Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Hope ❯ Shattered Hope Part 13 ( Chapter 13 )

Title: Shattered Hope [Part 13]

Author: Farfarello

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: yaoi, lemon, angst

Disclaimer: Weiss Kreuz does not belong to me…

Notes: First of all, thank you for all those who reviewed SH!!! Your comments are always an inspiration for me to write more! -^__^- The intro to conflict has come… and still, Schu continues his fun by bringing his little kitten to… +BLEEP!!!+ But what happens there has to be saved for another chapter… hehehe… but please enjoy Shattered Hope Part 13!!! -^__^-

I looked at the boy reflected in the mirror… green eyes, blonde hair… red streaks running down his chest and everywhere else. Yeah… it was me… Youji Kudou. It was 8:00 and I was standing naked in front of my full-length mirror inside my room. I traced the red marks with the tip of my index finger slowly… a small smile tugging at my lips as I reached the purple mark at the crook of my neck and shoulder. Yes… this mark, made by him… by my master… MY master alone… he had marked me as his own.

Strange… I ran the pad of my thumb on the mark, remembering how fierce he had said the word `MINE' as he made this mark on me. "Mine…" I repeated softly to myself… yes… truly… I am his. I ran my hand through my hair and smiled before retreating to the bathroom to take a shower before I go.

I finished my shower sooner than I intended to do so, I guess I was being a tad impatient. I chuckled lightly at my own joke as I opened my closet to pick out tonight's out fit… I have a feeling this was not going to be an ordinary night… or at least it's more uncommon than our nightly escapades.

I took a black tank top and a matching pair of low-riding leather pants from the closet, shivering slightly at the memory of sweat-slicked leather and a certain German telepath. I swallowed the lump on my throat… was it me? Or was it getting a little stuffy in here? Ignoring the teensy little fact, I threw the towel on the bed and started pulling the pants over my legs. Next came the tank top that clung to me like a second skin. I straightened out in front of the mirror and grinned at myself. "Yotan, Yotan, Yotan… you're so sexy, no one could resist you at all." I chimed playfully at my reflection.

But that wasn't all that true… there were the lesbos… and well… there was Schuldich. I slumped on the edge of the bed and retrieved a pair of leather fingerless gloves from the bedside drawer, my hand brushing against my collar. I pulled it out with the gloves and stared at it absently, my thumb running over the sleek leather and over the slender moulded `S' at the center. "Schuldich." The name slipped from my lips like it did when I was talking… sort of, to Asuka.

Darn… my head felt light. I lowered my back on the bed, my feet still on the floor, and simply lay there. I stared at the ceiling blankly, I wasn't really thinking of anything… I didn't want to think of anything right now.

After a few minutes of mindless contemplation, I sat up, put on my gloves, stuffed my collar in my pocket, and combed my fingers through my blonde hair before tying it back with a leather thong that I also got from the drawer. I stood up and put on a pair of leather boots, striding over to the mirror to take one last look at my reflection before I grabbed my key and left the room.

"I'm going out, don't wait up!!!" I yelled over my shoulder as I closed the door of the Koneko behind me without so much as a backward glance. The sky didn't have a single cloud, and the moon looked bigger than ever… or was it due to the fact that I didn't look at it that much? …whatever… I got into my car and drove into the listless night.

I pulled over right in front of out all-too-familiar hotel. I parked my car then went in, flashing one of my charming smiles at the lady at the reception desk, making her blush like hell. I don't know why I do it… force of habit I guess. It's not like I WANT to do it… in fact, I didn't like doing it… well at least, not anymore.

I used the elevator to get to the right floor, then walking soundlessly along the corridor until I reached `the room.' I took a deep breath before placing my hand on the knob… Oh shoot! I knew I forgot something! I don't have a key!!! "Shit." I cursed out loud, but to my surprise, the knob turned quite easily and the door opened.

I guess he's here early… but how come he hasn't even bothered to pop in my head since that last incident in the balcony? Was Schuldich angry? …didn't he want me to come to him anymore? I clutched at the knob tightly, even if the door was already ajar. I held it so tightly that my knuckles turned white. God… if he were to hate me… I don't know what I would do… I bit my lip, pressed my forehead against the door.

"Katzchen… come in now."

I looked up with a jerk, a smile forming on my lips as I made my way inside the dark hotel room, locking the door behind me. I walked cautiously to the bedroom where I saw Schuldich standing in the balcony, staring out at the same sky I had looked upon only a while back. I peered silently at his prone form, catching the glimpse of uncertainty in his eyes before he turned his head in my direction.

"I uhhh… I'm here?" Ugh! That was pathetic Youji… REALLY pathetic! I wanted to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself there. A slight chuckle roused me from my humiliation as I squinted to look at his tall frame in the darkness. "You make me laugh Katzchen…" Schuldich walked across the room to stand beside me, his hand falling on my hip lightly. Oh shoot! I bit down a moan at that little touch. Then he walked past me, his fiery hair slightly brushing against my bare arm. "Come Katzchen, I have so many things to teach you tonight!"

