Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Broken Inside ❯ Broken Inside ( Chapter 1 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
Kagome-yasha: Hi again people,I got another story starring my favorite character of all time,Anzu Mazaki,hope you like,about the things I go through in life oh yeah the song is not owned by me,it's rightfully owned by Avril Lavigne.


Disclaimer: ....nope sorry..

pov.....


I couldn't tell youshe felt that wayfelt it everyday


It's cold out as I walk through the slushy snow,shivering every now and then.Christmas is almost here,now ask do I care,for those of you who asked,my answer is no I don't care.I know your all wondering why,well would care when you have no family to share the holiday with.My parents are on another 'business trip'eyes)yeah right,they don't think I know what they'll doing on their so called 'business trip' but I'm not that


And I couldn't help herjust watched her makesame mistakes again



I know some of you are like "why can't you just go over Yugi's house" well to tell you the truth me and Yugi got into a little arguement about Yami,don't ask,so I'm not talking to Yugi for a while,I know some of you are like "Well you got other friends to go to" now that's a different story.


What's wrong what's wrong nowmany too many problemsknow where she belongsshe belongs



Joey is still living with his father so I wouldn't dare go over there.Ryou has his Yami,but me and Bakura are on friendly terms,well if you call being chased by him with a sledgehammer friendly,but I got used to it.Tristan well I don't know where he lives but I still wouldn't go over there if I knew.Mai is still annoying to me so that's a no plus she'll keep asking me about Joey.Duke will keep asking me information on Shizuka,after a while it gets annoying.And the Kaiba's(sweatdrops) I'm not that stupid for the last time.Oh and did I tell you the Ishtars are back? well if I didn't I'm telling you now,Isis and me are best of friends,we go shopping every now and then.Rashid would have to watch Malik when we do,poor Rashid.Well that's everybody,so I have no place to go but a empty,cold,old house that I call home.


She wants to go homenobody's homewhere she liesInsideno place to goplace to godry her eyesInside



I look up to see Domino park,my favorite place to clear my thoughts and restrain myself from breaking down in tears.I'm just so alone that I just want to get away from everything.


Open your eyeslook outsidethe reasons whybeen rejectedyou can't findyou've left behind



I walk through the park looking for my favorite spot to sit,then I find it,I run over to the swing that's awaiting me.sit down and lightly would swing back and forth.I would look up at the sky and pretend I'm flying,I know that's achildish to think,but I guess I never really had a childhood.I wish I could fly away,to get away from my problems.


Be strong be strong nowmany too many problemsknow where she belongsshe belongs



I wish I can be strong like the others,but I guess you can't always get what you wish for.I swing a little higher tosome stress,it's not working though,I feel so alone,I act tough around the others so I wouldn't look weak.that doesn't last long,I sometimes would ask my teacher to go to the restroom,she would say yes knowingreal reason,when I get there I would cry my eyes out.But would anyone care?,to answer your question no.


She wants to go homenobody's homewhere she liesInsideno place to goplace to godry her eyesInside


I'm like a shattered mirror that would give you seven years of bad luck,when I was little kids would call me "black cat".They would wear four leaf clover pendants around their necks and call me names,but I'm use to it. I would ignore them,but at times I would just cry,I would sometimes put on a blank face and show no emotion,oh and just to let you know my dream of becoming a dancer is wasted now,I begin to throw things in frustration and scream out in anger,people would think I'm crazy but they don't know me like I do,I can feel my faith slowly fading from reach.


.....I feel lost.


Her feelings she hidesdreams she can't findlosing her mindfalling behindcan't find her placelosing her faithfalling from graceall over the place yeah



I can feel cold,wet,and sorrowful tears roll down my face,but do I care?,not at all,I don't care about anything no more.I'm feel so weak,cold,lonely,broken. But again I don't care,my use to be bright blue eyes have become dull and lost.When I walk by someone,they would shiver from all the cold around me.People would say I'm a feminine Seto Kaiba.Except I don't have a little brother to care about,I have no one to care about.I feel a brisk cold wind soar through the air.


.....I smile.


She wants to go home

But nobody's homewhere she liesInsideno place to goplace to godry her eyesInside


I smile because I know that one day that the snow would dry,the clouds would clear,and the sun would shine,and the coldness would dissappear,and all my problems would be solved but until then...


She's lost insideinsideohlost insideinside...oh



...I'm broken inside.


well that's it,my first oneshot I've ever made,I'll soon update "Sick In Love",but until then R&R please.