Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Two of a Kind ❯ Into Enemy's Arms ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: I do not own any characters of Yami No Matsuei. I wish I did, but if I did I would not being writing fanfiction.
Warning: Bad language and yaoi. (Boy and boy love.)
Summary: It has been two years after Kyoto and Muraki appears once again. Muraki and Tsuzuki both have changed since then and are learning from their past mistakes. What does that mean for those two? A young girl comes into the picture and asks for help. Who is this girl and what does she want from Muraki and Tsuzuki?
Notes: Please review and tell me what you think. This is my second try of Yami No Matsuei fanfiction. I am not sure if I made the first chapter too long, so if you would be so kind to tell me what you think about the length of the chapter, I would like that very much.

Chapter One: Into Enemy's Arms

Slowly walking down the path of the cherry blossoms to the apartment that awaits me as I ask myself with fear in my broken heart, "Will you be waiting for me?" He has not waited for me for the past three nights, so I doubt he will do it now. Each step draws me near the apartment that I can't call home anymore. Since the night, I left without a word to him and went to another man, the one who holds power over my soul. With trembling hands I take hold of the door knob and open it slowly waiting for my fate to crush me with its strong powers. Walking into the dark home, I take off my tench coat and set it to the side. I start to feel like someone is watching every movement I make. Almost falling on my ass as I turn around to see shiny blue eyes staring at me. The eyes are questioning me without a word being said. Walking towards the couch in the middle of the large living room that I share with my lover and sitting down in a comfortable position before I ask, "What's wrong?"

He speaks in a low tone to hide his anger, "I was going to ask you the same question. This is the forth night that you have been out to all early morning hours."

This will lead to an argument that we have been having for the past two months. Only if he knew that I have been doing this for almost a month now. Sighing to myself while stating, "I don't know what to say to you, Seiichiro." Looking in his blue eyes that I once got lost into is nothing more than pain to my forsaken heart. It breaks my soul piece by piece that I will end this mean less relationship tonight.

He turns his head and asks in a sad tone, "Were you with Kurosaki again?"

Only if that was the case, then I wouldn't feel pain like someone tearing out my heart. Willing myself to stand up and walk to the glass window to look at the dark cold night that my heart feels inside. In a shy voice, I answer his question without looking at him, "No. He wasn't the one I was with, but part of me wishes I was." Exhaling a deep breath, I whisper, "This relationship is pointless." Feeling his arms around my waist and pulling away from him. I turn around to see him for the last time knowing full well that I will return to another man's arms. Speaking up for him to hear, "It is over, Seiirchio Tatsumi. This relationship is nothing but a false illusion." He gives me a sad look that I wish I didn't have to be cruel to him. Reaching for my cigarettes in my pocket and lighting one up, I mumble, "I will get my things tomorrow." Without a second glace, I walk away from his teary blue eyes. Stopping by the door as I hear him mumbling something, I reply without the knowledge of what he said, "I have been seeing someone else for the past month." Turning around and seeing his blue eyes turn from sadness to anger, I state, "I been coming home late for a month and you haven't noticed until now." Putting my tench coat back on and hurrying out the door before anything else can be said that will end our friendship as well. Of course, I know that it is the end. We should have remained friends and none of this would have happened. Once I walk outside the cold wind blows against my body. Reaching for my cell phone, I think, "I hope he will not be upset with me calling so late." I dial the number while leaning against the tree for support.

A sleepy silk voice answers, "Hello."

I think of things to say to him. What do I say? Do I even want to talk to him? I'm afraid of talking to him, but I'm also afraid he will hang up on me. In a shaky voice, I ask, "Can I come over?" Feeling warm tears running down my checks as I hear shuffling. He must be sitting up now. I wish I didn't call him so late. He is upset with me, and I just know it. My mind is going in circles as my heart is racing.

He answers, "Of course, you can come. You are more than welcome to come or call at anytime, my dear Asato."

My body warms quickly by the way my name rolls off of his tongue. I ask, "Why do you love a demon like me? How can you love someone who hurts others by words?" He is the only one who can heal these scars. I keep asking myself, "Why is it him?" While waiting for an answer, I listen to his soft breathing.

He finally speaks up, "My dear sweet angel of death, you are so much like myself. You are the second part of my soul as I am a second part of your soul."

Watching the smoke disappear through the wind, I respond, "I'll be over in a few." I hang up the phone and start walking. Part of me doesn't want to leave, but my body tells me that this is the one who can sent me free. Telling myself, "Do not look back." Never look back and it will go away at least that is what I tell myself every day.

