Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Half Full or Half Empty? ❯ My Mortal Light, My Immortal Dark ( Chapter 21 )

Here's chapter… 21!! Hope you like…

Disclaimer: I don't own the song `Wherever You May Go' by The Calling, it's just a theme.

Warning: SETO X JOU LEMON!!!!! SETO X JOU LEMON HOT SEXY LEMON!! YEAH BABY!!!!! TWO HOT MALE BISHIES GOIN' AT IT!!!! AND slight yaoi fluff between Bakura and Ryou ^_^ yay!

PS - Some things in this chapter may have changed to what I said in the last.

My Mortal Light, My Immortal Dark
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"She's flat lining…"

"We need more adrenaline!"

"She's not responding."

"We can still save her!"

"I'm not giving up on her!"

I was walking… down a beach. It was so beautiful, the air was so clear, the sky so bright. I kept walking, not quite knowing where I was going. I passed by Ryou and Bakura, they were trying to reach out for me, looking desperate to get to me. Without stopping, I continued walking down the beach, feeling the silky sand beneath my toes. Someone was screaming out my name and I saw Jounouchi running my way. I couldn't understand why these people were crying. Was I doing something to upset them?

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

I passed Jou too, not exactly knowing why or where I was going. I had been on this beach before, but I just couldn't think where… wait a minute, I'm in Turkey! I used to come to this beach on the Aegean Sea coast when I was a child on summer holidays. As I kept walking, more people came into view. I passed by Seto Kaiba and Mokuba. They watched me with an emotionless stare as I went by them.

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

A cold wind suddenly blew around me, and I saw a light up ahead in the distance. This light was luring me to it with a strong force, almost magnetic. I started to run to it, getting closer and closer. As I got nearer to it, I noticed it was a gate. What was a gate doing in the middle of a beach? I'm so close… I thought. I have to get through that gate... I was only a few odd metres away when the ground below my feet caved in… I was falling.

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

I opened my eyes up wide as I felt my lungs inflate with oxygen. I gagged and choked and tried to sit up, but it felt like a thousand tons of lead was sitting on my shoulders. My vision was blurry, but I knew I was somewhere safe… a hospital perhaps. All I felt like doing was sleeping, but a beeping sound which was getting rather irritating was stopping me from doing so.

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

"Will she make it through the night?"

"It's hard to tell at this stage. Her heart is still very weak after the surgery at the moment. We've got ventilators breathing for her, so it will be a while before she is allowed to go home."

These words went in one ear and out the other to me; all I felt like doing was curling up and going to sleep. I felt something cold running through the veins in my hand, it began to sting and it got very painful. I groaned and looked down at my hand which was laced with tubes and an IV drip.

Run away with my heart…
Run away with my hope…
Run away with my love…

"Shika! Shika…?" It was Jou… God how relieved I was to hear that voice. It was impossible to speak because of the tube down my throat leading into my lungs, let alone open my eyes either. But I was so desperate to see Jou's angelic face that I forced my eyes to open.

"Shika… my God… look at you…" His voice was pitched high, his lower lip trembling.

Another shadowed figure appeared behind him. It was Bakura. He leant over the railing of the hospital bed and ran a finger across my cheek. His face was expressionless, and I could tell all he wanted to do was fall to his knees and bawl his eyes out.

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time…

A doctor came over and asked everybody to leave so he could remove the tube from my throat. When he did so, I nearly threw up everywhere, it felt so horrible. I was completely sedated though, so I was drifting in and out of consciousness. The next time I woke up I was wearing an oxygen mask and the drip with the cold substance in it was no longer in my hand. Bakura walked back into the room and came to my side.

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go…

"Where is Ryou?" I asked, barely a whisper.

"The doctors are treating him for an anxiety attack." He replied.

I closed my eyes. "I feel so… numb. I can't move a muscle in my body…" I said.

Bakura nodded. "I know, but you're going to be alright. The doctors performed open heart surgery on you. They nearly lost you…" Bakura said.

"Will Ryou be alright?"

"Yes, he just got a little panic-stricken when you went into surgery. They calmed him down with some sedatives and gave him some oxygen."

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Meanwhile at the Kaiba Mansion…

"I'm sorry about Shika, Jou." Kaiba said a little coldly.

Jou shook his head and leant back against the couch, heaving a sigh. "I should be the one that's sorry, Seto. I just walked out on you… us."

Seto sat staring at Jou. He didn't seem to know what to say to him. "I want it to work so badly, Jou. I miss you a lot."

Jou moved closer to Seto on the couch and grasped his hands. "I miss you too, Seto. But things were just going so rough and I felt as if there was no point in carrying on."

