Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Fallen Angels and Lost Souls ❯ Retribution ( Chapter 1 )

BRD: This fan fiction is written n first person from Kati's POV. I'll relay to you more about the setting in the next chapter which will actually be the beginning of the story sine I decided to put the ending first for this fan fiction. I can't really do a disclaimer for this chapter but this will be a YGO fan fiction as you will see (read) in the next chapter.

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It's strange. When you are having your last few breathes, how much you think. About your life, I mean. Wishing you could change some thing here and there and questioning weather you lived it to its fullest. Regretting the things you did and if you really appreciated it. Like I said, it's strange. I never really thought this much before.

I always wondered if I had a purpose in life. To do something, to be something. But would I have set out on that journey knowing that I'd pay a price for my curiosity? Would I have done everything that I did knowing that in the end that I would perish?

I guess curiosity really killed the cat but, satisfaction brought it back. But where's my satisfaction from all this? It's unfulfilled I guess, because I'm still dying.

Thinking about this is hurting my head more than it already does.

How foolish I am, questioning myself about all this now when it doesn't even matter any more. Maybe I'm thinking about all this stuff now because I realized that I didn't have it that bad or is it that I know death is lingering over me and I want to make good of my last few thoughts.

I don't know. I never did. That's why I'm here. Am I being punished for my curiosity? Maybe, just maybe, we aren't supposed to know our purposes just living is our only purpose. To taste the sweet nectar of life is enough to keep some going but others want to search for more meaning to make themselves truly content in their life. Even though I've heard stories of many people going on similar quests, hardly anyone came back. I guess I thought I'd be one of the few lucky ones.

Yet, in fairy tales, they always came back and reveal to people the wisdom they have learned. I should know by now that real life is not like fairy tales. But when reality is like a dream, it's hard to stay focused on what you were doing in the first place.

I feel like an idiot now, believing in those fairy tales in the first place. Listening to them intently when I was younger and being fascinated by them. But it has almost just struck me that people wrote these stories. They didn't experience them, they just wrote them. People say write what you know but, could those authors know more than any ordinary person? Some of their stories are so meaningful. Write what you know, they must know something that everybody else doesn't.

It's funny though, the pain has been depleting from me as I go deeper into thought and as more blood pours upon floor.

I never realized that thinking could be an escape from this world until now when the pain is almost unbearable. Like I said before, how strange this all is. Than again, isn't life strange?

If I had never gone on my journey to find my purpose in life I would have never met the people that I did or see the things that I have. Treasures of my life that I shall take beyond death.

With the little strength I had left I starting writing something on the floor with the blood on my left fingertip.

I smiled as I looked at what I wrote, it stained the floor and as the sun glimmered it looked as though it had been written in fine red ink. The type calligraphers have in their pens.

I looked at it once again and closed my eyes and muttered what I wrote on the floor, "I wont forget…"

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B RD: Repeat: This will be a YGO fan fiction ,but I decided to put the ending first as sort of a drama thingy. If you want to find out why this happened to Kati you gotta read the chapters that will eventually lead up to this.