Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ I don't wanna lose you ❯ Chapter 1
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By: puffin32781 
Don't want to say much just that its a Ryou/Bakura pairing. I hope you all like it. Please review.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.06.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 672 | Status: Completed
Don't want to say much just that its a Ryou/Bakura pairing. I hope you all like it. Please review.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.06.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 672 | Status: Completed
Don’t wanna lose you
A/N Here is another one-shot. I don’t want to say much without giving it away. I know the song I’m using is an old one from my teen years. The song is by the Backstreet Boys. I hope you all like and please review.
Don’t own the characters or the song.
I never thought that I would lose my mindThat I could control thisNever thought that I'd be left behindThat I was stronger than you, babyGirl if only I knew what I've doneYou know, so why don't you tell meAnd I, I would bring down the moon and the sunTo show how much I care
A young man with long snow white hair, doe brown eyes, porcelain skin was sitting in his dinning room table reading a letter he had just find. The young man’s name is Ryou, Ryou Bakura.
Ryou lived with his lover of 5 years in a nice two story house but as of late Ryou had been thinking of leaving him because they seem to be drifting apart. As must as this was hurting him he was thinking it was time. “Even if I still love him I don’t think he still loves me.” Ryou said as he just sat there before he had started to read the letter, his suitcase sat next to him on the floor.
Ryou just sat there and as he read the letter.
My Dearest Ryou,
I never thought I would ever write a letter like this one but I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m about to go crazy, that I’m losing my mind.
I thought that I could control this, us, that I was stronger then this but it would seem that I am wrong. I’m weak and can’t control this.
I also know your upset with me. That I did something wrong. I just wish I know what that was and I wish you would tell me but you won’t. What did I do Ryou? Please tell me.
It scares me that I maybe left behind. My sweet angel, I love you and I would do anything for you. You know that I would. Fucking hell I would bring down the Ra damn sun for you if you asked me to and you fucking know this Ryou.
Ryou blinked as he noticed wet spots on the paper as he let out another sigh. “How can you not know, Akifa? I’ve seen the way you look Atemu. I see the want in your eyes for him.” Ryou said to himself as he closed his eyes before he started to cry.
Once the tears had been forced back he went back to reading the letter, there was still a bit to go.
Don't wanna lose you nowBaby I know we can win thisDon't wanna lose you nowNo no, or never again
I don’t want to lose you sweet angel. I know we can work this out if you would just talk to me. Please don’t leave me.
I've got this feeling you're not gonna stayIt's burning within meThe fear of losingOf slipping awayIt keeps getting closer, babyWhatever reason to live that I've hadMy place was always beside youAnd I wish that I didn't need you so badYour face just won't go away
I keep having this feeling like I’m gonna lose you. It’s a feeling a feeling that burns deep down within me and that scares the fucking hell out of me and you know how hard it is to say something scares. So for me to say this then you know how scared I am.
Then again because of this feeling I wish I didn’t need you, that I could hate you. I wish I didn’t see your face everyone I go. But I can’t and I do. I need you, I can’t hate you and I see you everywhere I go.
I just don’t want to lose but I can’t. You are my only reason for living. My place is at your side. If you leave me……
Ryou blinked as he saw the way his love was going with that last statement. Ryou now were he could have gone as he bit his lip. It would seem that his love didn’t want him to leave and was scared of Ryou leaving.
Ryou just looked down at his suitcase as he bit his lower lip. “Maybe….I mean…..I guess I could….” Ryou thought as he wasn’t so sure anymore. Maybe his love did want him. Maybe he was just seeing things. Ryou just looked back to the letter that was almost done as he wiped the few tears that escaped.
Don't wanna lose you nowBaby I know we can win thisDon't wanna lose you nowNo no, or never again
I don’t want to lose you. Not now, not ever. I hope you understand this. I’ll do what ever it takes to win you back, my sweet angel. Anything.
I never thought that I would lose my mindThat I could control thisNever thought that I'd be left behindThat I was stronger than you
Just the thought of being left behind and that I was so weak to stop is driving me nuts. I don’t want this. I know I’m repeating myself but I don’t know what else to say, I’ve never done this be for, sweet angel and I hope I’m getting throw to you, if its not to late.
I’m begging you to stay. Your are my one and only sweet angel, Ryou. Please don’t leave me.
With all my love,
Akifa.
Ryou just lean back in his chair as he closed his eyes again and try to will back the tears that were trying to escape for the second time as he just thought about what was in that letter as he put said letter back on the table.
Don't wanna lose to lonelinessGirl I know we can win Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh noNever again
“I don’t want to lose to loneliness and emptiness, sweet angel.” came Akifa’s voice from the dinning room doorway.
Ryou jumped as he stood up and looked at his love of so many years but said nothing for a bit.
Akifa and Ryou looked a lot a like. Some people would think they were twins but there were some differences.
They both had the long white hair but Akifa’s looked more silver and two of his bangs looked like bat wings on the side of his head.
Akifa’s eyes are rustic red instead of the doe brown eyes that Ryou has.
They both had same porcelain white skin and Akifa was just a few inches taller then Ryou.
Don't wanna lose you nowBaby I know we can win thisDon't wanna lose you nowNo no, or never again
Ryou walked over to him as he reached out and lightly touch Akifa’s check but then pulled his hand away as he watched him with sadden eyes.
“I don’t want to lose you as well Akifa. We need to talk.” Ryou said as he left the letter on the table and the suitcase next to his chair.
