Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Not Who They Used To Be ❯ Epilogue ( Chapter 9 )

A/N - well, after finally getting off my ass and writing this, here it is! The SetoxYami lemon I promised! It's really bad because I have been going through a really bad stage right now, to the point where I think I might stop writing all together, so I apologize for the rushedness of this fic, please r/r!

Not Who They Used To Be, Epilogue [Lemon]

Leaving Yugi's had been the hardest thing to date for Yami and Seto. They had to face everyone minus Ryou and Bakura and none of them were happy with what Seto had done. Seto in turn didn't blame them for hating him, he knew he deserved every bit of resentment they had for him and so he didn't nothing to defend himself against their insults and hateful, spiteful words.

Yami on the other hand, was rather upset at his friends, they had forgiven him so he didn't understand why they were so mad at Seto. Perhaps it was just easier since they all viewed Seto as being really evil, but it still wasn't right. He just hoped they would forgive Seto soon.

The drive home was short, but seemed much longer because of the silence. Seto didn't want to say anything that would bring Yami to his senses and have him leave him, in fact he kept expecting Yami to stop the driver and tell him he wanted out, but it didn't happen.

Yami guided Seto to their bedroom, very worried for his lover. If Seto was feeling the same way he did or worse, then he feared for his safety.

"Seto, talk to me, please?" Yami asked quietly, he couldn't take the silence anymore. Seto had been silent the whole way home and hadn't even noticed when Yami changed himself and Seto for bed and crawled in next to him. Like he thought, he didn't get a response from Seto.

"Seto, I know that you feel really guilty, but they were just angry with you like they were with me. You didn't mean to do anything wrong and we all know that," Yami tried to reassure him.

"...But I hurt you," Seto said. Out of everything to say, Yami hadn't expected him to say that. The thought had completely escaped him and with all that happened since that, he hadn't even remembered that.

"You didn't mean it, if you really did you wouldn't be feeling so guilty right now, Seto," Yami explained, Seto seemed to relax a tiny bit, but not enough to satisfy Yami.

"But I could do it again," Seto said. Yami was worried even more at that.

"No, Seto, you don't understand. You were under the control of an evil being inside you and there was no way you could have stopped it. I provoked you so I'm partly to blame as well," Yami said.

"I still can't trust myself," Seto said quietly.

"But I trust you," Yami said, curling up against him, resting his head on Seto's chest.

"How? How can you trust me after I did something so horrible?" Seto asked in disbelief.

"Because I love you, if I didn't forgive you then what kind of lover would I be?" Yami asked. Seto sighed, more relaxed now.

"Thank you, it means a lot," Seto said, running a hand through Yami's hair.

"Good, trust me, you won't hurt me, not purposely anyway. I can't promise that you won't hurt me by accident though, no one can so don't worry about it. If you feel regret then it's enough for me," Yami said. He leaned up and gave Seto a long kiss, moving his slim form to rest overtop of Seto's body. It wasn't long before Seto responded and flipped them over, taking control of the situation and quickly removing Yami's clothing. His fears evaporated for the moment, but not completely gone, he still touched Yami with tenderness to stop from hurting him. The touches were feather light that made Yami shiver in pleasure as they touched all over his skin, setting his body on fire.

"Please, Seto," Yami said, having a hard time breathing as Seto's hands worked their way over his entire body.

"Shh, patience," Seto whispered, kissing him gently as he removed his own clothing. His lips trailed their way down to Yami's neck and to his chest where he moved his them to toy with his nipples, receiving small gasps and moans from the man underneath him. He reached over to the nightstand and got the lube out of the drawer, placing a generous amount on his fingers and slowly inserting one to make sure he wasn't going to hurt Yami but to his relief only received another moan.

"It's all right, Seto, you won't hurt me," Yami said, voice quiet. Seto continued at his own pace though, taking his time to insert three fingers and moving them inside Yami to make sure he was well stretched beforehand. His movements were slow and agonizing, driving Yami up the wall.

"Dammit, Seto! You're not going to hurt me!" Yami cried, exasperated. Seto silenced his opinions with a tender kiss and removed the fingers, lubing himself and slowly pushing himself inside his lover. Yami's moans however, did nothing to move Seto faster, he wasn't going to hurt Yami no matter what he said.

He slowly trailed his lips down Yami's neck as he finally buried himself inside and began his slow movements. Yami wrapped his legs around his waist in hopes of moving him faster but was unsuccessful.

"Please, Seto, I can't stand it when you move so slow!" Yami pleaded. Seto looked up at him, his eyes calm and serious.

"I don't want to move faster, please Yami, just let me show you," Seto said. Yami was confused by the excuse and chose to let Seto do what he wanted.

To give his lover a little sympathy, Seto picked up the pace a little, changing his angle to give him pleasure even with the slow movements.

Wait a minute... Yami thought. I think I know what he's trying to do...he doesn't just want my body for sex right now, he wants to show my he loves me; he's making love to me... Yami almost cried when the realization hit him, the tears already forming in his eyes as he looked up at Seto, who of course immediately took it the wrong way.

"Am I hurting you, Yami?" Seto asked, worriedly.

"Not at all," Yami said, smiling up at Seto, he pulled the taller man down and crushed their lips together, pouring all his passion into the kiss, tangling his fingers in Seto's hair.

When Yami finally came after all the slowness of Seto's thrusts and after Seto came inside him, Yami actually cried as he gripped Seto's body close to him.

"Thank you...thank you so much, Seto," Yami said. Seto was shocked to say the least and lay there while Yami cried against him, he could tell he wasn't hurt but he didn't understand why Yami would be crying.

"Why are you crying, Yami?" Seto asked after a few moments of simply listening to Yami's sobs.

"Because...it means so much for you to do that...Every other time, I guess it could have been called making love since we love each other...but it never seemed that way, it always seemed like the two of us did it to pleasure ourselves and give each other release...but this time wasn't like that at all...thank you," Yami said quietly, squeezing Seto tightly. Seto smiled a small smile and hugged Yami back, slowly falling asleep with his lover in his arms.

[End]

A/N - okay, that's it. Done. Finito. No more of this fic and I am damn happy about that! So hard to write...please r/r and I hope you liked this!

~Happy lil Slasher~