Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Goin Down In Flames ❯ Miss me when I'm gone, Again ( Chapter 8 )

Shadow: I swear I'll be the death of my computer!

Yami: why?

Shadow: [shows him the screen]

Yami: virus! No!!

Shadow: U_U yeah, very unfortunate. I can no longer talk on AIM, Yahoo, or Hotmail. But luckily I can update! Yahoo!! ^_^

Yami: ^_^ thank Ra for that!

Specter: amen!

Namu: R&R please?

Warning: will be Seto/Yugi limeish stuff in this chappie!!

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Yugi wiped a tear from his eye and looked at his feet which were dangling over the bed. He had been with Kaiba for a whole week and was completely miserable. Things were also pretty tense between the two since Yami's last visit.

Seto was throwing a party that night though, so that would lighten things up some.

Yugi turned back to his journal he had been flipping through; reading over his past entries. He turned to a blank page and dated it in the top right hand corner. Then he began to write:

Dear Journal,

I haven't written in you for a while. I think the last time was when Yami first started abusing me. I'm sorry if that made you sad...my ignoring you I mean. You are such a good friend to me. It seems weird for one such as me, who once had everything...fame, friends, and a Yami that loved me to only now be referring to a little book as their friend. I know Seto and Mokuba like me...but I fear it is just pity. What if I overstay my welcome with them too? Where would I go?

Jonouchi and Honda made it perfectly clear that they don't wish for me to hang around them for fear it may ruin their image; Anzu is too busy in her perfect fairy-tale life with her top grades, dance scholarship, cheerleading, and Yami to bother with me (like she'd want to anyways.) Shizuka hangs out with Mai and Anzu a lot and hates me because her big brother does and Otogi is always with Honda (they officially became a couple two weeks ago, by the way.) Nobody wants me around.

Then there is Yami. I don't know what to do about him. I know Seto thinks I love him and I really wish I did...but...I cannot deny feelings that are stronger for Yami. I guess the extent of my relationship with Seto only runs as friends and that's it. Yami and I...we could be so much more...we...we could be the world. If only none of this had happened. Maybe-maybe if I had never fallen in love with Yami to begin with this wouldn't have happened. But he said he abused me because he loved me...so that makes me the root of this big tree of problems.

Maybe I should just leave...but that would just prove how weak I am. I want to stand my ground and fight until I know Yami is mine...but that'll break Seto's heart, which is something I couldn't ever live with.

Speaking of Seto...he tried to kiss me...today out in the garden. Not one of those polite pecks either. It was like those kisses in soap operas...where the boy's eyes are filled with an internal flame and need to just rip the woman's clothes off and make love to her right there shows in his eyes.

I don't want my ands Seto's relationship to be like that, though. Maybe I should just tell him. It would be the best thing for both of us to do, I think. Well, he just called me down for dinner so I better go. I'll update you on what happens soon.

And you still are my friend, no matter how strange it may sound. So thank you for always being there...

~Yugi~

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Seto Kaiba drummed his fingers on the polished wood of the lavishly designed table. It had been longer than a week since he and Yugi got together and he had yet to get something out of it. In truth, he was becoming sick of it. Whenever he would try to hold or kiss him, the petite youth would shift uncomfortably and walk away, mumbling a little apology.

Raising his free hand he banged it on the table, drawing the attention of his little brother who sat on the opposite side of the room reading a Gundam Wing Manga while waiting for the other boy to show up.

//Why am I being so patient with him?! I should just take him...I'm sure he'll understand...once he realizes how tempting he is...//

The dining room door creaked open and Yugi stood there in a nice dinner outfit, head bowed in apology for being late.

"Sit down Yugi, before the food gets cold. Mokuba put the manga away when you're at the table!"

The raven haired boy `eeped!' and dropped the comic on the ground and then turned his attention to his full plate of food.

Seto nodded curtly at his sibling before saying that they could start eating now.

