Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Every Time it Rains ❯ Every Time it Rains ( Chapter 1 )

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Every time it Rains
A/N Hi all. Another one-short song fic. I will tell you it’s a death fic. That’s right someone dead. By the end, you’ll know whom POV it is and who is dead.

Don’t own Yu-gi-oh! Or Ever time it Rain. Every time it Rain is done by Ace of Base.

Means song

I see dark clouds out my window. I know the storm is coming any minute. And the thunder just confirms my fears.

I can't stand storms. They remind me of him. I stand here looking out my window of the room we used to share. I remember him. I don’t want to. I want to move on. I want to duel again. I want to put all of Mokuba and everyone else fears to rest. To tell them that I’m fine. However, I’m not. I’m not fine. I’m remembering him.

And I know that tears are in it. I’ll be crying unable to stop. Look here comes the very first drop.

Great now I’m crying. I haven’t cried in a long time. It was before he came into my life. Why am I crying? That an easy to answer, he left me. He died. I only have Mokuba and Serenity now. They are trying and so are Yugi and the others. They are trying to help me more on. Meet other people. I mean it has been 5 years since his death. But they know they can’t help me. No one can. Really I want to move on but that not possible. Not with the storms that come and remind me of what I had.

‘Cuz every time it rains I fall to pieces so many memories the rain releases

I’m still standing here at the window thinking about him. Happy one like the first time I saw him but I can also call it a sad one. It wasn’t a very good meeting. We used to fight all the times like cat and dog. I smile. I’m smiling because of the nickname puppy. That was just between him and me. Only him and me.

I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget. every time it rains I get wet.

As I turn away from the window and the storm, I see the bed we used to share. I can still remember how he felt and tasted. I remember all the time we just slept together. He would spoon me close to him and keep an arm around me all night. I remember trying to sleep the first night after he died in that bed. I couldn’t and haven’t been able to. I know sleep in a room in another hall. I walk over and run my hands over the sheets. It’s still the same mess we left its when I rushed him to the hospital. He was died in my arms.

Darlin I’m still in love with you. As time passes by it just intensifies. I know I’ll never be with you again. I’ll never find another with that kindness in his eyes. I’ll be trying unable to stop.

Shaking my head to get rid of that last thought. The last time I’d see his beautiful eyes open. The last time I would see him smile, laugh, or even get mad. It just made me realize that I was still in love with him. It just intensified with each passing second and that I wasn’t getting over him.

Look here comes the ever first drop. ‘Cuz every time it rains I fall to pieces. So many memories the rain releases. I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget. Every times it rains I get wet.

I start to leave then I see his laptop just sitting there. I open it up and look at the picture that is on it. It was of us at a fair and it was the type when they draw you like a cartoon. I smiled at the memory of the fair. We had fun. We eat junk food until all four of us got sick. Mokuba and Serenity got sick on all the cotton candy then me on my 100th hot dog and him on some cotton candy. As I remember that day, I smiled but then the lighting flashed and brought me back. Looking back at the window that showed the storm, I curse it. It was getting unbare able to hand the loneliness.

On sunny days I’m all right, I walk in the light and I try not to think about the love I live without.

Just this morning with the sun out, I was fine with a smile. I was laughing and joking with my little brother Mokuba and little sister Serenity. I even went to Yugi’s to hang out. Just like old times, before he died and left me everything.

But every time it rains, I fall to pieces. So many memories the rain releases. I feel you, I taste you, and I cannot for get. Every time it rains, I get wet.

I can’t stand it any longer. I long for him so much. I long for his touch, his kiss, his smile. If I was to go ahead and kill my self Mokuba would be in more pain and I couldn't do that to him. But then again, he would be fine. He’d have everything that should have been his. Not mine. I don’t want it. In fact, I’m willing to give it all up to be with my love. But I’m just so tired of not being able to see his loving face, he smile or his amazing blue eyes. I can’t leave any long with out him.

‘Cuz every time is rains (every time it rains) I fall to pieces (every memory) so many memories the rain releases. I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget. Every time it rains (every time it rains), I get wet.

As I walk back and stand at the window and look out I see the storm is about over. My trip down memory lane is about over. I remember the day he died. We were getting ready to sleep when some one shot him throw this very window. The whole in is still here. How he got pass the guards I will never know. I don’t even care. I fired every single one of them as soon as I took over for him. That’s right I Joey Wheeler is now known as Joey Kaiba. I took his last name as if we had gotten married. It was his last wish and without a second thought, I did. The Joey Wheeler everyone know and love still comes out to play but most of the times he stays in his on corner of my mind. Mokuba says that I turned into my love. I turned into a blonde hair brown eyed version of Seto. Well so what if I had? I did it for my love.
I hear Mokuba and Serenity coming to get me. Serenity moved in shortly after all this happen. She, just like Mokuba, is scared that one of this days I’ll do something like blow my brains out and today I almost did. However, deep in my heart I know that not what my lover, the love of my life, wouldn’t want that. Not like I have much of a life anymore. Not without him. “Joey are you ok? The storms over. You want to come out now.” “Joey. Pleases.”
“I’ll be out soon.” I said as I look around are room. As I open the door and step out,

Cuz every time is rains (every time it rains) I fall to pieces (every memory) so many memories the rain releases. I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget. Every time it rains (every time it rains)

I turn around and whisper “I love Seto.” and as always right before I close the door I hear him say “I love you to puppy. I have always loved you.”
I get wet.