Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ sweet slumber ❯ Chapter four ( Chapter 4 )

Title: Sweet Slumber

Author: yamiyue

Disclaimer: I do not own Weiss Kreuz or its characters.

Warning(s): Shounen-ai, yaoi, angst, lemon

Note(s): /Aya's thoughts/ "Dialogue" *Omi's thoughts*

Chapter 4

Aya kicked the door to his room open and placed Omi on the floor. He had to think fast. The discoloration on the latter's lips, fingers, and toes had not gotten any better and Omi's whole body was shaking. Aya couldn't put the blond into the tub. The temperature difference of the water and Omi's body would put the latter into shock. He had to warm up Omi and there was only one other option; transferring body heat. He bent down and removed all of the blond's clothes without hesitation. Having the blond in cold, wet clothes would not help the situation.

Aya picked up Omi and placed him on his bed. He ran to the blond's room to get his blanket and then retrieved the spare blanket they had in the house. He covered Omi in all three blankets and proceeded to take off his own clothes. Before joining the blond, Aya stopped and stared down at Omi. The latter looked paler than his own alabaster skin and the tear traces on his cheeks had yet to disappear, reminding Aya still of what he had done. /How did it come to this?/ The redhead slipped under the covers and reluctantly pulled a trembling Omi into an embrace. It's not that he didn't want to hold the blond. Aya always thought that if he were to hold the latter, it would be an embrace of warmth and happiness, not the coldness and despair he was experiencing now. Aya began to cry. He didn't get it. /How can Omi love a bastard like me? I don't deserve him./

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Omi slowly opened his eyes but he was forced to shut them immediately. He was extremely dizzy and had a terrible headache. On top of that, his body felt sluggish, full of pain, and it was hard to even move a muscle. He tried to focus on his surroundings but it was impossible. He could have sworn that someone drained him of all his energy. Omi forced his eyes open to see where he was. The last thing he remembered was looking up at the stars by the water. The blond squinted his eyes but it didn't help. His vision was extremely blurry. Looking forward, Omi only saw a creamy-white color. He had no idea what it was. He turned his head to the side and judging by the color, the thing on top of him was his blanket. He continued to look around until a blur of red caught his attention. He didn't need to try and figure out what or who it was. He knew and he tensed. *Kami-sama No!* Omi pushed at the arms that circled him.

*No! No! No!* Omi didn't care that with each movement pain followed. He needed to get away. *Onegai! Anything but this!* Omi couldn't pry Aya's arm away from him so he pushed at the redhead's chest with all the energy he had, causing the redhead to loosened his grip and himself to fall onto the floor with a strangled cry, successfully waking up Aya. Omi hugged himself pain.

"OMI!"

Omi's eyes widened. *Oh, Kami-sama No! I have to get out of here!* Omi grabbed on to the bedside drawer and attempted to stand up.

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Aya's eyes shot opened when he heard a strangled cry that could only belong to Omi. He saw Omi on the floor, hugging himself, eyes shut in pain.

"OMI!"

The redhead watched the blond's eyes widened and then moved to stand up. Omi barely lifted his knees off the floor when his energy failed him. As if on instinct, Aya rushed off the bed and caught the latter. /Kuso! He has a fever!/ * No! Don't touch me!*

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Aya held Omi close. "Omi calm down!"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh"

"Shh! Everything is going to be okay, Omi. Just calm down."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh"

"Omi, please!"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh"

"Please."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Omi continued to scream and Aya continued to beg with the blond. Unable to stop the cries and struggling of the blond, the redhead just let go and the latter just slid to the floor. The screaming stopped and Aya watched in tears as Omi desperately tried to crawl away from him. But the blond ended up a foot away before his body would no longer take him anywhere. The latter curled up into a ball and broke down. Aya moved to where Omi was and placed a hand on the latter's shoulders. The blond flinched as if the touch burned him. He didn't care anymore. Aya pulled the Omi off the floor and hugged him, neither of them caring that they were naked. The blond didn't struggle. He didn't scream. He didn't have the energy so he just cried harder. Aya cradled Omi, one arm holding the blond against him and one hand running through the latter's hair, trying to calm him down.

"I'm so sorry Omi, I'm so sorry. Don't cry, please don't cry."

The only response Aya got was a strangled moan from Omi as the blond went lax in his arm. Omi had over strained himself and fainted. /I'll make this up to you. I promise./

Aya got up and placed Omi on the bed again. He noticed that they were naked so he dressed himself and then dressed Omi. He covered Omi with the blankets again. The redhead felt Omi's forehead. /I have to do something about this fever./ Aya went down stared and retrieved some medicine. He was lucky. They had to kinds: pills or syrup. It would be easier with the syrup so he didn't have to wait until the blond woke up to give him the medicine. He made his way upstairs and to his room. Aya gently lifted Omi into a sitting position and fed him the medicine. He waited a minute for the medicine to go down before he laid Omi down again.

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Aya stepped into the shower and let the hot water run down his body. He didn't care if it turned his skin pink. He just wanted any physical pain that can ease his inner pain. Regardless to say, it wasn't working. His mind kept playing back the images of Omi in his arms, crying, struggling, and screaming. Aya hugged himself and slid to the floor. He didn't mean to hurt the blond to point he feared him. He didn't mean to call Omi disgusting. He didn't mean to hurt him. He wished he could take everything back and start over. He just… he just…/I just want Omi to love me again./

TBC

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