Yugi looked at his food, still not used to eating this much regularly. He slowly began to pick and nibble on small pieces of the friend duck. (Yugi: T_Tpoor little ducky! Yami: [eating duck] oh huh... [Throws the duck at Kaiba] yeah the poor thing. Seto: >_o)

Once eating a few bites, the small boy declared he simply could not eat any more. The two Kaibas nodded in understanding. Seto stood up from his place at the table and clapped his hands three times, bringing the maid in the room to take away his and Yugi's plates.

"Aren't you going to eat anymore Kaiba-kun?" The puzzle holder inquired, raising an eyebrow.

The brunette shook his head, "no I'm full as well. And Yugi, I told you many a times to not call me `Kaiba-kun'. It's just too proper. Please, just Seto will do."

Yugi blushed, "alright."

Mokuba rolled his eyes and continued to eat while looking at the Hentai manga of his brother's he kept hidden under the table cloth. (Shadow: O_o Hentai Mokuba stealing Hentai Kaiba's manga?! Amun-Re what have I done?! Yami: what _have_ you done? >_> Shadow: ^_^ eat a lot of pocky before writing this!! heehee! Yami: U_U)

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Yugi sighed and turned over in the spacious bed of his new room. His brows creased and he found this position uncomfortable, so he turned over onto his other side. Another sigh escaped his lips as he brought his legs upward, curling himself into a ball and whispering a few words incoherently. He whimpered and uncurled himself, tossing his head to the side.

"Yami...mmm...please," he groaned.

He gripped the blankets tightly as he turned over again.

"Yami... I love you..."

A low, pleasurable moan escaped the boy's mouth.

"Yaaamiiiiii..."

A pair of warm arms encircled the small body but the form on the bed took no notice as a delicious noise bubbled out of his and again he murmured the name of his dark.

Seto Kaiba shook the small teen's shoulders in order to wake him. Another groan me the brunette's ears and again he shook him harder. Slowly, two lavender eyes opened to be greeted by lust-filled azure ones.

Seto leaned over Yugi, effectively pinning him on the bed beneath him, "you have no idea how sexy you south, moaning and making those other wonderful noises."

Yugi gulped and pushed away, not like the look in the taller's eyes one bit.

RAPE!!. ONE-SIDED SETO/YUGI! I REPEAT: ONE SIDED SETO/YUGI! DON'T LIKE, THEN SCROLL DOWN TO THE BIG LETTERS!!

"There is nothing to be afraid of little one...you love me don't you?" Seto asked huskily.

"What do you want, Seto?" Yugi answered.

The CEO smirked, starting to unbutton the thin shirt the boy wore as a pajama, "you, little one. I have for a long while and have been more than patient for you to let me take you. Since you have yet to let me, I'm taking what I should've long before."

"S-Seto...no...You-you promised n-not to hurt me like that...please...p-please don't go back on your word!" the small boy stuttered.

A squeak emitted from Yugi's mouth as Kaiba trailed his tongue over the soft flesh of his now exposed chest.

Yugi closed his eyes, imagining it was a loving Yami doing this to him instead. This didn't help as his hormones started to kick into action by thinking about Yami in that way.

The petite youth struggled against the billionaire. Seto chuckled and bit Yugi's nipple, pinching the other with his fingers.

"Seto-Seto please s-stop it!" Yugi gasped.

"But you like it Yugi...I know you do!" Kaiba yelled.

The brunette trailed lower with his tongue, licking the inside of the other's thigh and the tip of his manhood. Yugi shivered as Kaiba took him whole into his mouth, sucking and swirling his tongue around his erection. HE couldn't help but groan and moan out another name, "Yami."

He next found himself being brutally snapped as an infuriated Seto released his erection and began hitting him.

"You thought I was that inconsiderate bastard?! I can't believe you! You little whore! You slimy little good for nothing cock-sucker! Damn bitch, I should've known this would happen!"

