Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Heaven and Earth ❯ Questions for Love ( Chapter 18 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Chapter Eighteen: Questions for Love:
-Charlotte-
So many paths still awaited me. The ones I want to take involve
Takashi. He doesn't see them himself. He doesn't see them himself.
He's just too innocent. I didn't know how to push him forward.
“Takashi,” I spoke up. “What do you think of
me?”
“You're nice,” he said. “Really pretty and I like
you.”
“In what way?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like a man likes a woman.”
“I… don't… know…”
I sighed. “Never mind.” Takashi doesn't get it and I
don't know how to get him to see it. Truth is, I want to start a
relationship with him. Sadly, his mind is too naïve for things
like relationships and love.
I leaned back in the bathtub. Maybe, I could show him what romance
is. Yet, somehow that wouldn't be a good idea. I already took his
virginity. I don't want him to end up fallen. Still, I found myself
drawn to him after that night. That's where I ended up stuck. I
picked up my cell phone. One missed call? I didn't recognize
the number. Wrong number, perhaps? I cleared the
notification and dialed up the Rose Club.
“Hello?” a voice of comfort asked.
“Mama?” I asked.
“Char-chan! How have you been?”
“I'm good. Listen, I have a question for you.”
“What is it?”
I pressed my lips together, thinking about how to say this.
“Well… How do I win a man over?”
“Char-chan! You shouldn't have trouble winning over a
man.”
“This one is different. He just can't seem to get
it.”
“Is he gay?”
“No, no! It's nothing like that! He's…”
…an angel? …clueless about human emotions? I
pressed my lips together. “…different.”
“I'm not following.”
“It's complicated. Can you help me out?”
“Sure.”
“Thank you so much!”
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I found Takashi in his room. Mama said that I had to be direct with
him. I can't come out and drop it on his head.
“Takashi,” I said. “I really like you.”
“What?” he asked. I saw down next to him, putting my
arm around his shoulders.
“I really like you,” I said in his ear.
“Char-chan?” he asked.
“Shhh.” I moved his hand to my breasts. “Feels
nice, huh?”
“I guess…”
I nuzzled him on the cheek. He didn't try to push me off. However,
he didn't move either. I don't think he knew what to do. I drew him
in closer.
“I really do like you,” I whispered. “I just
don't know how to get you to understand.” I turned his face
towards me. “Kiss me.”
“Char-chan…”
“Please?”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.” I shushed him as he opened his mouth.
“It's alright.” He pressed his lips against mine. I
felt a little bit of something this time.
“What do we do now?” he whispered.
“Kiss me again,” I said. He gave me another kiss.
“Again,” I said. Takashi kissed me on demand. The more
I ordered it, the more he gave. This could work for now. I can lead
him in with baby steps. I slowly pulled away.
“Love me back,” I said. Takashi kissed me again. I
buried my fingers in his dark hair.
This turned out to be night one of my charm to draw him in.