Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Hope ❯ shattered hope part 2 ( Chapter 2 )

Title: Shattered Hope [part2]

Author: Farfarello

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: yaoi, angst, lemon

Disclaimer: Weiss Kreuz does not belong to me...

Shit! Now what just happened in that club did NOT happen! I'm still normal... normal... normal... meaning-that I, Kudou Youji still loves women more than anything else... right? RIGHT! Okay now Youji... breath in, breath out.

God! I needed a cigarette and fast before my head exploded like a firecracker. I reached slipped a stick out of my leather pants which I was still wearing and slipped it between my lips and lighted it. I felt my chest loosen as the fresh dose of nicotine surged through my lungs... I really needed that.

That Schulderich can't just come barging into my personal life and point out that I was g-interested in men... well, there was one thing that could prove my sexuality and I'll prove to that red-haired gaijin that I was STRAIGHT.

I quickly rushed into my bedroom, tossed my tank top off and slipped out of my pants then hopped on my bed. I pulled out a shoe box from under the bed which was filled with my personal collection of the best porn movies available. Hmmm... which one will I watch? I got a tape and shoved it in the VCR and sat back on the bed, remote in hand and pressed the play button.... It's show time!

The images on the screen were getting hotter and hotter by the second, there was a woman who was being furiously screwed into the mattress as she screamed her guts out. I was sweating... WAIT!!! I was SUPPOSED to be sweating... and hard... OH KAMI-SAMA!!! OOoookaaaayyyy.... calm down Yo-tan... when you look under the blankets, baby Yo-tan's gonna be ready to explode. Now, one...two...three...

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

Oh no... I wasn't sweating and I'm not hard... shit! I'm not even half way there! I start poking my limp member, trying to make it react to the movie I was currently watching but nothing seemed to be happening. Come on baby Yo-tan... come on... up... up... DAMMIT!!!!! I stared at the screen and focused on the man as he pounded relentlessly into the woman whose breasts were bouncing along as she moaned hysterically.

Normally, I was supposed to be sweating buckets and fucking my hand right about now... but tonight didn't seem to be normal at all... There was only one way to find out for sure... I guess I'm going out again tonight.

~~*@*~~

There were billboards featuring the latest movies plastered all over town, I walked along the sidewalk, looking for one particular movie... hmmm... there it is. "One ticket for Bishonen please." The woman inside the ticket booth eyed me suspiciously before handing me my ticket. I took it and entered the cinema, sat on one of the seats in the middle and waited for the movie to begin.

At first there were a few guys talking to each other for quite a while, then some of them started to leave until only two of them were left behind. They were just sitting on the couch in the living room, one of them was fidgeting restlessly on his seat and the other was trying pathetically to start a conversation. I was pretty frustrated since nothing was happening with the two guys and I was really getting bored until...

No way! They did NOT actually do that now... did they? My eyes were probably as big as saucers as I stared at the movie screen... the two guys had started kissing! But they didn't stop there, they began to make out, one of them pinning the smaller one down as he sucked on the other's feverish skin.

I could hear them moan in unison as they rubbed their clothed erections together... damn... I was feeling pretty hot, I wasn't expecting this to happen... this and the fact that my pants were feeling a lot tighter than they were supposed to be. I nibbled on my bottom lip to hold back a moan of my own as the one who seemed to be seme went down on his partner, sucking on the other's turgid cock fervently, making him buck and beg for more.

I snapped out of my heated trance when I felt a hand grasp my erection roughly. I stared down at my now open pants and snapped my head to the person who seemed to "magically" appear beside me with his hand holding a very important part of my anatomy. "What the hell-get your fuckin' hand off me!!!" I hissed as I shoved him away and tried to zip up my pants but the man wouldn't give up, he pulled me roughly against him and started giving me a hand job."Stop it!!! Fuck off!!!" I was starting to panic, what the hell did this guy want with me?! I was afraid to know... I pulled away from him as hard as I could and rushed to the nearest bathroom.

I heaved a deep breath as I leaned against the bathroom door, what was the world coming too?! I can't even watch a stupid movie without a bastard trying to get his hands inside my pants. A heavy push on the door caught me off guard, sending me sprawling on the floor. The man whom I had pried myself from mere moments ago stood before me, brushing his long black hair off his face as he ran his eyes all over my spread-out form.

I winced as he gripped my hair tightly, "I'll teach you how to use that mouth of yours you little whore!" He forced my mouth open and started to unzip his pants. Kami-sama! I couldn't get away this time since he was a lot bigger than me and I was in no shape for any physical combat. What had I gotten myself into this time??? Schu...

"It's about time you called me, you would have been giving this guy the head of a life time Katchzen... and I wouldn't allow that now, would I?"

I blinked my eyes once, twice, thrice... there was no way Schulderich could be standing there, leaning on the door frame of the bathroom, cigarette dangling between those lips that were quirked with his trademark grin... I must be hallucinating.

[No Katchzen, I'm pretty much alive and kicking right here.]

The telepath winked at me before wrapping his fingers tightly around the dumb-founded gorilla's neck and leered, "I don't like it when people touch what's mine... you understand me?" The man tried to steal a punch but Schulderich saw him at once and tightened his hold on the man's neck dangerously. "You better not do that if you want to stay alive." With that, he threw the man against the wall easily. "Lecherous bastard."

[What are you waiting for? Get up and come here Katchzen.]

"What the hell are you doing here?!" I asked him when I finally found my tongue as I stared at him incredulously. Schulderich turned to face me and tilted his head, then looked at me with the same amused expression as the one he had during our encounter at the bar. "I was watching the movie when you called me Katchzen."

I stood up and straightened myself out. "I didn't call you!" His grin spread even wider as he placed a leisurely arm around my waist and pulled me against him tightly. "Oh yes you did Katchzen... I heard you loud and clear... right here." I follow his hand as he tapped his index finger on his temple. "Right here."

I shrug off his hold on me and shook my head defensively, "No... no... I didn't..." I was getting confused... I remember his name popping into my head right before he... he... Oh Kami-sama! I did call him after all!

"Bingo Katchzen! Called me loud and clear... just when the movie was getting pretty hot too!" Schulderich tapped the tip of my nose teasingly like the sick psychopath that he was. "What makes me think is why you were watching THIS particular movie when I remember pretty well you saying that you were NOT interested in guys." He added a particularly high pitch on the last statement making me cringe uncomfortably.

"I-I-I... don't know..." I stuttered helplessly, my gaze stuck to the floor of the otherwise empty bathroom. Why did I call him? Why not Aya or Ken or Omi or anyone else in the damn world besides Schulderich?! Shit... the more I keep thinking about it, the more things get all twisted.

"I can help you if you want Katchzen." The German offered helpfully but I could only look at him confusedly... What am I gonna do? What am I gonna do? I don't know what I'm gonna do! Well... if I was inclined to guys as Schulderich was insinuating then might as well give it a shot right? Here goes...

"Just make sure Aya doesn't find out." ...Shit! I did NOT say that! "No problem Katchzen." Came the reply as the telepath winked at me with a somewhat devilish glint in those emerald orbs. ...oh no... I DID say it... "Stop calling me that! I don't even know what that means!" The red-head pulled me against him as he hissed in my ear, "You'll learn soon enough little Katchzen... wait for me." Then like before, he casually walked out the door leaving my head in a twisted daze. ...I wonder what he's got in store for me...

~tbc

[comments and suggestions please] -Farfarello