Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Breath No More ❯ Diary ( Chapter 16 )

I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh.

~*Drusilla's POV*~ ~*Diary*~

Oct. 25

I didn't know how I could face Seto and Mokuba again after that night. I had shown I was weak. I had shown I couldn't be strong enough to fight away my fears. And that was what pissed me off. Yes, I had won the competition and I was happy I won. I will always have that memory of seeing Seto and Mokuba smiling while I sang. However, I will also have the memory seeing my fathers face again. It's painful to look back on the days when I was a little girl and think that I was the reason my father was a drunk and abusive.

I haven't talked to either of them in days. I also haven't eaten anything. Oh, well. Maybe I'll die and make everyone happy.

Nov. 2

Seto busted in my room earlier. He said we had to "talk". It was more like him talking, me listening. He said, and I quote: "Drusilla, you have to start eating. You can't just swim in self-pity your whole life. Damnit, I refuse to see you go down the drain now." (I think he was high, even if he doesn't do drugs I still think he was high.) I told him he's a bloody wanker, and to leave me alone. He left after that.

Nov. 5

Seto finally asked me what "wanker" means because I kept calling him one. I told him it was British slang. He looked so confused so I told him it was a masturbator and/or and idiot. Which is true. I think he got mad at me because he's making me go to America with him next week. Yeah, ok, maybe going to America isn't that bad, but I still don't want to go. My friend Sara that lives there said, and I quote: "People here are so dumb. Maybe our country is supposed to be the smartest country or whatever, but to me it's dumb. Want to know why? Because, everyone cares what everyone else does. If you're gay, everyone needs to know about it! If you're Wicca, ever needs to know! And then when everyone knows about everything in your life, you end up with no friends! Ok, maybe I'm a little wrong and I'm over reacting, but damnit!"

Sara's the coolest.

Nov. 7

Mokuba challenged me to Diddy Kong Racing on N64. He beat me 8 to 3. My question for him is, there is PS2 and X-box and other gaming systems out there, why have the old N64? He told me because he likes N64 more then any other game system. Don't ask me why.

Nov. 8

SARA IS COMING TO SEE ME! Sara is the friend who thinks that America is dumb. She's 13-years-old like Mokuba, I think they will make a cute little couple. But they both are just 13. Sara is like Mokuba in some ways. She loves being around other people, she enjoys reading, and she like's video games. I really think they will get along. She is to me what Mokuba is to Seto, except for the whole related part.

Nov. 13

Well, right now Seto and I are on the plane to America. Seto, of course, is doing work on his little laptop. I'm on my laptop writing this. It's so much easier to type journals then to write them. Anyway, I might as well see if anyone is online. BerrieBabi91 is online. That's my friend Kristen, but she likes to be called Phoenix.

Nov.13 (after talking to BerrieBabi91)

Here is our conversation:

BerrieBabi91: Hey, wass-up?

ShadowBloodHeart: Nothing. You?¿

BerrieBabi91: Nothing, hey are you next to your boyfriend?

ShadowBloodHeart: Shut up and no!

BerrieBabi91: You know I was joking around. Anyway, where is he?

ShadowBloodHeart: Why do you care?¿

BerrieBabi91: I wanna tell him secrets about you love.

ShadowBloodHeart: WHAT?!¿

BerrieBabi91: I'm just kidding. Anyway, where are you really?

ShadowBloodHeart: On the plane to America.

BerrieBabi91: REALLY?

ShadowBloodHeart: Yeah, surprised?

BerrieBabi91: Hell-a yeah! Wait, who is watching the cats?

ShadowBloodHeart: Mokuba…

BerrieBabi91: Who's watching Mokuba?

ShadowBloodHeart: Mokuba…

BerrieBabi91: Wait… Mokuba is watching Mokuba…??? What???

ShadowBloodHeart: Mokuba is 13, he can watch himself you wanker.

BerrieBabi91: I'M NOT A WANKER!

ShadowBloodHeart: Sure your not… g2g. The plane is about to land. Bye.

BerrieBabi91: Bye, tell your boyfriend "Hi sexy" for me thanks.

Ok that didn't make any since; I mean the whole chat thing. Oh well. I'm sorry about the wait.

Holly/Phoenix/ Kristen- If you hate me now because I used you if this and I'm probably really far away from what you really act like. I'M SORRY!

BerrieBabi91 is my old screen name.

ShadowBloodHeart is my new screen name. If you want to IM me, go ahead. If you're going to flame me, don't IM.

BIG NOTE!!!!!!!!:

I started "Breath No More 2" which is kind of dumb since I'm not done "Breath No More" yet. Lol. Summary of "Breath No More 2" It's the future of Yu-Gi-Oh… Seto and Drusilla have had 4 kids (which "Breath No More 2" is mainly about their kids) and everyone else have their kids, including Mokuba. Although "Breath No More 2" is mainly about Drusilla and Seto's 4 kids, its main character is Nicholas Kaiba. Nicholas is Drusilla and Seto's oldest son. He looks like Seto but with black hair and black eyes like Drusilla, and he also has a British accent. He is 17 and hates his younger sibling Konner. Konner is very loyal to his father and wants Nicholas to be exactly like Seto. Chris, Konner's twin brother is not interested in anything. He follows the rules but just doesn't care what really happens to his brother's and sister and everyone else in his family. Chris just likes reading, that's all he really likes to do. Kristina is the youngest. She, like Chris and Konner, looks like Seto with brown hair and blue eyes. However, Kristina has the same deep blue eyes as Seto and looks most like her father but she acts more like her mother.

Anyway, thanks to all the people who read my fanfic, this is the biggest achievement in my life! THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL!