Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Dramatic Influences ❯ False Calculation ( Chapter 24 )

Next Day Domino High

Heza

 

 

I remember it so clearly..

 

The pain, just everything seemed so out of place. His face, expression made me want to melt and yet run at the same time. Everything is just so complex, although what do I expect from life right? Damn, once again I sound like those suicidal teens.

 

The last type of person I wanted to be.

 

I bear in my mind the memory of his care. He did indeed repair my wounds, I don't see who else could. Before I could no longer move and yet now I walk as if there were no problem, guess why.

 

Give up?

 

My hands gently caressed the scar that remained from one our first encounters.

 

Tch, now I sound as if I were that of a wise woman. Truly I am not wise, as I sit here in this classroom…

 

..I seem to have no sanity at all..

 

At times I feel as though I were to actually strangle one of the faculty members. Of course I have had this feeling before…just not as strong. It is almost as if there is another part of me, a piece that wishes to die.

 

Yami no Malik.

 

Could be.

 

I feel whole when I am with him, and then so torn when I am not. A very cliché and not to mention boring statement but, it is just true. True to me.

 

Whether he feels the same is a vast enigma to us all.

 

As of now I am not willing to ask such questions, after all, I have no right to. I know that throughout this tale I seem to be a whore, a coward, and sometimes a possible side character in a story (like Ryou) that is only getting attention in fiction.

 

Whatever I am does not change the fact about how I feel.

 

I cannot say I love Mariku but, I know that stating that I hate him is a distant lie.

 

All this time I have been ignored, treated so poorly, sent away, and used like a common toy. Everything to a certain perspective seems that it is his fault for my grief. Whomever thinks such is clearly wrong in every way. He has not caused me pain, I did this to myself.

 

I was the one who thrust the knife through my thigh.

 

One of the many things that I have wished to do but, was too much a coward to do so.

 

If only I were like him, so much more……useful…

 

Domino High

Yami

 

That time in the park, with Malik, is the first time I have seen her in such a way.

 

I, like Malik, wished to break through the window and rescue the damsel but Yugi had told me once that such things only occur in fairy tales. Even so lately he has not wished to come out the puzzle for quite sometime. It seems so odd to just stay in control for more than an hour or so.

 

Once again, a powerless position.

 

My gaze turned to Heza.

 

Her thigh.

 

It was completely gone, although a small bruise was left. The sennen items have so much to be mastered, that is if this was caused by the Rod. Recently Yugi and I checked to notice that the Rod was missing. Yami no Bakura was right, we do need to look out for our possessions constantly.

 

(A/N if you saw the Egyptian arc where Bakura caught Haga and Ryuzaki then you know about how he says to keep his possessions safe)

 

Which reminds me, another duel that I must face.

 

Damn, apparently I cannot go anywhere without being challenged. Don't get me wrong, I love the game but sometimes it is just too much.

 

My gaze once again laid upon Heza.

 

Especially when there is nothing to work for.

 

In the back of my mind I knew it would never happen, I just would have never guessed it to be this way. Then again no one could have predicted this, even the sennen necklace would see this future to be a blurry one.