Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ You're Joking, Right? ❯ Chapter 17
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Yoji had devoted the day to target practice, as heâd promised Aya he would. As Aya had ordered him to. Well, it could be such a fine line, couldn't it? Heâd gone out to Yokohama and paid some thugs for an afternoon of privacy in an abandoned nightclub, then spent hours shooting up the place. It hadn't been a bad time, and he thought his marksmanship should be pretty much up to the task. Whatever the task was.
Driving home in the gathering dusk, Yoji was stuck in traffic for hours. He used the time to review every scrap of information he had about this weird-ass situation. It still didn't add up, but sometimes you just had to say "what the fuck" and go with it. And he had. But he sure as hell hoped Aya would give him some solid information about this under-the-radar assassination, soon. Surely this wasn't too much to ask.
OK, now he was getting agitated. He tried to blank his mind and think of nothing but driving. He figured this was the kind of bullshit Aya probably did. And actually, negotiating a mile or so of gridlock without fuming and cursing did kind of make him feel like he had a big dick.
By the time he pulled into the garage, he couldnât say heâd achieved inner peace. He did, however, want to see Aya. The Porsche was in the garage, so at least he could get started with the nagging forthwith.
The kitchen door had barely closed behind Yoji when Ken was on him. "Where the hell have you been?"
"Um -- out? Why, did something happen?"
"You just blew off your afternoon shift -- so, nothing unusual, no. I've got to say, I didn't expect you to actually take over all my shifts for a week, but I would have thought you'd at least show up for your own."
"Oh. Did you have to cover for me?"
"No, Yoji. I just left the shop open and put up a sign telling people to take whatever they wanted. " Ken rolled his eyes. "Actually, I didn't have to cover your whole shift. Aya showed up a couple of hours before closing, and he took over. Weirdly enough. He's obviously trying to keep the mystery alive in our relationship."
"Huh. That is weird," Yoji muttered, pushing past Ken to bound up the stairs.
"I think the phrase you're looking for is 'I'm sorry,' you self-absorbed piece of shit!" Ken yelled after him.
Yeah, whatever. Ken would get over it. Yoji burst into Aya's room and found him sitting on his bed, shoving crackers into his mouth at an alarming rate and studying something written on a sheet of notebook paper. At least he looked up this time. âYou took over my shift?â
Aya shrugged, wiping crumbs from his mouth with the back of his hand. âI was feeling a little jangly. Sometimes mindless, repetitive tasks help.â
âOh. Well, that's better. I thought you wanted to help Ken. Which would be one of the signs of the apocalypse.â
Aya snorted dismissively. âListen, we have things to talk about.â
Well, it was about damned time. âGood. I need some dinner first, though.â
The corner of Aya's mouth turned up minutely. âYou want my cell phone? See if Ken will bring you some sushi?â
âHa bloody ha. I was going to offer to get us both some take-out. I figured you were hungry too, since you're eating those crackers like you're afraid they might eat you first.â
Aya nodded slowly. âMay as well. It's going to be a long night.â He thought for a few seconds and said, âGet me two dragon rolls and a couple of tomago. And something fried. Oh, and green tea mochi. And don't forget the miso soup.â
Yoji stared. âSure that's going to be enough?â
âEat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we shall die,â Aya said.
Well, that was unsettling. âUm, Aya...â
âIt's just a figure of speech. Go get me some food.â
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Aya finished his ice cream and wiped his hands. He hadnât specified a restaurant, and he was glad Yoji hadnât gone with the cheap, barely adequate place just down the street.
âDo you always eat that much, and I just never noticed?â
âI hadn't eaten anything all day. And I think the real reason it stands out is that you had to pay for it.â
âI tend to be a pretty generous guy. Nobody's going to say you're a cheap date, though.â
Aya smiled slightly. âAvailable, yes. Cheap, no.â
âJust the way I like 'em, baby.â After a moment's thought, Yoji added, âWell, cheap is OK, too. You know â everything in its place.â
Aya rolled his eyes. âWe should get started. We have a lot to go over tonight.â
Yoji cocked his head inquiringly, looking excited. And they thought Aya was a freak.
âWe're going in tomorrow, late afternoon.â Looked like that might be a little more excitement than Yoji had anticipated. âIt's too soon. I know. But we got a big break, and we have to take advantage of it.â He moved the detritus of his dinner from his bed to the enormous bag it had arrived in and carefully smoothed out his quilt. Buying a few more minutes to compose himself.
âAya, are you OK? If you have problems with this, then...â
âI guess I'm just fucked,â Aya muttered. âNo, it's the right time. I wish we had a few days for prep, but it'll do. It's not actually all that complicated, now. Well, getting in, at least.â
âGetting out is the most important part, Aya.â
âYeah.â Aya paused, putting forth a massive effort to keep up his game face. âDon't worry, Kudoh. I'll take care of you.â He burst into a small fit of laughter, some part of his brain unexpectedly finding that statement hysterically funny. A part of his brain he didn't usually have much commerce with. He'd just stopped laughing, but burst into another gale of giggles when he saw the look on Yoji's face, which really was priceless. âI don't know,â Aya said. His feelings were a weird mixture of amused and defensive.
âWay to inspire confidence, man.â
âI won't be laughing on the job â trust me.â
âAya, are you all right? Seriously. Are you high or something?â
Well, anyone with eyes to see could tell that Aya hadn't been OK for a long time. âI can do the job, Yoji.â He accepted Yoji's reluctant shrug as about the best he deserved, at the moment. He took a deep breath and plunged ahead, explaining the plan he'd come up with on the way home from his meeting with Crawford. âNakayama â that's the target â is having some computer equipment delivered to his house tomorrow afternoon. We'll deliver it. Easy set up.â
âI don't mean to be overly negative, but you kind of skipped a few steps. Like the whole how we'll deliver it part. And how the hell do you know this? If Kritiker set it up...â
âKritiker didn't set it up. And I told you, I have sources.â
Yoji looked put out. âEverybody's in on stuff but me.â
âWell, you're in on something now, no joke.â Aya relished the comforting flare of irritation that Yoji's whining engendered. It made everything seem more familiar. âI got the name of the company, so I stopped by there this afternoon. Checked out the dock and flirted with the dispatcher. She got called away, and I got the delivery information off her computer. I changed the spreadsheet and gave the delivery to someone who'd already be out on another job, and printed out the work order. So we have the number of the truck it'll be loaded on. All we have to do is walk in, get in the truck, and drive it off. No big deal.â He sat back, waiting for the wall of questions.
