Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Broken Love ❯ Broken Love ( Chapter 1 )

I don't own Great White's “House of Broken Love”

 

Broken Love

 

Ryou's POV

 

Come the mornin' don't ya wake me

I opened my tired eyes as the alarm's shrill sound pierced through my bedroom. With a tired groan, I reached out and hit the snooze once more.

 

Luckily that alarm didn't wake my yami. When that alarm woke him up in the Ring, he would appear from the Ring and put another beating on me.

 

I'll be dreamin' that I'm free

All I want is a chance to be free.

Free from the pain he gives me.

Free from the pain he causes me.

Free from the pain he enjoys giving me.

One of these days, I will be free.

Cast off the shackles of my yami's hatred!

Cast off the chains of hate which bind me!

I will be free!

 

Come the daybreak don't ya shake me
Send me back to misery

I pulled the blanket over my head. Let me stay in this bed a little longer.

What's the point of leaving it?

The one whom I love hates me.

The one whom I trusted, now no longer believes in my trust.

What have I to live for?

I have everything I need here.

In my House of Broken Love.

Cause I'm dealin' with a devil
With no help from above

I begged him to stop, and he continued to beat me last night.

There's no love in that rock-hard heart.

There's nothing left there.

No love.

No sympathy.

No compassion.

No concern.

Just anger. Fury. Hatred. Lust. Envy.

That is all that is in my yami.

How could anyone live with a demon?

No one is going to save me from him.

Only I can save myself.

 

I'm stealin' with the devil
Through this house of broken love

I will not only be free of my hatred towards him.

I will be free of the hatred I bear myself!

I love him, god damn it!

He's the Devil and I am his Angel.

He is Death and I am his Life.

He is Hatred and I am Love.
He doesn't know how to love. He only knows how to hate! He only knows how to cause fear and insecurity!

No more!

 

Takin' chances with you baby
I saw something in your eyes

I opened myself up to you.

I trusted you!

Something in me made me trust you, but I can't tell what that is.

Well, I will trust nobody anymore!

We are done!

Over!

That is it!

I loved you and this is what you give me?

Beatings. Rapes. Abuse. Neglect.

You don't love me! You never loved me!

Don't you try to make me think otherwise, yami.

I'm done with your lies!

I'm done with the misery you give me!

 

And though no one else could blame me
There were signs I shoulda recognized

I should have known it would never have worked out between us! I should have fucking known!

When I thought we were making love, he was raping me and he called it love!

He would never touch me with a gentle hand and he said he loved me!

I should have seen this coming!

But I was blinded by the meaning of the word `love.'

Bakura, you don't love me and you never will!

You said you love me, but how could you have loved me?

Now I'm dealin' with a devil
With no help from above

If I want redemption, I must give it to myself.

I cannot rely on Cosmic Deliverance.

I must help myself.

I can only rely on myself, because it is obvious I have placed my trust in the hands of the wrong person.

How can I trust anyone again?

 

 

I'm sleepin' with the devil
In this house of broken love

I pushed the covers off of me. I cannot stay here anymore.

I must be my own Liberator.

 

If you don't wanna lose my lovin'
Use it constantly
If it's gonna be lies, suspicious eyes
Baby oh baby set me free

You're never going to believe me that I love you.

You will never understand the depth of my love.

You will never trust me.

Fine.

I have no other recourse than to set myself free of this existence.

I will have to set myself free.

Because I know I am just a prisoner of your broken love.

And that is the way it is always going to be.

 

When the night falls and she's leavin'
Ooo the moon shines cold and grey
Hear my heartbeat yeah yeah hear m' weepin'
Pain and sorrow's here to stay

The longer I hold out, the harder it will be to turn back.

I can never you back.

It could never be good between us.

You are my pain.

You are my sorrow.

You are my secret desire.

You run through my veins like a vile disease.

But I love you.

I never knew love could hurt so much.

I begged you baby help me
But you turned your back on me

You laughed when I pleaded for your help.

You ignored me!

I was betrayed by your laughter.

I was betrayed.

Well, no more, yami.

Let's see who betrays who now.

Let us see who is the one who gets salvation!

I will seek salvation in the first place you took me, even as I begged for you to stop!

I'm going to the kitchen!

 

You didn't even listen
You should have set me free

Why didn't you kill me when you had all of those chances, Bakura?

Why didn't you just end my suffering?

Why did you let me survive?

Well, yami, now I leave by my own hand.

Now I'm leavin' with the devil
Gonna leave this search for love

I will no longer love anyone else. If I kill myself, Bakura goes, too.

He cannot live without me.

I, sadly enough, cannot live without him.

The Ring that binds us has bound me enough

I will not bear this Ring like a chain anymore!

 

Leavin' with the devil
Leave this house of broken love

 

I'm leaving this forever!

This ought to do it!

The edges of this razor-sharp knife will not me as bad as the pain you caused me!

Goodbye, Bakura! Goodbye forever!

Close your eyes forever, Ryou.

The serrated metal dug into my stomach, carving me, piercing me.

My white sweater filled with blood. The burning sensation is only temporary.

I could feel myself sink to my knees.

Death.

Broken Love.

Nothing matters.

Goodbye.