Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Dramatic Influences ❯ Existance ( Chapter 12 )

Park

Mariku

 

Damn it….

 

Fuck this day Ra. Although it was not completely useless, I did manage to retrieve the sennen Rod from the dense pharaoh. Psh, he should take care of these things, I smirked, they could end up in the wrong hands.

 

Although with every great achievement there is always a price.

 

In this case that would be my health. But I technically do not exist, correct? Bah! That makes no sense after when I just convinced myself that I was, am, real! I unfastened the Rod to reveal the inexplicable blade that will answer my question.

 

With this knife…..if I die…then I am real…. (A/N -.- smart way to tell that you're alive)

 

No! No! No!

 

Suicide is for immature teens who think that, even with their incredible talents that they seem to not recognize, they believe that Hell is a better Heaven.

 

God damn this rain! Why they hell does it have to be so hard tonight. Is it the Gods? Do they think that I should die? Yes….maybe… I just was never meant to live. Existence is pointless but, why do I feel that I must live?

 

Hm?

 

I looked up and saw the girl that has been taking care of me all this time.

 

What is she doing here? Is she crying…..or is it the rain? What is the purpose of these tears? No…she…couldn't have…looked for me? Gah damn it! Why do I care anyway? She is a useless human and that's that!

 

“God Damn it I can't escape you..”

 

I saw her eyes light up as she stared at me with amazement. Is she smiling? No….why is she smiling?

 

While walking foreword I lost my balance and all became black…..damn sacrifices…

 

 

Park

Heza

 

 

Mariku is here?

 

Oh lord has answered my prayers! I stood up to run over to him. To possibly help him home….if only he had not fallen.

 

I ran over to him and tried to lift his body as well as I could. Mariku please never do this again…Hn? No is that….the sennen Rod?! I threw his arm around my shoulder and began to lift him as well as I could.

 

Why would Mariku want the sennen Rod again? No…that is obvious…to defeat Yami….But why would- Ack! Damn it he is too heavy at this rate either he'll die or I will end up with a busted spine.

 

Mariku please be ok.

 

I tried walking faster but I could barely maintain a slow walk. Not that Mariku is fat or anything but I am not that strong. I never was. Please forgive me Mariku. Damn, I don't think I can keep this up.

 

And probably neither can he.

 

All I can do is hope that he survives. Psychopath or not, he is still a person. A part of existence.

 

My existence…