Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ And an happy new years. ❯ part one, Jou pov ( Chapter 1 )

Title : ... and an happy new years

Authoress : Yukiko Angel

Genre(s): Deathfics, suicide (don't know if he die or not), a one-side romance.

Rating: R for violence and suicide

Spoilers: Errr, nah. Well, except if you never saw it and don't know who they are, so nah.

Warnings : A little bit dark, homosexuality, Authoress may need mental help.

Pairing(s): Jou+Seto, Yami/Hikari, Honda/Otogi

Disclaimer: Do I own them ? Do they make porn of it ? (What ? At least I'm honest about it)

Summary: It's Christmas Eve, Jou is alone … thinking about how life suck …. 

AN : It's not really the first time I write something like that, neither my first Yu-Gi-Oh fic but the first I post. I have the bad habit to kill them once and after write something I think is better.

... and an Happy new years.

Jou sat, looking again outside the window he was next since hour. Looking as young children played in the snow, so much happy than he was ...

They didn't have to endure an alcoholic father.

They didn't have to hang out with person that didn't gave a care about him.

They weren't alone in a cold apartment for Christmas because he's mother refuse he came over for the celebration, as always.

No, they were happy, innocent of everything. Ignorant, must he say. Because once they know the reality, it's too late.

Because it's not like a game, you can't push reset.

There is just one way out ....

*We wish you a merry Christmas ...*

Jou cried, for once he wish this was over. That his bestfriend didn't refuse to speak to him anymore, simply because he said what was true. Since he won so much time, Yugi ignore him all those time, having the big head and saying in his back that 'He just couldn't hang out with looser.'

He wish his parents were together again, and he could have a nice party warm around a fire with his sister and an hot chocolate.

He wish he could once .. .. .. spend a nice evening just with Seto .. .. but that was more a dream than anything.

No, he was just a looser, as Yugi and the other said. He was the only one left out. But no, he didn't have a yami that read his thought, but that wouldn't fit with Otogi and Honda. Well now at least they leave Shizuka alone.

But they would take great care of her, he was sure of it.

'Cause the only best gift he could give them, is to go to hell, as they told him this morning. It was the best, no more pain, no more sadness, no more hypocrite.

Just a crimson Christmas .. ..

*We wish you a merry Christmas ...*

He look again outside, seeing that the kid went back inside, probably because of the cold. He wish he had a warm and nice house to go back instead of that bullshit he didn't even call a dog house.

Hmpf, if Seto hears that one ...

Thinking of Seto ... thinking about him just hurt.

After all, the worst was to fall in love with your ennemy ? right ?

Yeah right, the worst thing on earth was to be him, a pathetic low class stupid good for nothing mutt.

*We wish you a merry Christmas ...*

Looking a last time, at the snow falling down, he make his way to bathroom, with his gift ready. Razor blade never looked so much beautifull 'till now ...

*And an happy new years ...*

part one

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Totally weird, most stuff won't be explain ... a little bit more in the second part and ... sorry for the mystake.