Wolf's Rain Fan Fiction ❯ Italian Sushi ❯ Fatigued ( Chapter 10 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A.N: Course you for firing at two I said count of three. Cover me in black and white and put X's over my eyes. Hahaha. Uuum let's see boy there's dirt to come three chapters well counting this one three so you've been warned.

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I can't believe how much nice stuff they have in the stores." Toboe says to himself browsing over some jewerly. Even though he said he was kidding about wearing jewerly Tsume brought them to a store anyhow to look around.

Seeing what the younger male was speaking about Tsume asks. "Do you want this?"

Laughing like he's been caught with his hand in the cookie jar Toboe shakes his head. "No, I just think its nice- too nice for me to pull off."

Wanting to say something about that, Tsume changed his mind and continued down the aisle with the male. He knew he didn't have to try hard to please the boy but every hour that passes it seems like Toboe is gonna slip away from him; its weird feeling this way when the boy has shown no sign of such a thing- minus the silence from time to time. Probably just paranoia.

"Bet no one back home is ever gonna sport a watch this nice." Hige twist his wrist back and forth admiring the shine the lighting in the building is giving the cluster of jewels on the watch. "You think I should get it?"

"I don't know, all this stuff is pretty lavish. I wouldn't wear it but if you like it...." Kiba shrugs.

"Sold." Giving a shrug himself, Hige comments. "My Mom loves the whole fancy dinner thing, this will flip her." Removing the watch he hands it to the man over the counter. "Can you wrap this up for me please?" Hand behind his head he laughs and says in english. "I'll take this to go, please?"

Understanding this time the man nods and smiling, he wraps the expensive watch in a suade case then wraps it in a purple paper. "Will that be cash or check?"

"I have money."

Watching the transaction Kiba suddenly remembered that his lover- or at least his lovers family, is actually pretty well-to-do, not to mention academically Hige's english is a lot better than his- not that Kiba's is any less but speaking he still hasn't quite inhabited the confidence that Hige has.

"Thanks a lot." Says his boyfriend fingering the purple bag from the counter glass top. "Are you getting anything, Kiba?"

Looking beyond the glass he thinks over the question. "Maybe a necklace wouldn't kill me- for Cher, as a thank you for all the nice stuff she's done for me and Toboe."

Grinning, Hige says. "I picked a good one, alright. Cher's gonna lose it if you give her something this nice."

"Yeah." Pointing to a lovely ruby set in a princess cut with a silver chain, he says to the man. "I'll take this one, thank you."

"Right away." He pulls it out.

Toboe, having overheard his brother in the tiny store, decides to get something for Cheza. Looking over the selection for women, he sees an adorible pair of ballet slippers with an emerald set inside.

Noticing what the teen has his eyes on, Tsume says "I'll take this." to the man over the counter. "You want silver or gold chain.

"Tsume! This thing is expensive and I... I know it sounds stupid but," Looking back and forth he leans over tipping his head down so he won't be heard. "I don't want Cheza to think I'm showing off or got corrupted by money or anything."

Shocked by that statement Tsume retaliates. "Toboe, you're buying a necklace for a friend, how is that being corrupted by money?"

"Well-..."

"Money doesn't corrupt people, Toboe, its people that have corrupted money. They buy stupid things they don't need for ridiculous prices, hire someone to do something that can be done in their free time like cleaning or gardening and they expect the world to treat them better because of it- true, people need jobs and if the pay is good take it but they don't have to be belittled because of it "Oh I hired someone to do this or that"," He immitated someone. "At least know their name. I appreciate every single person who's ever done anything for me" Smirking he says teasingly. "even Jeshi, though, I tease him constantly and boss him about its only in fun."

Taking that in, Toboe says in a tone a little embarrassed. "I never thought about it that way. I guess silver is nice for Cheza, but maybe they have a pink gem?"

"Of course." Says the sales clerk when attention was back on him.

"Thanks, Tsume."

A wicked glint in his eye the man says "You can thank me later." in a whisper that made Toboe tremble a bit wondering what he could mean with that tone and statement.