âOK, just for starters, you're telling me the super-evil mad scientist double agent buys his computers at Electric City?â
âThey make hundreds of deliveries a day.â He paused for Yoji to catch up. âIt makes sense, if you donât want anybody to notice you're buying something.â
Yoji processed that and either accepted the logic or tabled it for later. âAnd nobody saw you chatting up the dispatcher? You kind of stand out, Aya.â
That was just offensive. âDo you think I'm a God-damned amateur?â Aya took a moment to sulk. âYes, people saw me chatting up the dispatcher. But it's a busy warehouse â nobody had any reason to notice me. And she's in a little office over to the side; it's not like I was on a stage or anything.â
âNobody saw you using her computer?â
âYou're starting to piss me off, Yoji. No. Nobody saw me using the computer.â
âWell, when the police start looking into this â or Kritiker, or God knows who â don't you think they're going to be able to trace this right back to you?â
âNobody's going to put it together. I was just some guy flirting with the dispatcher. I'm not the first, believe me.â
âShe won't notice that you changed the schedule?â
Aya sighed. âShe really won't.â
âI just think someone will notice the connection. Somebody is going to investigate the computer delivery angle.â
âThey'll know someone stole the truck to do the job, but they won't know who. I get your point, OK? I'm not just being stubborn. But we take way bigger risks than this all the time on Weiss missions.â
âWe have Kritiker behind us on Weiss missions.â
âWe have somebody behind us on this mission, too.â
Yoji fell silent and eventually nodded. He was going to shut up, thank God, but he wasn't happy about it.
âI stole a couple of uniforms while I was there â and no, nobody saw me â so we're just going to walk in there tomorrow, grab the truck, and make the delivery. Puts us past all the security and right in Nakayama's office. He'll be in there, I hope, and his computer will be in there. One-stop shopping.â
âAnd what are we doing with his computer?â
âStealing files. A lot of them. I have a list,â Aya said, frowning. âWe have to go through the paper files, too, and make a mess. It shouldn't look like we knew exactly what we were looking for.â
âBut we do. Know exactly what we're looking for.â
âYeah.â
Yoji fixed him with a piercing look. âYour inside information extends to the target's personal computer and filing system. Too bad we don't have that kind of intel on all our jobs.â
âLook, Yoji whatever Ken told you, you can trust me. I've got the backing to go up against Kritiker and Essezt.â
Yoji looked dubious.
âThatâs the truth,â Aya said, touching Yojiâs arm. He looked into Yojiâs eyes. âIf you donât believe me, leave now. If you start second-guessing me, youâre going to get us both killed.â
Yoji held Ayaâs gaze, searching. Finally, he nodded and visibly relaxed his posture. âIn for a penny, in for a pound, I guess,â he said lazily.
âThatâs the carefree man-whore Iâve come to know,â Aya said dryly. âSeriously, though â Iâm not playing any cards that arenât in my hand, OK? This is going to work.â He paused, trying to decide if heâd gone far enough, or if maybe Yoji needed another tiny shove. âIâve given you more background than Kritiker does. And I told you about my sister â I even threw in a damsel in distress.â
Yoji looked confused for just a moment, then nodded, grinning easily. âNothing like keeping the bar low, Aya.â
âAre you insulting my sister?â
Yoji rolled his eyes. âOh, for fuckâs sake. I spend the day doing target practice so I can back you on the scariest mission Iâve heard of yet, I buy you 10,000 yen worth of sushi â what does a guy have to do to get some trust?
âHow did it go? The target practice.â
âIt was fine. I already knew how to shoot, Aya.â
âBut youâre comfortable with it?â
âIâm comfortable with it. Make me more comfortable, though, OK? Tell me how weâre going to pull this off.â
Aya wished he knew. âWe get the files â thatâs not optional â and we kill the doctor. We kill as many people as we have to in pursuit of that. Oh, and if we can, it wouldnât be a bad idea to get the van back to the store before they open the next morning.â Aya closed his eyes and fought off another bout of hysterical laughter. âCouldnât be easier, right?â
âTell me thereâs actually a plan.â
âNot got such a great sense of humor now, huh?â Aya giggled. He couldnât help it.
âAya, seriously, are you on something?â
No, but it didnât sound like the worst idea heâd ever heard. Aya picked up a pen and some paper, quickly sketching a diagram of the estate. He noted the security cameras, added the locations of staff and guards, and handed it to Yoji. âWeâll go in through the back entrance. Thereâs a security camera at the top left side of the door, so make sure they donât get a good image, just in case. The office is all the way on the other side of the house, and thereâll be guards patrolling the grounds at random. Four guards inside, four to six outside, and one at the gate. Nakayama also has a personal bodyguard, and his secretary is probably dangerous, too. The staff is all private â heâs working both sides, so he canât have either one getting too much information. Thereâs also regular staff, five more people. The security office his hereâ â Aya pointed to a room several doors down from the office theyâd be in â âand weâll have to get in there to take the internal cameras and alarms off-line. Then, we kill whoeverâs in the office and take the files, and find Nakayama, if heâs somewhere else in the house. We want to avoid engaging the guards as much as we can. Theyâre trained. A couple at a time shouldnât be a problem, but we donât want them coming at us in a group. Iâm hoping to get in and out before the guards patrolling the grounds find out thereâs a problem inside, but we canât count on that.â
Yoji stared at the drawing, memorizing every detail while he listened to Aya. âYour sources give you odds on the chance of Nakayama being in his office?â
âHeâs supposed to be a workaholic. He practically lives in there. Which means the secretary and bodyguard should be in there, too. Either way, Iâll take a bathroom break as soon as we get in and go take out the security office first thing. You know anything about setting the computers and stuff up?â
Yoji shook his head. âIâm a lover, not an IT specialist.â
âIt doesnât matter. I wonât take long. Just keep you head down until I get back.â
âWhat if you run into trouble?â
âI wonât. There wonât be more than two people in the office, and they wonât be expecting anything. I shouldnât need more than a few minutes, so just take your time getting everything out of the boxes.â Aya smiled wryly. âShouldnât be any problem for you, with all the practice you get in the shop.â
âNo need to be rude, just because Iâm not a twitchy, neurotic freak, like some people.â
âI prefer to think of myself as a shark. Endlessly circling.â
âTwitchy. Neurotic. Freak.â
âI guess youâre entitled to your opinion, wrong-headed as it may be. Anyway â youâre with me so far? See anything Iâve missed?â
âThereâs no chance youâll run into more force when you hit the security room?â
âAlways a chance, but there canât be that many â itâs a small room. Iâm good at improvising. Iâll be fine.â
âOK. What if somebody tips off the bodyguard before you bring down the communication system?â
âWatch for it, and get the guard first, then the secretary, then Nakayama. The target isnât trained, so do him last. Donât use your wire, no matter what happens â we might as well leave a business card. And donât let Nakayama turn off his computer â I have the passwords, but you never know when heâll change them.â
âOK. What if one of the outside guards hears the shots?â
âThe silencers should be enough. If it isnât, though, theyâll call for backup.â Aya paused. If it came to that, they were fucked. The backup would come from Esszet, and they didnât have a chance against Esszet. He heard Crawfordâs voice in his head warning him not to tell Yoji that, not to make it so easy for him to back out.
