Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Anything For You ❯ Yami Confrontation ( Chapter 37 )

Caro: It's ok, hun. I'm glad you reviewed!

AMT: The report went ok. Can't complain.

Angel Black: Yup. It is Steven's fault.

Sailor Optimal Optimus: He will be, but I wanna bring him back.

Sumomo: For now, I needed a new baddie and I think the presence is a good one for later.

Shade A: Hey! They're not too bad, but just another thing to do.

Angelic Mouse Girl: Well, maybe Bakura knows Yugi and Yami are "together." Also, in the Yugioh on Kids WB, Marik called his God Card Slyfer the Sky Dragon.

Ssjgoddesschico: During this time of stress, nothing is normal. Ryou's not back to normal yet, but he's trying.

Elle-Fate2x1 : I really like this new bad guy. I think I'll keep him, but Bakura will protect Ryou.

Enoch: Aww…you can hug him. Ryou likes hugs.

Mystical Dragon: Yup…lemony goodness next chappie.

Evil MJ: Yes, a koi is a goldfish, but my husband isn't a fish. Besides, we have to call him something. I am hikari, she is yami, and what else would we call Jamie other than…"the man who is in serious trouble, knows it, and likes it"?

Ryou's Mistress: A handfasting is a wedding, but it's also a pagan commitment ceremony. We can pledge to be loyal and faithful to each other for one year or a lifetime. Usually these vows are renewed yearly. (I know little about this, my wife could probably explain better.)

Falling Leaves: hehehe….I like the name for the new baddie! Even though my figners would deflate from writing that constantly. I'm gonna call him….Aku.

Heather chan: enjoy your vacation

Ryou's POV

Bakura held me all the way home. Seto's driver drove us back home from KaibaCorp. After what I saw in my soulroom, I needed someone to hug me. Anyone…even if it was Bakura. The vision inside my soulroom shook me to the core. I don't know why it bothered me now. I was more upset at having put Aten in danger.

// How can you sit in his arms? After all he's done to you? Used you….hated you….now look at yourself sitting in his arms cuddled close to him. Those arms wrapped around your waist…those hands which held you down as you struggled to gain your pathetic breath.//

I shook my head and cuddled closer to my loving yami.

Bakura looked down at me. "Ryou? You're shaking. Did you take your medicine today?"

I looked over at Malik. I honestly had no idea. This presence was talking to me all morning. I had no recollection of anything when the presence talked.

//Please, Ryou…..my new hikari…..Call me Aku….Evil…..Shadow……After all, I am your shadow..I am your true darker half.//

"Ryou?"

My eyes looked at Marik holding Aten sleeping on his arms.

"Did you take your medication?"

//Why is it his business what you do, Ryou? Hmm…maybe he deserves to hear it.//

"Why do you care, Marik? If I didn't take my medication, I didn't take it."

Bakura grabbed my arms loosely and lifted me off of his chest. "Ryou? That's not like you."

I looked into my yami's eyes. "What's the matter, yami?"

Bakura raised an eyebrow. "Ryou, that wasn't very nice."

"What did I say?"

Marik rocked Aten in his sleep. "I was just being concerned, Ryou."

"What did I say?"

Bakura looked at me confused. "You don't know what you said?"

"No, yami. I'm sorry. I don't know what I said."

"Ryou, why don't you call me Bakura?"

"Because I….I….I was told never to call you by name."

"By who?"

I shook my head. Bakura always told me to call him yami, not Bakura, before he turned good. Why couldn't I call him by his name? I wanted to. His name was always on my lips before my father took me away. Now I can't utter it without cringing.

"Ryou, if there is something wrong, please tell me. I love you. Please. There is something wrong."

// My, isn't he charming?//

/You're going to get Bakura angry at me./

//What a shame that would be…..I wonder what he would do to you if he were angry…//

/Don't make me…/

Before I could finish my thought, my hand flew at Bakura's cheek, but he caught it.

"Ryou! Stop it this instant!"

A tear came down my face. I didn't want to do this! I had no control! Bakura…I'm so sorry.

