Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Every Time I Look At You ❯ The SONG ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

*Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to the KISS song "Every Time I Look at You", nor do I own the rights to Yu-Gi-Oh!

*Bakura's POV *

I broke the kiss and looked down at Ryou. His brown eyes were half closed and a small smile played on his lips. Whatever it was he wanted to say, his face spoke it. I reached over and picked up a piece of toast and handed it to him.

"Ryou, I think you should eat. I know you've been sick, but you need to try and eat and drink." He didn't argue as he took the toast.

I watched him as he slowly ate the toast, and sipped at his tea. He needed fluids, and the weak tea was the best I could do for him until I could go to the store. When he finished the small breakfast, he snuggled closer to me and laid his head on my chest. I wrapped my arm around him and held him tightly. The memories of me raping him flashed fresh in my mind. The look of blind panic haunted me when I closed my eyes. How could he ever learn to love me or to even trust me when I've inflicted so much pain on him? All I wanted to do right now is take him in my arms and make love to him. I could feel his breath on my chest, when I looked down, I saw him looking at me.

"Bakura, I love you." He stated simply. "I know you have beaten me and raped me, but I love you."

He said it. He summed up every thing he felt with four words. Nothing could have prepared me for that. I've abused this boy much worse than I've ever been abused, and he still loves me. I leaned down and kissed him on the forehead. A new song began to play his music box.

Tryin' to say I'm Sorry

Didn't mean to break you heart

And find waiting up by the light of day

There's a lot I want to tell you

But I don't know where to start

And I don't know what I'd do if you walked away

Ooh Baby I tried to make it

I just got lost along the way

But every time I look at you

No matter what I'm going through

It's easy to see

And every time I hold you

The things I never told you

Seem to come easily

`Cause you're every thing to me

I felt his arm tighten it's grasp on me. His fingers idly stroked my ribs, and I pulled him up till his head rested on my shoulder. He snuggled closer, and I kissed his hair. I felt his eyes close and heard him sigh. This song seemed to sum us up. Maybe I'll learn to love him more

I never really wanted

To let you get inside my heart

I wanted to believe this would soon be ending

I thought it wouldn't matter if it all just came apart

Now I realize I was just pretending

Ooh baby I know I hurt you

But you can still believe in me

`Cause every time I look at you

No matter what I'm going through

It's easy to see

And every time I hold you

The things I never told you

Seem to come easily

`Cause you're every thing to me

It's gonna take a little time

To show you

Just what you mean to me

Oh yeah

It seems the more I get to know you

The more I need to make you see

You're everything to me.

Ooh Baby, Baby, Baby I know I hurt you

But you can still believe in me

`Cause every time I look at you

No matter what I'm going though

It's easy to see

And every I hold you

The things I never told you

Seem to come easily

`Cause you're everything to me

You're everything to me

Ryou looked up at me and smiled. He scooted up a little and kissed me. His hands moved down my chest and rested just below my ribs. When we broke the kiss he looked into my eyes.

"I love you, Bakura, with all of my heart"

"I love you to Ryou! You are everything to me."