âHow much time would we have?â Yoji asked.
Aya couldnât do it. He hadnât turned into Crawford yet, and that wasnât how he was going out. âI have no idea. If it comes to that, you should shoot yourself before they get you.â
Yoji stared at him and processed the statement. âBecause I wonât make it out, or because Iâll wish I hadnât?â
âSmart. I knew you were.â Aya waited a minute before asking. âYou still in?â
Yojiâs gaze tracked a path from Ayaâs eyes, to the fading bruises Crawford had left on the side of his face, to his mouth, and then back. Yoji looked like he felt sorry for him. âIâm in, baby. I told you already.â
Yoji was an odd one. Aya felt an uncomfortable rush of kinship. âI really have reason to think it wonât come to that.â
Nodding, Yoji waved his hand as if it were nothing. âOK. You take down the security system and come back to the office. Now what?â
âIâll close the door and walk over to you â give me time to see where they are in the room, and when Iâm ready Iâll tap you, or the desk, and we start shooting, same order I gave you before. Then we get the files. Iâll take the computer, you take the cabinets on the wall.â Aya pointed to the map. âIâll watch the door â you just pay attention to the paper files.â Aya took a deep breath. That should put Yoji out of the line of fire; it was the best compromise heâd come up with. Heâd probably still get shot, but he had a chance since he knew it was coming, and it should keep Yoji safe. âThrow some paper around, so it looks random.â
âItâs a lot of files. Do we need them all?â
Aya had to smile. Crawford, always intractable and unreasonable. âIt is. This is the worst part, but they need them.â He paused, undecided again. âThe files are just as important as the target, Yoji. If something happens to me, get the files, and get out. OK?â
Yoji raised an eyebrow. âYou believe in â whatever this is. Donât you? Youâre actually doing this because you believe in the cause.â He looked surprised.
âYou could say that.â
âIâm serious. Iâve got kind of a revenge thing going on myself, but as far as believing in what I do â well, Iâm just sort of here for the beer, you know? I kind of just assumed â but youâre not. You actually fucking believe in something.â He laughed, but it sounded scratchy. Painful.
Aya chose to ignore Yojiâs epiphany. This was something Farfarello picked at all the time, and now was not the time to get into it with Yoji. âGet the files and get out. Right?â
Yoji nodded, still looking borderline reverent, which was off-putting. Aya recited the address of the apartment he kept for â contingencies. âDo you know where that is?â When Yoji nodded, Aya pulled the extra set of keys out of his jacket and handed them over. âTake the files there. Hit redial on the phone and tell whoever answers that you need a pickup.â
âAnd, if it isnât overly optimistic to ask, whatâs our exit strategy?â
âCouple of possibilities, actually. If weâre really lucky, we just walk back to the van and drive away before the outside guards know thereâs a problem. Iâm thinking about twenty minutes for the files, so we might make it before someone tries to check in. If that doesnât work out, it depends on how good they are. If weâre trapped in the office, we go out through the window. Itâs a one-storey drop onto ground cover.â As he talked, Aya drew in the significant features on his map and wrote in distances. âOnce youâre outside, shoot anything that moves and run like hell.â Aya smiled at Yojiâs grim expression. âTheyâd expect you to head here or hereâ â Aya pointed out two spots where the wall around the estate was either more accessible or led to an obvious point of egress on the other side â âbut you should go here.â Aya drew in a route that called for scaling the wall of a low maintenance building, running across that and jumping several feet to another roof, climbing another wall, crossing another roof, and dropping a couple of floors into a wooded area backing the property.
Yoji raised an eyebrow.
âWell, obviously you have to be in shape. You can do it.â
âNot if Iâm wounded.â
Aya frowned and pointed out another route that involved crawling through shrubbery, but no climbing. âThis oneâs a little more dangerous. Youâre exposed here, here, and hereâ â he drew Xs at the appropriate spots. âBut it still isnât what theyâd expect you to do, so itâs safer than the direct route.â
Yoji picked up the map and studied it, then wadded up the paper and threw it into Ayaâs trashcan. He probably figured that if Aya didnât get back to dispose of it properly, it wouldnât matter who found it anyway. And he was right.
âAny suggestions?â
âI donât know. This is kind of flimsy, with just two people.â
âYouâre just used to working with more.â
Yoji gave him a sharp look. âYouâre not. You do this kind of shit on your own all the time, donât you?â
âYou already knew that.â
âHow often do you work solo, anyway?â
âCouple times a month. Mostly for Kritiker, though. I take the occasional freelance job, too, but donât tell my pimp.â He got away with a lot, but that was probably where Kritiker would draw the line.
âWhy all the overtime? Do you need the money?â
âWho doesnât need the money?â
âCome on, Aya.â
âLike you said, Iâm twitchy. Or maybe I have more of a work ethic than you realized.â It wasnât really something he thought about â he just moved from job to job. âI like to keep busy. Keeps my skills up.â
Yoji snorted. âThe Weiss missions arenât strenuous enough for you? You look at a bunch of mutated monsters and think, âI need moreâ?â
âAre you defending Weissâ honor or something? Iâm not dissing the mutated monsters. I just like to do other work, too. Weiss gets all the freaks. Sometimes I just like to, you know, go in and assassinate someone. Without all the weird shit.â
Yoji was giving him a look. âYou like to keep it real, youâre telling me.â
âOh, fuck off, Yoji. You started it.â
âI hadnât realized you were such a fragile flower.â Yoji shoved at Ayaâs shoulder, pushing him down on the bed. Aya let him. Yoji crawled on top, on his hands and knees, his face inches from Ayaâs. âDo you like it, Aya? Killing people?â
He liked the purr behind Yojiâs voice, and he liked that slightly deranged look Yoji got in his eyes. âThey deserve it. All of them.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â
And Yoji was fucking beautiful. Beautiful bones, beautiful skin, beautiful long, lean muscles, sensual lips, and knowing eyes â a couple of years ago, before everything had gone to hell, Aya would have been proud of a catch like this. The thought made him laugh.
