Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Hope ❯ Shattered Hope Part 5 ( Chapter 5 )

Title: Shattered Hope Part 5

Author: Farfarello

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: yaoi, angst, lemon

Disclaimer: Weiss Kreuz does not belong to me...

Notes: I'm REALLY REALLY sorry for not posting for a really long time... I was out on vacation and I encountered a horrible writer's block to add to the trouble. [It's not easy writing so many lemons on one sitting... ^__^] But I happened to get around it thanks to the songs, Black Black Heart by David Usher and Beauty on the Fire by Natalie Imbruglia which were the same songs that I based this fic on. So anyway, thank you for waiting and reviewing my fic, I really appreciate it. Please enjoy... Shattered Hope Part 5!!! ^o^

Clean yourself up??? That's it???!! What just happened here? ...shit... Why am I letting him do this to me? ...actually... I don't care... whatever, I gotta get home before Aya realizes I'm not home yet. I took the towel from the bed and began wiping myself clean, there'd be more time at home to take a shower. I threw on my clothes and made a last minute check before heading out the door then locking it behind me.

~*@*~

"Where the hell have you been?"

The question sounded like it was cold as ice... "Aya... what are you doing still up?" -That was a lame start to a decent conversation... not that I was expecting one from a very... and I mean VERY angry Aya who just happened to be standing in the doorway, complete with crossed arms, katana on hand and trademarked "SHIIIINE" glare. God! If looks could kill, I'd probably be a mass of rotting flesh and bones on the floor the moment Aya laid eyes on me.

"You didn't answer my question... now where the hell have you been?" Aya's amethyst eyes were literally making me crumble... Damn... well, there was ONE thing that even our fearless leader can't fight against... and I'm the only one who could pull it off... hopefully I'd get through with all my body parts intact-here goes nothing...

I took one step closer to the door, flashing Aya my playboy grin that made girls melt into a puddle of mush by my feet. He raised a graceful eyebrow at me but still stood his ground, following my every move carefully. I loved this game... it had a lot of challenge into it.

"I was out bar hopping... you know, dancing, smoking, drinking..." I advanced even more, taking another step closer and pressing one hand against the doorframe beside his head. I felt him cringe, for about a split second I saw confusion set in on Aya but it was gone the next second. Good Youji... you're getting to him... "You know what else I did Aya?" I hissed, my lips barely grazing the shell of his ear as I did so.

Aya shook me off-or at least tried to as he pushed the still sheathed katana against my stomach and looked at me warningly... but I wasn't off the hook just yet. "...I went fucking too... hot, wet, slick fucking..." I traced the underside of his jaw with my fingertip as I drawled out the words against the back of his ear. "You know what I mean A---ya?"

"I don't want to hear it..." The words were bit out, I could sense that Aya was using his iron control to keep from raising his voice... or from slashing me up into ribbons. Call me insane but I suddenly grabbed Aya roughly on the shoulders and drew his face next to mine. "Wanna try it then?"

I don't know what the hell happened, but next thing I knew I was kneeling and coughing my gets out while hugging my ribs which felt like they were shattered to bits. From what I could get from my still-shocked mind, I think Aya jammed his katana against my ribs... really, REALLY hard... now leaving me in a coughing mess outside the Koneko.

Okay... so I got carried away... Shit! That German was rubbing off on me... anyway, I needed to get some shut-eye I was dead beat... and violently abused-well, that part was my fault... I trudged slowly into the house, not bothering to open the lights and headed straight to my room.

I threw my clothes into the hamper and got into the hot spray of the shower... Yeah... this was all I needed after all that happened to me today... I felt the hot water run down my body, soothing my tired body and loosening my bunched up muscles. I took my bath lily from the rack and started scrubbing, I felt so dirty tonight... inside and out...

Foam began to pool by my feet as I grabbed the bottle of my shampoo-Honey scented of course. I guess I squeezed the bottle too hard and the shampoo overflowed from my palm then dripped into my flaccid member. Shit... I felt a surge of electricity run through my body... was it me or was it feeling... hotter here than it should be? Kami-samaKami-samaKami-samaKami-samaKami-sama!!! I needed to do something... I needed to... needed to... Fuck! I don't care!!!

I grasped my half-erect cock tightly, ahhhh... God, that felt good... I braced myself on one hand against the tile wall of the shower and started running my hand up and down my sex in a tantalizingly slow rhythm. My head began to swirl with thoughts of Schuldich and what he had done to me just a few hours ago... how he took me into that slick, wet mouth of his... I tightened my hold on myself at the thought... Oh yes... yesss.... how he ran his tongue up and down.... then... "Uuhhhnnnggnnn...." I groaned throatily, damn, I could just feel him sucking me off... I threw my head back as I flicked my thumb over the weeping slit and laved the swollen head of my member. Shit... I'm so close... I'm so close... just a little more... I gripped my cock so tightly it must've hurt if I wasn't in such a horny state and pumped myself almost uncontrollably. Schuldich... Master... whatever.... yes... just a little---

[...that's enough Katzchen...]

