Vision Of Escaflowne Fan Fiction ❯ The 3 Elements ❯ The way I see love ( Chapter 7 )

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The 3 Elements

"Maybe you're right! I'll find someone who cares!" - he smiled at her and kissed her forehead before leaving. - "Thanks François!" - he nodded before he went back to his room.

When he got there, he closed the door behind him and leaned his back on it. He put his head between his hands and started to cry. - " Marion … why did you do this to me!" - with that he fell of on the floor, crying until he was too tired and fell sleep on the cold floor.

Chapter 7: The way I see love!

[Note: this is the first time I make a story by someone's point of view, so it may suck! I warned you]

#Hitomi's Point of View#

LoVe …doesn't make any sense to try and describe it! The way I see it, it sometimes can be painful, and others it can become the only thing that makes you go on with your life.

My first 'experience' with love, if you can call a crush that, was for Amano-senpai. I thought I loved him deeply, then I came to Gaea and I met Allen. He was like my knight in shining armour, my hero …my love. At least that was what I wanted myself to believe. And than he asked me in marriage, and maybe that was when I began to understand that what I felt for him was not love. It was something stronger than friendship but not love … he felt like a brother to me …yes, that was it …he was like an older brother who would always protect me from everything and everyone.

Blind as I was, believing that I loved him, I did not notice that someone else did feel for me …in ways that I could not explain, or even understand. I was so, but so blind that I didn't notice how mush that other person risked his live for me. He was just like a friend. Someone who cared for you, but at the same time, didn't want to show that he did care. And maybe that was why I never noticed him …the love in his eyes, and in each of his actions …the pain I caused him whenever I was near Allen, and yet …he somewhat pushed me towards Allen, he knew I liked that knight, and he was always there to support me, even if it meant that I was with someone else. I was selfish in some way, not being able to see that, and when he caught me kissing Allen I knew than that I had broken his heart. And yet, I didn't understand why, after all he had never showed it to me, at least not openly. How was I supposed to know his feelings? In the end I did notice it, even if he didn't tell me, and even if I didn't tell him that I felt the same. Life has it own ways, and now here I am, having another chance to tell him how I fell. But is it right to tell him, and than to have to leave him once again? After all I don't belong here. My place is on Earth …my planet, and yet I know that I should tell him before it's too late. I just hope he fells the same … or maybe it would be better if he didn't …

#Van's Point of View#

LoVe? How awkward that feels to me. I now I love her more than life itself …but yet, I know that our love will never be, because after all we are from different worlds. We will always be apart …and a love, for as mush strong as it is, cannot survive such a distance for long. It will always end, and she will some day find someone else …someone who can be at her side forever and love her like she deserves to be loved.

I remember that at first I treated her coldly, because I, myself, didn't wanted to believe that I could've fallen for a girl such as she …but there was no denying, I loved her and I did everything possible to always save her and be at her side when she most needed me. Even when I saw her with Allen …even then I vowed to fill my promises and to return her home. And after that, I believe she realised that she did feel something for me … and yet, none of us could tell the other our feelings, although we showed my acts, acts that by themselves showed how we felt for each other. I know she knew I loved her. And I also know that she knew I knew how she felt towards me (how many knew's and know's :o)…but we never used words to express it. And then she was gone. Now she is back …I have another chance to tell her and to show her that my feeling only became stronger in the past two years, but should I do it? I know that she doesn't belong here, and I do …but nevertheless, she deserves to know and I need to tell her …even if just once.

#Enehy's Point of View#

LoVe …yes I do not believe in it …at least not anymore! I once did fall in love with someone …a boy named Travis. He lived on my city, and he was the sweetest and hottest guy in the city. All the girls fell at his feet, while I just watched. One day he came to me and he told me he loved me and that he wanted to date me. I was so happy from then on. After all he felt the same way I felt towards him. I gave myself entirely to him …heart, soul and body. For two long and wonderful years I believed our love was unbreakable …how wrong could I be. All that time, he had been cheating on me with all the girls in school. Everyone except me knew that. He even had the guts to sleep with my best friend, and only when he tried to seduce my sister, did I realised he was playing with me.

At first, when my sister came to me and told me that he had actually asked her to go to bed with him, I had thought that she was only jealous of my happiness, and than, one day I went to his apartment and found him making out with my cousin. She was a bitch; I had no doubt about it. And if my sister hadn't told me what he did, I would've thought she had seduced him and blindly I would've forgiven him …but I knew better than to be stupid like that. I did break up with him, but not before I beat the crap out of those two. It's needless to say that both of them finished up at the hospital.

Since than I swore to myself that I world never, ever fall in love again. Man brought nothing but trouble and suffering. But now …now that I met Hitomi and that I noticed my sister's acts, I find myself questioning if I wasn't wrong all along, and if there aren't men who can be fateful and trustful!

#François' Point of View#

LoVe …it's true that I said I didn't believe in it …but it's also true that I once experienced it. When I say I don't believe it, what I mean is that I wish not ever to feel it again.

For me love was always a sent of loneliness …an empty space that can not be loaded. A hole which end you can not see. A tunnel on which you will never find the light.

And yet …it is a feel of happiness, fulfil ness, completeness …yes, it is hard to describe it, but this is how it feels.

Wherever you go, you see the person you love. Everything you do, you do it thinking of that person and for that person. During day you think of her all the time, and at night, you dream of her all the way to dreamland. And than one day … you wake up to face a nightmare.

That was how it felt to me. One day she said she loved me …and the next she was leaving me behind, for someone she said …could make her reach heaven. She never betrayed me I'm sure of it, but yet she did leave me, and for me it was more painful that death itself. I just beg to God that he does not let me fall in love again …because if there's something I do not need in this live, that thing is to feel like your falling to never-ending hole, from which you'll never get out …

#Kyia's Point of View#

LoVe, others would say that I live a fairytale, that I as rescued by my dream prince who took me to his beautiful castle on which we will live happy ever after. But that's not how it is.

Yes, I'm happy! I'm with the one I love, I do everything possible to make him happy, but that by itself is not enough for me.

I know he loves me too …but the problem is that he never shows it! The little moments when he shows me that, is when we're between sheets. Others would think that if that's so, all he wants from me is sex, but I know otherwise. He loves me, but it's too hard for him to tell me, just because he's too Macho for that. Sometimes it is very hard for me to deal with him, but I love him and so everything is forgivable … I just wished he showed his fellings more often and that he could say to me those three little words …"I Love You"

#Semmedjem's Point of View#

LoVe … yes, yes, I know what that is. Even if no one believes me, the truth is that my life would have no meaning without her by my side.

Even if she doesn't know it, all I need is for her to be at my side …all the time. That itself makes me the happiest man in the Universe. And yet …for as mush as I try it there seems to be no way for me to tell her that. I know that she wants to hear me say it and I want to tell her, but I'm too proud and my mouth always refuses to say it … those three little words that I've heard from her so many times.

Whenever she says it I fell so happy that my heart seems to explode, that warm feeling in my chest brightens up my day. And yet, the only times I show her how I feel, is between the sheets. I feel bad for that …and I know that sooner or later she will leave be just because I can't tell her how I really feel. I can't tell her that …I Love Her!

Oh, Oh! I was in a sentimental mood! Forgive me! PLEASE! Anyway, you just got to know some of them a little better, didn't you! By the way, Marion was the woman who left François hanging out (or falling out into the abysm).

I hope you like this chapter ... and it has 4 pages, which is more than usual. I know it's not mush. But I'll try to put another chapter as soon as possible.

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