âI like it.â He looked into Yojiâs eyes, watched the pupils expand. Then he whispered, âBut not as much as you do.â
Yoji didnât flinch. âWhatever. Takes one to know one, I guess.â
âAll the shooting get you worked up?â
âYeah. Mostly you, though.â
âLike attracts like?â
Yoji smiled, a small, feral smile. âIn certain ways.â
Aya laughed again, breathless and suddenly eager. âYou know what I want.â
âOh, yeah, I know what you want, baby. Youâre not the only one, you know? What you want, what you need â I know all about it.â
Aya had already given in, but his instinct was to make Yoji work for it. âArrogant.â
âNo substitute for it,â Yoji said. âIâm through playing with you, though.â His tone was rough and precarious. âYou want daddy to tell you what to do. Get over it.â
Oh, heâd had this discussion with Farfarello too, and it never failed to piss him off. It especially burned his ass that Yoji was going there and he didnât even know about Crawford. âGod damn itââ
Yoji belted him. He hadnât even seen it coming. âShut up. Iâm tired of waiting to find out who you are. Do you even know?â
That again. Of course he didnât. He hadnât known before any of this had happened; how could anyone expect him to figure it out now? Maybe this wasnât going to work after all. It didnât matter, though. Yoji had a strange sense of honor and heâd do the job tomorrow no matter what Aya did tonight. Aya didnât have to fuck him. âLeave me alone, Yoji.â Aya turned his face away. âIâm tired. Just leave me the fuck alone.â He waited for Yoji to back off â he knew he would â but nothing happened. Finally, Aya looked back, deeply annoyed. He hated having his dramatic scenes thrown off.
âThat was good, baby,â Yoji said, nuzzling his neck.
Yoji always knew exactly where to bite, and how hard, but Aya couldnât really enjoy it because he couldnât figure out what game Yoji was playing now.
âGive me more.â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âYou stopped playing with me. Right there â I saw it. Thatâs what I want. Just once, at least, I want to fuck you.â
âIâve shown you everything Iâve got, Yoji.â
âNo, you havenât. Thereâs something in there, I can see it in your eyes, watching and waiting. Youâre going to give me that.â
Oh, for fuckâs sake. âWhat, you think deep down, I donât really want daddy to make it better? Fuck off, Yoji. It is what it is.â
Yoji shook his head. âStubborn.â
Now Aya was getting mad. People should know better than to get his defenses riled. Nobody liked him that way. âI told you to fuck off.â
âWho are you when youâre alone, Aya? When youâre all by yourself and you arenât using anybody of playing hero? Or whatever you think youâre doing.â
That was more than enough. Growling, Aya twisted, trying to take Yoji by surprise and throw him off. Didnât work â Yojiâs reflexes were too good, or maybe he just knew to expect it. Either way, Aya was starting to feel dangerously angry. It was only a matter of time before he flipped out and killed the wrong person. Or â he had to admit it, since Yoji had him pinned to the bed â before he flipped out on the wrong person and got himself killed. Of course, he just had to make it through one more night, didnât he?
Yoji spoke quietly. âYou can struggle if it turns you on. But Iâve got you, baby. Iâm ready for you, and Iâm bigger, and Iâm better. Youâre not going anywhere. Got it?â
âFucking ââ
Yoji jammed the heel of his hand against Ayaâs mouth. âThat was a rhetorical question.â
Aya shifted subtly and tested for any weakness in Yojiâs hold. Nothing. But heâd fuck up eventually. Aya would just have to wait.
âShall we try again?â
Unable to move his head, Aya flicked his gaze upward to indicate yes.
Yoji slipped his hand from Ayaâs mouth to his throat. âDo you think of yourself as a hero?â It sounded almost casual. âIâve often wondered.â
âIâm just property.â
Yoji snorted. âNice one.â
âYou asked.â
Yoji nodded, looking philosophical. âHe ever choke you?â
It seemed to come out of nowhere, but it probably hadnât. And of course Yoji hadnât meant Crawford, now that Aya thought of it â heâd meant Farfarello. âNo. Heâs more about cutting and bleeding.â
âDonât forget the bruises. Looks like he loves the bruises.â
Aya nodded. âThatâs bleeding.â
âYeah, I guess so.â He looked intently at Ayaâs throat and tightened his hand around it â uncomfortable, but not too bad. âChoking leaves bruises, too.â
âThat your kink, then?â
âNo. Things happen, though.â
âAre you threatening me?â
âNot unless you need me to.â
Aya sighed. He kind of liked Yojiâs hand at his throat like that. And he definitely liked Yoji holding him down. The anger was starting to get confused with the lust â a constant problem. âI donât know what you want, Yoji.â
âWhose property? You donât mean Kritiker.â
âI do mean Kritiker.â
âI donât believe you.â
âYojiâ¦â
âWho? Maybe it would help if I told you about this theory I have. Youâre going to laugh at this one. I was wondering who the hell would have access to the kind of information youâre getting. And then I was thinking about your peculiar taste in boyfriends. And suddenly, I couldnât help wondering if you might not really work for Schwartz.â Yojiâs fingers tightened on Ayaâs neck. âWhat do you think about that?â
Borderline panic-stricken, but this still didnât have to be a problem. âI donât work for Schwartz. I work for Kritiker. Schwartz is who I said they are, and Esszet is who I said they are. Kritiker is kind of murky, but thatâs not my fault.â
âPerhaps I should phrase it differently. Do you work with Schwartz?â
âNo.â It was true. Crawford was more than just Schwartz.
Yoji watched intently, but Aya knew he wasnât giving anything away. âWhy are you freaking out on me? Why now, I mean?â
âIâm not freaking out.â
Ayaâs eyes flicked down toward Yojiâs hand. âI donât know, Yoji.â
Yoji moved his hand away from Ayaâs neck but otherwise stayed where he was. âIâm just a curious guy.â
âDonât forget pushy. Now get the hell off me.â
âI still want ââ
âForget it. Itâs over. You misplayed your hand. Now get off. Fucking psycho.â
Yoji gave him a look, then rolled to one side. âThat means a lot, coming from you, baby.â
Yeah. Maybe it did. âJust get the fuck out of here, OK, Yoji? Go to sleep. Donât get drunk. Do it for me, all right?â
Yoji nodded unwillingly, but he got up and left.