Slowly sitting on the couch, I whisper to no one, "I knew that you were with someone else." I could not heal those scars like another can. Feeling the warm tears roll down my face as I think, "I wonder who he is with. I know for a fact that it could not be Kurosaki." He has been seeing a mortal which I could easily turn him in for, but I refuse to do that. Kurosaki is a nice kid and it wasn't his fault that he and Asato were together then. We were having a fight and Kurosaki was there for him. Hearing the phone ring, I answer, "Hello."

A soft silk voice responds, "Hello, Mr. Tatsumi."

I ask in anger, "What do you want, Muraki!?" All I want to do is kill this guy. How the hell did he get my number anyway? To my surprise, since the Kyoto case no one has meant an early death by his hands. I wonder what his game is this time.

Muraki answers with a tilt of amusement in his voice, "I am upset with you, Mr. Tatsumi."

I ask, "What?" He sounds like he is upset but also trying to control his anger. In a way, it is the same that I do so many times.

He replies with a sigh, "You hurt Asato."

Not controlling my anger, I yell, "What did you say!?" I feel my angry boiling over with betrayal. It could not be Muraki he has been seeing. Asato would never go to the enemy.

Muraki answers, "I do not know what you did but he was in tears when I talked to him." His breathing slows down as he sighs before speaking again, "I have changed since the last time we met, and I do have regrets. I will never regret loving Asato. I did not call to torment you. Please take care of him and be nice to him."

Hearing a click while speaking out loud, "Damn you, Muraki!" Walking to the window and watching the rain fall to the ground as I whisper to myself, "Are you with him, Asato?" So, that is what he meant when he said that he wished it was Kurosaki. Muraki, what have you done to him and how did you get him? Picking up my phone and dialing a number, I speak to myself, "I will find out what you are planning, Muraki."

A sleepy voice answers, "Hello. This better be good."

I ask, "Kurosaki, do you know where Muraki lives?" Hearing shuffling and groaning that I would guess be Oriya.

He answers, "No." He sighs before he speaks, "Don't go after him. I have a good idea why you are calling and asking where he lives."

In a fearful voice, I ask, "Do you know that Asato has been with him?" Knowing that I have no desire to know that the man I love is with our enemy.

Hisoka answers with a regretful voice, "Sorry, Tatsumi, but he has been with Muraki. I know it sounds weird coming from me, but Muraki is different. Tsuzuki is confuse by his emotions. Please, I'm begging you not to do anything that will hurt Tsuzuki."

Controlling my anger, I reply, "I will see you tomorrow for work." Hanging up the phone quickly and throwing a glass at the wall as I yell, "Damn you, Muraki!" I slid down to the floor as I begin to weep.

Hanging up the phone with a grin on my face, I whisper to myself, "That will keep you away from what is mine." Hearing foot steps, I turn around to face the purple eye angel, I dear so much. Holding out my hand to him, I speak with a gentle voice, "Oh, Asato. What is wrong, my dear?"

He runs to me and hugs me for dear life as he answers, "I should have remained friends with him and none of this would have happened."

Feeling his tears against my shirt, I respond while putting my arms around him, "Do not worry about him. He does not understand you like I do." Walking to the white couch with Asato in my arms, I whisper, "I will not let anyone hurt you. I promise, Asato." He trembles in my arms and I let him cry all the pain out. He and I have been seeing each other for a month now. It has been so hard for him and I wish I could take away all that pain from him. Mr. Tatsumi will think I did something to his friend to gain him. To my surprise, the boy learned to trust me a little with his partner's life. I guess it was Oriya who helped him with trusting me. Looking down, I ask, "Better?" He nods his head against my shoulder. I guess he does not wish to speak of what happened between him and his ex-lover.

Asato asks in a timid voice, "Do you really love me?"

Shock by the question, it takes a few moments to speak, "Yes, of course, I love you." He has no idea how much I love him. It has been almost two years since I tried to take his body to bring Saki back. That was my biggest regret of them all. Of course, I regret killing people as well, but I almost gave up the one person who can see the real me. Even Oriya, after all the years we have been friends does not know the true me. Sighing, I speak up, "Asato, it is late. Let's go to bed."

He looks up at me and asks, "Can I stay with you tonight?"

Raising an eyebrow at him, I answer, "Of course, you can. It is not like we have not been in the same bed before." He flinches and I know that I said something wrong to him. Shaking my head at myself, I reply, "Sorry for that. I did not mean anything by it." Of all the time we have been seeing each other, there was only one time did we sleep together. I believe it was due to the fact that he had a huge fight with Mr. Tatsumi. Swearing under my breath as I think, "I will not let you hurt him any more than you have, Mr. Tatsumi."

