Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ All I Ever Wanted ❯ Wall Flower ( Chapter 1 )

Hi, XlxSamaraxlX here, with my first fic. ^_^ Please, enjoy:

"All I Ever Wanted"

Summary: It's not easy being the quiet one. Always used and ignored. It's always the quiet ones that are hurting the most and are more likely to snap. ::Yaio/Yami no Bakura/Ryou/Jounouchi/Seto.::

Chapter one: Wall Flower

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~ Ryou ~

I was drenched. The rain was cold, my eyes stung with the bitterness of betrayal. Tears. I felt so weak, my walls were closing in. The cold just wouldn't stop. I was dying on the inside.

And there `he' was. Jounouchi's eyes were closed, his mouth open and the rain dripped into it. He was choking and I was glad, but still not happy. He'd hurt me so much…

"Jounouchi!" I heard someone shout. It was Kaiba. He rushed to Jounouchi's side, but had not seen me. Hm, figures. I'm invisible. A perfect little wall flower that blends into my surroundings. Just an ordainment. The perfect wall flower. Perfect.

I saw Jounouchi's eyes flutter open and he smiled when he saw Kaiba at his side. That same smile that he used on me. Played me a fool. Using the wall flower. "Seto…" he murmured, softly.

"Shush…Jounouchi…Shush…You shouldn't be talking. Rest, I'm here now…"

My eyes widened as I saw Jounouchi sit up, his eyes level with Kaiba's. Jounouchi's eyes filled with the same lust that I had mistaken for love. Jounouchi, how could you do this to me? Am I that meaningless? Don't I mean anything to you at all? Was I just some toy to you?

**What is this emotion?

Burning inside.

Consuming.

Controlling.

Love?

Hate?

Both my passions,

Burning inside

Consuming.

Controlling**

I felt a sense of betrayal. The deepest sorrow that had ever existed, loomed over my heart like a rain cloud does on a sunny day. The only emotion I felt was sorrow. No, I wasn't sad, I wasn't angry…I was empty. Cold. Betrayed.

This same sense of betrayal came when I saw Jounouchi lift up his head to meet Kaiba's. Their lips about to meet, and all I could do was watch in horror as Jounouchi captured Kaiba's lips as he had done to my own.

As (if what had seemed forever) their lips parted, I remembered that look. That glint in Jounouchi's eyes. The ones that I had mistaken for love…The ones that lured me to my inner destruction. Those same eyes that had caused me a fate worse than death.

Inner betrayal.

"Jounouchi," Kaiba whispered, "are you okay…?"

"Yes, now that you're here, Seto…"

Kaiba had looked around and spotted me, "Bakura, what the Hell happened here?" he snapped at me. His eyes regaining their usual cold complexion, his voice shrilling and harsh. I didn't have the words to answer. ("Jounouchi had tried to kill me! Jounouchi had tried to kill me!") was what I wanted to scream, but I couldn't find any words in my throught. I felt so dry. "Answer!"

"…"

I could feel myself tremble as I (somehow) had managed to get to my feet. Standing shakily, I felt neither pain, nor sorrow. Just two: Love and hate. I could feel both my passions, clashing together (as if they were two waves of the mighty ocean. Toppling over each other to see which would succeed in possession.) No matter how much my body ached, I felt that nothing could touch me.

Hate had been the triumphing emotion.

And as I began to run, all I could think of was this: `I was the perfect little wallflower. Allowing Jounouchi to do what he had just done.'

**Running doesn't help

Of what I know inside

The truth always hurts

Again:

Consuming.

Controlling.

Nothing feels right

The true me,

Out of sight.

The Gods are crying for me

Such pain.

Crying rain.

Running doesn't help

Of what I know inside

The truth still hurts

I still can't hide.**

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Hm, was I too cruel to Ryou? And why were they all bloodied up? What is this betrayal, that he spoke of? Well, there's only one way to find out!

R&R, please!

~ Blessed be

XlxSamaraxlX ~