Aya closed his eyes.
Driving home in the gathering dusk, Yoji was stuck in traffic for hours. He used the time to review every scrap of information he had about this weird-ass situation. It still didn't add up, but sometimes you just had to say "what the fuck" and go with it. And he had. But he sure as hell hoped Aya would give him some solid information about this under-the-radar assassination, soon. Surely this wasn't too much to ask.
OK, now he was getting agitated. He tried to blank his mind and think of nothing but driving. He figured this was the kind of bullshit Aya probably did. And actually, negotiating a mile or so of gridlock without fuming and cursing did kind of make him feel like he had a big dick.
By the time he pulled into the garage, he couldnât say heâd achieved inner peace. He did, however, want to see Aya. The Porsche was in the garage, so at least he could get started with the nagging forthwith.
The kitchen door had barely closed behind Yoji when Ken was on him. "Where the hell have you been?"
"Um -- out? Why, did something happen?"
"You just blew off your afternoon shift -- so, nothing unusual, no. I've got to say, I didn't expect you to actually take over all my shifts for a week, but I would have thought you'd at least show up for your own."
"Oh. Did you have to cover for me?"
"No, Yoji. I just left the shop open and put up a sign telling people to take whatever they wanted. " Ken rolled his eyes. "Actually, I didn't have to cover your whole shift. Aya showed up a couple of hours before closing, and he took over. Weirdly enough. He's obviously trying to keep the mystery alive in our relationship."
"Huh. That is weird," Yoji muttered, pushing past Ken to bound up the stairs.
"I think the phrase you're looking for is 'I'm sorry,' you self-absorbed piece of shit!" Ken yelled after him.
Yeah, whatever. Ken would get over it. Yoji burst into Aya's room and found him sitting on his bed, shoving crackers into his mouth at an alarming rate and studying something written on a sheet of notebook paper. At least he looked up this time. âYou took over my shift?â
Aya shrugged, wiping crumbs from his mouth with the back of his hand. âI was feeling a little jangly. Sometimes mindless, repetitive tasks help.â
âOh. Well, that's better. I thought you wanted to help Ken. Which would be one of the signs of the apocalypse.â
Aya snorted dismissively. âListen, we have things to talk about.â
Well, it was about damned time. âGood. I need some dinner first, though.â
The corner of Aya's mouth turned up minutely. âYou want my cell phone? See if Ken will bring you some sushi?â
âHa bloody ha. I was going to offer to get us both some take-out. I figured you were hungry too, since you're eating those crackers like you're afraid they might eat you first.â
Aya nodded slowly. âMay as well. It's going to be a long night.â He thought for a few seconds and said, âGet me two dragon rolls and a couple of tomago. And something fried. Oh, and green tea mochi. And don't forget the miso soup.â
Yoji stared. âSure that's going to be enough?â
âEat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we shall die,â Aya said.
Well, that was unsettling. âUm, Aya...â
âIt's just a figure of speech. Go get me some food.â
**********
Aya finished his ice cream and wiped his hands. He hadnât specified a restaurant, and he was glad Yoji hadnât gone with the cheap, barely adequate place just down the street.
âDo you always eat that much, and I just never noticed?â
âI hadn't eaten anything all day. And I think the real reason it stands out is that you had to pay for it.â
âI tend to be a pretty generous guy. Nobody's going to say you're a cheap date, though.â
Aya smiled slightly. âAvailable, yes. Cheap, no.â
âJust the way I like 'em, baby.â After a moment's thought, Yoji added, âWell, cheap is OK, too. You know â everything in its place.â
Aya rolled his eyes. âWe should get started. We have a lot to go over tonight.â
Yoji cocked his head inquiringly, looking excited. And they thought Aya was a freak.
âWe're going in tomorrow, late afternoon.â Looked like that might be a little more excitement than Yoji had anticipated. âIt's too soon. I know. But we got a big break, and we have to take advantage of it.â He moved the detritus of his dinner from his bed to the enormous bag it had arrived in and carefully smoothed out his quilt. Buying a few more minutes to compose himself.
âAya, are you OK? If you have problems with this, then...â
âI guess I'm just fucked,â Aya muttered. âNo, it's the right time. I wish we had a few days for prep, but it'll do. It's not actually all that complicated, now. Well, getting in, at least.â
âGetting out is the most important part, Aya.â
âYeah.â Aya paused, putting forth a massive effort to keep up his game face. âDon't worry, Kudoh. I'll take care of you.â He burst into a small fit of laughter, some part of his brain unexpectedly finding that statement hysterically funny. A part of his brain he didn't usually have much commerce with. He'd just stopped laughing, but burst into another gale of giggles when he saw the look on Yoji's face, which really was priceless. âI don't know,â Aya said. His feelings were a weird mixture of amused and defensive.
âWay to inspire confidence, man.â
âI won't be laughing on the job â trust me.â
âAya, are you all right? Seriously. Are you high or something?â
Well, anyone with eyes to see could tell that Aya hadn't been OK for a long time. âI can do the job, Yoji.â He accepted Yoji's reluctant shrug as about the best he deserved, at the moment. He took a deep breath and plunged ahead, explaining the plan he'd come up with on the way home from his meeting with Crawford. âNakayama â that's the target â is having some computer equipment delivered to his house tomorrow afternoon. We'll deliver it. Easy set up.â
âI don't mean to be overly negative, but you kind of skipped a few steps. Like the whole how we'll deliver it part. And how the hell do you know this? If Kritiker set it up...â
âKritiker didn't set it up. And I told you, I have sources.â
Yoji looked put out. âEverybody's in on stuff but me.â
âWell, you're in on something now, no joke.â Aya relished the comforting flare of irritation that Yoji's whining engendered. It made everything seem more familiar. âI got the name of the company, so I stopped by there this afternoon. Checked out the dock and flirted with the dispatcher. She got called away, and I got the delivery information off her computer. I changed the spreadsheet and gave the delivery to someone who'd already be out on another job, and printed out the work order. So we have the number of the truck it'll be loaded on. All we have to do is walk in, get in the truck, and drive it off. No big deal.â He sat back, waiting for the wall of questions.