Asato mumbles, "I should have listened to you from the start."

Walking with him in my arms, I reply, "People make mistakes. You can only learn from them." He looks up at me with his purple eyes in question. Shaking my head, I explain, "I do have regrets, Asato. You were right about me." We walk in the master bedroom and I lay him down on the bed while sitting on the edge of the bed. Slowly pulling the blankets around my angel of death, I explain in a soft voice, "You told me once that I was lying to myself. You were right. I could not let go of my revenge and for that I was becoming the person I hate the most."

Walking down the street with all white on, I look up at the dark sky and mumble, "It is raining again." It has been like this for four days now. Hating the rain with a passion because it just makes me relive my past. Sighing to myself while I see a bar across the street. Wondering if they have some red wine inside, I walk across the street to go to the bar for a few drinks. Today was horrible at the hospital. Walking inside the small bar, I notice there are not many people here. Sighing, I think, "This place is not to my taste." Something catches my eye and I turn to find the one I have been thinking about for almost two years now. Realizing that he has not noticed me sitting next to him as I take a seat beside him. Speaking up to the barmaid, "Some red wine and get this young gentleman whatever he is drinking." She nods and her blonde hair flies every where. It is amusing how people act.

He says without looking at me, "Thanks, for the drink."

Replying to him, "Anytime, but I do wonder why you would be getting drunk, Mr. Tsuzuki." He turns around to stare at me with his drunken purple eyes. Chuckling as he finally realizes who is sitting next to him. Whispering next to his ear, "Do not worry, guardian of death. I am not here to kill you or anything like that." To my surprise, he just gives me a sad smile.

He explains after downing his drink, "I didn't think that. Well, okay I did, but I really don't care at this point."

To my surprise to see that he can talk straight. He really looks like he has been here for hours. Staring at him while slipping my wine, I ask, "Why are you here, Mr. Tsuzuki?"

He answers in a cold voice, "Same as you. Bad day and bad mood."

Looking at my glass, I whisper, "Sorry for what I have done." Finally having a chance to say that to him. I longed to say those words to this man. Never having the time to see him in the other world. Alone, I think that his friends would kill me before I could speak to him.

He raises his eyebrow at me as he speaks, "I never thought you would feel guilt, Muraki."

Sighing to myself, I respond, "I once believe I would never have regrets for what I did. To my surprise that is not what happened. After all that happened, I learned something that I refused to accept then."

Asato asks, "What is that?"

Answering him while I turn my face away from him, "That I was becoming like Saki."

He tilts his head to the side as he replies, "I don't know who Saki is, but he must been a bastard. I am glad you are changing."

Laughing as I ask, "How do you know I have changed, Mr. Tsuzuki?"

Asato gives me a gentle smile while stating, "You haven't killed anyone for these past two years and by the looks of it, you are strong enough to fight again."

To my surprise, he is wearing black jeans and has his dress shirt untuck. Replying in a sad tone, "Yes, I am strong enough to fight against you, but that is not the reason why I am here. To be honest, I never knew you were here." Looking out the door that is now open, I state, "I hate the rain." It is cold and pain fills these scars that do not let me go. When it rains, it makes me think of Saki. Why did I want him back? Was I not glad that he was dead? Is this what that boy thinks when he sees me? The revenge I felt all these years is unforgivable. Jumping slightly when I feel a hand on my shoulder. As I look over to see Asato standing up, I ask, "When will I be able to see you again?" Knowing I have no right to ask that question to a man I almost killed for my own revenge.

Asato answers, "I would like to have company right now. Hisoka is with his lover and I almost messed up his relationship with Oriya once before."

Falling off my stool as I hear who the boy is seeing. I never knew Oriya felt that way for anyone but for myself. Asato looks at me confuse as I explain, "I find it hard to believe, boy, would like my friend."

Asato tilts his head as he states, "As long as he is happy that is all that matters to me." He moves his foot back and forth before asking, "Would you like to take a walk with me?"

Looking outside to see what the weather is like before answering, "Yes." Throwing money down on the bar for our drinks, I walk away with the man I find myself in love with. When did that happen? How could I let myself fall in love? I never wanted that in my life. We walk in silence and I start to wonder why he is upset. Asking the question that is making me upset while we walk to the park, "What is bothering you, Mr. Tsuzuki?"

He stops dead in his tracks while looking up at the dark sky, he responds, "I had a fight with Tatsumi." He takes a seat on the bench before explaining, "Tatsumi is my lover now."

