I Wish

By: DJ Rodriguez

(Author's Notes: Hello, everyone. DJ here, and I have some great news for you all! Because my finals are officially over, I have more then enough time to update all of my stories!!

Yugi: (Chuckles) You should see him now. Thanks to prayer from his family and loved ones, studying, and support from you reviewers out there, he's confident that he passed with flying colors. Give him a hand!

DJ: (Bows slightly) Thank you, all of you for your support!

Darien: Also, this songfic was inspired by two things; I Wish by Messina Jo Dee and the fanfic The Legend of Link- Lucky 13 from MediaMiner.org. He requests that you check out the fanfic, because it goes in deep. It's in the Legend of Zelda section, and its NC-17. Its author is Mr. E, and he's very talented.

DJ: Also, I'm crossing over elements from the Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time with Yu-Gi-Oh. So, try and keep up. And, K.C Whitestar. You and your friends might want to take a look at this one.

Now, on with the songfic! Enjoy!)

It's not easy saying this to you

It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do

Queen Mai Valentine, ruler of the kingdom of Domino, was on the castle balcony. She was staring out into the kingdom, deep in thought about what has occurred during the past eight years. Her violet eyes started to swell with tears, as a distant memory came into play. It was the day… she let her love and boyfriend go. "Even after all this time, I still can't get over on what I done.", she whispered out in genuine grief.

'I still remember that day very clearly.', she thought as she let herself go and "traveled" back into the past. {Flashback: She saw the pain and agony written clearly and deeply on the young man's face. "I… I'm so sorry. But… its over.", she started to say. But, the young warrior simply rose from the ground he was kneeled on slowly. His head was still lowered, unable to look her in the eyes. He turned to leave, managing to let out a choked, "Goodbye.". Mai felt the tears coming up, and her heart was tearing in two. The young man was… Yugi Moto.}

But boy before you go

I want you to know

Yugi Moto, legendary Hero of Worlds and savior of Domino. He was dragged in back and forth through time and space four times, and he was sick of it. He had finally been able to defeat the evil Marik Ishtar once and for all in the Shadow Realm, where he was sealed away for eternity. Now, he had what he wanted all this time… Princess Mai.

It all started about eight years ago. During that time, he was enjoying not battling evil Shadow Monsters and also going back and forth through time and worlds. He only wanted one thing, and that was Mai's love. He had it, and they showed it. He went wherever she asked him to go, did whatever she asked or requested. All he had was her, and he showed her that his love had no limits or bounds.

{Chorus}

{I wish you strength

When times are hard

They had fun together, snuggled together, and also made sweet love to one another over and over again. There was nothing he would not do for her. He even won an entire war nearly single-handedly! Another country called Chaos invaded Domino, intent on gaining any and all magical powers. Domino was hardly a warrior country, most soldiers being civilians. The enemy, Chaotians, were twice as tall as Yugi, very powerful, and also numerous. One Chaotian equaled to ten Domino soldiers!

But, that didn't mean a thing to Yugi himself. Mai had requested him to battle the Chaotians, and he was already set to go. When the battle started, the Chaotians looked like they had the upper hand. But, it was soon dismissed when Yugi came on the scene. He was like a purple mist that killed anything it touched, wielding the powerful Millennium Sword and shouting, "YAH!!".

Oh I wish with all my heart

You find what you're looking for

He had killed about 80% of the entire army's forces alone, and had a hand in the other 20%. Keep in mind, Yugi never killed another human being. He was used to killing monsters and creatures from Marik's magic. But, he reasoned that he had Mai, and that was all that mattered to him. He would do anything for her, and it showed as he was covered in a thick encasement of red blood.

Only two remained, and Yugi killed one of them saying, "Princess Mai will be going to your nation to negotiate a truce. If you don't do what she says…". With that, he sliced one of the enemy solider's head like a ripe melon! The last solider fled into the night, screaming in a foreign tongue that Yugi was a demon. The hero had become a legend, at least to the people who saw the battle. To himself… he was a monster. Of course, Mai had never seen or heard of it until now.

