to believe this. I'm surprise that Tillings didn't completely flip," Juri explain, watching the blonde sleep.

Miki glanced at the orange-haired young woman with somewhat somber eyes and gripping at his folded hands in his lap slightly, as if he was trying to keep something back. The boy then thought back to his night with Ohtori. Terrible... awful... very painfull. He knew of Tina's problem. 'HE' was trapping her- like he did him. And the bad part was-

every Student Council member was going down the same path, too.
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His back arched in the strong arms that held him assuringly, his blue head tossed back and a moan of pure ectasy escaped his rose-bud shaped lips. Miki then felt himself being brought down back to Earth, slowly, but still riding the chairman in a lesure motion. Gasping and grunting in the back of his throat quietly, Miki bucked against Akio as the older man grabbed his manhood and squeezed it in long strokes, causing the boy to moan again an octive higher and his blood running hot through his body, sweat covering the moonlit bodies.

Akio pumped harder, making Miki cry out louder and grip his broad shoulders, biting down on the dark skin as his pleasure builded up within him. " Ah... uh... gods... ohhh," whimpered the boy as Akio pushed Miki back with his hands and kissing him fully on the lips, tonuge entwining with his. Giving in, Miki then froze and screamed in his mouth, the man hitting his pleasure spot and causing both to climax. Miki fell back on the bed, spent and weary, and his mouth filled with the taste with charadony. Brown hands slid their way up Miki's chest, contrasting off of his pale skin, and gropped over his nipples, jerking and pulling lightly. " Wha-!," gasped Miki, eyes lidded and sleep hanging over him like Death.

The reason Miki was with Akio was for personal reasons and also-

Akio said so.


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"... densetsu ga ugokidashite
hontou no watashi ga hirogaru..."

"... the legend is beginning to unfold.
the real me unfurls..."
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It was as if the man told him to do so for an apparent reason that couldn't be explain. Miki felt like he was being held back with invisible string like a puppet or marionette, jerking and doing whatever his master said so. It made the poor boy feel fustrated and quite baffled. It felt like Akio 'commanded' him to be with him on this night. But, as most students whispered around Miki when he first arrived that the chairman wanted to 'specially' meet his newest, brightest students. Every member of the Student Council went through it, even poor Juri. A hand brushed lightly against his cheek, awakening Miki from his short rest against the fluffy pillow. "What?," he whispered in a slight, hoarse voice, blinking to see clearly into the night. "You must not tell anyone else, Karou. Not even Kouze, understand?," ordered Akio, green eyes in cat-like slits. The boy laying beside him nodded, blue eyes blank. "Of course. I won't tell anyone."

"Good boy."
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"Hey, Miki?"


"Huh?"


"You okay?," asked Annei, both her, Wakaba and Juri staring at him quizzically. Miki swallowed hard, eyes widening and a blush forming on his sweet face. "Yeahi! Um... why do you ask?," he squeaked, gripping his thighs with closed fists. "Well... you seemed distant!," answered Wakaba, her hazel eyes wide with innocence and curiosity. "I was just-

thinking. That's all."

The boy stood and walked out. Juri stared after him, wondering what was wrong with her young friend. Miki had never hid anything from no one becasue he was very open and caring. What changed his course of direction? "Um, should one of us follow him?," questioned Wakaba, pointing after the vanishing image of Miki down the hallway. "I will. Come on, Shinohara, you must go on to bed. Tina will see you in the morning. Goodnight, Himemiya," Juri said in smooth voice, bowing to the young girl. "As to you." Silence. Then-

"Are they gone?"

"...yes."

"Good."

Tina sat up, pushing down the covers, only to hiss out in slight pain, cradling her right hand to her chest. "Dammit!," she cursed to herself lowly, rubbing some of the pain away- only to make it worst.

"SHIT!"

"Tina! Please, do not do that again!," pleaded Annei calmly, going to her master's side and taking the hand. Tina grew quiet and allowed her Rose Bride to massage it with gentle, caring hands, pure, untainted and warm. Tina liked the feeling and relaxed some, closing her eyes in appreciation. Then, she felt a pair of lips close on hers, coaxing her in somewhat retaliation to make her lay back and forget her minor pains. "Annei... Himemiya... I- I..."

"I what, Tina?"

"I can't do this."

Tina looked up into her companion's beautiful green eyes, feeling her body against hers as the girl sat up, staring down at her curiously, black hair strewn about her like a waterfall. "It's too soon... I ... please let me think about this," Tina whispered, casting down her aqua eyes to the floor, her face growing red. The body left from her side and the light in the room dimmed down as Tina followed the sounds of Annei tidying up the room. "You don't have to do that, you know?"

"I know."

Annei smiled at Tina and crossed over the room to her, kissed her lightly on the forehead and tucked her back underneath the covers. "Goodnight, Tina." The blonde answered back softly, "Goodnight, Himemiya." The black-haired girl left the room, closing the door behind her quietly with a sharp click. Tina turned on her side, her right arm tucked behind her head while staring at the moon and stars outside, her curtains flying lazily in the cool breeze of September. Her eyes stayed upon the twinkling stars until her heart lurched.

'I want to go home.'

She wanted to go back to her mother, to be actually loved and comforted from this desolate, cruel place that seemed to twist her imagination and dreams into harsh reality that just couldn't be explained fully. Tina didn't feel part of the legendary Tenjou Utena and refused to be part of this. Tomorrow she would leave. Nodding to herself, the blonde closed her tired eyes and settled back into her pillow, a vision closing in on her mind.
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'I know what those two did...'

'Miki shouln't have been part of that ordeal,' Tina said to herself in the dream world, standing in the previous year time, staring at the slumbering bodies of that of the mighty chairman and the young Student Council member. Shaking her blonde head, Tina moved out of the room, down the long, ruby-covered floor towards a large ballroom area.

'I danced here... when I first came a long time ago.'

It was quiet and filled with silvery-blue light from the moon, the shadows dancing in her mind's eye. Figures of young girls and boys danced around her, the soft, silken noises of dresses moving against together in folds, the tapping and moving of the men's shoes and the laughter, talking, and sweet symphony ringing in Tina's ears. Lifting her head to the moonlight, Tina felt her pajama's leave her body and a new outfit on. Looking down, she saw an unmistakable familiar, off-the-shoulder dress in the colour of pale, rose pink with ruffles, among ruffles hiding her legs and feet. A rose pin stood out from her chest and another one pulled back hair on the right side of her head, tendrils of blonde showing.

'... I know this outfit.'

A warm hand touched her arm, making the girl turn her head slowing, meeting a par of gorgouse deep, sapphire blue eyes with thin strands of red in their way. Tina took the man's hand and he led her on the the now lit floor of the ballroom, the golden marble reflecting their images as the couple danced a lovely waltz to their own music, in their own world, where no one could get in and disturb them. Tina felt contently happy with this man and placed her head gently on his strong chest, hearing his heart beating slowly in her ear. "Where did you come from?," she asked quietly, their turning slowing down. The man lifted her head up so she could look at him fully.

"From our world."

Tina blinked and in a sudden flash, everything was gone-


and she was in bed, curled up and wide-eyed, clutching at her pillow.



Alone.










... * yawns* Eh, should I give up on this story? Truly I like it and some people just seem to forget about Utena a lot. Ah well- reviews are always welcomed.
- Echan ^_~