Finding my heart stop beating a few beats of learning my beloved is with some other man. Sighing to myself once again. It is not like I own this man and he has every right to be with someone who loves him. I found out in Kyoto that Mr. Tatsumi was in love with him. Taking a seat next to this beautiful man, I ask, "Do you want to talk about it?"

Asato answers without looking at me, "I just don't understand him. Every time we are at work, he refuses to look at me. I mean everyone knows of our relationship." He stops talking to take a breath before he speaks again, "I guess he still has doubts about me being with him."

Staring at a man who is supposed to be my enemy, I ask, "What do you mean?"
He shakes his head and answers with sadness in his voice, "I had an affair with Hisoka. That is what I meant when I almost messed up his relationship with Oriya. I had a fight with Tatsumi and Hisoka was there. I don't know why he agreed to be with me back then."

Pulling out a cigarette from my pocket, I light the cancer stick. I really should stop smoking, but I never cared about my heath too much. Even if I stopped with killing, my powers are still here. Taking a drag and exhaling the grey smoke before replying, "People make mistakes."

Asato looks at me with kindness, he asks, "Can I ask you a question, Muraki?"

Staring at him and answering, "Sure, but you already asked a question."

He giggles as he replies, "Guess I did." He turns his head to hide the blush that is raising in his face as he asks, "Do you love me or is it lust?"

I have to think about that question. Is it really love I feel for this man? It could be lust. Looking up at the dark sky and knowing the answer to his question without thinking to long. I love him and only him. He is the reason why I stopped from killing. I only wish that I figured that out sooner. It would have stopped me from killing people back then. Throwing my cigarette to the ground and watching it burn the rest of the way down, I answer, "I do love you, Asato Tsuzuki." Turning to look at his beautiful eyes that I get lost into. To my surprise, he leans into me and kisses me. I know this is because he had a fight with his lover. He pulls back while blushing. I pull him to myself and push my lips against his soft rosy lips to kiss him again. Licking his bottom lip for permission to go farther, he parts his lips while I push my tongue into his mouth. I could get lost into the taste my beloved has. He is so sweet. Pulling away from him to let us breath, I ask, "Is that what you want or is it because you had a fight with your lover, Mr. Tsuzuki?”

He turns his face from me as he replies, “Sorry. I didn’t mean to make you upset.” He stops to catch his breath before he stutters, “I just feel alone.”

Grabbing his chin with my hand and turning him to look at me as I state, “I never said I was upset. It doesn’t bother me.” My eyes are betraying my answer because he standing up with anger in his eyes for what I just said.

Asato states in anger, “You are lying! Stop lying to yourself and stop lying to me!”

I watch him run away from me. Feeling the warm tears running down my face, I whisper to no one but myself, “You are right, Asato.” I hate you being with someone else. He can never understand you like I can.

Looking down to see my beloved is fast asleep. It was only two days after our meeting in that bar that we slept together. I did care at the time and thought it would end the way I loved this man. That never happened because my heart still beats for this man. Sighing to myself, I stand up to only to feel a hand grab my arm. Looking down to see purple eyes pleading with me to stay. I ask this man I cannot stop loving, “What is it that you want, my dear Asato?”

He answers with sadness in his eyes, “Just stay with me and hold me. Please, Kazutaka.”

Lying down next to him and putting an arm around his waist while he lays his head on my chest. I hear his soft breathing that singles him going to sleep. I think, “I will protect you, Asato. No matter what I will be the one who will save you like you saved me from my past.”

It is dark outside with lighting hitting the ground with every step I take. Feeling the damp cold night through my skin as the wind blows all around me. It is like a storm of power is around me and never leaving. Having this dream night after night with feeling the loneliness of this one girl. Never knowing what she looks like or her real name. Always wondering who this girl is. Observing the scene before my eyes and noticing the large tree with cherry blossoms dropping from the branches like blood dripping from victims of the dead around the girl who haunts my dreams with a request of helping her. Walking to her, I ask, “What is your name?” Always asking while hoping she will reveal herself to me. Why is this girl have so much meaning behind those sad sky blue eyes? It is like I know her or at least should know who she is to me.

She looks up at me as she answers, “I cannot give you that information, Asato Tsuzuki.”

Watching tears fall down her face as I wipe them away, I state, “I don’t understand what you want from me.” I feel drawn to this young girl. This girl reminded me of someone I once knew. It is only her sad looking eyes that I really can see.

She replies while turning her head from my touch, “You will know soon enough. I need your help, Asato Tsuzuki. I am losing this battle against the one they call Saki.”

Remembering Muraki mentioning that name before, I ask, “Who is he?”

