Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ rememberance ❯ rememberance ( Chapter 1 )
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By: jgal 
just something that comes to me while i was reading other people's fic.
Anime/Manga: Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 11.20.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 366 | Visits: 631 | Status: Completed
just something that comes to me while i was reading other people's fic.
Anime/Manga: Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 11.20.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 366 | Visits: 631 | Status: Completed
Rememberance
As i sat down by the window, i find myself lost in the memories lane. Despite the busy street, the crowded coffee house... i don't really care much. All i wanted is to think of you.
'Did you know how much it hurts?'
After all these years, it still hurts. At times, i felt like dying but i couldn't as i've given you my words that i would live on. It's so hard, pain and hurt is the only feeling i had for so long, but it's a constant reminder to myself that i'd lived on... at other times, i'm nothing but a hollow empty shell. Despite what my team mates say, i found myself always ignoring them, always blaming them. I can't help it, but it's their fault that you're no longer here.
'What would you do if you were here instead of me?'
I felt numb, despite the pain i felt in my heart. I can't show any outward emotion anymore. My tears are dried up, i can't cry nor can i scream. Ever since that day, i'm just a boy without emotion. I still killed since we are assassin but nothing is the same without you. i killed as if it's normal to kill without emotions. I no longer smile, i'd become a cold-blooded killer. I know it hurts Ken and the others as they really care about me. They couldn't do much though, after all these years all their efforts were in vain. Once in a while, schudich will try to access my brain trying to talk to me which i'd blatantly ignored. After some time, i chose to block him out not wanting to lose all our happy memories.
'Oh Nagi, how i wish you're still here with me.'
The sun set telling me it's time to leave, throwing some coins on the table and finishing the last sip of my black coffee savoring the bitter-sweet flavor, heading out of the cafe as i made my way back to koneku no sume, home with the Weiss.
~owari~
date started: 19/11/04
date completed: 19/11/04
As i sat down by the window, i find myself lost in the memories lane. Despite the busy street, the crowded coffee house... i don't really care much. All i wanted is to think of you.
'Did you know how much it hurts?'
After all these years, it still hurts. At times, i felt like dying but i couldn't as i've given you my words that i would live on. It's so hard, pain and hurt is the only feeling i had for so long, but it's a constant reminder to myself that i'd lived on... at other times, i'm nothing but a hollow empty shell. Despite what my team mates say, i found myself always ignoring them, always blaming them. I can't help it, but it's their fault that you're no longer here.
'What would you do if you were here instead of me?'
I felt numb, despite the pain i felt in my heart. I can't show any outward emotion anymore. My tears are dried up, i can't cry nor can i scream. Ever since that day, i'm just a boy without emotion. I still killed since we are assassin but nothing is the same without you. i killed as if it's normal to kill without emotions. I no longer smile, i'd become a cold-blooded killer. I know it hurts Ken and the others as they really care about me. They couldn't do much though, after all these years all their efforts were in vain. Once in a while, schudich will try to access my brain trying to talk to me which i'd blatantly ignored. After some time, i chose to block him out not wanting to lose all our happy memories.
'Oh Nagi, how i wish you're still here with me.'
The sun set telling me it's time to leave, throwing some coins on the table and finishing the last sip of my black coffee savoring the bitter-sweet flavor, heading out of the cafe as i made my way back to koneku no sume, home with the Weiss.
~owari~
date started: 19/11/04
date completed: 19/11/04