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[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Second Chance

By Carter Tachikawa

Disclaimer: Weiß Kreuz is not mine. It belongs to Koyasu Takehito (lucky man). The song "Love Bites" is by Def Leppard and it's not mine either.

Summary: One minute you were in love. Then you were sad. Now you're angered. My, my, Kenken. Aren't you full of emotions?

Pairings: A Yohji/Aya/Ken triangle. Turn away if you don't like.

Warnings: OOC-ness, bitterness, and necrophilia ARE mentioned. I think I've turned Ken into Drama Precious Ken by accident 0_o;;; But don't worry, he's just mad as in angry, not mad as in crazy. Don't like sex with dead guys? Not the fic for you.

(Okay, I am going attempt to be angsty and bitter for this fic. Those who are reading "Switch", I swear I will get to that one soon! I was a little inspired to write something...not so pretty this time around. Yohji fans, gomen. I have to make Yohji a little naughty for this one. He is upset again...and this time, not over Asuka. Gomen, Aya fans. Aya dies in this one. (I happen to be an Aya fan so don't think I did it cause I hate him).

***This is not one of my fluffy comedy romances. If you want that, go read "Switch". If you want Ken and Aya falling in love, go read "Wanting Something in Return" or "Don't Be Afraid of Love". This fic is rated R for a reason. Be wary of that.***

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"I'm sorry, Kenken."

Those were the first words out of your mouth, Yohji Kudou. You looked in my direction, your green eyes full of shame, and said that to me. They seem like three small words but they are supposed to fix everything. Your hair is messed up, you got some blood smeared on you, and you're holding onto Aya's trenchcoat like it's your prized possession. You've got it all bundled up and you're hugging it. You probably think it's like the women you used to date, huh? You want to hold onto them but before you know it, you'll ditch them. You'll probably throw it in your closet and leave it there with the rest of your junk.

Of course, the apology wasn't all you were telling me. You want to say more but can't. Or maybe you want me to say that everything will be all right and there was nothing we could do. You want me to promise you that tomorrow is a brand new day and good times will come back around for us. You hug that trenchcoat one more time, smelling it, seeing if Aya's scent is still clinging to it.

Ha! Don't make me laugh! Our cold-hearted, precious leader is gone. You're holding onto his coat, aren't you? He wouldn't let you touch it if he was alive. Your love, *my* love, has slipped into Hell most likely for being the killer he is...or rather, the killer he *was*. I've got Kritiker to thank for all that. They put us in this goddamn mission, which they knew would go horribly wrong. They knew one of us wouldn't come out alive and they threw us in fucking line of fire anyway.

So our mission was simple; go in and kill the bad guy. They rarely get interesting. And yes, we succeeded. We also failed to protect Aya. No. *I* failed to protect Aya. Because of this, I lost the man I loved and hated at the same time.

I can still hear the sound of the shots. They all sound the same.

BANG! BANG! BANG!

"AYA!!!!!!!!!!"

That was you, amazingly enough. You were screaming for someone else other than Asuka. I could only stand still and watch as Aya fell to the ground, shock frozen in those eyes. Omi also dropped to the ground when he saw that, the horrible vision of that incident has probably been imprinted in his mind forever. With you crying like a baby and Omi frozen, I had to take the dirty job of killing these guys. My hands are stained with blood but it's worth it. I wanted to avenge our leader and my first love. He deserved it. And when I turned around, I found you *holding* Aya's body. You were *kissing* him!

I think my 'kindness' was the only thing that kept me from shoving my bugnuks into you, Kudou.

You didn't even look at poor Omi. The kid was bawling his eyes out and screaming like a child who lost his dog. Well, it wasn't a dog but it was close. Aya was more than just a member of Weiß. He was our friend. He was like our brother. He never showed it but he *did* care about all of us. He just used his sorrow to hide how he felt. Hell, Aya was there for us when we needed him. He sometimes dropped that cold-hearted bastard act and came to help us when we were in trouble. So I'm not surprised to see Omi crying. 'Aya-kun' is gone and we're falling apart. Weiß is literally falling apart.

I still have no idea how we're going to explain this to Aya-chan or Sakura. I can only imagine the expressions on their faces when one of us tells them. I just hope *I'm* not chosen to be the bearer of bad news. Recapping a bad memory is just as bad as being a witness to the incident, maybe worse. But recapping his death won't be as bad as recapping what *you* did, Yohji. I don't even know if we should tell them *that* part. I don't think either one wants to hear how 'Yohji-san' got on top of 'Aya-san' and started nibbling his body.

I hate you both so much right now.

You know that I would jump in there and take all the shots aimed at Aya, don't you? I would push him out of the line of fire and die in his place. I was just too goddamn slow and for that reason, he died. But given a second chance to prevent this from happening, I would take the bullets for him. And that's not all I would do for him, Kudou. Anything he wanted, I'd give it to him. If I had the power to keep Takatori from destroying his life, I would use it. If I could get Aya-chan to awaken earlier, I would make her wake up right away. Aya could ask me for the moon and I'd give it to him...or I'd die trying.

And I HAD him, Kudou! I had him and I loved him like crazy! I did all I could to please him! Somehow, in midst of something, Aya fell for you. He left me for you. He broke up with me, snapped my heart into pieces, and decided to go make love to you! I don't know what he saw in you and I'm not even going to ask. Loving you was probably the biggest mistake Aya made in his life.

"I'm sorry, Kenken."

