Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Visions of Possession ❯ Visions of Possession ( One-Shot )
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: JadedTiger22 
This is just a short story I have no intention of continuing. If enough people like it though, I just may!
Anime/Manga: Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 11.13.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 961 | Visits: 799 | Status: Completed
This is just a short story I have no intention of continuing. If enough people like it though, I just may!
Anime/Manga: Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 11.13.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 961 | Visits: 799 | Status: Completed
Visions of Possession
~ February 14 ~
I am here, waiting for the hand of Death to reach out and place a single hand upon my shoulder, claiming my restless soul and bloodied body. But because of you, he hasn't come, and I blissfully love you in return. Love, if that's what you call it.
March 1 ~always call out your name at night, but no answer can be heard. I just lay there awake wondering why I can't touch you or kiss you. Why?
April 17 ~know you, I know you so well. The only thing that I don't know about you is your touch. Yes, I know your hopes, dreams, and nightmares. Maybe that is why you don't feel for me, as I feel for you. Maybe I scare you and if I have, I am sorry.
June 23 ~see you shudder under my gaze. Is it because you hate me so or just don't trust me? There in your eyes, I once saw a sparkle, but now, I only find darkness and hatred in them. I know that I once hurt you, but that was of the past. And I long for you with the deepest emotions I bare within. Please, try to comprehend my situation. I am of the dark, and long to see the light. I just find you as being that light, I'm sorry. But still, don't we all deserve to feel love and to wish for it, if we don't receive it?
July 4 ~are the only one that could possibly light up my way through this dense hope. It is as though you are an angel, your heart overcomes the darkness, but sadly, if can easily be blown out by a single breath of the wind. Please, come save my soul tonight.
August 7 ~can't you simply love me in return? Is it because of Him? If so, why let me lay here alone, tearing away at my meaningless heart and soul? And, if not, why can't you just pronounce your feelings towards me, and give me the reason to end all of my torment?
August 20 ~question, if I may ask, my love. Why, oh why is Hell's name did you ever want Him? That is the one thing that plays and taunts my everfilled mind at night. Ha, I take in a short laugh and spit at his image. How could you, my angel, my savior, and release, have possibly chosen Him, over I? Did you do it for love? I don't know. Or for lust on those cold, rainy nights? If so, I wish that whatever you do, you do it for your own soul. Not for Him. How could I, have lost to a bastard like Him? Love never was one of my strong points, but, I always have loved you and I'm sure I will , still.
September 18 ~ask myself, how can I laugh, yet always find tears? I know that answer like I know your name. Because it was you, that has innocently caused my pain, not that you had any say in it. But still, it is pain and it hurts, none the less.
September 22 ~wish I could just take you away from here. So that you and I could finally be together. But then again, my mind has forgotten something very important. You are His. You claimed your "love" for him and now He holds your heart. I can't say that I have never longed to, but that would be selfish upon my part. But, guess what? I don't care, I want you- I want you Ran- in my life, and in my arms. I can't force you to love me, what a pity. But still, I have hopes and dreams, that one day, we will be together.
October 10 ~soft moonlight gleams upon your face, emphasizing your flawless skin. You hold such beauty, deadly and cold as it may be, and yet I still want you. I didn't choose for it to be like this. None of us have, because we can't. But I alone can change destiny.
2 ~see you long for His touch. But I can only wish, that in your dreams, it is I, not Him. I also see that you gaze out at the moon and distant stars, and there I find tears in your eyes, pleading for escape like a caged bird. I know you miss Him and long to go to Him. But you can't, you mustn't. Think about what I have to live for, nothing. That is why I need you. If you can't love me in your heart, then I will keep that very heart and the being it is cased within.
~ December 23 ~
I see you steal another glance out the window, as morning is coming. And from the corner of your eye, one of those imprisoned tears of yours, fall. And I hear you mutter the name that plaques my very being, the name of your so called "Love". Unnoticed by you, I am still watching you, from the small camera on my glasses, sitting upon my nightstand. only you knew how lonely I was, then you'd think of me differently. You wouldn't see me as a monster, but only a lost soul. Or at least you'd look at me.