My eyes shot open in horror, "Sch-Ma-master?!" When did he pop into my mind? Was he... Kami-sama... he couldn't have been watching my---

[...Tsk, tsk, tsk... such naughty thoughts for little kittens... I should check on you a lot more... I forgot to tell you another rule...]

[...master d-did you---]

[...quite a dirty mind you have... but I'll teach you not to act on that... another rule Katzchen, you can't touch yourself... nor come unless I say so... do you understand?]

WHAT???!!! He can't control that... it's an uncontrollable force of nature, an impulse... I can't just sit around while I had a big, fucking hard-on... no way... this is where I draw the line...

[What's this? ...little Katzchen doesn't want to play anymore?]

[...I-Ie... I understand master...] Shit... draw the line huh? You're pathetic Youji... can't even put up a good fight... [Good kitten... since you're good Katzchen, I'll show you something special...]

Special huh? ...I just couldn't guess what Schuldich had up his sleeve... but I knew I was going to find out sooner or later anyway so...

[First of all, get your hand off your THING and get out of the bathroom]

Ok... so I've been holding baby Yo-tan all this time. I followed at once, wrapping a towel around my waist before I stepped into my bedroom. I glanced at the clock... I guess I had enough time for a few "games."

[Get on the bed and listen to me... and I mean listen to every word...] I obeyed once more and quickly laid on the bed, my back flat against the cool sheets. It felt pretty stupid to be just lying there, staring at open space listening to a voice in your head... a very sexy voice... SEXY?! Where the fuck did that come from?!!! I've just confirmed that my libido was absolutely abnormal.

[Now close your eyes and concentrate on my voice...]

Concentrate... concentrate... come on Youji, you can do this... there we go... Was this another stupid joke?! There I was, lying on my bed with nothing on with my eyes closed and seeing absolutely nothing! Then I felt a fast blow go through my head, it felt like a baseball hit me square on the temple. I opened my eyes and found myself staring at...

"M-Master?!" I couldn't help but stare in disbelief, how did he get into my room? I mean, he was there... standing and looking... "This is not real Katzchen, I just entered your mind... literally... being a telepath has its benefits you know..." The red head sat on the edge of my bed and grasped my chin, drawing me to him. "...but it feels real doesn't it?" I gave a whimper of surprise when he suddenly shoved me back down on the mattress and straddled my hips.

"I can't keep this up too long so let's do this fast alright?" I heard my master hiss under his breath as he spread my legs with his knee. I felt that my cheeks were burning... I was blushing! I've never thought that I was capable of blushing after all I've done, but being in this position with...him... I felt so vulnerable and I liked it...

"Aaannnggggnnnnnn......" Oh God... I felt his fingers push roughly through my entrance, stretching... probing... "M-master..." I groaned, pleaded for him to make me come. I forced my eyes to open and watched Schuldich above me. He was still full-clothed, my master's prone form pinning me in my place as he ground our fully erect cocks together through the fabric of his pants making me moan some more. "...yeah... call me Katzchen... beg me..."

Our eyes locked in a heated stare, I felt his fingers flex then brush against "that" spot and I threw my head to one side, "Ahhh... hai master... right there... onegai..." "Right... here?" I heard him whisper hotly, jabbing it again to emphasize his point. "Yes... o-o-onegai..." I couldn't think straight anymore, my mind was swirling in a haze of lust and need. All I was aware about was the sweet torment that my master imposed on me as he worked me with his fingers, thrusting in and pulling out rhythmically urging me to release. I looked up once more to Schuldich and pleaded wordlessly. There was a moment of silence before I finally heard it... "Now Katzchen..." Then, everything went white...

I opened my eyes and found myself... alone... alone in my room, yeah... I raised one of my hands and found my fingers wet and sticky. I guess I've been the one touching myself after all... Shit! I don't know why... but right now... I just wish that what just happened was real... that he and I were... whatever... fucking and mind-fucking... who cares? It's the same... isn't it?

I walked to the bathroom and washed my body then my face and stared at my reflection in the mirror. "Who are you fooling?" ...I don't know what's happening, but I think that I'm... I don't need this crap right now... I need...

=Schuldich=

I guess he already fell asleep... it was pretty fun playing with his head for a while. Damn! My head hurt, maybe it's because it's been a while since I last did that. I don't even remember if I ever did that with anyone else... but, it felt pretty good jerking him off like that. I'd get to see a lot of that anyway. The thought quickly ran from my head to my groin, I slapped my awakening member slightly, "Down boy... you're too energetic for your own good."

I stood up from my bed and decided to go out for a walk to cool off. As soon as I stepped out of the room, who do I see? "Hey Braddy!" As usual Bradley Crawford still had a stick up his ass that's just waiting to be replaced by something else. He didn't say a thing, just waked past me but I got a whiff of what he had in his head. //...just do what you have to do...// Now that really pissed me off, I turned around and half-shouted at him, "I know what I have to do Crawford, and I don't need you pushing my ass to get it!" I didn't get a response, not like I was expecting one anyway.

...I hate this...

~tbc

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