Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ An Angel's Hell ❯ An Angel's Hell ( Chapter 1 )
Disclaimer: I don't own YGO! Don't sue me.
WARNING: A dark fic. A bit of each: violence, abuse, blood, a sharp object, anguish stuff etc.
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An Angel's Hell
I always smile and nod. I act normal.
I act like nothing is wrong. I do my work, get good grades, and never misbehave.
When friends ask, I respond. No one suspects anything.
Well, it's only a mask. Deep within, I know I'm just living a lie.
I just want to live a normal life. Is that too much to ask for?
Friends just ignore me, except to occasionally ask about my quietness.
I respond a lie and they accept my answer
Then they just go back to talking and laughing at each other's joke.
I wish they wouldn't accept my answer so easily.
I wish I could tell them the truth.
But I have to lie, I have no choice.
They don't give a damn about me.
They don't understand my agony.
Family? What's that?
A mother? I don't have a mother, she's dead.
A father? I don't have a father, he's deserted me.
A sibling? I don't have a sister anymore, she's dead too.
I have no one. No one that is, except my yami.
You say, "Oh, see, you do have someone."
I say, "No, I don't."
He doesn't love me. He doesn't care about me.
He hurts me. He overpowers me.
I come home. He finds me.
He punches me. I fall. "Weakling," he says.
He kicks me. I whimper in pain. "Pathetic," he says.
He cuts me. I scream in pain. "Worthless mortal," he says.
When he's done, he threatens, "Don't you dare associated with them again."
I'm left in a tragic state. Still on the floor, where he left me.
I wonder about my life.
Why does he have to beat me?
Why is my life so Ra damned cruel?
Why am I cursed with such a treacherous yami?
Why does he not finish me off, kill me and end it for me?
I can't stand this anymore. I want my pain to end.
So I might as well die now and save my yami the trouble.
No one will miss me. It's not like anyone cares.
I was invisible to them anyways.
I grab the silvery blade, tinted with a just tad of red liquid, my blood.
I move the sharp edge toward my wrist. Closer and closer still.
I can feel the blade on my skin. I push it down to cut.
Feeling the warm liquid flow. It drips to the floor.
I switch it to the other side, slit my other wrist.
The red blood flows, steadily on the floor.
The cuts is beginning to sting a bit.
Dizziness is overcoming me.
I'm losing my focus.
One word.
Death. . .
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Me: OMG, I've killed him.
Hikaru (my yami): If you haven't already figured it out already, the character she's talking about is Ryou Bakura or Bakura (Dubbed name).
Me: Gomen nasai Ryou. I'm sorry to pick on you and Bakura.
A/n: This is supposedly a one shot. But if you want more, I can write one more chapter. Review, flame I don't care, just tell me what u think abt. this story not just the characters.