Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Cats In The Cradle ❯ Stubborn ( Chapter 7 )

Cats in the Craddle

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: NC-17, this chapter's R.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it.

Warnings: AU, Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC, lots of angst, violence, there'll be lemon in later chapters.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. 'Anything written like this is a flashback. '

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Some of the guys' ages have been changed.

Oi! Time to thank the reviewers! Li-chan (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I also would like it to happen, but… you'll see what happens in this chappie.. Hope ya like it! [and sorry for taking me too long to update!]), Jenken (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I have to agree with you! Hope ya like the chappie!), Schu (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* *hangs head in shame* I'm sorry this took me so long to update! *looks at the locked room* Go Schu!! If he did that in the fic too… *sighs* thank u! ^^), Crush (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I don't think Schu's a bastard *points to abusive parents and kicks them*. Thank u! ^^), Jen (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I hope that happens too… Thank u! ^^), x wolfpup x (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Glad ya like the fic! I really hope I can make Ken happy at the end.. ^^), Waiting_for_innocence (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I'm emailing you to give you a long answer, but I have to say you're pretty observant and you've seen some of my intentions! ^^ Anyway, thank u and feel free to give all the suggestions ya want, they're always welcome ^^)

Chapter 7: Stubborn

Schuldig wiped the water off his face with his sleeve, trying to look calm, but the look in Ken's face was unnerving him.

Ken took a step forward, his chocolate eyes narrowing slightly as they bored into the redhead's surprised green ones. "I don't understand you." He said softly, even if his voice sounded sad his expression didn't change.

Schuldig forced a cold look on his face, not wanting the other to notice his nervousness.

"I don't understand you." Ken repeated, his voice trembling slightly.

"You don't have to." He muttered as he headed for the door to leave, but Ken placed himself between him and the door.

"You're gonna hear me whether you want it or not." The brunette said stubbornly, taking a step towards him.

The German retroceded a couple steps, but Ken kept on advancing towards him.

Schuldig had to stop retreating when his back touched the cold wall. "I love you Axl." Ken whispered, the determined look never leaving his face. The redhead's eyes widened at the use of his name. Ken only called him Axl when he was very serious about something. And now he obviously was. "I love you, and I don't care about anything, you hear me?" He took Schuldig's face in his hands, standing close to him but his bodies never touching. "I don't care about your parents, or your friends, I only care about you." He straightened up and kissed the German softly. "And if you love me back, then the world can go to fuck itself, because I don't care." His voice was cracking slightly, and his eyes looked hesitant. "I need you Axl..." Ken whispered sliding his arms around Schuldig's body and pressing his face against his shoulder. "I want to be with you.. Please?"

"N- Ken, I c-"

Ken suddenly put away from him, his eyes blazing with that 'something' Schuldig couldn't name. He placed his hands on his shoulders and pressed his mouth to the redhead's. It was different, it was almost violent, but still, no matter how much Schuldig tried to deny it, the kiss was also sweet, just like Ken.

The brunette put away from the German's non-responding lips and fixed is eyes on his. "Tell me now Axl…" he ordered the older boy. His eyes were bright, reflecting all his emotions, showing him how much this was hurting him.

Schuldig gulped, not feeling strong enough to do anything else.

"Say you love me." He gave the other a reassuring (he hoped) kiss, just a soft brush of his lips against Schuldig's.

The redhead relaxed slightly. "I- Look Ken, I…"

"I love you." He repeated stubbornly, closing the distance between their mouths again.

Schuldig forgot about everything for a moment. For a moment he let go and put his arms around Ken, doing what he had wanted to do so badly, holding him like the soccer player was asking him to.

He kissed Ken slowly, as his kisses always were. Soft, slow, shallow… In all the time this thing between him and Ken had been going, they had never done anything. He couldn't even remember doing more than those chaste kissed like those they were exchanging at that same moment. Wait, he couldn't remember because they had never done anything else.

The German startled when Ken parted his lips and caught his lip, sucking at it and gently nibbling at it. It felt… good.. He wondered where and with WHO Ken had learned to do that.

' "You dirty-" he slapped him. "Do you know what will happen to you? I'm going to tell you. They'll rape you and use you, they'll fuck your mouth because that's what you're asking for. See? They'll do it just like I'm doing." He withdrew from his son and kicked him hard.

"Ple-please stop it oto-sa…"

"Shut up! Do you think they'll stop just because you cry? That's what you deserve, and that's what you get. That's what that little boyfriend of yours will do to you. I can't believe this, my own son…"

He continued abusing his son's body and psyche until the boy lost consciousness, leaving him on the floor and not caring for him. '

When those recent memories came to his mind, the reaction was immediate. Schuldig shoved Ken away, tears streaming down his cheeks as he blindly attacked Ken, trying to put the memory of his father away, and not succeeding.

He hit the brunette until he had no tears left, until he couldn't strike anymore, until he realized that Ken was lying on the floor, unconscious, just like he had not long ago. "K-Ken? I'm so sorry…" he whispered, a sob cutting his words as he stepped backwards and fled out of the bathrooms, running towards his bedroom and ignoring the brief weird look Ran gave him when he saw him enter the room and lock himself into the bathroom.

He wasn't there when one of the first year kids found Ken on the bathroom's floor and called Crawford-sensei.

Tsu zu ku…

I'm sorry this took me so long to update and that I'm giving ya such a short and ugly chappie *sighs* I've been a little very blocked with this fic, but looks like it's passing. If now I can get a new chapter for "Don't Cry" and for "Tied" this week I'll feel happy.

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