Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Muraki's Baby ❯ Deals with the Devil turn out Badly ( Chapter 3 )

Nihehehe! It's Part Three!

Tsuzuki sighed deeply outside his apartment door. He dreaded going inside. Hisoka was behind this door, and the hardest thing he's ever had to face waited for him. How could his life have gone from perfect to fucked up within a day he still couldn't understand. Some nightmare he hadn't ever even dreamt had come to pass. He was to be the father of Muraki's baby. He had to tell Hisoka the truth, but Tsuzuki didn't know if he could.

"Well, here it goes.....kami-sama help me." Tsuzuki breathed as he turned the knob on the door and entered. There, sitting in an arm chair in the living room was Hisoka, who was reading a book as usual. Hisoka's spring green eyes looked up and met Tsuzuki's purple ones, but Tsuzuki quickly looked down at the floor.

"Tsuzuki........." He got up and walked towards the older man. "I thought that you got off of work later today.. What's wrong?" Hisoka grabbed at Tsuzuki's hand, who tried to pull it away.

"Oh my god............ I'm so sorry, Soka.." Tsuzuki gasped, as he sat down on the couch and covered his face with his hands.

Hisoka sat down next to him, worried as he felt the despair comming from his lover. "What happened?" he asked softly. The usually stoic boy was full of concern for his love, who usually never felt this sad and confused. Hisoka also took note that everytime he had felt such pain from his friend, partner, and lover had been when Muraki had gotten involved in there lives. Anger sparked at that thought.

"I- I found out something horrible.. I have made a terrible mistake-" he paused, squeezing his eyes shut."- I'm afraid that you won't forgive me for what has happend."

Hisoka grew very still for a moment. "Tell me what happened... " The angelic shinigami's face was blank, that stoic mask that hid what was going on behind the emerald eyes.

"I was really drunk at a bar a few weeks ago. I was just out with Watari and we had just planned a few drinks. I ended up having more than a few...a lot more than a few actually. I was really drunk." Tsuzuki looked up at Hisoka for any expression the other would offer, but just saw a blank poker face.

"Muraki happened to be there," Tsuzuki paused and looked at Hisoka, who had tensed up from the mention of Muraki's name. " Did I mention I was really drunk?"

"... yes, you have." Tsuzuki could see Hisoka's eye twitch a little in annoyance.

"Well, that guy came over to me, and he was harassing me again. He wanted me to do things with him.......... I was really drunk, and he kept bugging me, so after awhile I agreed.... He said he wouldn't bother us ever again if I did what he said and I was really drunk too...... I slept with him... oh god I'm so sorry. I was just really really drunk."

Hisoka placed an arm around Tsuzuki and held his lover tight against him, "... I can forgive you.."

It was now Tsuzuki's turn to be silent. "There's more."

"Huh?..." Hisoka asked, confused.

"Muraki is..... pregnant.... and I'm the father"

Hisoka's arm moved away from Tsuzuki's body as the news sunk in for about half a minute. "What!?"

"I'm so sorry, Hisoka, I never meant to hurt you..Watari was drunk too...he slipped his sexchange potion into Muraki's drink without thinking....and I was too drunk to notice anything." Tsuzuki tried to reach for Hisoka, who pulled away.

"I... can't stay here. I need time to think."

"What?.. Oh no no no, Hisoka.." Tsuzuki reached for the boy, who had already gotten up and walked towards the bedroom. Tsuzuki followed suit, where he saw Hisoka pull out a suitcase and begin to pack clothes into it.

"What are you doing...?" Tsuzuki asked quietly.

"Isn't it obvious?" Hisoka replied, his eyes already showing tears shimmering on the brink, anger welling in his voice, though who it was really directed at he could not decern.

"Please... don't leave me...I love you Hisoka. We can work this ou-" Tsuzuki reached out to Hisoka, who moved away from his outstretched hand.

"Don't touch me please Tsuzuki. I have enough pain of my own, without it pooling with yours."

The both of them were quiet for a few minutes. Finally, Tsuzuki couldn't stand it anymore and spoke. "Where are you going?"

"Hmm... probably Terazuma's place... I'm not sure."

"Don't leave, Hisoka... I need you... I love YOU. Please-"

"I need my space Tsuzuki! Don't you understand?! I love you, I know that for sure, but dammit! You're the father of my pregnant rapist's baby! I was raped by a MAN. This all sounds like some kind of sick soap opera. How am I supposed to feel about this?!" Hisoka slammed the suitcase shut and began to walk towards the door, the tear begging to trickle down his cheeks.

"No....... I love you............"

Hisoka turned as he was at the door, "I'll call you up in a week."

Tsuzuki's hand was still streched from where he had reached out to Hisoka eariler. He couldn't believe that Hisoka had LEFT HIM. Hisoka. Left. Him. The knot in his stomach clenched as he collapsed onto the bed, his heart aching as it shattered into a million pieces. He collapsed onto the bed, with his arms wrapped around his body in a fetal position. Tsuzuki's nose was buired into the sheets, which smelled like the one that he loved more so than anything. "Hisoka.........." Tears began to pour out of his eyes like a small waterfall. "I need you............. more than anything......." he cried out loud. "Soka........"

He buried his head into Hisoka's pillow, inhailing the sweet scent. "I screwed up big time............ Oh no...... no no no no no no no............ no! Why did this have to happen????!!!" He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to stop the flow of tears. Soon his pain turned to anger at the reason for why he was seperated from his beloved: Muraki. "It's that bastard's fault! He- she whatever, is always interferring with me and Hisoka! How could I had believed that sicko?!?! Oh god!" Soon Tsuzuki's anger died away. ".....I- I promised Hisoka that I would protect him from Muraki.............. and now I've hurt him....... more so than anyone................... And now I'm the father of his rapist's baby........ How will we work things out......? If- if we can work it out..." the one thought he dreaded came to his mind, " ..... What if he never comes back? What if....... I've lost him................? for good?....."

Tsuzuki was left all alone, huddled in his bed as the tears fell in each aching moment.

Author's note:Finally I get to write an author note (anime youkai)! ^^ Well..... Poor Tsuzuki and Hisoka!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love them so much!!!!!! I hate seeing them so sad, but at the same time it is funny (to me).... I have a very twisted sense of humor. ^^;;; I hope these two work things out!!!!!! ... Man, it must suck.. Muraki pregnant with Tsuzuki's baby...... Muraki seems to be quite happy... but he is crazy.... Ok... I hope you enjoy our creation (Manga Mazoku and I) and let us know what you think!!!!! I need insparation to write!!! I am a lazy bum and tend to not update my fics after awhile... (Like my Tsu and Soka one... i'll get around to working on it...... i hope). Read and review!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please~!!!!!!!!!11

Mangamazoku- oi, good work Animeyoukai did here, she's a big angst monkey as you can tell. ^_^ I would love to hear what everyone out there thinks, reviews keep us going, right up there with soda and pocky. ^_^ On a completly random note, they make Pocky flavored condoms in japan...future lemons are writting themselves in my mind! lol, and i'm keeping the whip on Animeyoukai to update this fic regualarly, so don't worry. =^._.^=