Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ I know it's wrong ❯ What can I do with this love? ( Chapter 1 )

I know it's wrong to want you like this,

I know it's wrong to feel this way,

I know it's wrong to try and keep things as it already is,

And I know it's all wrong, but what can I say.

I hated all of your bitching,

And I hated all the things you said.

I wish I wouldn't have stopped all of my searching,

I wish I would have never lain in bed.

I said I loved you more than a thousand lives,

I said I needed you more that Christ.

But you just said "Fuck you and get out of my life!"

And I just went away and started to cry.

I know it's when I cried when you went away,

And I know it's wrong when I had nothing to say,

I know it's wrong when I yelled "Fuck you!" right back,

And I know it's wrong when I loved you like that.

And now it's five am,

And I'm banging my head,

On the fucking rim of the bed,

And I don't know what I said,

That could make me feel this bad.

I feel a thump on the floor,

I look up at the door,

And it was just a nightmare,

That made me care.

Now the only thing that was good in my life is gone,

Every freaking thing that I tried to hide is out in the open,

And the thing I loved most is long gone,

And my heart seems to be broken.

Why'd you say goodbye?

Why'd you make me cry?

Why'd you come back?

Why'd you say I was the thing you lacked?

Why'd I say get out?

Why'd I say fuck of?

Why'd I say no way?

Why'd I say "O hell no!" anyway?

Think of these things and more if you understood this reading. -Lince