Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Did it hurt when you fell from the heavens? ❯ I m dirty, how can you love me? ( Chapter 10 )

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Warning for this chap: SAP!! Major sap!!!! Shonen-Ai! Huge Shonen-Ai!

Did it hurt when you fell from the heavens?

Chapter ten: I m dirty, how can you love me?

Blood red eyes looked upon the old building that belonged to the blond they were hunting. A low conversation broke out between the three black shapes before two of them vanished into the darkness.

The last one watched them go before crawling closer to the slightly open window. The blood red eyes looked over the edge and saw the two sleeping forms under the thin blanket.

"Master will be pleased…." The shape hissed.

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"Tatsumi! Tatsumi!!"

The angel leader almost fell out from his chair when the blond tornado, known as Watari, burst into his room. He sighed and started to pick up the papers that he had dropped in fright. "What is it, Watari? What can be so urgent that you felt the need to scare me to death?" he asked from under the desk. Watari was known to overreact over the smallest thing, so this visit wasn't a surprise. Maybe the blond scientist had found a cure for stupidity?

Watari was panting fast as he bent over the desk so that he could see Tatsumi's back. "I-I can't find Tsuzuki! H-he didn't show up for his pass… something is wrong, I know it!" he said, almost at the brick of hysteria.

Tatsumi banged his head against the desk as he stood up. Rubbing his aching head, he looked at the golden eyed man. "Calm down, Watari-san. Tsuzuki has been gone before and nothing has happened then. He'll show up within a few hours, for his own sake" he ended and looked on his and to see if he bled.

Watari shook his head and banged his fist into the desk. "I know that he's in trouble! He always tells me when he is planning to go away, Tatsumi! This time is like…. Like…" he ended in sobs. Tears started to flow from his golden eyes as he sobbed hard. "Like… when Shiro left me…."

Tatsumi looked at the blond. `I forgot about that… poor Watari-san. I can't even think myself in his position. I wish I could heal your wounds, Watari, but you are the one that must let me. I-I.. love you, Watari… *sigh*, I wish I had the guts to tell you' The leader thought and walked round the desk. He drew the sobbing scientist into his arms and leant him the comfort he needed so much. "I promise that we'll find him. I promise, Watari…"

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Hisoka groaned as he opened his eyes, but he shut them tightly afterwards. His head pounded with pain and he felt dizzy. "Unn… feels like I have been drinking, but I can't remember doing it…" he moaned and placed a hand over his eyes.

"A boy in your age shouldn't even consider trying drinks, Soka. It's bad for you" a soft, tired voice spoke up beside him.

Hisoka removed his hand and turned his head that rested on his soft pillow. His emerald eyes were greeted with the deep amethyst ones of his newfound partner. The other man smiled and whispered a `hi', amethyst eyes fogged with sleep. "Tsuzuki…. What happened?" the boy asked and turned to lie on his side. His head pounded in protest as he moved, but soon he lay facing Tsuzuki.

Tsuzuki smiled at the blond. `He's cute like this… what am I thinking?! Hisoka was abused not only by Muraki, but by his own boss and I think he's cute?! I m not that way… am I? Does that really matter… I guess not' he thought and readjusted his lying position so that he was resting his head on his arm. "Are you ok, Soka? You have slept for a while, I was worried" he said, no higher then a whisper as he was afraid to awaken anyone else.

Hisoka closed his eyes. "I m fine, don't worry. Why did you do it?" he asked, feeling the tears press against his eyelids, demanding to get out.

Tsuzuki frowned. "What do you mean?" he asked softly and placed his free hand on Hisoka's shoulder.

"Why did you save me?" the blond asked and opened his emerald eyes, heavy tears falling freely. "Why?"

Tsuzuki raised himself up to his elbows and dragged Hisoka into his embrace. "Why shouldn't I? You are my only friend, I can't let you get hurt… but I guess that that is a bit too late, ne? Do never ask me why, Hisoka, I just do…"

Hisoka pushed himself back, but not out from the warm embrace. He looked into the trust filled eyes and sobbed. "Why me? I m dirty, used, weak and useless…" he ended and lowered his gaze. "If you want to leave, just…!" he was interrupted by Tsuzuki, who drew him back into a hard embrace. He felt the amethyst eyed man's hand slide to the back of hic head and pressed Hisoka's face into his shoulder.

Tsuzuki started to rock back and forth, tears falling from his eyes to. "Don't you EVER say that again!" he growled into the blond's ear.

"Tsuzuki…"

"You aren't dirty! You aren't weak, and you aren't useless! You are the strongest boy I have ever met in my entire life, Hisoka! You weren't broken by Muraki like most people would have been! You came back and you saved me! Isn't that strong so tell me what strong is!! I would still be there if you didn't have the courage to return to that place I call hell, and risk your freedom for a man you didn't know you could trust! I envy you, Hisoka! I envy your strength to mange to keep your cool in dangerous situations! Don't ever say that you are weak…" Tsuzuki snapped and then mumbled the end into the soft golden mop. "You trusted me, Hisoka, even after so many had betrayed you before me. You haven't given up the hope that you'll defeat Muraki. Not even after being abused by a dirty bastard you didn't give up hope… I would… It's thanks to you that I live today" Tsuzuki finished in a whisper.

Amethyst eyes connected with emerald, before the blond placed both of his palms on the dark haired man's cheeks. The blond smiled and opened his mouth for the first time after Tsuzuki had grabbed him into his embrace. "During the few days I have been with you, I have learned to trust you with my life. You saved me back there, Tsuzuki… I l… l-love you" he finished, blushing softly. Pale lips made contact for the first time in many years with another pair in a soft kiss.

Tsuzuki gasped as he was kissed. Bad memories from the time with Muraki sprang into his mind, but he pushed them away. This wasn't Muraki he was kissing, no. This was Hisoka, the young boy that had captured his heart.

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The fire sparked with heat as the cold breeze hit it. Grey eyes watched the dance of the flames and knew that he had gotten visitors. "Well, do you bring good news?" Muraki asked and brought the thin vine glass to his lips and sipped of the sweet smelling liquid.

The two Slowaks bowed once for their master. The bigger of the two walked to the side of the furniture that their master had occupied. "We have found them, sir. Both of them" the dark creature spoke, it's voice filled with evil. The creature knew that it had done a good job since their master hadn't hurted them yet.

Muraki's demon eye glowed softly at the news. "Oh? That is perfect. Gather a few of your friends and bring the angel and his rescuer back here. Their actions needs to be punished. Go" he said and swiftly stood.

The Slowaks nodded and scrambled away before their master could change his mid.

Muraki slowly walked down the hidden hallway. He knew where he was going, he had walked this path millions of times. The big door swung open for him and he entered his favourite room in the whole mansion. The room that he had painted his victims in. he walked across the room, past the unfinished painting, and to the wall that held the millions of pictures of his victims. The white clad man stopped to look at the newest picture. The boy on the photograph was the one he had killed when the boy, Hisoka, had escaped. On the picture's frame was a metal label with the boy's name, every picture had a name. They blue eyes stared horrified back at him as the boy's name passed Muraki's lips. "Shiro… soon, my doll, your friend will be with you. I promise you that, doll, soon" he said and opened the door that hadn't been opened in a year's time. "Soon, Tsuzuki-san, you'll be forever captured in one of my paintings…"

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