Second chance. You're asking me for a second chance at love. This time, you want me to fall in love with you. Hell, this will make everything better, won't it? Aya will happy that the two of us have each other. And I think somewhere, above or below, I can hear Aya also asking for a second chance. You both are expecting me to say that everything is okay and we can rebuild what you two broke down. After all, I'm Ken. I'm naive. I forgive anyone who crosses me. I'm willing to give anything another go.

Fuck you. I'm not your goddamn sex slave. I've got feelings but no one seems to be aware of that. Kase, Yuriko, Aya, you...each one of you treated me like I was made of stone. You thought that your senseless actions and words wouldn't hurt me. You pushed me until I was at the edge. You thought I would be patient enough to wait for you. You thought I would still be here to greet you with open arms and let you back into my life. Well, guess what?

I'm human. I'm more human than *any* of you. I don't wait for anyone.

No one else knows what you were doing, Yohji. That's what you think, huh? But I saw you. I saw you drag Aya's body off into that dark corner. You were crying but that didn't stop you. I saw how you ripped his coat off, your trembling hands unbuckling all those buckles. I saw you strip him naked and make love to him. He's dead, dammit. It doesn't matter to him whether you have sex or not. It doesn't matter anymore.

I bet you didn't know I was watching. I bet you couldn't see me. Truth was, I hadn't expected to see you either. But my curiosity got the best of me and I stayed. I'm so sorry that I did.

I couldn't help but watch you. I watched the whole thing, Kudou. How you ripped Aya's blood-stained clothes off and tossed them aside like a commodity. I watched you cry over his dead body and wrap your arms around it. I watched you screw him, Kudou, and it pissed me off. You couldn't let him go until you had some more, could you? All you fucking think about is sex, regardless whether the person's living or dead.

You're sick, you know that? Look at you, you drooled all over his body! You're kissed him and got his blood smeared on your body. You whispered things in his ear though he'll never hear you. You even nibbled that ear and ran your fingers through his hair. You never stop kissing him and touching every part of his body. You sucked on his flesh and licked him the way you lick a plate clean. You disgraced him and yourself. What if Omi, Aya-chan, or Sakura saw what you did? They'd hate you, Kudou. They'd hate you and pray for your death every single night. After all, you hurt Aya. You hurt him more than those bullets did.

"I'm sorry, Kenken."

You should be, Yohji. You should be.

So should you, Aya. After all, we did have something. Inside my head, I'm listening to that song we heard when we first made love. It was a sad song but you said you liked it. You said it reminded you something bitter, something beautiful, and something tragic. I listened to it with you and felt like crying. I could see where you got the idea of something bitter, something beautiful, and something tragic from.

Now, I'm singing it in my head. I started singing it when I saw Yohji fooling around with your dead body. And I'm singing it again…

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~If you've got love in your sights
Watch out, love bites

When you make love, do you look in the mirror?
Who do you think of, does he look like me?
Do you tell lies and say that it's forever?
Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see?
Ooh babe ooh yeah

When you're alone, do you let go?
Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show?
Ooh c'mon

I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy
I know you think that love is the way you make it
So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it
No!

Love bites, love bleeds
It's bringin' me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
It's no surprise
Love begs, love pleads
It's what I need

When I'm with you are you somewhere else?
Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself?
When you wake up will you walk out?
It can't be love if you throw it about
Ooh babe

I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy

Love bites, love bleeds
It's bringin' me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
It's no surprise
Love begs, love pleads
It's what I need

Ooh yeah

I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy
I know you think that love is the way you make it
So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it
No!

Love bites, love bleeds
It's bringin' me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
It's no surprise
Love begs, love pleads
It's what I need

If you've got love in your sights
Watch out, love bites
Yes it does
It will be hell~

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Something bitter, something beautiful, and something tragic…we had that. Then you had to come along, Yohji. You had to come along and steal him away. And you look at me like everything will be all right.

"Can we start over, Kenken?"

I can't help but stare at you, Yohji. You're standing there, holding onto Aya's trenchcoat, and you're giving me this puppy-dog look. God, I hate you so much.

"Well, Kenken?"

"I don't know."

And it's true. I'm not saying this to avoid the subject, Yohji. I really don't know what will happen to us.

OWARI

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I'm not a bitter person. I'm a hell lot nicer in reality.

Yohji (snorts): Nice? I beg to differ. You make me suffer is "Switch".

Omi (smugly): That's cause you *asked* for it, Yohji-kun.

Me: That's different. Everyone likes watching bishounens torture one another.

Aya: And what's this? You kill me in this fic yet you claim I'm your favorite? (Holds katana over head) Shi-ne!

Ken: Aya's the favorite? What about me?

Me: I like you all the same, don't worry!

Aya: So now I'm NOT the favorite?! (Gets ready to shi-ne author)

Me: Uh...

Schu (reading fic): Oooh, Kudou! When you're horny, there's nothing stopping you!

Yohji: What the...(grabs fic)...I'M DOING WHAT IN HERE?!

Schu (smirks): I rest my case.

Farf: Having sex with dead people hurts God.

Me: Why did I have the bad feeling you were going to say? *sweatdrops*

Farf(pleased): Cause you knew it would hurt God.

Everyone: *sweatdrops*

Me: Well, if you enjoyed the story…

Farf: And you want to hurt God.

Me (glare at Farf): I'm going to wrap this up now. Leave a review! And I do not want to hear how this should be NC-17 and is not allowed. Believe me, I've seen fics worse than this. (Not badly written just talking about worse things). If I were to be really sick, I'd go into EXTREME graphic detail on what Yohji did. That's when it turns NC-17. Trust me on that.

Farf: YOU'LL HURT GOD IF YOU REVIEW! YAY!

Everyone: *sweatdrop*

Please do not flame if you review. Thank you.