December 25 ~I shall let you escape this once Ran, through sleep. And I seal your dreams with a kiss. Even if you don't feel for me, I know, that I can always dream of that blessed day, when you and I can hold hands and share my vision of love.
Bradley Crawford
I am here, waiting for the hand of Death to reach out and place a single hand upon my shoulder, claiming my restless soul and bloodied body. But because of you, he hasn't come, and I blissfully love you in return. Love, if that's what you call it.
March 1 ~always call out your name at night, but no answer can be heard. I just lay there awake wondering why I can't touch you or kiss you. Why?
April 17 ~know you, I know you so well. The only thing that I don't know about you is your touch. Yes, I know your hopes, dreams, and nightmares. Maybe that is why you don't feel for me, as I feel for you. Maybe I scare you and if I have, I am sorry.
June 23 ~see you shudder under my gaze. Is it because you hate me so or just don't trust me? There in your eyes, I once saw a sparkle, but now, I only find darkness and hatred in them. I know that I once hurt you, but that was of the past. And I long for you with the deepest emotions I bare within. Please, try to comprehend my situation. I am of the dark, and long to see the light. I just find you as being that light, I'm sorry. But still, don't we all deserve to feel love and to wish for it, if we don't receive it?
July 4 ~are the only one that could possibly light up my way through this dense hope. It is as though you are an angel, your heart overcomes the darkness, but sadly, if can easily be blown out by a single breath of the wind. Please, come save my soul tonight.
August 7 ~can't you simply love me in return? Is it because of Him? If so, why let me lay here alone, tearing away at my meaningless heart and soul? And, if not, why can't you just pronounce your feelings towards me, and give me the reason to end all of my torment?
August 20 ~question, if I may ask, my love. Why, oh why is Hell's name did you ever want Him? That is the one thing that plays and taunts my everfilled mind at night. Ha, I take in a short laugh and spit at his image. How could you, my angel, my savior, and release, have possibly chosen Him, over I? Did you do it for love? I don't know. Or for lust on those cold, rainy nights? If so, I wish that whatever you do, you do it for your own soul. Not for Him. How could I, have lost to a bastard like Him? Love never was one of my strong points, but, I always have loved you and I'm sure I will , still.
September 18 ~ask myself, how can I laugh, yet always find tears? I know that answer like I know your name. Because it was you, that has innocently caused my pain, not that you had any say in it. But still, it is pain and it hurts, none the less.
September 22 ~wish I could just take you away from here. So that you and I could finally be together. But then again, my mind has forgotten something very important. You are His. You claimed your "love" for him and now He holds your heart. I can't say that I have never longed to, but that would be selfish upon my part. But, guess what? I don't care, I want you- I want you Ran- in my life, and in my arms. I can't force you to love me, what a pity. But still, I have hopes and dreams, that one day, we will be together.
October 10 ~soft moonlight gleams upon your face, emphasizing your flawless skin. You hold such beauty, deadly and cold as it may be, and yet I still want you. I didn't choose for it to be like this. None of us have, because we can't. But I alone can change destiny.
2 ~see you long for His touch. But I can only wish, that in your dreams, it is I, not Him. I also see that you gaze out at the moon and distant stars, and there I find tears in your eyes, pleading for escape like a caged bird. I know you miss Him and long to go to Him. But you can't, you mustn't. Think about what I have to live for, nothing. That is why I need you. If you can't love me in your heart, then I will keep that very heart and the being it is cased within.
~ December 23 ~
I see you steal another glance out the window, as morning is coming. And from the corner of your eye, one of those imprisoned tears of yours, fall. And I hear you mutter the name that plaques my very being, the name of your so called "Love". Unnoticed by you, I am still watching you, from the small camera on my glasses, sitting upon my nightstand. only you knew how lonely I was, then you'd think of me differently. You wouldn't see me as a monster, but only a lost soul. Or at least you'd look at me.
December 25 ~I shall let you escape this once Ran, through sleep. And I seal your dreams with a kiss. Even if you don't feel for me, I know, that I can always dream of that blessed day, when you and I can hold hands and share my vision of love.
Bradley Crawford