Once everything they chose has been paid for the five leave the store and head out for lunch. It was a beautiful day out, though, rain threatened the skies it wasn't pouring yet so they had lunch outside a very intimate and cozy picnic after purchasing a few pre-made dishes and a basket for it.

"Hrrmmhhmmmhhhh." Hige hummed while biting into a seasoned piece of chicken- the biggest drumstick in the bundle actually. "This beats a bento anyday. What is that rosemary?"

"Mm." Responds Faye chomping on the second largest drumstick.

Face drawn into a sickened frown, Tsume says. "If I hadn't seen you naked, I'd swear you were a man, Faye."

Toboe nearly choked on his orange juice; Hige almost dropped his chicken onto his lap. Kiba had expected as much.

"You... you mean you two had sex!?" Asks Hige.

"Hige." Kiba snipped as a warning.

With a glance at one another Tsume and Faye burst into a fit of laughter.

'Yeah funny, funny,' Thinks Toboe. 'Just answer Hige's question.' He practically tried to say it telepathically.

"I think of Tsume like a little brother- I've known this idiot since he was a teenager." She pokes the man on the cheek with the top of her lunch wiping the grease off with her free hand. "We did some photo shoots together, that's all."

As Toboe's heart began to beat again he says as casual toned as he could "Oh." but he was sure everyone heard the squeek in the single word.

"Ahaha, don't think I'm fresh for saying so but you wouldn't happen to have any of them on you?"

"Fresh out." Answers Faye, wiping her hands before taking a sip of her wine.

"I don't carry pictures of myself around."

'Arrogant bastard.' Thinks Kiba. Deciding to change the subject, he brings it around to the food. "I've never had potato salad without mayonaise, its really good."

"I'm surprised that you guys haven't been by the dessert eatery." Mentions their female companion.

"D- dessert?!" Standing on his knees as though intending to run to the place, Hige asks directly. "Where is it?"

"Its not open today, but its not far from here." Tsume points in the general direction of the place. "You'd love it, all you can eat buffet of nothing but sweets- mostly chocolate but they have other stuff. Faye and me benge there all the time."

"First place I took him when I found out what shitheads his parents were."

Swallowing the water filling in his mouth, Hige wishes the day would hurry up already so he can get to that buffet. Sitting back down he looks at his food as though someone had sneezed on it. Its hard to eat after hearing something like that knowing that you have to wait for it.

Cocking a white brow, Tsume says. "I'll drop you off when I go to my shoot. Don't worry about it."

"Serious?"

Tsume nods.

'See Kiba,' Thinks Toboe. 'Tsume's really nice and not just to me.' But said male seemed more interested in something off in the distance. Looking off that way, Toboe spots a large fountain. "Oh cool! Is that a wishing fountain!" Standing, he grabs his brother's hand. "Can we go make wishes? Come on you guys."

"O- kay" Kiba stuttered being jerked to his feet by the soon-to-be sixteen year old.

"Can that fountain make it tomorrow?" Sighs Hige as he follows along.

"Hm. Kids." Thinks Faye but she joins them anyway.

All five members of the shopping party travel the distance to the fountain designed with young boys dumping water. Pulling out change they hold the money firmly in their hands pouring all their strength into what they want to happen or would like, tossing it in with a flip of their thumb they watch the coins sink into the clear water. Glancing at Tsume to see the man is looking right back, Toboe wonders what he may have wished for, but by the look in his eye he could kind of guess and it nearly set him on fire with wanting it to come true.

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The rain began to drizzle around the time they got their gelato as Hige had pointedly asked for when they were in the car. Faye wanted to continue shopping so they let the woman be and returned to Tsume's house, with a few snacks bought at the super market on the way, and the group watched a video with subtitles. It shocked Hige, Toboe and Tsume especially when Kiba took a seat beside the model on the couch. Kiba's only response was to ignore their obvious stares; let them wonder, he said he would try and this is as trying on him as anything. The movie is horror and with the rainy atmosphere darkening the sky its really getting to all of them. At first the four spoke lightly to each other dinner plans places they could see the next day but when the movie picked up silence fell on the men and eyes glued themselves to the television, Hige even stilled the crunchy cookies he was munching on from going into his mouth while he waited for the horrifying creature in a white mask to turn up on one of the kids.