"Let go of me!" I screamed at him.

Aria climbed off the seat and into Malik's arms. Aten woke and jumped in his father's arms from the sounds of struggle.

I brought my head down on Bakura's chest and bit down making him jump. My arm went limp and I tried to cuddle close to Bakura. I wanted him to hold me. But I couldn't control whatever it was that was making me do this. Bakura nuzzled his head into my hair.

"We'll get you better, my angel. I promise. I promise you."

A little whimper escaped my throat as we pulled up to the house.

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Bakura's POV

I helped Ryou inside. I've never seen him act so strangely. I didn't know what to do for him. Malik fed Aten and Aria their snack. Marik and I helped Ryou up to my bedroom where we tucked him in. We gave him his heart medication and we gave him his sedatives.

When we put him under the covers, Marik stretched and yawned.

"I better go start dinner. It's getting late."

I nodded and I slipped beside Ryou in the bed. He turned around to me and put his head on my chest.

"Yami…."

I held him closer to me. "Hmm?"

"I…I think there's something wrong..with me."

We all knew. Why was it such a mystery to him? "We know, Ryou. We're trying to help you remember. You know, I want you to remember what we had, Ryou. It's true that I was a bastard to you. I hated you. I thought you were so weak and pathetic. But, I love you, Ryou. Why won't you tell me what is wrong?"

Ryou looked down and squinted his eyes as if he were in pain. "Because….I can't. I'm not able."

"Why not?"

"There's something in your soulroom….and it…..made me try to hurt you."

No wonder I couldn't get into my soulroom. I had to look into it. Ryou already began to fall asleep from the sedatives. As he drifted off into sleep, I returned into Ryou's soulroom. Ryou was sitting in the corner of the dark room.

"Ryou?" Ryou didn't answer me.

This room had never been this dark since I revealed my affection for him. This room was dark again.

I went to the door and banged on it.

//Who disturbs my rest?//

What the hell? "Who's in there! You are trespassing! Ryou is mine hikari!"

//Au contraire, Bakura….He is mine now.//

The door unlocked and a figure opened wide the door knocking me down. The figure walked out and I jumped off the floor looking into his eyes. I couldn't see the figure's features.

//What are you doing here?//

"I came to see what was wrong with my hikari and why the hell my soulroom was locked!"

//Getting a little ticked, Bakura? Jealous I'm using your soulroom? Well, it's mine now. You're more than welcome to enter it. I think you'll enjoy what I've done with the place.//

The light in my soulroom appeared and I walked inside. The footsteps behind me indicated the figure was close behind. When I walked in, I saw Ryou huddled up in a little corner, naked and shaking. I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around him. His scream was like a high pitched squeal. His arms were folded in front of him grasping his side.

"Ryou? Ryou, let me see."

//Yeah, Ryou…show Bakura how much he loves you.//

I moved Ryou's arm and found a large gash on his side. The wound was deep.

//This shouldn't bother you, Bakura. After all, this is the first of many injuries which created me.//

I stood up aghast. "Created you?" I looked at the figure…my hair….young as Tim…Steven's eyes.

//Yes. You, Tim, and Steven created me. Ryou was already fighting memories of your past together. Tim and Steven were the catalyst.//

How could this be? "You're lying! Ryou forgave me!"

//Ryou, can you forgive Bakura?//

Ryou hid his face and shook his head sobbing.

//I am his new yami now. I am his hatred. I am his anger. I am his helplessness. And I will be Ryou's yami from now on.//

I growled and stood in front of Ryou. "I am his yami! There is only one soulroom! I will not let you hurt him!"

//The damage has already been done. You cannot get rid of me.//

"You bastard! You're the one controlling Ryou!"

//He's so easy to control, Bakura. Now I know what you saw in him. Ryou, get over here.//

Ryou stood up and walked to the figure with his head lowered.

"Ryou, don't go near him."

//Ryou, I want you to lay down on the bed.//

Ryou nodded and climbed into bed.

//It's so nice when they are obedient, isn't it, Bakura?//

"I never meant to hurt you, Ryou," I whispered to the naked, spread-eagled form of my hikari on the bed.

