Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Far Behind ❯ Far Behind ( Chapter 1 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
I see them Yuugi. You don't know it, but I see them. I see their smiling faces as they surround you like some protective barrier. They don't let me get in.
You're really nice Yuugi, but I'd like to do some terrible things to you. You'd never know it, but I'm jealous of you. I want the kind of support that you have. I want your friends. I want to blame you for leaving me far behind.
I can imagine how it'll end up. I'll invite you over to my house, just you and me like it should be. At first we'll have idle conversation and I will talk about newest American comics and you'll tell me all the hottest Japanese games. We'll take the short cut across the playground and you'll start to talk about your friends. And it'll sicken me, but I'll look glad for you anyway. We'll see a vending machine in the park and we'll buy soda. You'll buy the American cola and I'll have the lemon drink. You'll like your soda warm so you won't drink it right away.
We'll reach the alley after that. The alley where it's just small enough for us to pass through. Somebody's bicycle will be there but I'll just shove it aside so we get passed it. The weeds will cling to our clothing, but that's okay because we'll tell each other all about which girl we think is cutest in our class. You'll say Miho but I know you mean Anzu. I'll tell you my crush is a secret and I'll run away from you. You'll run out of the alley and you'll have no idea where I went. Your soda will be warm by this time but you won't drink it yet.
You'll look for me all around the neighborhood until you find me under the bridge. I'll ask you about your soda and you'll say you're not thirsty anymore so I'll take it. I'll shake it and spray it in your face. It'll bring you back to the times when you were picked on, it'll remind you of how similar we are. While you're still wiping your eyes I'll kick you. I'll do it over and over again and I'll still have the soda can in my hand.
You'll scream at me. You'll ask me why I'm doing this. I won't answer at first, I'll just beat you harder.
I'm weak so I'll get tired after only a short time. You'll still be able to breathe. I'll take this time to tell you all about my jealousy how I feel being left out. You'll listen to me, you'll listen to every word. Then I'll throw you in the river. It won't kill you but it won't matter by then.
Yuugi you don't know it yet, but that's what I'd like to do. For leaving me far behind.
I like to play with my action figures. I buy a lot of garage kits so I don't have to use my rare ones. I'll soak them in hot water and I'll imagine I'm putting you in boiling water. You'd probably scream.
Like the action figures, I'll cut off the excess. Maybe an ear, maybe a small piece of flesh. Your body will be warm so it'll be like cutting a knife through butter. I get more anxious and cut more and more of your skin off. I'd keep doing it until you were just a lump a red on my floor.
Yuugi you have no idea. I'd like to hang all your friends in your bedroom so when you get home after school you'll see. You'd probably cry and then all you'd have is me. And I'd comfort you but I'd know you'd be too far gone.
I'd like to play a game with you. I'd say it's some fantastic game where you guess what's in the box. I'll even give you the hint, it's something you can feel put can't see. You'll immediately say friendship and I'll open the box. Inside will be Jonouchi's head. I'll laugh at you when you cry.
You're really nice Yuugi, but I'd like to do some terrible things to you. You'd never know it, but I'm jealous of you. I want the kind of support that you have. I want your friends. I want to blame you for leaving me far behind.
I can imagine how it'll end up. I'll invite you over to my house, just you and me like it should be. At first we'll have idle conversation and I will talk about newest American comics and you'll tell me all the hottest Japanese games. We'll take the short cut across the playground and you'll start to talk about your friends. And it'll sicken me, but I'll look glad for you anyway. We'll see a vending machine in the park and we'll buy soda. You'll buy the American cola and I'll have the lemon drink. You'll like your soda warm so you won't drink it right away.
We'll reach the alley after that. The alley where it's just small enough for us to pass through. Somebody's bicycle will be there but I'll just shove it aside so we get passed it. The weeds will cling to our clothing, but that's okay because we'll tell each other all about which girl we think is cutest in our class. You'll say Miho but I know you mean Anzu. I'll tell you my crush is a secret and I'll run away from you. You'll run out of the alley and you'll have no idea where I went. Your soda will be warm by this time but you won't drink it yet.
You'll look for me all around the neighborhood until you find me under the bridge. I'll ask you about your soda and you'll say you're not thirsty anymore so I'll take it. I'll shake it and spray it in your face. It'll bring you back to the times when you were picked on, it'll remind you of how similar we are. While you're still wiping your eyes I'll kick you. I'll do it over and over again and I'll still have the soda can in my hand.
You'll scream at me. You'll ask me why I'm doing this. I won't answer at first, I'll just beat you harder.
I'm weak so I'll get tired after only a short time. You'll still be able to breathe. I'll take this time to tell you all about my jealousy how I feel being left out. You'll listen to me, you'll listen to every word. Then I'll throw you in the river. It won't kill you but it won't matter by then.
Yuugi you don't know it yet, but that's what I'd like to do. For leaving me far behind.
I like to play with my action figures. I buy a lot of garage kits so I don't have to use my rare ones. I'll soak them in hot water and I'll imagine I'm putting you in boiling water. You'd probably scream.
Like the action figures, I'll cut off the excess. Maybe an ear, maybe a small piece of flesh. Your body will be warm so it'll be like cutting a knife through butter. I get more anxious and cut more and more of your skin off. I'd keep doing it until you were just a lump a red on my floor.
Yuugi you have no idea. I'd like to hang all your friends in your bedroom so when you get home after school you'll see. You'd probably cry and then all you'd have is me. And I'd comfort you but I'd know you'd be too far gone.
I'd like to play a game with you. I'd say it's some fantastic game where you guess what's in the box. I'll even give you the hint, it's something you can feel put can't see. You'll immediately say friendship and I'll open the box. Inside will be Jonouchi's head. I'll laugh at you when you cry.