I wish you joy

I wish you peace

After that, he and Mai spent more time together. Then, that is when it went downhill. Mai went back into her thoughts, thinking on how it had all happened. {Flashback: Mai was in the kingdom of Zephyr, on a diplomatic mission to try and make a truce with King Bakura. But, all negoations failed. King Bakura would not be swayed. He was going to declare war on Domino, but Mai gave out a smug, confident smirk. "We have the legendary Hero of Worlds, so I don't think you can win.", she told the old king.

King Bakura gave an evil smirk and replied, "Come over and see our army.". She did, and was she shocked to what she found! The army alone outnumbered all of that of Domino! The soldiers were tall and strong, about twice the size of the Chaotians! Their armor was thick and strong, same as their shields. 'This is not good!', Mai thought as she scanned the entire army of Zephyr.}

And that every star you see's within your reach

And I wish you still loved me}

She had to think of something quick! She didn't want to lose Yugi in a war that he could not possibly win. So, King Bakura said in a raspy voice, "Marry my son, and I will spare little Domino. I will not let him gain the throne unwed.". Mai had no choice, but to agree on it. She had to save her people from a horrible fate… as well as save Yugi's life. King Bakura introduced her to his son, Prince Joseph. From what she gathered, he was very much not like Bakura. He was descent enough, and also not power-hungry like his father.

"Hello. Nice to meet you, Princess.", he told her while bowing. 'He is cute.', she thought. But, she quickly pushed those thoughts clear from her head. 'I… I don't want to do this! I don't want to hurt Yugi!!', she thought. But, like before, she had no choice. Their engagement was made a few days later, before Mai went back to Domino. She felt terrible; her heart and soul just ablaze with sorrow and grief. But, she steeled herself. She knew that Bakura would give her four months to break it off with Yugi, but he would also send spies to make sure she did and also not inform Yugi on any of this.

I wish that things were different, you know that

But still I'm happy for the time we had

When she came back home, she saw that Yugi was waiting for her at the castle gate. He was decked out in a shining silver tunic, new boots, and also carrying red and white roses. He had a look of excitement on his face, and that all made it more unbearable. 'Please, Yugi. Forgive me.', she prayed as she got out of the carriage. Yugi went up and hugged her, but she pushed him away roughly. He was confused at this, wondering on what was wrong. He tried again, but she pushed him away even further. "Mai, what's wrong?", he asked her.

She sighed heavily and lied, "Nothing, Yugi. I'm… just tired from my journey. That's all.". He then understood that, then presented the flowers to her. But, she refused again. Without another word, she went back into the castle. She felt the heavy sad gaze on her neck, but she willed herself to go on. When she got inside and the main door was closed, she fled to her room and cried out horribly. "Yugi… please. Forgive me.", she sobbed out as she continued to cry. Nothing could comfort her, not even the happy memories of them together.

You mean the world to me

Baby please believe

A few days later, she told him it was over. Mai still remembered the look of pain and agony on his face, and she knew on how he felt. She was feeling like that too, but had to hide it. However, she still needed him by her side until it was officially safe. So, she asked him to accompany her and Joey whenever they went. He accepted without hesitation again, a bright spark of hope inside of him that told him that Mai would let him come back.

Alas, it was not to be. He trailed behind them, watching the one woman he loved with every ounce of his very being… loving another man. Joey knew that Yugi and Mai were once a couple, and he felt really bad for him. Mai, on the other hand, was just has devastated as Yugi. She tried to ignore the sad and agonizing face that was plastered on his face, but it was no use. 'You have no idea how much it hurts- to learn to love someone other then the person you should be with forever!', she thought to the downtrodden warrior. But, he was not telepathic and could not read her mind.

{Chorus}

Then, after five years of following and soul-mutilating agony of watching, it was done. Mai knew that it was time to let go… and it was the hardest decision she had to make. Near the drawbridge, the entrance to the city, there stood Princess Mai, Prince Joseph, and the ex-Hero of World's. Mai told him that it was over, that her feelings towards him would always remain the same, but on a friendship level. Yugi tried one more time, anything to convince her not to do it. He poured out his heart, spirit, and soul to her. He told her that he loved her more then anything else, and had done everything for her. Everything!

He poured out all of his feelings towards her, but she remained indifferent. It took every last fiber in her body to stand there and make like his pouring out meant nothing! "I'm sorry, Yugi.", she told him softly. She then said with a fake smile, "Our wedding is tomorrow. I would like it if you would come. It would mean so much to me.". Yugi didn't say anything, slowly rising from the ground. "Good-bye.", was all he said before he slowly turned around, crossed the drawbridge before it went up, and left.

