Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Father, Mother, Lover II ❯ father, motehr, Lover II-Chapter 11 ( Chapter 11 )

Sorry I've been having writers block recently! So very sorry for this late update I'll try harder to post more often I promise! Anyway I hope you like chapter 11 to "Father, Mother, Lover II" ENJOY!!!

Dallas made up his mind to let Ryou stop working for him, he didn't mind admitting he had fallen for the boy but there was more to it than that. He was so lost and frail, it's no wonder he fell into this type of work Dallas even regretted employing him in the first place and using him like he did but he didn't regret loving him and never would. He wanted to protect him; Ryou was more than shocked when Dallas told him that he didn't have to work for him anymore, more than he thought he would.

FLASHBACK

"W-what?" Ryou asked in disbelieve

"You don't have to work for me anymore, you don't have to answer to me anymore either." Dallas said.

"Why?" Ryou asked curious.

"You did it for the simple reason of making quick money so you could settle down, you've accomplished this and also have found a very secure and well paying job. You no longer need to do this for me, I don't want you to either." Dallas said

"But…I mean just like that? I'm let go that easily?" Ryou asked

"Yes." He lifted Ryou's chin and kissed him softly

"…Stop…" Ryou said softly covering his mouth, "I'm sorry, I just." Ryou was cut off.

"It's fine, you don't have to feel the same way although I wish you did." Dallas said trailing off slightly.

"That's not it though it's just…I'm so confused right now." Ryou admitted he wanted to move on with his life and Dallas was really nice to him but he still felt for Bakura. He couldn't help but to feel for him he was the one person that made Ryou happy in the most desperate of situations and could always make him smile and laugh when he wanted Ryou too.

"Could I please go home now…it's been a few days, can I please go?" Ryou asked hopefully.

"I guess, I'll stop by in a few days though to see how you are doing though." Dallas said as Ryou smiled softly at him and soon left.

END FLASHBACK

Bakura knocked on the door of the apartment, he had seen Malik at the convince store he had seen Ryou at and followed him home, he might be able to help him find Ryou and if not maybe he would let him stay the night since he didn't want to go home right now.

Malik grumbled setting down the groceries and opening the door surprised to see Bakura standing there. "Bakura…what are you doing here?" Malik asked

"Looking for Ryou." Bakura said stepping inside without an invitation.

Malik bit his lower lip as Bakura continued on.

"Do you know where he is? If you do for god's sake tell me." Bakura said standing there pleading Malik with his eyes.

"He…I can't tell you." Malik said, "I would if I could but I just can't." Malik said knowing Ryou would probably be furious if he told Bakura where he lived even though Bakura was standing right in his apartment.

"Please Malik, I don't want to take him back home I don't want anything from him all I want is to tell him something." Bakura said

"What?" a soft voice said from the doorway belonging to Ryou.

It took all the strength Bakura possessed not to rush and embrace the young boy that he hadn't seen in so very long. "…Ryou…" Bakura's breath was caught in his throat as Ryou walked fully inside the apartment closing the door behind him and glancing at Malik to leave them alone.

"You wanted to tell me something? Why? If you plan on taking me home I guarantee you that I won't let you." Ryou said although if Bakura really wanted to he could overpower him quickly.

"I don't plan to do anything like that…you look well, Yugi misses you as well as Yami." Bakura said softly

Ryou felt a twinge in his heart "Please…I don't want to think about them right now." Ryou said holding himself tightly.

"I don't meant o upset you by saying such things but it's the truth, we all miss you Ryou why can't and won't you come back to us?" Bakura asked.

"I don't want to hurt you anymore…I never wanted you to see such a thing!" Ryou yelled tears coming to his eyes. "Do you know how it tore me up inside to see the look on your face? You looked at me as if you have never been so repulsed in your life! I hurt you so much and Yami, he never wanted to do such a thing to me but I made him…and Yugi he had to live with knowing his lover did that to his best friend and he never uttered a word." Ryou nearly sobbed. "I just am tired of hurting you! Can't you understand that you would be better off without me?" Ryou asked eye's shinning like diamonds.

"I love you!" Bakura yelled, "How could I possibly be better off without you?" Bakura said, "That's what I wanted to tell you, I don't think I ever mentioned it before but now I have so you can make me leave now if you want." Bakura said hanging his head.

"I…why?" Ryou asked

"I don't know, if you can explain love I believe it's not true…it's just a feeling you have whenever that person is near with so many emotions you can't explain but don't need too because hopefully the other person is feeling them too." He said gently placing a hand on Ryou's cheek.

"I don't know what love is…" Ryou said softly "You shouldn't love me Bakura you have no clue what I have become what I did in the past as well…you should be disgusted with me like the day you saw that tape!" Ryou yelled.

"I wasn't disgusted I was distraught, you don't understand how deep my feelings go for you Ryou…I want to touch you so badly…but I'm so afraid you might disappear." Bakura said his voice cracking as his eyes began to water.

Ryou felt so sorry for him, he had everything all wrong; Bakura was not only hurt but also falling apart he wasn't helping them at all by doing this. He held out hid hand to Bakura who slowly grasped it in his own as he gave out a sigh of relief that this all wasn't some wonderful dream that Ryou was here and was real at that not a fantasy. Ryou withdrew his hand after a moment and looked down to the floor.

"Again I'll say it, you don't want to love me…you searched for me, found me, told me your feelings…and I want to feel them, bring them into my heart but I can't. I don't want to be torn again, and I'm sure you don't either so I feel it best just to leave it at this. Mutual understanding that I can't love." Ryou said as he then ran out the door and Bakura couldn't suppress the urge to run after him.

He chased Ryou out of the complex and into the park where he embraced him strongly after catching up to him, he was crying when Bakura held him. Bakura turned Ryou's face to his own looking into his eyes.

"Your wrong." Bakura said "And even if what you believe it, I would never stoop loving you." Bakura said as Ryou pulled away from him looking at him strangely.

"Why?" Ryou said as he sniffled "Why couldn't you be like a normal person, just take my rejection like a bastard, throw insults at me or something? Why did you have to be so wonderful?" Ryou asked as Bakura embraced him again and kissed him softly Ryou not wanting to pull away from the foreign yet all to familiar feeling of his lovers lips against his own.

I know I said that Dallas was going to meet Bakura but it didn't work out that way so I hope you liked it anyway ^_^, anyway I hope you stick out through the rest with me too!

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