Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Dear Bakura ❯ Dear Bakura 2 ( Chapter 7 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Dear Bakura,

Stop avoiding me. I waited there with Ryou practically all day, and you never came out and talked to me.

Do you really hate me that much?

Whenever Ryou wasn't getting all starry-eyed on me (which he did practically all day, to let you know), he was telling me all about how you would never love me. And he really seemed to believe it, Bakura. Did you see the determination in his eyes?

But I love you, and I don't love him. No matter how many times you two try to convince me otherwise, I'm not going to change.

There has to be at least a small part of you that still loves me. I know that there is. I've seen it before, even when your words tell me otherwise. I saw it flicker in your eyes yesterday, before you slammed the door in my face.

I know that you're trying to hate me, but it isn't working. It's the same way that I tried to hate you when it was you that was trying to get me to admit that I loved you, and not the other way around. But it's still just a mask, Bakura. Why won't you admit that you still have feelings for me? You're allowed to both love and hate someone at the same time, if that's what's worrying you.

I've seen the golden looks you've been giving me when you think I don't notice. You know that I've seen them, but you're still pretending.

You still love me, Bakura.

That's why you ran away from me after I kissed you, isn't it?

Will you at least give me a decent answer this time? I put up with Ryou all day. Don't I deserve something in exchange for that?

- Malik Ishtar


Authors Notes: Wow, this chapter is really confusing me. Malik is being strange and OOC again. And some of these sentences don't make any sense. Not to mention that I used the word admit too much. Well, in the rough draft of this, I used it about ten times :\

I don't have much time, so that's all for now. See you next chapter!