Losing you is tearing me apart

But a part of me will be with you

No matter where you are

Mai remembered running up to her room, entering, and letting out a nearly animalistic, high-pitched shriek of agony, despair, and sadness. It could be heard throughout the castle. She threw herself on the bed, a tsunami of tears coming forth from her face. Joey came in, and tried to comfort her as best he can. She had a shoulder to cry on at least… Yugi did not. He was in Domino Field, sprawled out on the wet evening grass and crying his soul and heart out.

Then, the next day, the wedding was announced. It commenced, with all of Domino and Zephyr entering the Temple of Worlds where the wedding took place. "It is ironic. This is where Yugi and I had planned to get married.", she told herself bitterly. The wedding took place, and soon the prince and princess were married. The kingdoms were united under a king and queen, but a poor hero's soul and heart were broken. Mai saw that Yugi was not present, and she felt bad about it.

{Chorus}

Mai remembered going to Yugi's house that was in the Magical Forest the next day, her and Joey wanting to visit him and try and cheer him up. She saw that the tree house was empty, cleared out except for a few shattered pictures on the floor. She kneeled down to pick them up, and saw that they were pictures of her and Yugi together. She had started to cry, seeing that Yugi had packed up and departed from the kingdom of Domino.}

Mai came back to reality, and looked down from the balcony. It was now three years since that event, and not one word from Yugi. No one had seen him. She saw her son and father playing in the Courtyard. The boy's name was Yugi, Mai insistent that her son be named after the Hero of World's… and her friend. She smiled, but it was forced. She loved her son and husband, but there was a piece of her heart that belonged to another. She would never let anyone have it, not even her husband.

{Epilogue}

Queen Mai sat on the Master Bed, still saddened beyond means on what she had done to Yugi. She had taken his heart, soul, and spirit and simply crushed it. But, she had to endure it. "I still wake up every night seeing the look of pain and suffering on your face, Yugi.", she started to whisper to no one in particular. "I wake up and wonder where you are, wonder what our children would have been like.", she continued. She fell back on the bed, new tears greeting her face. "I still love you.", she whispered before grief overcame her.

Out in the distance, about thirty miles from Domino Castle, stood a lone figure in a tattered black cloak. He had tri-colored hair, rippling muscles, and standing about 6'5. On his back was a long, golden double-edge sword. The cap of his cloak obscured his eyes ominously. He looked longly at the castle, but his face was hard and emotionless. "Mai… why?", he whispered softly. The pain inside his heart and soul had subsided slightly, but didn't go away. He had endured all of the pains of loneliness, grief, agony, sadness, and darkness of the utmost extreme.

The pain frequently seemed too great, and he wanted to end his life to end the pain. But, he stopped himself every time he would be so close to doing it. He realized that it would show him as a coward, so he decided to push on. He remembered on when he met Princess Mai on the bridge, dressed out in his finest and having the roses with him. He also had a tiny box in his left breast pocket, which held an engagement ring. He had planned to ask Mai to marry him, scrapping all about over the entire country and saving for enough money to buy the ring.

But, when she let him go, he later came back and chucked the box into the moat surrounding the castle. He turned to go back, to leave Domino once again… but before he did, a lone, silver tear ran down the side of his left cheek. It was there that he left for good, the forgotten warrior and hero… Yugi Moto.

The End

(Author's Notes: So, how was this? This was actually inspired by the song from above and the fanfic I mentioned earlier! The song reminded me of what Zelda must have felt (still feels) like when she let Link go. Trust me, you have got to read that fanfic that is listed above! It is good, and it goes down deep! Just read it, and you'll understand on what I mean.

Yugi: Well, this was a… unique songfic here.

DJ: It sure was! Oh, here are some question for you Yugi fangirls out there!

1.) What would you have done if you were in Mai's position?

2.) What if instead of Yugi leaving, he'd hang himself? He killed himself out of grief.

3.) What would your feelings be like if you were Queen Mai, and did all of that to Yugi? You caused him the pain, grief, and sadness that is worse then a thousand deathes.

R&R, no flames, and enjoy! Also, please check out the fanfic and song! You'll enjoy it, I know it!)