Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Broken Dreams ❯ Broken Dreams ( One-Shot )

SoulDreamer: Another story for you guys and girls out there!!

Kyote: She just has extra time because she knows she did okay on her first quarter.

SoulDreamer: Yes, I know I'm good.

Kyote: You got a C in Science. How do you call that good? Your parents wanted to kill you.

SoulDreamer: …………shut up.

Broken Dreams

I was sitting on the window sill looking at the dark sky. I could almost see the day the time that he left me. He left me for Seto. I hadn't known he was cheating on me, until Joey told me that they had been going out for quite a while. I had never been so betrayed. I loved him with all my heart. He just played me like a fool.

I remember the day so clearly. He had something to tell me and he couldn't wait. We went to a local coffee shop and we sat down in a secluded table. What came up next happened so fast that I can almost not remember it. Seto came out of nowhere and started kissing him. Right then and on, my heart broke into pieces.

They told me they were going out and he broke up with me. I couldn't stand it. They left without another word. I ran out the coffee shop after a few minutes they left.

I didn't know how long and how far I was running. I felt that if fate didn't catch me……then I'd be fine.

I'm still running now. I took all of my things from my house and left. I saw that he was searching for me the next day. My heart still longed for him. He gave up 1 week later trying to search for me and moved on. It made my heart ache that he didn't even bother trying longer. I was just one of his flings. Nothing more I guess.

I went to the downtown part of town and rented an apartment there. I sometimes spied them kissing and making love. I saw their intimacy and it made me wonder if we were ever like that. I wanted to be the person in his embrace, and not Seto. I sometimes wonder why we were ever put together and if we were even the same soul. It just seems almost impossible.

I wanted to make him happy so badly……….I wanted to see him smile and see him every morning. I guess that will never happen. We were just not meant to be, I guess.

I want him back so badly. I want a lot of things badly, but never this much. Just seeing him makes my heart ache. This hurts me more than physical pain would ever hurt. Why couldn't he see that I loved him?

I would always sit quietly and think about it. I don't know why I even bother thinking about it. It just is useless. I'm pondering about the past. I can't move on. My heart just won't let me. Why can't I go on? Is it that impossible?

There is so much in life, but I'm stuck in one place because of him. I'm crying now because of him. Why, oh, why can't I seem to get him off my mind? Why does he haunt me so badly??

Those beautiful wine-like eyes make me shudder in pleasure every time it is laid on me. I love him so much. How can I love him so much that we are not together? Why can't I get over him?

I miss him so much. Just being apart from him makes me weep in agony and blood. There are circles around my eyes. Why can't I just let him go?

I look like a mess. I've dropped out of school and isolated myself in my room. This is impossible. I've lost many pounds and is always constantly shaking. My whole apartment is a wreck.

I miss him. I know I've said it many times, but it is true. I haven't seen him in such a long time. He's always with Seto, which tears my heart to shreds…..if it hadn't been already. What have I done wrong that have made you looked for another??

How can I look so lifeless and yet still be alive? Does anything remind you of me? I have a lot of things that remind me of you, especially your crimson eyes.

Someone is at the door. I must leave my thinking for later. It haunts myself that I think of you this much. I better go get the door……….

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