Kaiba sighed and rubbed Jou's hands. "Do you want to start over? I promise I will make more time for us, Jounouchi. I love you, and it's been so hard to let you go."

Jou looked up at him with tears welling in his eyes. "Will… will you make love to me, Seto?"

Seto furrowed a brow slightly and then slowly smiled. "Right now?"

"Yes… I miss your touch. I need to feel you Seto! Please…?" Jou suddenly realized how desperate he was becoming.

Kaiba nodded. "Alright, Jou. Alright. It's okay… calm down. I will make love to you." He grasped Jou's chin between his thumb and forefinger and kissed him.

Jou lay down on his back with his head resting on the armrest of the couch. Seto parted Jou's legs and settled himself between them and kissed Jou intensely, bringing his lips closer, deepening the kiss. Jou brought his arms around Seto's torso and yanked at the hem of his black shirt. Seto raised himself up slightly so Jou could unbutton his shirt, revealing the broad, pale-skinned chest that Jou had grown to love and give affection to.

"God I have missed this…" Jou mumbled as he ran his hands up Seto's back.

Seto pushed away the strands of golden hair and nibbled at Jou's neck as Jou began to undo his belt buckle. Seto got up again and kneeled on his knees for Jou to slip his pants down. Jou sat up as Kaiba quickly whipped off his t-shirt and assaulted his left nipple with his tongue.

"Ohh… God Seto… please…" Jou groaned as he felt the wet flesh of Seto's tongue swirl around the hardened nub on his chest.

Seto unfastened the belt and buttons on Jou's jeans and discarded them quickly, along with his boxers, and took off his own too so they were magnificently naked. Their swollen lengths brushed against each other, making them both moan coarsely.

"I love you Jounouchi… every inch… of you… I wish you were mine again…" Seto whispered as he made a trail of kisses down Jou's abdomen and began to massage the soft globes beneath his fully erect penis. These motions that Seto was performing on Jou made him moan and squirm beneath him.

"I am yours, Seto… please; I'm giving myself to you, so take me!" Jou groaned.

Kaiba moved off of Jou and went to a nearby cabinet and grabbed a bottle of cherry scented lotion. He squirted some onto his fingers and made a mental note to buy some more - it was nearly all used up.

"Spread `em." Kaiba said with a smirk. Jou giggled - Seto quite often said this when they were about to have sex in a good, happy mood.

Jou happily spread his legs as Seto inserted two fingers into his passage, stretching him to allow his entrance. When Jou began to moan and slide down against Seto's fingers, Seto knew his lover was ready.

"Are you sure you want to do this, puppy?" Seto asked, adoringly calling Jou by his pet name.

Jou nodded impatiently. "Come on… hurry up already!"

Seto snickered. "Alright." He replaced his fingers with his penis and gently began to drive into Jou, making him wild with pleasure. It took all his will to hold back from just absolutely fucking his brains out, going fanatical into a psychedelic world of euphoria that they had entered so very many times.

"Oh God Setooo… harderrrr… harder!" Jou screamed, almost making the lights flicker.

Seto grinned, knowing that by now he wasn't hurting his former lover, and began to thrust faster, and, like Jou asked, harder than before. He grabbed one of Jou's legs and held it in the crook of his elbow and drove deeper into him.

"Seto… my dragon… so close…" Jou moaned and crashed his hips against Seto's.

"I know… God… I'm going to come Jou…"

"Give into me Seto Kaiba… give yourself to me…" Jou croaked.

Seto thrust harder and faster than ever before and screamed out - his piercing wail ringing through the mansion. Jou also spilled his essence over Seto's chest and over his own belly. Seto collapsed onto Jou's chest, not caring what he was lying in.

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Three days later, Shika was still in the hospital. The surgeons had come to a final decision that she would live, but would he limited to any physical activity, such as running, exercising and getting too overexcited. During the surgery they had put a pacemaker into her heart, to keep it pulsing at a regular rhythm. She was still in the ICU, and wouldn't be out for another few days, just for safe keeping.

"She will be alright, but you'll have to go easy on her in the next couple of months to make sure she doesn't stress her heart too much. She will need to take prescription medication every day." One of the surgeons explained to Bakura and Ryou.

Bakura folded his arms across his chest and nodded. "Alright. Thank you." The surgeon left.

Ryou leant on the railing of the bed with one hand and bit his nails on the other hand. "This is the second time she's been in hospital in the last few months…" Ryou whimpered.

"I know." Bakura said, walking up beside his hikari. "She's made it before, Ryou. She can pull through again. Don't worry yourself too much."

"She nearly died Bakura!" Ryou shrieked, and tears began to dribble out of his eyes.

