Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Home ❯ This House is Not a Home ( Chapter 1 )

The song is 3 Days Grace - Home… I do not own it

The couple is Bakura x Ryou… I don't own them either

As soon as I heard this song I thought Bakura x Ryou so I wrote this… and I will get back to Ryou's Secret!! I just needed to write this!

Lyrics are in Italics!!

Oh, Check out my Bakura x Ryou website! http://ca.geocities.com/ryouandbakura/main.html

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Ryou's POV

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I'll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you're not there
And I know that you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place

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I walk in the front door, the house is empty again. You must be out getting drunk with Marik again, I hate it when you get drunk. You're bad enough when you're sober, but when you're drunk you're worst.

I start the housework. Maybe if the house is clean you'll go easy on me tonight. My bruises have not healed from last nights beating. But last night you weren't drunk. You were just mad, at what I don't know. You usually don't tell me why you beat me.

I really don't know why I stay. I could walk out that door right now and never come back. But I don't. I don't know why. I don't know why I stay with you.

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No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

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I try so hard to make you happy, but no matter what I do, or how hard I try, you're never satisfied, you're never happy, and I guess you give me what you think I deserve.

Why should I even try anymore, you're always gone, going Ra knows where. I hate it when you're gone.

Even when you're home, it not much better, always beating me, and insulting me, and for no reason. I hate it when you're home too.

I turn on the TV, since you're not home yet, I can watch whatever I want.

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By the time you come home
I'm already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case

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I hear the door open and close. You're home, stomping into the room, sober, but angry. You turn off the TV and start screaming at me.

"You worthless piece of shit…" You yell and ramble on, why do I put up with this from you, I don't have to I can leave whenever I want…but it's like I can't.

You throw me against the wall, kick me a few times, punch me a few times. It's the same every night.

I use to love coming home to this house. My home! This is no longer my home, this is just a house… I think I would be better off alone. Better off without you!

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No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

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This house is no longer my home… this is your home…

Why can't I just walk away from you?

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Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

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I know I'm better off alone… away from you.

But I can't bring myself to leave…

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I'm better off alone

No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

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Maybe it's because…

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Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

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I love you.

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There it is! I really out did myself I think… now back to work Ryou's Secret!!