//If you want him, Bakura, take him.//

"I won't. I don't want him like this. I don't want to hurt him."

//Come on, Bakura…his young skin, his soft hair, his…pleasurable body is just waiting for you to take it.//

I shook my head. "I can't…Not with him this way."

"BAKURA!" a cry came from the door. The Ryou from the soulroom ran in. "YAMI, GET OUT OF THERE!"

"Why?"

The figure sneered and darted towards Ryou. I ran in front of him and caught the spirit.

"I will not let you hurt Ryou!"

//I am powerful, Bakura.//

Suddenly, an electric shock came from the figure and I was thrown back into Ryou's soulroom. Ryou closed the door and ran to me.

"Yami! Bakura! Are you hurt?"

I hugged Ryou. "I don't want to hurt you anymore! Please forgive me."

Ryou kissed my forehead. "I can't face him. Aku is too strong."

Aku?

"Where did that shock come from?"

"The sedative weakened him, but he is still too powerful."

"I have to destroy him."

"No! He's too powerful now! I have to weaken him myself!"

I kissed Ryou's lips gently. I never wanted to let him go in that darkness of his soulroom.

"Yami, you have to leave."

"Why?"

Before I knew it, I was lying beside Ryou again.

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Ryou's POV

I had to get Bakura out of my soulroom before Aku would hurt him. I didn't want Bakura to be hurt. But, opening my yami's soulroom was difficult. I knew Aku was in there. I didn't want to confront him. In fact, it was embarrassing. I didn't want Bakura to see me as weak as I was.

"Ryou…I'm really sorry."

I looked at Bakura's eyes of deep, dark chocolate. He bit his lip before lowering his head to me. With gentle pressure, he kissed my lips.

I wanted to love my yami. I really did. I missed him. I had to remember that this is Bakura…my good yami. My husband. The one I love.

Bakura's tongue gently grazed my own asking for entrance into my own. His warm breath caressed my cheek as we kissed. His hands ran up my shirt feeling every pore and every crevice of my chest and sides.

"I love you so much, Ryou…I'm so sorry I was such an ass not to recognize how beautiful you were then."

I wrapped my arms around Bakura's shoulders bringing him close to me. I love Bakura. His smells, his kiss, his touch….everything.

I move my head to the side to allow him to kiss the nape of my neck, my most sensitive part. With his tongue, he gracefully makes a trail from my neck to behind my ear causing shivers of desire creep up my spine.

"Yami…..I love you so much."

"My precious Ryou….my husband…my lover."

A smile crossed my lips as he called me that. He moved to the front of my neck and over to the other side. Bakura climbed on top of me and supported himself on his elbows.

He lifted my shirt and kissed, licked, and kissed my chest again. I arched my back as pleasure waves shot through me.

//So you are enjoying this?//

/Of course I am! Bakura is my husband./

//Maybe you'd enjoy this, too…..// I close my eyes as I hear a voice inside my hed resonate.

//You're nothing but a dirty whore, Ryou!//--it was Bakura's voice.

//If you don't come for me, I'll make sure you do later!//

My hands grabbed Bakura's shoulders desperately and I tried to push him off.

"Ryou?"

//Dirty whore! The only thing you're good for is for screwing!//

I arched my back and let out a cry. Bakura moved off of me, concern riddled his face.

"Ryou, what is it?"

I turned to see my Bakura looking at me, red and sweaty. I jumped out of bed.

"I can't, Bakura…I can't." I covered my face crying.

"Why not? Is it Aku doing this to you?" My yami jumped out of bed and approached me slowly. He wrapped his arms around me.

"Ryou, you have to learn that sex with someone you love is a beautiful thing. Our sex isn't what it used to be. I make love to you. I don't beat you."

"But…I can't erase them memories…I can't."

I ran out of the room leaving my yami behind.

NEXT CHAPPIE: I plan a lemon next between Malik x Ryou. The point is to show that sex is about making love. Since Ryou has had no bad encounters with Malik, he would be the ideal. I plan to update on Monday.