She answers while standing up, “He is a demon who is the lover of a true descendant of darkness. He will come soon.” She turns away from me before she asks in a shy voice, “Do you love Kazutaka Muraki? Is he your true lover?”

Thinking to myself, “Am I really in love with him or is it lust that draws me to him?” I know I’m attracted to him. Sighing to myself before answering, “I do not know that answer.”

She turns around to stare me in my eyes, “But you do know that answer. Take your advice and stop lying to yourself. You will know who I am soon. You must do me a favor.”

Replying to this teenager girl, “Anything.” Watching her catch the cherry blossoms in her hand as I think, “She needs my help. I have to help her, but why? I don’t know her or do I?”

She answers while fading into the darkness of my dream, “Warn Kazutaka that his half-brother has returned and will be going after his friend, Oriya. Not even Oriya’s lover will be able to protect him from that demon. Please fight and never give up. Your true love is in front of your eyes, Asato Tsuzuki.”

Screaming as I watch her disappear before my eyes, “Wait! I don’t understand!”

Feeling someone shaking me, I jump to a sitting position. Silver and blue eyes staring at me with concern, I ask, “Was I talking in my sleep?”

He speaks, “Yes. You were yelling for someone to wait.”

Sighing to myself as I ask, “Who is your half-brother?” Staring at his face while seeing the anger behind those eyes that has my soul and my heart. Take my own advise and stop lying to myself. That is right. The reason why I broke it off with Tatsumi is because I found myself in love with someone else. I found myself in love with our enemy. The only person who knows about Muraki is Hisoka. To my surprise, it took less time for him to accept the fact I was seeing Muraki than I thought it would take.

Muraki answers, “He was the one who took everything from me. Why are you asking about Saki?”

So, I was right. Putting my head into my hands as I state, “He is back and he is going after Oriya. Don’t ask how I know this. I know this sounds crazy, but there has been a teenager girl in my dreams telling me that she needs my help.” He thinks I am crazy now. Listening to his soft breathing, I ask while not looking at him, “Do you believe me?”

He answers, “Yes, but I like to know who this girl is?”

Shrugging my shoulders, I reply, “She told me that I will know soon. By the way, what time is it?”

Muraki smiles at me while answering, “You have about three more hours before you have to go to work, Asato.”

Staring at him while stating, “Like I’m ever on time, but I have a feeling that I need to be there on time.” I lean to kiss the man who can save me from myself. I hear my phone go off. Looking at the night stand next to the bed, I state in a cold voice, “Great timing.” Muraki hands me the phone and I answer without looking at the caller ID, “Hello.”

He answers, “Asato, can we talk?”

Sighing to myself, I think, “He needs to stop this. I feel enough guilt for letting our relationship last this long.” Feeling Muraki’s lips on my neck as I tilt my head to let him have better access, I state to the person on the phone, “Make it quick.”

He replies, “I am sorry, Asato. I do not want our friendship to end because our relationship did not work out.” He sighs before he asks, “What do you see in Muraki?”

Shock by him knowing I have been seeing Muraki, I ask in a quiet voice, “How did you know?”

Muraki whispers in my ear, “I called Mr. Tatsumi to tell him to take care of you earlier.”

Turning to stare at Muraki with anger but sighing while seeing him turn his face from me. Speaking to Tatsumi over the phone, I let my heart do the talking, “He changed. I’m so sorry, Siichiro, but I’m in love with him. I can’t explain it.”

He sighs while stating, “I hope you are right, Asato. For everyone’s sake as well as your own.”

Smiling as I reply, “I’ll see you in a couple of hours, Tatsumi.” I hear a click and know he has hang up on me. Knowing this will take some time for him to accept alone understand. Looking at Muraki, I ask, “Why did I not see that I’m in love with you until this moment?”

He shrugs his shoulders as he speaks, “I have no idea, my love.”

Feeling the warm lips on my neck once again, I moan, “Kazutaka, make love to me.” Lying on the silk sheets and pulling the man I’m in love with on top of me. He is the one who completes me. Needing him with all my soul. It is him who can make myself live. Does he feel that way towards me?

He mumbles while licking my ear, “You are thinking to much, my dear Asato.”

Losing my mind to the sexual pleasure Muraki makes me crave, his hands rub against my risen nipples while softly kissing my neck. Moaning out my lover's name, "Kazutaka." He is my power, hope, and my greatest weakness. I can't stop loving every part of this man who has his strong hands over my bare chest. It is driving me nuts with pleasure and pain. Wanting this to go faster as I plead, "Please. More." Buckling my hips to show him how much I want him to take me over and over again. Hearing him hiss in my ear at the contacted. This pleasure I'm feeling is driving me into madness. Is this wrong to love a man who once tried to kill me for his own revenge? Feeling the coldness below my waist, as I think, "When did I lose my pants and when did he lose his shirt?"