I turned slowly towards the door, where he was standing, one hip pressing against the door frame, a small smirk forming on his lips. When I reached Schuldich, he loomed over me for a minute, looking at me as I looked at him… there was something about that gaze… it immobilized me… completely. I gasped as he traced his fingertip lightly over my bottom lip, a sigh escaping him. For a moment that seemed like an eternity, I stared into the depths of his emerald orbs… drowning in them… his eyes were open, yielding… now that I look at him, I see his uncertainty again. And as soon as it happened… it was done. Schuldich moved away abruptly, running a hand through his hair in a nervous gesture before giving me another of his programmed smiles as we walked down the corridor.

I had no idea what he had in store for me… it was pretty hard to figure out where he was taking me this time. The German was so silent… it was unlike him… what was wrong? Why did he act that way? …I can't take the tension!!! "Where are we going???" I blurted out before I could stop myself, freezing in my tracks… waiting for his reply.

Again there was this silence… this tensing silence that made my heart jump to my throat. "It's a surprise." Schuldich gave me a rather wry smile this time as he returned the key to the reception desk, smiling as I did to the lady who blushed again. …typical of him… I shook my head.

I followed him until we reached his car, where he beckoned me to get in the front seat as he climbed into the driver's seat. I was pretty nervous… it's the second time I've been in his car… and again, it made me feel all queasy inside. But… I climbed in anyway, sitting then staring at my hands that were on my lap. I just sat there, staring at my hands that were now having a thumb wrestling match of their own as Schuldich started the engine and drove us to nowhere.

No words were exchanges… I couldn't even look at him… I was just sitting there, my heat racing, my body stiff, and my stomach threatening to over-turn itself. I relaxed a bit, and leant back on the chair, rolling my head a bit to one side so that I could watch him drive. Schuldich was handsome in his own way… with his orange hair and green eyes, his sleek frame and toned muscles… his green eyes… green eyes that were now staring at me… staring at me??! I blinked at once… Oh God! He caught me staring at him! I was staring at him and he was staring right back at me! OhGodOhGodOhGodOhGod!!!

"Hey! Chill kitten, you're as stiff as a board!" Schuldich turned his head back on the road. "We're almost there… I'm sure you're gonna find this place very… interesting…" I don't know if it was my imagination… but did Schuldich's smile just widen there just a tad bit? I closed my eyes and decided to take a quick snooze.

+++++SHNOOZE+++++

A sudden jerk brought me back from my nap. My eyes snapped open, my head whisked in the red-head's direction. "We're here Katzchen… wakie wakie!" The German got out of the car, then pulled me out of my seat with a little too much enthusiasm. "Come on kitten." Surprisingly, he took my hand with his own as he pulled me into a dark building.

The building was dark, but it wasn't the slums… it had a good structure and it looked very well maintained. Once inside, I saw a girl in literally wrapped in leather, approach us. "Schu-chan!!!" She squealed as she put her arms around him. That made my eyebrow go up. Who was this girl and why was she hugging MY master?

I slitted my eyes dangerously at her, Lord… I wanted to burn her to the ground! Apparently, she had caught my gaze and gave me a wink as she unwound her arms from Schuldich. "It's been a while ne Tokio?" Schuldich gave her a smile before adding, "Oh by the way, this is my Katzchen, and we're here to learn a few things." He led me forward for Tokio to see.

She looked at me carefully, running her hand over my bare arms, peering under my shirt in a very crass sort of way. I was about to shake her off when Schuldich popped into my mind for the first time since ages. [Relax kitty, she's just doing her job.] Job? What kind of job was this? Before I could ponder it some more, Tokio said, "He's good… great even. Very pretty too…" I felt a rich blush stain my cheeks as Schuldich came dangerously close, his lips brushing the shell of my ear as he whispered, "Of course he is… he's mine isn't he?"

OH GOD!!! My mind has gone into a faze, all I could hear was Schuldich's voice, I could feel his lips against my ear, his hand now resting low on my hip. "Oh yes… I figured that out…" Tokio mused with an endearing smile in my direction. I smiled back, the hugging quickly forgotten. "Now, Schu-chan… you know the rules. Collar on or else he's free for all." She added with a quick wave before disappearing into another group of people.

I swallowed hard… I was beginning to figure out where we were… and why he brought me here. "Katzchen, give me your collar." Schuldich ordered me gently, and I gave it to him. I felt the cool leather encircling my neck as the collar was latched behind my neck. Again, he took my hand loosely in his, giving me a fuzzy feeling all over. Schuldich led me to a stairway that leads downward. It was dark, and the faint scent of leather was becoming stronger as he led me down the steps.

After a while, I caught a small glimpse of light at the bottom, but before we reached it, Schuldich stopped and turned to me. "Stick close to me… you might me tagged, but there are those who just can't resist such a kitten as you." I nodded wordlessly… there were other people down there? I listened hard… but all I could here were a few unrecognizable sounds since we were still quite far from the dim light at the bottom.

Sweat began to drip down the side of my head as we continued our descent. At last, we reached the bottom… and my mouth hung open. Schuldich entered the open door way and gave me a mischievous look. "Surprise kitten…"

[comments and suggestions please] -Farfarello