Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Forbidden Wishes ❯ Dealing with the Loss ( Prologue )

Forbidden Wishes

Yugi Moto groaned in his sleep. His dream was of the young girl that had recently taken his virginity. Her name was Kajika Masters. She'd come to Domino on an exchange course from Hawaii. His soft groan turned into a scream. Someone was now jerking him away from her body and calling his name. His violet eyes opened to face the one person from whom he could never hide his emotions, Yami.

It had been two weeks since Kajika had died. Yugi was broken hearted and still had dreams about her. Sometimes he'd wake up so hard he felt that if he moved it would break off. Other times he woke up when Yami told him he was having a nightmare. It had also been two weeks since Yami had gotten his body. Grandpa was having one of the spare rooms remodeled to suit his tastes, so as of late, Yugi and Yami shared Yugi's room. Yugi looked at the clock and saw it was only 3 in the morning. It was Sunday, no school today. Yami pulled back the blankets on Yugi's bed and lay down beside his former host. Sometimes it felt nice to feel Yami's embrace. It really felt nice after nightmares of that night.

**Flash back**

Yugi and Kajika raced to the game shop. Grandpa greeted them in the kitchen with a hot meal. Yugi stared in to Kajika's eyes. She was so beautiful, so sexy. They ate quickly and raced up to Yugi's room. Yami had already promised to block himself from Yugi's thoughts. Once in Yugi's room, Kajika pulled off her dress, and stood before Yugi, clad only in panties and a smile. Yugi caught her in his arms and kissed her, tasting her sweet taste. He felt her hands roaming up and down his back, before they began to pull his shirt off. With that, the fell onto Yugi's bed, his hands working her panties down. Her hands explored Yugi's bare back, and she trailed kisses from his lips to his ears. He sighed softly, and broke their embrace. He quickly jerked his pants off, revealing his ready member. He caught Kajika in a fierce kiss and thrust himself into her.

They sat on Yugi's bed over an hour later, as Kajika dressed. Yugi agreed to walk her home. Just before they got to her house, a gunman came out of the bushes and shot Kajika. Yugi screamed.

** End of flashback*

Yami felt Yugi's heart pounding, and then winced as he screamed her name out Yugi rolled over and buried his face into Yami's chest. Yami wrapped his arms around Yugi.

"It's okay, little one let it out." Yami was glad to have his own body now; he'd gotten it the night Kajika was killed. Sharing his soul with another person was okay, but right now Yugi needed him. He needed Yami's strength to hold him. Yugi's sobs began to subside and they both fell back asleep.

Yugi woke up to find his bed empty; Yami was sitting on his own bed looking at him. Yami looked like he'd just showered; his normally spiky hair was wet and was caught in a ponytail. It made him look younger. Though this body was different, he still looked like a slightly older and taller Yugi,

Yugi moved to sit up, as he pushed his blankets back his body still showed evidence of his dreams. He was aching as he bolted to the bathroom, before Yami could see his erection.

// Damage is already done, little one. Remember we still share a strong telepathic link//

/I know Yami, but I kinda want to be alone right now/

//Okay little one, I'll let you be for a while, but if you need me, let me know//

Yugi turned the shower on and stepped inside. The hot water embraced his body relaxing his muscles, but one refused to comply. He turned the cold water on full blast and yelped in surprise at the icy needles assailing them. An amused mental chuckle invaded his thoughts, making Yugi smile. He wished he had someone there to hold him, to kiss away this horrible feeling. He closed his eyes cursing the cold water. Before he could move to turn the hot water back on, steamy hot water caressed his body. Light kisses rained down on his face and neck. Yugi reached up to wrap his arms around the person who was kissing him. Without opening his eyes, he sought out their lips and was met with a hot, passionate kiss.

//Sure you want this, little one//

Yami broke their kiss and knelt in the bathtub. He kissed Yugi's belly, and moved his hands to cup Yugi's stubborn erection. He began to tease Yugi by running his tongue over the tip. Yugi let out a low moan, and softly whispered Yami's name.

/Oh, Please, please don't stop that/

Yami looked up at Yugi, and winked. He ran circles around the head of Yugi's erection with his tongue. Yugi gasped and moved to lean into the feeling. He nearly lost his balance. Yami let go and shot up to catch him.

//It's to dangerous here, lets go back to your bed//

Yugi nodded and turned off the water. He allowed Yami to lift him and carry him back to the bed. Yami then proceeded to kiss Yugi's neck and downwards. Oh, yes, please Yugi thought to himself. Yugi let out a short cry as Yami's mouth sought out the rogue erection. He raised his hips trying desperately to get relief.

"NO!" Yugi suddenly stopped Yami. "Don't, please stop." Tears filled his eyes.

Yami looked up at Yugi in surprise. He then raised up and pulled the boy into his arms. He felt Yugi sag finally.

//It's okay little one, It's too soon anyway//

Yami felt confused at Yugi's sudden change of heart, but he understood. The boy was still grieving the loss of Kajika and his emotions were erratic. He was confused, and now having Yami in a solid form didn't help much. Yugi's shoulders shook with sobs as they lay in bed, naked. Yami reached over and pulled Yugi's blankets over them. He continued to hold Yugi as his sobs subsided on to soft even breathing. He was asleep. Yami nestled his chin on Yugi's head and closed his eyes, feeling sleep overpower him as well.

Okay, don't kill me yet.. this is only chapter one. R & R and if you wish, email me. There are more flashbacks and surprises coming.