He pants out, "Yo...u ar...e so beaut...iful, As...ato."

Feeling a warm hand around my hardened length, I moan, "Oh, gods! Yes!" Raising my hips up to make more contact, I realize he still has his pants on. Stammering out the words, "Th...at's not fa...ir. You st...ill have y...our pa...nts on." All brain functions have shut down as my body reacts to every feathery touch. Muraki's hands work magic on my body.

He chuckles as he whispers with his husky voice, "I guess you need to fix the problem."

My hand slides between our heated bodies as I unbutton his pants while I hear him moan from the contact. Trying my best to pull down his pants, but it is hard in our position. Mumbling in his ear, "This is not easy when you are on top of me." He stands up and pulls down his pants with his silk boxers. My eyes glace over his fine body. I never realize how beautiful he was until now. He is built like a swimmer. I need to ask him if he swims or what he does to keep his fine body like that. I was always attracted to him, but this is far more than I first thought it was. Feeling the heat of his body on top of me once again, I plea with lust in my voice, "Please. Take me."

Kazutaka slowly whispers in my ear, "Be patient, my dear Asato. The more the tease, the more the pleasure."

Watching him staring at me with love and lust in those eyes, I lean up to kiss him passionately. Our tongues do a battle of their own while I feel his hand running down my body that sends waves of pleasure throughout my body. I moan into the kiss and he pulls away while we both trying to catch our breaths. I want him so badly. Pushing Kazutaka on the bottom while speaking in a husky voice, "I want you now."

He looks at me with surprise in his lust filled eyes as he replies, "I see you are not very patient, Asato."

Slowly kissing Kazutaka neck, I feel him purr against my lips. It feels so nice to feel his soft skin on my skin. I take one of his nipples between my lips and suck on it to send pleasure throughout his body. Wanting to show Kazutaka what he does to me when I'm with him. Lowering myself down to view his beautiful man hood. It is a prize I can't wait to have inside of me. Licking the tip of his length and feeling him trying not to thrust himself inside my mouth. I love teasing him as much as he enjoys teasing me. Kazutaka flips me to the bottom again. I knew all I had to do was tease him for a little while to get what I want from him so badly.

Kazutaka responds in a seductive voice, "You are horrible, Asato, but I will give you what you want."

Observing him grab lube from the night stand and smiling as I state, "You were teasing me much longer then I was teasing you." Feeling his finger push inside of me and screaming in pleasure. It is driving me nuts. All I want is him inside of me. I beg, "Please. Kazutaka."

He chuckles while stating, "It will hurt if I don't prepare you, my love."

I push my hips towards his fingers. Buckling up in the air as I feel him hit my posterior. Hissing at Kazutaka in protest as he takes his fingers out of me. He leans down to me to kiss me passionately and I wrap my legs around his waist to give him access. He slowly pushes in me as I moan into the kiss. He leans up to let us get oxygen into our lungs. I pant out, "I'm fine." He starts to thrust into me and I scream out, "Oh, god! Yes! That's right!" Buckling my hips to meet his thrusts as I grab the sheets with my hands. Feeling his tongue against my neck, I moan, "Oh, god. Kaz...tua...ka. Mor...e. Fast...er." I can tell he is almost there by the way he thrusts are faster. Feeling his hand around my hard cock, I scream in pleasure, "Kazutaka!" My mind going into a haze as I see white stars when I cum all over his stomach and mine. I moan out my lover's name as I feel his seed fill me inside, "Kazutaka." He collapse on top of me after he pulls out of me. We calm down our pounding hearts and catch our breaths. In a hoarse voice, I state, "That was amazing."

He whispers in my ear, "Yes. That was amazing, my love. You need a shower and head back."

Looking over at the clock, I reply, "Yeah, you're right." He rolls off of me to let me stand up. I sit up in bed as I observe him lighting up a cigarette. Leaning over to grab a couple of drags of the cigarette before I go take a shower. Blushing my lips over his soft lips, I mumble, "Love you, Kazutaka."

He replies, "I love you, Asato."

Watching Asato go into the bathroom from the corner of my eye as I hear my phone ring. I answer, "Hello."

Oriya asks, "Can you come over today?"

Leaning back against the bed board, I reply, "Of course. What is wrong, Oriya?"

He answers with worry in his voice, "My niece is here and I think something is wrong with her. She refuses to see any doctor expect you. If you are busy, then..."