Ryou’s staying or going would depend on the outcome of this conversion.
A/N Ok this isn’t one of my best ones. I hope you all liked it and please review.
A/N Here is another one-shot. I don’t want to say much without giving it away. I know the song I’m using is an old one from my teen years. The song is by the Backstreet Boys. I hope you all like and please review.
Don’t own the characters or the song.
I never thought that I would lose my mindThat I could control thisNever thought that I'd be left behindThat I was stronger than you, babyGirl if only I knew what I've doneYou know, so why don't you tell meAnd I, I would bring down the moon and the sunTo show how much I care
A young man with long snow white hair, doe brown eyes, porcelain skin was sitting in his dinning room table reading a letter he had just find. The young man’s name is Ryou, Ryou Bakura.
Ryou lived with his lover of 5 years in a nice two story house but as of late Ryou had been thinking of leaving him because they seem to be drifting apart. As must as this was hurting him he was thinking it was time. “Even if I still love him I don’t think he still loves me.” Ryou said as he just sat there before he had started to read the letter, his suitcase sat next to him on the floor.
Ryou just sat there and as he read the letter.
My Dearest Ryou,
I never thought I would ever write a letter like this one but I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m about to go crazy, that I’m losing my mind.
I thought that I could control this, us, that I was stronger then this but it would seem that I am wrong. I’m weak and can’t control this.
I also know your upset with me. That I did something wrong. I just wish I know what that was and I wish you would tell me but you won’t. What did I do Ryou? Please tell me.
It scares me that I maybe left behind. My sweet angel, I love you and I would do anything for you. You know that I would. Fucking hell I would bring down the Ra damn sun for you if you asked me to and you fucking know this Ryou.
Ryou blinked as he noticed wet spots on the paper as he let out another sigh. “How can you not know, Akifa? I’ve seen the way you look Atemu. I see the want in your eyes for him.” Ryou said to himself as he closed his eyes before he started to cry.
Once the tears had been forced back he went back to reading the letter, there was still a bit to go.
Don't wanna lose you nowBaby I know we can win thisDon't wanna lose you nowNo no, or never again
I don’t want to lose you sweet angel. I know we can work this out if you would just talk to me. Please don’t leave me.
I've got this feeling you're not gonna stayIt's burning within meThe fear of losingOf slipping awayIt keeps getting closer, babyWhatever reason to live that I've hadMy place was always beside youAnd I wish that I didn't need you so badYour face just won't go away
I keep having this feeling like I’m gonna lose you. It’s a feeling a feeling that burns deep down within me and that scares the fucking hell out of me and you know how hard it is to say something scares. So for me to say this then you know how scared I am.
Then again because of this feeling I wish I didn’t need you, that I could hate you. I wish I didn’t see your face everyone I go. But I can’t and I do. I need you, I can’t hate you and I see you everywhere I go.
I just don’t want to lose but I can’t. You are my only reason for living. My place is at your side. If you leave me……
Ryou blinked as he saw the way his love was going with that last statement. Ryou now were he could have gone as he bit his lip. It would seem that his love didn’t want him to leave and was scared of Ryou leaving.
Ryou just looked down at his suitcase as he bit his lower lip. “Maybe….I mean…..I guess I could….” Ryou thought as he wasn’t so sure anymore. Maybe his love did want him. Maybe he was just seeing things. Ryou just looked back to the letter that was almost done as he wiped the few tears that escaped.
Don't wanna lose you nowBaby I know we can win thisDon't wanna lose you nowNo no, or never again
I don’t want to lose you. Not now, not ever. I hope you understand this. I’ll do what ever it takes to win you back, my sweet angel. Anything.
I never thought that I would lose my mindThat I could control thisNever thought that I'd be left behindThat I was stronger than you
Just the thought of being left behind and that I was so weak to stop is driving me nuts. I don’t want this. I know I’m repeating myself but I don’t know what else to say, I’ve never done this be for, sweet angel and I hope I’m getting throw to you, if its not to late.
I’m begging you to stay. Your are my one and only sweet angel, Ryou. Please don’t leave me.
With all my love,
Akifa.
Ryou just lean back in his chair as he closed his eyes again and try to will back the tears that were trying to escape for the second time as he just thought about what was in that letter as he put said letter back on the table.
Don't wanna lose to lonelinessGirl I know we can win Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh noNever again
“I don’t want to lose to loneliness and emptiness, sweet angel.” came Akifa’s voice from the dinning room doorway.
Ryou jumped as he stood up and looked at his love of so many years but said nothing for a bit.
Akifa and Ryou looked a lot a like. Some people would think they were twins but there were some differences.
They both had the long white hair but Akifa’s looked more silver and two of his bangs looked like bat wings on the side of his head.
Akifa’s eyes are rustic red instead of the doe brown eyes that Ryou has.
They both had same porcelain white skin and Akifa was just a few inches taller then Ryou.
Don't wanna lose you nowBaby I know we can win thisDon't wanna lose you nowNo no, or never again
Ryou walked over to him as he reached out and lightly touch Akifa’s check but then pulled his hand away as he watched him with sadden eyes.
“I don’t want to lose you as well Akifa. We need to talk.” Ryou said as he left the letter on the table and the suitcase next to his chair.
Ryou’s staying or going would depend on the outcome of this conversion.
A/N Ok this isn’t one of my best ones. I hope you all liked it and please review.