Bakura looked questioningly at his hikari, and sighed. "Come on Ryou, you need rest. The hospital is the last place you need to be right now." Bakura said, placing an arm around Ryou's shoulders and walking out of Shika's hospital room.

When the two snow-haired boys arrived home, the house was empty. Afet was probably out with Dr. Roes somewhere, discussing Shika's future.

"Do you want anything to eat, hikari?" Bakura asked.

Ryou frowned. "How could you possibly think of eating at a time like this Bakura?! I hate you! I hate you I hate you I hate you! You never think of anyone but yourself!" Ryou shrieked, and ran up the stairs to his room, with Bakura hot on his heels.

"Ryou!" Bakura cried. "I'm sorry! I was just… asking." Bakura muttered as the door got slammed in his face.

Sighing, he grabbed his pocket knife and picked the lock on the door at ease, due to thousands of years of experience. He opened the door and walked in, scanning the room with sharp brown eyes. He saw Ryou nowhere.

"Ryou?" He asked. No reply.

"Ryou you can come out from your hiding place. I only want to comfort you."

"Never!" Ryou squeaked from around the corner, quite obviously in the closet.

Bakura laughed under his breath. "You just gave away your hiding spot, my light." He said as he walked through the lounge and past the bed to the closet, opening the door. Inside he found Ryou curled into the tiniest ball possible, quivering.

Bakura knelt down as Ryou peeped an eye open. "Ryou, come out of there. How about I run you a bath?" Bakura said gently as he brushed aside the metallic white wisp of hair covering Ryou's beautiful doe brown eyes.

Ryou looked up and stared distantly at Bakura who was still crouching down, looking at his frightened and nervous hikari. This wasn't the first episode that Bakura had experienced before.

"Come on out, Ryou. Come to me."

Ryou hesitantly outstretched his arms and wrapped them around Bakura's neck. Bakura leaned into the closet slightly and wrapped his arms around Ryou's torso as Ryou put his legs around Bakura's waist.

Bakura walked down to the bathroom with Ryou still clutched onto him like he was going to fall through the floor at any moment. He took him into the bathroom and began to run a bath with blueberry bubble bath and began to strip Ryou of his clothes.

"Aren't you getting in?" Ryou asked, and smiled ever so slightly.

Bakura looked at him, slightly puzzled. "Only if you want me to."

Ryou nodded shyly as Bakura continued to unbutton his green shirt. "If you say so." He took his striped blue and white t-shirt off of his back and unbuttoned his jeans. Ryou hopped in first, followed by his yami.

"It's been a while since we've done this, Ryou." Bakura said.

"Done what, yami?"

The albino fiend blushed. "Had a bath together…"

Ryou squirted some apple shampoo onto the top of his white mop. "I know… but it's not bad, is it?"

"What do you mean… bad?"

"Well… wrong, I guess is what I meant. It's not wrong for us to have a bath together, is it? Now that we are with Shika and all…" Ryou replied.

"I don't think it's wrong." Bakura said, shifting across the bath so he was sitting next to Ryou. "To be blatantly honest, I quite enjoy it."

Ryou noticed the smirk that had come across Bakura's face, and knew what usually happened afterward. "Yami… I love you but… I feel like we shouldn't be doing this sort of thing…"

"Why not? Both you and I know that Shika says she doesn't mind. We don't have to hide our feelings for one another anymore, hikari…"

Ryou stopped foaming his hair with shampoo for a second and looked at Bakura curiously. Bakura grabbed a cup from next to the bath and rinsed Ryou's hair out.

"Ryou… close your eyes." Bakura said.

"Bu-"

"Sshh… just close your eyes."

Ryou closed his eyes, expecting his yami to whack him one, or something stupid like dunking him under the water. But instead, he felt Bakura's hands run across his shoulders and down his sides, going places they really shouldn't… Ryou gasped as he felt Bakura's hands submerge under the water and brush dangerously close to his most sensitive areas.

"Yami…" Ryou whimpered.

"Keep your eyes closed, love." Bakura replied in a whisper.

The sloshing of water was heard as Bakura's hands came to the surface and made their way to Ryou's feverish cheeks. He placed his lips carefully over the soft, pink fleshy lips belonging to his innocent light side. Begging for entrance, Ryou parted his lips and let his tongue collide with his immortal twin's tongue. Bakura pulled Ryou into his lap, causing some water to splash over the side of the bath.

"My flesh and blood… all mine…" Bakura purred as he assaulted Ryou's neck.

"My immortal Bakura… you will always be mine…"

"My mortal light." Bakura said, looking into Ryou's eyes.

"My immortal dark…always."

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Next chapter: Possible Bakura x Ryou lemon.

Updates: Not sure yet.