"Aaah!!" Hige, Toboe, and Kiba shout. Tsume only jumped from start.

The dark figure with no body really just a dark cloud with a hard white face came rushing at the kids after appearing literally from thin air.

"Get out of there!" Toboe shouted with so much feeling you'd swear he were one of the actors telling his friends to leave him and escape while he makes the sacrafice of thwarting the enemy.

One of the men in the movie screamed, blood coming out of his mouth while the cloud hugs the man. Should it stab him? It only seemed to suck them dry leaving them dead after passing by. How do you fight something like that? By the end of the movie all four of them hardly wanted to move, the monster just became more real as it went on eating people and at the end it took off the mask revealing a snarled and mangled woman who then looks pyschotically at the camera before swallowing it as though the viewer were the last piece of her beauty seeking puzzle.

Later on that night. Hige spit toothpaste foam into the sink jumping from start when he straightened up. "Damn Kiba, little warning poke next time." He groans at the ease washing through him in little frightened tremers. Grabbing the plastic cup from a dispencer set in the wall, Hige presses his hand against a plastic trigger waiting out the right amount of mouthwash to fill his cup. Tsume really has odd taste but its a good piece of bathroom equipment that he's thinking about telling his mother he wants. Gargling the mouthwash he spits that into the sink running the contents of his nightly routine into the drain. "All yours."

"Hige?" Kiba says tightly before his boyfriend can exit the bathroom.

"Hmm?"

Hige nearly stumbled backwards when Kiba wrapped his arms abruptly around him squeezing tightly. "I... let Toboe hang out in that creeps bedroom for a while. He said they were just gonna hang out and nothing more but dammit Hige, he's already slept with him once whose to say he won't try it again?"

"Nobody, but Kiba you've gotta trust Toboe a bit more. He's no dummy, I'm serious about that you should have heard that kid back then when he fell off his bike and scratched his head. He may have been burned but Kiba you can't carry his scars as well as your own. Toboe is a growing boy, he'll make it without a hand to hold his. I swear it."

Nodding, Kiba snuggles his cheek into his lovers shoulder anyway. "Don't tell him I get like this over him," He laughs weakly. "I could never let him know how much I worry that everything will hit him and happy Toboe won't be happy anymore. He'll be hurt and he'll be ruined- why... why can't I just protect him until I'm dead."

"You're never gonna lose your brother, Kiba. Even if he loves Tsume or someone else... He feels the same way about you believe it or not. I'll bet the thought of losing the only family he can remember hurts just as bad as knowing family and fearing it happening again. But big steps, not little ones. Recovering is never quick but walking away from a feeling can happen the larger a step you take to get away from it."

"Damn you for always being right. And damn you for making me feel better, I wanted to sit in the dread a little more." He straightens looking the male in his red glare.

"Yeah but don't feel it all at once." Cocking his head toward the bedroom he leads the male there. "We'll share a bed, snuggle close and forget about all that stuff." His hand waved at Tsume's closed bedroom door. "Runt won't try anything with us in the house and neither will Tsume, he's a good guy Kiba, you just have to learn to trust my instincts."

"And mine?"

"Give 'em to a hobo, I don't care, but just don't let everything get to you so much. Okay?"

Smiling, he climbs into the large bed. "...Okay." He sounded as though he'd just given in to someone asking for a midnight snack or free tickets to a theme park.

"Tsume," Toboe whispers as the man kisses his neck. "should we be kissing like this?"

"Does it bother you?" The man whispers back.

"It feels so nice that maybe I just feel guilty about it." His hands tangle in the mans white hair when Tsume's tongue traced a hot vein in his neck.

"I'm sorry. But, I won't get to kiss you on your birthday- among other things I wanna do to you. Kiba said you could sit with me and talk," His lips press to Toboe's for the briefest second. "Aren't we talking?"

Toboe guessed that was true, and Tsume's hands weren't wandering anyplace so there's nothing wrong with a little kissing- except maybe the part where his body has begun to heat up and his casual talking, as far apart as their conversation has gotten, he can't stop his pleasured sighs or approving hums and he was sure Tsume was at whits-end trying to keep himself from getting into trouble. When a few dozen kisses on the neck and cheek turned into nothing but mouths between the two of them Toboe shoved the man off.