Hearing the water stop in the shower as I respond, "I will be over in an hour."

He replies, "Thanks, Muraki."

Hearing a click to let me know that he has hang up the phone, I ask, "What are you doing later, Asato?" Watching him walk out of the bathroom with a towel wrap around his waist, I ask again, "What are you doing later, Asato?"

He looks over at me and answers, "Not sure. It will depend if I have a case or not." He pauses when his phone ring as he asks, "Can you pick that up?"

I answer while grabbing the phone from the night stand, "Of course." Clicking the answer button, I speak, "Hello."

Boy asks, "Is Tsuzuki there?"

Responding while watching Asato getting dressed, "Yes, but he is busy right now." Still enjoy teasing the boy. I guess old habits do not die easy. Sighing to myself when Asato glares at me, I mumble into the phone, "He is getting dressed. Is it something that I can tell him?"

He answers, "Just tell him that we have a case and he needs to be here on time." He sighs before speaking again, "Listen to me. Don't you dare hurt Tsuzuki or so help me..."

Cutting him off as I reply, "I would not dream of it. You have nothing to worry about, boy." Asato walks over and grabs the phone out of my hands while smiling at me.

Asato speaks, "Hisoka. What's up?" He pauses while listening to him speak and replies, "Sure. I'll be there in a little while. Bye." He hangs up the phone and turns to look at me while stating, "I'll call you later and be nice to Hisoka."

Leaning up to blush my lips against my lover's, I mumble, "I will try my best." While watching him leave, I put out my cigarette and head to the bathroom. Observing the room that my new lover has left a mess, I sigh and mumble to myself, "And I still love him." Hopefully he left some hot water for me to take my shower. I turn on the water and feel the temperate to get into the shower. To my surprise, Asato left enough hot water for me to finish my task. Remembering the past events as the water runs down my pale skin. I cannot believe Asato is my lover now. After everything that happened, I was sure that we would never be together. Since that night, I didn't believe we would find each other again.

Walking down the white hall to go to my office, I slowly open the door to find Asato standing there in his entire suit and staring out the window. Clearing my throat to get his attention, I ask, "What are you doing here, Mr. Tsuzuki?"

He answers without turning around to look at me, "I was wondering how you can look at people and tell them their love ones are not going to make it."

Walking to my chair calmly while stating, "That is what a doctor does, but I doubt that is the reason you are here."

He turns around to stare at me while replying, "I wanted company."

It looks like he had another fight with his lover since there are tears flowing down his face. I do not know what to say to this man anymore. Learning the hard way of what my revenge could do, I have nothing to give him. Sighing while I ask, "What happened with Mr. Tatsumi?" He turns his head to look out the window again. Writing a note while stating, "I can tell you are upset about him. If you want company, you can tell me what is wrong."

He replies, "But it makes you upset when I talk about him. I don't want to lose someone's friendship because of me."

Looking up at him, I ask, "When did we become friends, Mr. Tsuzuki?" He turns around to stare at me so fast that I swear he would have fell if there was not a chair in his way. Sighing to myself while watching his emotions flowing through his purple eyes. I can see his sadness, angry, and fear through those eyes. Putting down my pen, I ask, "What do you want from me, Mr. Tsuzuki?" It has been a week since we slept together and I can no longer stand the pain of my broken heart. He can never return those feelings, but he still stays around me. Is this my punishment? Is this what I deserve?

Asato answers while staring at his feet, "I came here to say I'm sorry for what I put you through."

Leaning back against the black leather chair and closing my eyes, I respond, "You were not sorry when you used me that night to stop the hurt in your heart." Pulling out my cigarettes and lighting one up while watching him take a seat in the chair in front of my desk. I know my words has hurt my beloved, but I cannot take this pain in my own heart. If he wishes to use me, then it would be okay. Only if he did not come back to me again and again. Sighing to myself while I watch tears flow down his cheeks, I reply, "I am sorry for my harsh words, Mr. Tsuzuki, but you must understand my point of view. If you keep coming back to me to only use me, then I am the one who loses in the end. I do not deal with rejection."

He mumbles, "I know. I should never asked, but I still want to come back to you. Maybe it is because you understand me."

Watching the grey smoke raise to the ceiling, I ask, "Why do you stay with Mr. Tatsumi if you are the one who is in pain?" He looks up at me with angry and stands up. I watch has he disappears before my eyes. It is about time, he left. I cannot stop his problems. After all, I would be lying if I want him to be with Mr. Tatsumi.

Walking back into my bedroom with a towel wrap around my waist and clothes in my hands that my beloved decided to leave in the bathroom, I mumble to no one, "I thought for sure that was the end of us."