âOK, just for starters, you're telling me the super-evil mad scientist double agent buys his computers at Electric City?â
âThey make hundreds of deliveries a day.â He paused for Yoji to catch up. âIt makes sense, if you donât want anybody to notice you're buying something.â
Yoji processed that and either accepted the logic or tabled it for later. âAnd nobody saw you chatting up the dispatcher? You kind of stand out, Aya.â
That was just offensive. âDo you think I'm a God-damned amateur?â Aya took a moment to sulk. âYes, people saw me chatting up the dispatcher. But it's a busy warehouse â nobody had any reason to notice me. And she's in a little office over to the side; it's not like I was on a stage or anything.â
âNobody saw you using her computer?â
âYou're starting to piss me off, Yoji. No. Nobody saw me using the computer.â
âWell, when the police start looking into this â or Kritiker, or God knows who â don't you think they're going to be able to trace this right back to you?â
âNobody's going to put it together. I was just some guy flirting with the dispatcher. I'm not the first, believe me.â
âShe won't notice that you changed the schedule?â
Aya sighed. âShe really won't.â
âI just think someone will notice the connection. Somebody is going to investigate the computer delivery angle.â
âThey'll know someone stole the truck to do the job, but they won't know who. I get your point, OK? I'm not just being stubborn. But we take way bigger risks than this all the time on Weiss missions.â
âWe have Kritiker behind us on Weiss missions.â
âWe have somebody behind us on this mission, too.â
Yoji fell silent and eventually nodded. He was going to shut up, thank God, but he wasn't happy about it.
âI stole a couple of uniforms while I was there â and no, nobody saw me â so we're just going to walk in there tomorrow, grab the truck, and make the delivery. Puts us past all the security and right in Nakayama's office. He'll be in there, I hope, and his computer will be in there. One-stop shopping.â
âAnd what are we doing with his computer?â
âStealing files. A lot of them. I have a list,â Aya said, frowning. âWe have to go through the paper files, too, and make a mess. It shouldn't look like we knew exactly what we were looking for.â
âBut we do. Know exactly what we're looking for.â
âYeah.â
Yoji fixed him with a piercing look. âYour inside information extends to the target's personal computer and filing system. Too bad we don't have that kind of intel on all our jobs.â
âLook, Yoji whatever Ken told you, you can trust me. I've got the backing to go up against Kritiker and Essezt.â
Yoji looked dubious.
âThatâs the truth,â Aya said, touching Yojiâs arm. He looked into Yojiâs eyes. âIf you donât believe me, leave now. If you start second-guessing me, youâre going to get us both killed.â
Yoji held Ayaâs gaze, searching. Finally, he nodded and visibly relaxed his posture. âIn for a penny, in for a pound, I guess,â he said lazily.
âThatâs the carefree man-whore Iâve come to know,â Aya said dryly. âSeriously, though â Iâm not playing any cards that arenât in my hand, OK? This is going to work.â He paused, trying to decide if heâd gone far enough, or if maybe Yoji needed another tiny shove. âIâve given you more background than Kritiker does. And I told you about my sister â I even threw in a damsel in distress.â
Yoji looked confused for just a moment, then nodded, grinning easily. âNothing like keeping the bar low, Aya.â
âAre you insulting my sister?â
Yoji rolled his eyes. âOh, for fuckâs sake. I spend the day doing target practice so I can back you on the scariest mission Iâve heard of yet, I buy you 10,000 yen worth of sushi â what does a guy have to do to get some trust?
âHow did it go? The target practice.â
âIt was fine. I already knew how to shoot, Aya.â
âBut youâre comfortable with it?â
âIâm comfortable with it. Make me more comfortable, though, OK? Tell me how weâre going to pull this off.â
Aya wished he knew. âWe get the files â thatâs not optional â and we kill the doctor. We kill as many people as we have to in pursuit of that. Oh, and if we can, it wouldnât be a bad idea to get the van back to the store before they open the next morning.â Aya closed his eyes and fought off another bout of hysterical laughter. âCouldnât be easier, right?â
âTell me thereâs actually a plan.â
âNot got such a great sense of humor now, huh?â Aya giggled. He couldnât help it.
âAya, seriously, are you on something?â
No, but it didnât sound like the worst idea heâd ever heard. Aya picked up a pen and some paper, quickly sketching a diagram of the estate. He noted the security cameras, added the locations of staff and guards, and handed it to Yoji. âWeâll go in through the back entrance. Thereâs a security camera at the top left side of the door, so make sure they donât get a good image, just in case. The office is all the way on the other side of the house, and thereâll be guards patrolling the grounds at random. Four guards inside, four to six outside, and one at the gate. Nakayama also has a personal bodyguard, and his secretary is probably dangerous, too. The staff is all private â heâs working both sides, so he canât have either one getting too much information. Thereâs also regular staff, five more people. The security office his hereâ â Aya pointed to a room several doors down from the office theyâd be in â âand weâll have to get in there to take the internal cameras and alarms off-line. Then, we kill whoeverâs in the office and take the files, and find Nakayama, if heâs somewhere else in the house. We want to avoid engaging the guards as much as we can. Theyâre trained. A couple at a time shouldnât be a problem, but we donât want them coming at us in a group. Iâm hoping to get in and out before the guards patrolling the grounds find out thereâs a problem inside, but we canât count on that.â
Yoji stared at the drawing, memorizing every detail while he listened to Aya. âYour sources give you odds on the chance of Nakayama being in his office?â
âHeâs supposed to be a workaholic. He practically lives in there. Which means the secretary and bodyguard should be in there, too. Either way, Iâll take a bathroom break as soon as we get in and go take out the security office first thing. You know anything about setting the computers and stuff up?â
Yoji shook his head. âIâm a lover, not an IT specialist.â
âIt doesnât matter. I wonât take long. Just keep you head down until I get back.â
âWhat if you run into trouble?â
âI wonât. There wonât be more than two people in the office, and they wonât be expecting anything. I shouldnât need more than a few minutes, so just take your time getting everything out of the boxes.â Aya smiled wryly. âShouldnât be any problem for you, with all the practice you get in the shop.â
âNo need to be rude, just because Iâm not a twitchy, neurotic freak, like some people.â
âI prefer to think of myself as a shark. Endlessly circling.â
âTwitchy. Neurotic. Freak.â
âI guess youâre entitled to your opinion, wrong-headed as it may be. Anyway â youâre with me so far? See anything Iâve missed?â
âThereâs no chance youâll run into more force when you hit the security room?â
âAlways a chance, but there canât be that many â itâs a small room. Iâm good at improvising. Iâll be fine.â
âOK. What if somebody tips off the bodyguard before you bring down the communication system?â
âWatch for it, and get the guard first, then the secretary, then Nakayama. The target isnât trained, so do him last. Donât use your wire, no matter what happens â we might as well leave a business card. And donât let Nakayama turn off his computer â I have the passwords, but you never know when heâll change them.â
âOK. What if one of the outside guards hears the shots?â
âThe silencers should be enough. If it isnât, though, theyâll call for backup.â Aya paused. If it came to that, they were fucked. The backup would come from Esszet, and they didnât have a chance against Esszet. He heard Crawfordâs voice in his head warning him not to tell Yoji that, not to make it so easy for him to back out.