"I... have to get to bed. Busy day tomorrow. Good night, Tsume." He waved and left without a returned comment.

Laying back on the bed, the man closes his eyes. 'He still cares.' That made him smile and it stayed there even in his sleep.

Later that night. Kiba sits on the couch, head titled back against the soft cushion; snuggling with Hige was nice and for the most part it worked but his mind couldn't stop having the same conversation over and over as to why the man was so interested in Toboe. Maybe he's just making excuses because he's sort of getting used to the idea of Toboe growing up and still wanting this relationship with the older man. Even if he doesn't like it, he can't stop it without having to deal with some sort of consequence in being bossy over his brother's decisions in life.

'Mom, Dad... I hate feeling hollow like this- ha, I hate filling in for you, I just don't feel like I can do it anymore. And I'm sorry.' He wished they would speak to him to tell him that it's alright and he doesn't have to try as hard as he has been to take care of his brother as their father had instructed. But there was no other wordly voice, no vision, just... silence. Maybe not complete silence. Turning his head to the sound of foot steps, Kiba expected to see Hige or Toboe stick their head into the room wondering why his presence was suddenly gone- though, Toboe wouldn't make much sense since he was sleeping in Hige's room and only glanced into his own after getting up.

"Hn. This is unexpected." Says Tsume walking into the living room. "I wouldn't have expected Mr. Straight-and-narrow to be a night owl." He sits down, not necessarily directly beside Kiba, but close enough to prickle the hairs on the back of the males neck Tsume was sure. He had to admit he loved working the Wolf teen up, he's just so damned bossy and rude its nice to see him uneasy with rage. He'll also admit that being around Kiba gives him a bit of rage as well; that statue in the face still pisses him off when he remembers the pain of being beaten with it.

"What are you doing up?" Kiba asks in a clipped tone.

Tsume shrugged. "Minding my own business, thought I'd watch some television- if that's alright with you your majesty."

"Well maybe it isn't. I was sitting out here first, go someplace else- you've got a pool, take a night swim and drown in it."

Eyes shrinking bitterly in narrow, Tsume barks lowly so he doesn't disturb the sleepers in the bedrooms. "I'm getting really sick of your attitude, you know that? I'm starting to think you're not worth the trouble of a few days with Toboe."

"I told you not to say his name around me!" Kiba hissed back.

Fist opening and closing in loose control not to slug the man, Tsume replied tightly. "Get over it already, its just starting to get embarrassing."

"Maybe I'll 'get over it' when you decide to spend your time with someone else." Kiba swings at him but Tsume moved aside avoiding the punch without even getting up from the couch. Growling, Kiba balls his own fist in agitation. "Damn it! Stop it! Stop all of it!"

Smirking, Tsume asks flatly and yet there was something else beneath it. "Stop what? I'm not doing anything, it seems to me like you're doing it all on your own." Scooting closer to the teen, his hand reaching out it brushes lightly across Kiba's jaw. "Or maybe this is what you meant. Hm?" He snickers feeling Kiba shudder beneath his hand. "Maybe you want me to stop what I'm doing to you, in your mind."

"You sick fuck!" Spat the male offended voice quivering as he backs out of the unwanted contact. "Leave me alone."

"Its true isn't it?" That made Tsume laugh a little more.

The deepness of it caught Kiba's breath a second- only a second as his mind re-registered that the touch earlier wasn't from the usual person that touches his face in that way.

Leaning further over so that he's now almost laying over Kiba's side Tsume says. "Can't say that I haven't thought the same thing a couple of times- that, and smashing your face in." Finger tracing the thigh beneath him up to Kiba's hip and side, when reaching the teens underarm Tsume's hand grips Kiba's shoulder turning him over whilst shoving him flat onto the couch. "Is it true what they say, about your worst enemy being the best fuck you'll ever have?"

Trying to keep his voice hard and in control Kiba replies. "How the hell should I know that?!"

Smirk on his thin lips the man leans down mouth parting to say. "Let's test it."

