Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Heaven and Earth ❯ Love's Confusing Game ( Chapter 46 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Chapter Forty-Six: Love's Confusing Game:
Meanwhile in the chaos…
-Charlotte-
I think I'm getting somewhere with Takashi. We kiss and sometimes
sleep together. Still, I don't know if he gets it or not. I don't
have a way to test it either. Takashi says that he loves me, but
does he get it? I knocked on his bedroom door.
“Takashi!” I called. “Can we talk for a
minute?” I backed up when the door opened a crack.
“Yes?” he asked. I pressed my lips together.
“I really like you,” I said. “I know you can't
understand it, but that's fine with me. Maybe one day I could get
you to love me back. It would take time.” I clenched my fists
at my sides.
“I don't care. You're a good man. I already messed up once. I
won't do it again by letting you go!” As I expected, he
didn't know how to respond. I threw my arms around his neck and
kissed him hard. I won't give up on him. No more settling. Screw
heaven, I love this angel!
-April-
I'm not sure what Kyosuke and I have. We work together, true. He
acts all nervous around me. After two attempts, we finally slept
together. (I have to admit, I did enjoy that night. Maybe… I
would like to do it again sometime.) But now…
“Kyosuke, can I ask you a question?” I asked in
Watari's lab.
“Sure, Robertson-san,” Kyosuke said.
“What exactly are we?”
“Excuse me?”
“What are we? Coworkers? Friends? Fuck buddies?”
Kyosuke dropped a tray of sterile tool on the floor.
“What?!”
“So… what are we?” My eyes narrowed as I stared
at him.
“I… I… I don't know,” he said. I sighed and
shook my head.
“That's not good enough,” I said. “What do you
want from me?”
“I don't know…”
I grabbed him by the cheeks. “See? That's the problem right
there. You can't seem to give me a clear answer.”
“I don't understand you,” Kyosuke said.
“I don't understand you either,” I said. “It's
such a shame, really. I think I've fallen for you.” His
cheeks turned bright red.
“Do you mean it?” he asked. I kissed on the bridge of
his nose.
“Only if you tell me what we are,” I said.
“Do you want us to be dating?”
“It's up to you.” I gave him a little kiss on the
lips.
-Hotaru-
Which one should I choose? I like both Ryo and Hiroyuki. There are
so many issues with this.
First of all is my sexuality. Before my death, I was with men. In
fact, my last boyfriend was the reason I was murdered by his wife.
(I don't want to talk about it.)
I had been in a relationship with Emiko for years before she went
to Heaven. Now, I'm just stuck.
My other problem was I am a demon. You see, Ryo and Hiroyuki are
humans. I have no idea how they will take it when they find out
what I am.
Speaking of which, I don't know who to choose. My thoughts were
interrupted when I heard a knock on my bedroom door.
“Yes?” I asked.
-Vivian-
“Hotaru-san?” I whimpered. “I need someone to
talk to.” Hotaru-san opened the door, peeking out. She
spotted the tears running down my cheeks.
“Viv, what's wrong?” she asked. I sniffled as I
sobbed.
“Mike's a jerk!” I cried. She tried to quiet me
down.
“Shhh,” Hotaru whispered. “Calm down. Calm
down.” I sobered in between breaths.
“Take a deep breath and tell me what's the matter,” she
said.
“I caught Mike in bed with another woman!” I cried.
Hotaru-san's jaw dropped.
“What?!” she yelled. I nodded with my tears. She pulled
me into her arms for a hug.
“There, there,” Hotaru-san whispered. “Come
inside and talk.” I nodded as she led me into her room.
Back outside in the storm…