âHow much time would we have?â Yoji asked.
Aya couldnât do it. He hadnât turned into Crawford yet, and that wasnât how he was going out. âI have no idea. If it comes to that, you should shoot yourself before they get you.â
Yoji stared at him and processed the statement. âBecause I wonât make it out, or because Iâll wish I hadnât?â
âSmart. I knew you were.â Aya waited a minute before asking. âYou still in?â
Yojiâs gaze tracked a path from Ayaâs eyes, to the fading bruises Crawford had left on the side of his face, to his mouth, and then back. Yoji looked like he felt sorry for him. âIâm in, baby. I told you already.â
Yoji was an odd one. Aya felt an uncomfortable rush of kinship. âI really have reason to think it wonât come to that.â
Nodding, Yoji waved his hand as if it were nothing. âOK. You take down the security system and come back to the office. Now what?â
âIâll close the door and walk over to you â give me time to see where they are in the room, and when Iâm ready Iâll tap you, or the desk, and we start shooting, same order I gave you before. Then we get the files. Iâll take the computer, you take the cabinets on the wall.â Aya pointed to the map. âIâll watch the door â you just pay attention to the paper files.â Aya took a deep breath. That should put Yoji out of the line of fire; it was the best compromise heâd come up with. Heâd probably still get shot, but he had a chance since he knew it was coming, and it should keep Yoji safe. âThrow some paper around, so it looks random.â
âItâs a lot of files. Do we need them all?â
Aya had to smile. Crawford, always intractable and unreasonable. âIt is. This is the worst part, but they need them.â He paused, undecided again. âThe files are just as important as the target, Yoji. If something happens to me, get the files, and get out. OK?â
Yoji raised an eyebrow. âYou believe in â whatever this is. Donât you? Youâre actually doing this because you believe in the cause.â He looked surprised.
âYou could say that.â
âIâm serious. Iâve got kind of a revenge thing going on myself, but as far as believing in what I do â well, Iâm just sort of here for the beer, you know? I kind of just assumed â but youâre not. You actually fucking believe in something.â He laughed, but it sounded scratchy. Painful.
Aya chose to ignore Yojiâs epiphany. This was something Farfarello picked at all the time, and now was not the time to get into it with Yoji. âGet the files and get out. Right?â
Yoji nodded, still looking borderline reverent, which was off-putting. Aya recited the address of the apartment he kept for â contingencies. âDo you know where that is?â When Yoji nodded, Aya pulled the extra set of keys out of his jacket and handed them over. âTake the files there. Hit redial on the phone and tell whoever answers that you need a pickup.â
âAnd, if it isnât overly optimistic to ask, whatâs our exit strategy?â
âCouple of possibilities, actually. If weâre really lucky, we just walk back to the van and drive away before the outside guards know thereâs a problem. Iâm thinking about twenty minutes for the files, so we might make it before someone tries to check in. If that doesnât work out, it depends on how good they are. If weâre trapped in the office, we go out through the window. Itâs a one-storey drop onto ground cover.â As he talked, Aya drew in the significant features on his map and wrote in distances. âOnce youâre outside, shoot anything that moves and run like hell.â Aya smiled at Yojiâs grim expression. âTheyâd expect you to head here or hereâ â Aya pointed out two spots where the wall around the estate was either more accessible or led to an obvious point of egress on the other side â âbut you should go here.â Aya drew in a route that called for scaling the wall of a low maintenance building, running across that and jumping several feet to another roof, climbing another wall, crossing another roof, and dropping a couple of floors into a wooded area backing the property.
Yoji raised an eyebrow.
âWell, obviously you have to be in shape. You can do it.â
âNot if Iâm wounded.â
Aya frowned and pointed out another route that involved crawling through shrubbery, but no climbing. âThis oneâs a little more dangerous. Youâre exposed here, here, and hereâ â he drew Xs at the appropriate spots. âBut it still isnât what theyâd expect you to do, so itâs safer than the direct route.â
Yoji picked up the map and studied it, then wadded up the paper and threw it into Ayaâs trashcan. He probably figured that if Aya didnât get back to dispose of it properly, it wouldnât matter who found it anyway. And he was right.
âAny suggestions?â
âI donât know. This is kind of flimsy, with just two people.â
âYouâre just used to working with more.â
Yoji gave him a sharp look. âYouâre not. You do this kind of shit on your own all the time, donât you?â
âYou already knew that.â
âHow often do you work solo, anyway?â
âCouple times a month. Mostly for Kritiker, though. I take the occasional freelance job, too, but donât tell my pimp.â He got away with a lot, but that was probably where Kritiker would draw the line.
âWhy all the overtime? Do you need the money?â
âWho doesnât need the money?â
âCome on, Aya.â
âLike you said, Iâm twitchy. Or maybe I have more of a work ethic than you realized.â It wasnât really something he thought about â he just moved from job to job. âI like to keep busy. Keeps my skills up.â
Yoji snorted. âThe Weiss missions arenât strenuous enough for you? You look at a bunch of mutated monsters and think, âI need moreâ?â
âAre you defending Weissâ honor or something? Iâm not dissing the mutated monsters. I just like to do other work, too. Weiss gets all the freaks. Sometimes I just like to, you know, go in and assassinate someone. Without all the weird shit.â
Yoji was giving him a look. âYou like to keep it real, youâre telling me.â
âOh, fuck off, Yoji. You started it.â
âI hadnât realized you were such a fragile flower.â Yoji shoved at Ayaâs shoulder, pushing him down on the bed. Aya let him. Yoji crawled on top, on his hands and knees, his face inches from Ayaâs. âDo you like it, Aya? Killing people?â
He liked the purr behind Yojiâs voice, and he liked that slightly deranged look Yoji got in his eyes. âThey deserve it. All of them.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â
And Yoji was fucking beautiful. Beautiful bones, beautiful skin, beautiful long, lean muscles, sensual lips, and knowing eyes â a couple of years ago, before everything had gone to hell, Aya would have been proud of a catch like this. The thought made him laugh.