Kiba shoved up so quickly his havoc seeking fist landed against Tsume's neck rather than his face but while the man gasped for air, Kiba got away. Across the room, Kiba glares while catching his, unknowingly, held breath. "What the hell is wrong with you? I tell you stay away from Toboe and now you think its okay to hit on me?"

"Don't flatter yourself, I was just messing with you because you're pathetically easy to rattle. I wouldn't waste my time so much as spitting in your direction." Standing he starts to leave the room. "Go fuck yourself Kiba, you don't run the show he-..." Hearing his name suddenly he turns getting a fist right in the nose.

The pop shocked him but only for a moment as he charged his attacker missing and getting hit in the face again.

Kiba. "Looks like you're getting slow in your old age, Tsume. Before we were almost equals."

"Yeah, you making it an almost." He rubs his jaw. "But believe me I haven't lost anything, I just thought I'd let you get in your initial sucker punches before we have our rematch."

"Ggrrrr." Kiba charges at the male again.

"Not this time." Tsume snatched Kiba by the shirt throwing him to the floor and crawling over top of him he plants his mouth firmly, almost painfully hard down over Kiba's.

The Wolf teen didn't stay pinned there like some puppy under a box and he gave it back just as hard, nipping instead of sucking as Tsume is doing. The older mans breaths shudder from his nostrals before he tears himself away to catch his breath but Kiba took that opportunity to headbutt the man only to miss and get shoved onto the floor again; Tsume's lips take a hold of the flesh on his neck the bite from his teeth aggressive but not extremely painful.

Sighing heatedly, Kiba whispers "Stop this." while exposing more of his neck.

"You first." Retorts Tsume feeling the unmistaking grip of someone else's hands on his hips and they weren't displaying any sign of resistance.

"Fuck you." He drops his hands instantly to the floor out beside him so they aren't remotely close to the model.

Big mistake because Tsume took his hands by the wrist and slid them up over his head pinning them there. "I won't even remove your clothes." The man says calmly, though, one hand found its way to his bulge.

Kiba wished that he hadn't put on his light weight night clothes and slept in his clothes instead. It seemed that Tsume had, the teen can actually feel the heat coming from the tightness of the leather painted onto the mans body through the cotton of his pajamas.

"Tell me, Kiba. If I can get you off will you think of me? Hm?" He kisses him so casually you'd of sworn he thought his lips belonged there. "Will you begin to hate Toboe the closer we get knowing that you may have missed your chance."

Again he tries to kiss him which sent Kiba squirming below. "Enough! Stop fucking with me."

Lowering his enflamed hips down onto his Tsume rocks them heavily up and down. "This is fucking with you a lot isn't it? He's supposed to hate me, you're thinking and yet he's doing this."

"W-w-why are you doing-..." He had to swallow back a moan. "Why are you doing this?" He said in a steadier tone that he wished would stay with him. He cannot enjoy this. Damn his body for betraying him.

"Because its what you want. Its what we both want- deep" He emphasized by grabbing Kiba's butt so hard you'd think he was in a position to enter him right then. "down."

Breathing ragged Kiba.... let him. He moaned deeply before his eyes fluttered open in the darkness. Wiping the wetness from his face he looks around the dark slightly moonlit bedroom that Hige was given. Touching his buttocks he can still feel the man shoving into him hard enough to make his body tremble and his mind spin as he thrust back with no use of his hands to aid his strength so he just looked useless bucking below the man. 'What the hell is wrong with me?' Thinks Kiba climbing out of bed not surprised to find that his pajamas have been dampened and dried in all the time he was asleep and dreaming. 'That's what I get for falling asleep angry.' Grabbing a pair of boxers from the dresser, he changes his clothes after cleaning up in the bathroom then he drifts cautiously back to sleep being sure to think about the man in the bed next to him.

The next morning everyone had a nice breakfast together made by Kiba: french toast with strawberries and a glass of milk and it was nice of Kiba not to burn Tsume's portion, though, deep down he really wanted to. Hige was right about everything he'd said but that didn't mean it was right for the 27 year old man to offer himself to his brother just so he can take him in return. Its indecent. Kiba knows more than a little what its like to stare taboo in the face and for the most part he's resisted its temptation but it will always come back and he will, at some point, fall prey to it but that doesn't mean he likes the price of it or the idea of his little brother being hit by it so hard.

