Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Father, Mother, Lover ❯ Father, Mother, Lover-Chapter 23 ( Chapter 23 )

Well here, she is Chapter 23 and the last chapter to "Father, Mother, Lover" I hope you enjoyed it and this story was my most successful story ever and FF.net can go screw itself for erasing it! HAHAHA you cannot stop me! Anyway, I hope you liked it for this is the end. ENJOY!!!

"No…" Bakura thought to himself, as he looked away form the screen "Yami wouldn't do that" Bakura swallowed nervously upon remembering how Yami acted the night he came home from visiting with the boys while at their fathers.

FLASHBACK

Bakura rushed to Yami's side and bombarded him with questions but stopped upon seeing Yami's face,

"Yami? Yami are you all right did everything go according to plan?" Bakura asked

"Y-yes, I will pick both of them up on Friday." Yami managed to choke out

"Well then what's wrong? Did everything go smoothly?" Bakura asked

Yami looked at him sadly for a moment but forced a smile "Yes it's just hard to see both of them in so much pain is all." he lied feeling even worse using Ryou and Yugi as a shield.

Yami felt his stomach churn as he brushed past Bakura going upstairs and running to the restroom falling to his knees feeling extremely sick at the moment. Yami tried to calm himself but he couldn't stop himself from vomiting until he had nothing left in his stomach. He panted and heard a knock on the door.

"Y-yes?" Yami managed

"Yami? Are you okay in there? You sound like your sick." Bakura said concerned

"I'm fine just a bit queasy is all." Yami said as he flushed the toilet and laid the seat down.

"You sure?" Bakura asked in concern

"Yes." Yami said laying his head against the cold porcelain letting it cool his face "I'll be okay." he said as he closed his eyes not having the strength to move and he fell asleep right where he sat.

END FLASHBACK

Bakura covered his mouth and looked at the tape, closer seeing tears streaming down Ryou's face…but then Yami stopped suddenly. Bakura forced himself to watch the rest and noticed that whenever Yami stopped, Ryou would do something to make him continue, and unless Bakura's eyes were deceiving him, Yami was crying too. Yami didn't want to do it…but then why was he? Bakura grumbled to himself as someone knocked on his door and he took the tape out of the player and shoved it in his middle drawer. It nearly made his blood boil to see Yami walk in.

"I thought I told you to take…" Yami stopped noticing Bakura's `kill you' expression "What's wrong with you?" Yami asked curious

"I could ask you the same thing." Bakura said voice practically dripping with venom

Yami swallowed a bit nervous "What re you talking about?" he asked cautiously

Bakura threw the tape at Yami it nearly hitting him in the head when he did so as well but luckily, Yami caught it and looked at it curiously, before his mouth gapped slightly upon realization of what it was. Yami closed his eyes as if to stop the memories from that night that flooded through his mind.

"I'm giving you a chance to explain Yami, I hope you take it now before I rip your throat out." Bakura breathed dangerously

"You think I wanted to do that." Yami said looking at Bakura with red eyes from the need to cry but not letting himself

"I'm hoping you have a good practical reason for this! If you don't tell me!" Bakura screamed not being able to keep his voice under control

"Bakura I…" Ryou's voice startled them both as he stood in the doorway looking at the tape on the ground as he picked it up gingerly as if it were an antique.

"You were supposed to be in the car Ryou." Yami's voice said cracking

"I wanted to say hello…" Ryou looked at Bakura but looked away with shame etched in his features once Bakura locked eyes with him.

"Ryou, I just need to know…why. Why did he do that to you?" Bakura asked

"Because I told him to." Ryou said voice low "It's not his fault at all, it was my idea…we had little choice…I should of known all this was to good to be true." Ryou looked at the tape in utter disbelief "Its like a big conspiracy, he makes my life miserable even when he's dead." Ryou gripped the tape tightly and looked at Bakura again a blank expression on his face "Would you even understand if I explained it to you?" Ryou asked

"I probably would…" Bakura said

"No, not even Yami understands fully, why what he did was right and you weren't even there…not to mention you will never as long as you live look at me the same way again, I've had sex with my father, so what else is new?" Ryou said in an eerie tone that made both men wince slightly.

Ryou walked to the window opening it, throwing the tape out as it fell the thirty stories, and hit the ground shattering into a thousand pieces much like his life. Ryou's eyes tear upped but a smile was upon his face as he looked down upon the small disaster.

"Why do you even like me? Why do either of you love me? All I have done is cause both of you grief and pain…not too mention all the mental trauma I've caused Yugi just for the sake of `friendship'." Ryou said sarcastically as he leaned against the windowsill. "I am nothing but trouble for you both, why do you still care?" Ryou asked

"You are a lot of work Ryou, but we don't care, we love you for who you are." Yami said coming closer to Ryou

"You love a whore?" Ryou said emotionless

"You're not!" Bakura busted out "You were forced into everyone of those actions

"No I wasn't I laid there and let it happen to avoid a beating." Ryou looked to Yami "I said so myself that you cannot rape the willing." Ryou looked back down upon the sidewalk "I finally figured out a way to go home, it was right in front of me and I never even considered it." Ryou smiled to himself then to Yami and Bakura as he leaned further upon the ridge. "I…I do love you, I love both of you and Yugi with all my heart…it's the only part of me that has ever been pure because it cannot lie, so believe me when I say this because it is coming straight from my heart…it's better this way." Ryou smiled at them and fell backwards out the window.

Bakura and Yami both ran to him but he was to far out of their reach as they watched him hit the pavement…and die. Bakura screamed in pain, frustration and anger as he ran to his desk pulling out his gun and was ready to shoot Yami for what he had done, but decided it better a different way.

"You know, he was right." Bakura said tears falling from his eyes "You cant feel pain if your dead." Bakura shot himself infront of Yami who simply feel to his knees in utter shock.

Yami heard ambulances outside as the assistant ran inside only to find Bakura dead on the floor who gasped loudly and ran into the other room dialing for an ambulance. Yami's mind was on Yugi at the moment as he shook his head not knowing how he was to tell the young boy what happened…

Luckily, for Yami he didn't have to, on the way home he crashed his car purposely and died instantly upon impact. Yugi did not have to ever learn of this because upon hearing the messages on his answering machine about Ryou and Bakura he overdosed upon aspirin that night and was found dead the following day. It was strange for them all to be happy about something so grim. Ryou smiled as he fell out the window, Bakura smiled as he shot himself, Yami smiled as he crashed his vehicle, and Yugi smiled as he swallowed the aspirin. All knowing they would meet once again in a new life without pain, without hurt, and would be able to start a life without such horrible attributes to ruin it for them; death was their blessing as it released them from pain.

Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low `cause it's part of me
Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me

Pre chorus
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

It can't be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the karma when the problem's all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be
And that reason'll last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you're willing to
Put a stop to just what's killing you

(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away
Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
Every time I see myself I see there's always something wrong with me)

I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me

I will save myself from myself

I cannot believe I just wrote that! Please for the love of my fic's, do not flame me! This is my first character death fic and I am sorry if it upset you, I started crying myself while writing it ~sniffle~ so pleas be gentle and yeah this is the end so I hoped you liked it!

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