âI like it.â He looked into Yojiâs eyes, watched the pupils expand. Then he whispered, âBut not as much as you do.â
Yoji didnât flinch. âWhatever. Takes one to know one, I guess.â
âAll the shooting get you worked up?â
âYeah. Mostly you, though.â
âLike attracts like?â
Yoji smiled, a small, feral smile. âIn certain ways.â
Aya laughed again, breathless and suddenly eager. âYou know what I want.â
âOh, yeah, I know what you want, baby. Youâre not the only one, you know? What you want, what you need â I know all about it.â
Aya had already given in, but his instinct was to make Yoji work for it. âArrogant.â
âNo substitute for it,â Yoji said. âIâm through playing with you, though.â His tone was rough and precarious. âYou want daddy to tell you what to do. Get over it.â
Oh, heâd had this discussion with Farfarello too, and it never failed to piss him off. It especially burned his ass that Yoji was going there and he didnât even know about Crawford. âGod damn itââ
Yoji belted him. He hadnât even seen it coming. âShut up. Iâm tired of waiting to find out who you are. Do you even know?â
That again. Of course he didnât. He hadnât known before any of this had happened; how could anyone expect him to figure it out now? Maybe this wasnât going to work after all. It didnât matter, though. Yoji had a strange sense of honor and heâd do the job tomorrow no matter what Aya did tonight. Aya didnât have to fuck him. âLeave me alone, Yoji.â Aya turned his face away. âIâm tired. Just leave me the fuck alone.â He waited for Yoji to back off â he knew he would â but nothing happened. Finally, Aya looked back, deeply annoyed. He hated having his dramatic scenes thrown off.
âThat was good, baby,â Yoji said, nuzzling his neck.
Yoji always knew exactly where to bite, and how hard, but Aya couldnât really enjoy it because he couldnât figure out what game Yoji was playing now.
âGive me more.â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âYou stopped playing with me. Right there â I saw it. Thatâs what I want. Just once, at least, I want to fuck you.â
âIâve shown you everything Iâve got, Yoji.â
âNo, you havenât. Thereâs something in there, I can see it in your eyes, watching and waiting. Youâre going to give me that.â
Oh, for fuckâs sake. âWhat, you think deep down, I donât really want daddy to make it better? Fuck off, Yoji. It is what it is.â
Yoji shook his head. âStubborn.â
Now Aya was getting mad. People should know better than to get his defenses riled. Nobody liked him that way. âI told you to fuck off.â
âWho are you when youâre alone, Aya? When youâre all by yourself and you arenât using anybody of playing hero? Or whatever you think youâre doing.â
That was more than enough. Growling, Aya twisted, trying to take Yoji by surprise and throw him off. Didnât work â Yojiâs reflexes were too good, or maybe he just knew to expect it. Either way, Aya was starting to feel dangerously angry. It was only a matter of time before he flipped out and killed the wrong person. Or â he had to admit it, since Yoji had him pinned to the bed â before he flipped out on the wrong person and got himself killed. Of course, he just had to make it through one more night, didnât he?
Yoji spoke quietly. âYou can struggle if it turns you on. But Iâve got you, baby. Iâm ready for you, and Iâm bigger, and Iâm better. Youâre not going anywhere. Got it?â
âFucking ââ
Yoji jammed the heel of his hand against Ayaâs mouth. âThat was a rhetorical question.â
Aya shifted subtly and tested for any weakness in Yojiâs hold. Nothing. But heâd fuck up eventually. Aya would just have to wait.
âShall we try again?â
Unable to move his head, Aya flicked his gaze upward to indicate yes.
Yoji slipped his hand from Ayaâs mouth to his throat. âDo you think of yourself as a hero?â It sounded almost casual. âIâve often wondered.â
âIâm just property.â
Yoji snorted. âNice one.â
âYou asked.â
Yoji nodded, looking philosophical. âHe ever choke you?â
It seemed to come out of nowhere, but it probably hadnât. And of course Yoji hadnât meant Crawford, now that Aya thought of it â heâd meant Farfarello. âNo. Heâs more about cutting and bleeding.â
âDonât forget the bruises. Looks like he loves the bruises.â
Aya nodded. âThatâs bleeding.â
âYeah, I guess so.â He looked intently at Ayaâs throat and tightened his hand around it â uncomfortable, but not too bad. âChoking leaves bruises, too.â
âThat your kink, then?â
âNo. Things happen, though.â
âAre you threatening me?â
âNot unless you need me to.â
Aya sighed. He kind of liked Yojiâs hand at his throat like that. And he definitely liked Yoji holding him down. The anger was starting to get confused with the lust â a constant problem. âI donât know what you want, Yoji.â
âWhose property? You donât mean Kritiker.â
âI do mean Kritiker.â
âI donât believe you.â
âYojiâ¦â
âWho? Maybe it would help if I told you about this theory I have. Youâre going to laugh at this one. I was wondering who the hell would have access to the kind of information youâre getting. And then I was thinking about your peculiar taste in boyfriends. And suddenly, I couldnât help wondering if you might not really work for Schwartz.â Yojiâs fingers tightened on Ayaâs neck. âWhat do you think about that?â
Borderline panic-stricken, but this still didnât have to be a problem. âI donât work for Schwartz. I work for Kritiker. Schwartz is who I said they are, and Esszet is who I said they are. Kritiker is kind of murky, but thatâs not my fault.â
âPerhaps I should phrase it differently. Do you work with Schwartz?â
âNo.â It was true. Crawford was more than just Schwartz.
Yoji watched intently, but Aya knew he wasnât giving anything away. âWhy are you freaking out on me? Why now, I mean?â
âIâm not freaking out.â
Ayaâs eyes flicked down toward Yojiâs hand. âI donât know, Yoji.â
Yoji moved his hand away from Ayaâs neck but otherwise stayed where he was. âIâm just a curious guy.â
âDonât forget pushy. Now get the hell off me.â
âI still want ââ
âForget it. Itâs over. You misplayed your hand. Now get off. Fucking psycho.â
Yoji gave him a look, then rolled to one side. âThat means a lot, coming from you, baby.â
Yeah. Maybe it did. âJust get the fuck out of here, OK, Yoji? Go to sleep. Donât get drunk. Do it for me, all right?â
Yoji nodded unwillingly, but he got up and left.
Aya closed his eyes.