"My brother is a good cook, huh Tsume?"

"Yeah, its alright." Says the man with a suspicious air. 'Can't help but wonder if anything would have been done to mine had Kiba not brought it out on a plate to take it as you like.'

Kiba seemed to know what the model was thinking and smirked secretly as if to say 'and anytime I cook for you, you'd better wonder.'

"How soon can we hit that buffet?" Hige's one track mind begged him to ask.

Snickering Kiba shakes his head. "You're not even done with this meal and you're already eating the next."

"Seems like a habit of his." Adds Tsume.

Shrugging Kiba says. "Kinda is."

Mouth twisted in slight offense Hige said nothing, just silently glad to see the two agree with something, even laughing about it. But seriously, when were they gonna leave.

"It opens at ten."

Looking around for a clock on the wall, he points his gaze to Kiba's watch sporting wrist that his lover held up for him. "That gives me a half hour to shower and change." Stabbing the last half of his french toast with his fork he shoved it into his mouth just about hurting his teeth on the fork his teeth closed so quickly over the bite. "Speed it up you slow pokes."

The group assumed is what Hige said because over the mouth full it sounded like "soupy di dup do suppose".

"Should I even bother telling him that my shoot isn't until eleven?" He asks this to Kiba since they seem to be on speaking terms for the moment.

"So go early; don't they reward you for that?" Replies the male.

Watching the exchange Toboe gets up from the table taking his empty dishes and Hige's into the kitchen to be cleaned. Alone the two can only glance at one another as if wondering what to say to keep conversation going so the silence doesn't somehow provoke them into a fight. Tsume can still feel the blow Kiba gave him and Kiba can still feel the bite that Tsume had given him from when they fought back in Japan.

"How long are you gonna be working?" He chose a safe enough topic. "I don't wanna be stuck in the city with my sick little brother and over-stuffed boyfriend forever."

"Three o'clock. You can put Faye's number in your phone and call her to come get you if I can't pick you up earlier."

Nodding, he takes the offered phone surprised that, though, it came from Tsume's pocket hot pants managed to have a cold phone. 'Probably took a cold shower this morning.' He thinks snarkly. Looking over the gadget he wonders how a complicated phone like this even opens.

Watching the puzzled look, Tsume takes his phone back not seeming to care that his fingers brushed Kiba's before he holds out a hand for the teen's cell. Kiba wasn't about to have a repeat and he dropped the phone on the table receiving a look that said. 'Seriously' before Tsume added the number in himself handing it back.

Kiba opened his mouth to say something but Toboe walked back into the dining area shutting it. "Toboe, have you showered?"

"Not yet, but Kiba... do you think I could stay here. I don't really feel like benging on sweets. I'll do enough of that at my party." He shakes his head lightly, nose a bit turned up. "A growing guy like me doesn't need sweets all the time."

"An entire generation of Moon men just fell into early graves and rolled over in their old ones." Says Hige appearing out of nowhere showered, dressed and hair still wet. "What kind of idiot says that they don't want sugar?"

"This one... I mean, its not like I'm saying don't bring me something back."

"Oh, see that I understand." Clapping his hands together he says joyously. "Come on, lets go before all the tables are filled."

Groaning, Tsume grabs the car keys. "Are you sure you wanna stay here alone?"

"Yeah. I can can't I?"

"I don't care." Replies Tsume. "Better ask the warden though."

"Tsume." Toboe warned but looks to his brother all the same. "Its alright?"

"...Sure. We won't be there long anyway, maybe two hours."

Hige cleared his throat.

"Two and a half." Kiba rolls his eyes.

"Thanks!" Hige threw his arms around him briefly then dashed to the front door. "Get some clothes on Kiba."

"Yeah, yeah." He walks to the bedroom wishing there was an easy way out of this trip. He does not want to sit in a car with Tsume because knowing Hige he'll lag behind forcing him to be up front next to the male- not that behind him would be any better. Its all too much right now and he just wanted to curl up and die.