Walking into my office, I see Hisoka sitting there waiting for me. I take a seat and ask, "What's up?"

He answers with a shy voice, "We are going to Kyoto."

He is afraid that everyone is going to find out about him and Oriya. He and I know full well that seeing a mortal is against the rules and it will forfeit our life. Leaning back against the chair, I whisper, "Don't worry, Soka. I am sure we will not be going there."

He shakes his head and states, "That is where we are going. Some soldiers are looking for a missing soldier and word has it that she is there."

Standing up and shutting the door while I ask in a low tone, "Have you met her?" He nods to me and I ask, "What you think about it?"

Hisoka answers, "She is his niece, Tsuzuki. I think she was weak or something like that and she needed time to rest. The one guy named Keyis seems okay about her gone, but the other one is really upset about it."

I'm about to say something to my partner when Tatsumi walks in and looks us both over. He also knows about Hisoka seeing Oriya, but never said anything about it. Turning to stare out the window, I ask, "What is going on, Tatsumi?"

He answers in a calm voice, "Carton is the one who is looking into this. For some reason this girl is very powerful and he believes that she is running away from her duties."

Leaning against the wall and closing my eyes, I state, "Carton is an asshole. I doubt that is his true reason."

Tatsumi responds, "I agree and Kurosaki told me that she didn't look very healthy when he saw her. I say we go and make sure he doesn't try anything on her."

A tall man with black hair walks in and replies, "I agree with you, Mr. Tatsumi. I'm not going to bother asking how the kid knows this information. For all I care is to make sure Kira is all right."

Looking this guy over, I ask, "Who are you?"

He answers, "My name is Keyis. Sorry for just walking in without permission, Mr. Tsuzuki, but we don't have time for small chat. All I need is to make sure Kira is not in danger there."

Hisoka asks, "What do you mean by that?"

Keyis answers while watching out the office door, "Something about Dr. Kazutaka Muraki and that is all I know."

Hisoka states, "He is not the same as before."

Staring at Hisoka, I think, "I can't believe he just said that. I mean he just defended Kazutaka."

Keyis replies, "Listen I'm not saying she is in danger by him but something from his past is after her."

Tatsumi mumbles, "We do not have time to argue. Let's go and we can talk about this later."

Standing up straight, I ask, "Who is all going?"

Tatsumi answers, "Watari, myself, you and Kurosaki. Plus Mr. Keyis and Carton."

We walk out the office and see Carton standing there with Watari waiting for us. I can't stand this guy. He is always trying to get Tatsumi in trouble. I might not love Tatsumi but I still care about him dearly. He has not said a word to me about what happened. Tatsumi knows that I am going against the rules as well, and I'm glad he is still trying to protect me. We disappear to go to the mortal world. I wonder what we will find out at KoKakuRo. Staring at Carton while he knocks on the door and waiting for someone to answer. I really hope that this guy does not find out about Hisoka or there will be trouble. A young woman with long blown hair answers the door and looks us over.

Tatsumi speaks up, "Hello, we are looking for Mr. Oriya. Is he here?"

She answers with a soft voice, "Sorry, Master Oriya is not in right now."

A girl's voice speaks in the back round, "Bring them to the back, Katrina."

Katrina answers while turning to look behind her, "Of course." She looks at us again as she speaks, "Please follow me."

We follow her to see a few more woman blushing while we walk by them. They all are staring at Hisoka and I'm getting nervous about this. If Carton can tell they know him, he will start to ask questions. We walk to the back and Katrina bows to us before walking away. Looking over to see a young teenager girl standing there with her back to us, I ask, "Who are you?"

Carton finally speaks, "You should not be here Miss Kira."

She replies without turning around to look at us, "That is what you say, but you do not have a demon chasing your ass."

Keyis asks, "Are you all right here? It is..."

She answers in a cold voice, "Do not blame Kazutaka for this. That demon is after me for other reasons then to torment him."

What is going on? Why do I feel I know this girl? Leaning against the wall while I watch her and trying to figure out what is going on. I ask, "What do you mean?"

She turns around as she answers, "Before I dead, I had half-immortal blood running through my veins, Asato Tsuzuki."

Staring at this girl with sky blue eyes, I think, "She is the girl in my dreams." Getting dizzy from the feelings in her heart, I ask myself, "How can I feel her pain?"

Tatsumi looks at me with worry in his eyes as he asks, "Tsuzuki, are you all right?"

Stuttering out my words, "I... I'm fin...e." They all look at me. Everything is going black. As I fall, I think, "Her pain is to much to take."