Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ A is for Alone ❯ Prologue

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A is for Alone

3/07/03
Dear Ken,

As the days go on, I become more aware of the fact you're gone. And as the minutes pass, I become more aware of how much I want you back, for you left me with nothing. You were all I had to live for, and now you're gone. Leaving your past behind you.

"You are part of my life I want to forget," You told me, handing me a box of your belongings. "You are part of my life I need to leave behind me."

And so you left. Didn't tell me where you were going, because I had no reason for knowing. I am not allowed to call or write, you want to forget about me. Forget about our midnight strolls, forget about the times we slept in, too tired from our escapades the night before. Forget the sound of Omi's laptop, and Yohji's flirting. But most of all, you want to forget all the blood. All of that blood that stained our clothes and skin. The screams of the victim as their bloody corpse comes to haunt your dreams.

No matter how hard you try, Ken, those dreams will always come, and the blood will always stain. When you realize that your leaving was a mistake, I want you to know you can always come back to me. I miss waking up and seeing your sleeping form next to me, your soft pink lips slightly opened as you breathe. I want to be there when you have a nightmare, so I can hold you and tell you everything will be all right. I want you above me, lapping at my salty skin as you invade my pale, arching body [1]. I want you to be there so I don't have to be alone. Does that make me selfish?

I know that I cannot send you this letter Ken, but maybe, if you come back to me, I can give it to you then. I want to see the look on your face when you realize how much I hurt. But don't worry love, I will forgive you, as long as you are there with me, so I don't have to be alone any longer.

Love Always,
Aya




[1] Ken is seme, because Aya is the slutty uke, ne Shime?

Thank you for reading my first short story of the series. I am going to write more. I hope you will read them, but I don't blame you if you don't, hehehe. Reviews are appreciated. THANKS!