Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Suicide's Intent ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

I do not own Weiß, wish I did then I would be happy and satisfied with the creation of doing what ever I want with all the characters and do it the legal way. ^_^

Italics- thoughts

Darkness shrouded Aya as he stood looking out his bedroom window. He let out a soft sigh as words from a week ago ran rough shod over his mind. How could he say that to me? I thought he loved me. Aya thought as he slowly moved his eyes over to the table holding a gleaming knife…

~One week earlier~

It was starting to quiet down in the Koneko as it neared closing time. The screaming fangirls were slowly trickling out as either their friends bought something or they realized they would be late for dinner at their own homes. Youji as usual was nowhere to be seen, leaving Aya, Ken, and Omi to do the cleaning up.

Aya sat at the counter filling out the paper work for the day's sales, while Ken and Omi went about the usual closing up of the store. Little work was being done for Aya though. He found his eyes constantly straying from the ledge book to his beautiful lover Ken. He was eager for the shop to close so he could be in Ken's warm embrace. Silently he berated himself for loosing sigh of his job and continued with his work.

Feeling a hand on his shoulder broke him from his concentration with the problems in the book. He looked up and was about to glare at the offending hand when he noticed that Ken was the one trying to gain his attention. He gave ken a small smile as the boy looked at him.

"Aya, everything's closed up. We're just waiting for you. Are you finished yet?" Ken asked him.

"Hai, I'm finished."

Closing the book as he stood up, Aya followed ken out of the shop and towards his room. Upon closing the door, Aya wrapped his arms around the younger man.

"So, what can we do tonight, love?" Aya whispered into his ear.

"Um, how about we just talk," Ken said unwrapping Aya's arms from him. "Actually, there's something I need to tell you, Aya."

"Sure, what is it, koi?"

"It's about us…"

"What about us, Ken?" Aya asked. A slight chill ran through his body.

"Well… this is hard for me to say…" Ken began fidgeting while he spoke. "I… I think we need to stop seeing each other."

Aya stared at Ken for a few seconds then started laughing.

"Good joke, Ken. Is it April fool's day already?" Aya asked as he moved over to hold Ken again.

Ken backed away from Aya's embrace. "This is no joke, Aya, I don't love you anymore. Please this is hard enough for me as it is. Don't make it any harder. Now leave please."

Aya stared at Ken again and saw the truth of the words in the boy's eyes. Aya's face went cold as he let his old mask of iciness fall back into place.

"Fine, if that's the way you feel then I guess it's over between us, Ken." Aya said softly.

Aya slowly turned around and made his way towards the door. When he stepped up to the door, he turned around and gave one last look to Ken before he opened it up and silently stalked out of the room.

The silence weighed heavily on Aya as he made he way towards his own room. Walking inside he closed the door and walked over to the window and stood there staring at the stars as if they could offer him guidance and protection from his own breaking heart.

Aya, had no concept of time as the days slowly flowed passed him. When he wasn't working, he stayed in his darkened room staring out the window. Ken's words haunted him continually like a broken record skipping from a scratch in the vinyl. A week went by and he stood there always watching the night sky.

~Present time~

Aya couldn't bear the pain anymore as he stood there. His eyes glued to the knife as it reflected the moonlight coming through his window. I can't go on without Ken, Aya thought as he slowly moved over to pick up the blade. I need him, more than he realizes, more than even I realized.

Aya picked up the handle of the blade. He kept his gaze towards the stars in the night sky as he pressed the blade against his wrists and slowly dug the knife across his pale skin. He continued to stand there staring out the window while the blood slowly drained out of his body.

He stood there for hours until finally, his knees couldn't support him any longer and he crashed to the ground with weakness.

Ken was in the next room when he heard the crash where Aya slept. He ran towards the man's room expecting a burglar trying to break in. He wasn't prepared for the sight that greeted him in there.

Aya lay on the floor, his eyes closed, a pool of red blood surrounded him. Ken ran to Aya and saw that the man had cut open his wrists.

"Youji, Omi, get in here quick and bring the medicine kit!" Ken screamed at the top of his lungs.

Hearing Ken, Aya opened his eyes a little bit and looked into Ken's eyes.

"Ken…" Aya tried to speak but found it hard to talk.

"Ran, don't talk, they're coming with the kit so we can fix your wrists." Ken said.

"Don't, Ken." Aya said weakly. "I can't go on without you by my side Ken. Besides, it's too late for me now."

Aya lifted his blood covered hand and caressed Ken's face leaving a trail of all to red blood on his ex lover's cheek.

"I love you, Ken…" Aya's voice trailed off as his hand fell limply to the floor.

Ken heard a crash from behind him and turned around. Omi and Youji stood there. Their eye's full of shock at the sight before them. The medicine kit laid on the floor having fallen from Omi's hands as soon as he entered the room and beheld the sight of Aya lying on the floor with his eyes closed.

"Ken-kun! What happened?!" Omi asked.

"I… I don't know Omi" Ken said in shock while tears poured down his eyes.

Authors notes: God, I feel… I feel like I should kick someone or something… damn songs that give me ideas for fanfictions… anyway If you guys want me to finish this I will but I need reviews otherwise I'm leaving this as the one shot I originally planned on it being. So, if you like it or want it finished, please review it. I'll be ever so grateful. ^_^ Arigatou!