Yugi cried as the harsh words stung through his heart, "I-I'm sorry...I'm sorry I love him!"

"You should be sorry you love him! I'm going to take you anyways...and we'll see if he'll still want you then!"

The tri-colored haired boy cried as Seto stripped himself and thrust his stiff arousal into Yugi's entrance without preparing him or anything.

"Do you like that my little slut?"

"Seto!" Yugi yelled, withering in agony and the taller thrust in and out of him mercilessly.

"Yes, scream my name, whore!"

"SETO STOP IT!"

OKAY THE RAPESCENEISN OWOVER!! EVERYONER CAN READ NOW! HEHEE!!

The brunette kept pumping faster and faster until he released inside Yugi and pulled out. He grinned at the shivering boy on the bed. The one who now had his mark within him.

Yami would never want his Hikari back now. Seto smiled in a self-satisfactory manner and strutted out of the room to take a shower.

Yugi sobbed into his pillow. He was unable to move, the harsh pain in his lower back making it impossible to do anything.

{Yami...} He cried, praying his darker self would be there.

When he got no reply, he wailed even more. Not even his own dark loved him enough anymore to answer him.

//How could Seto have done that? I thought he loved me...but he only lusted after my body as well like everyone else in this damned city!//

{{Yugi, did you call for me?}}

Yugi's crying ceased as the comforting voice of Yami echoed in his mind. He closed his eyes and disappeared into his soul room where he could talk directly to his altar ego.

{Yami...please I'm so sorry...please Yami}

{{Yugi what is wrong? What happened to you?}}

The small Tenshi stood in front of Yami's soul room door. He knocked and entered without acceptance. He spotted his other self sitting on an Egyptian style bed looking worried and ran...or...limped over as quickly as he could.

{{My Aibou what happened to you? Who did this?}}

Yugi sniffled and gripped Yami's shirt tightly. How long had it been since he last cried into Yami's chest? How long since the ex-pharaoh last comforted him?

{Yami...Seto he...Seto}

{{What did Seto do Yugi? Did he harm you in any way?}}

Yugi nodded and sighed slightly as two warm arms wrapped around him. {Yami he...Seto raped me!} He burst out.

The spirit's eyes widened, {{Hikari...no...He didn't}}

{Yami it was awful...I thought he was my friend...he said he would never hurt me. Just-just like you promised.}

{{Hikari, I love you no matter what I did in the past. I know it is hard for you to forgive that but I know I did it for a reason. I did it to protect you from being hurt more. I didn't have control over my emotions. Once I lost what I loved moth, I gained that control and am able to love again. Hikari I love you so much and I would have gladly taken your burden had I been able to.}}

Yami lay back on the bed with Yugi, {{sleep little one. Tomorrow I will bring you home and away from your betrayer.}}

{Yami...promise not to hurt him though?}

The spirit kissed the top of Yugi's head and nodded, {{don't worry. I will never again go against your wishes.}}

{Thank you. And Yami?}

Yami yawned loudly, stretched out on the bed, and nodded in acknowledgment to his name being called.

{Will you be there when I wake up?}

The dark one smiled, snuggling up to his light and closing his eyes, slowly submitting himself to the wonderful thing called sleep. {{Of course, Aibou}}

Yugi smiled and cuddled into Yami's chest, giving him a peck on the nose before he too drifted into the far away dream world. {I love you Yami}

{{I love you too Aibou...and I will never hurt you again}}

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At the Kaiba Mansion, Seto lay awake in bed, his thoughts of the night fluttering through his mind. He regretted deeply taking the little one. It had just been so impossible to push that urge aside. He hoped Yugi could forgive him for hurting him like that.

He listened to the loud sobs from the room across the hallway.

"Oh Yugi...what have I done to you?"

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Shadow: uh...heh?

Yami: T_T

Shadow: yeah this fic has so many plot twists X_X it's all so sad!!

Namu: >_< Yeah, whatever. R&R please!!!