Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Numb ❯ Numb ( Chapter 1 )
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By: puffin32781 
Its a one-sided Bakura/Ryou song fic.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 03.18.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 508 | Status: Completed
Its a one-sided Bakura/Ryou song fic.
Anime/Manga: Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 03.18.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 508 | Status: Completed
Numb
A/N Here is another one-shot. This song fits Ryou and Bakura. I will admit it’s not one of my best works but one I have to get typed up or it’s going to drive me batty. Well anyways. I hope you like it and please review.
Don’t own the song or the characters.
I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless lost under the surfaceDon't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Ryou let out a sigh as he lay in bed. It was dark outside, think clouds blocking out the stars and moon and looking like it might rain any moment.Ryou watched as the clouds moved but never let the light of the moon or stars shine throw as he just closed his eyes and turned his head so he was looking up at the ceiling now. “Like my dark, wont let me shine. Caught in the undertow of darkness.” Ryou said softly as he looked up at the ceiling but because of how dark the house was he couldn’t really see it.Ryou just kept on lying there thinking of his dark, the sprit of the millennium ring. About how the sprit is always trying to change him, force him to do things or if Ryou would not just take over the body.
Ryou then sat up some as he looked back out the window again before standing up and walking towards it. “I’m tired of it all. Of all the pressure…of all the mistakes he says I make. What does he want of me? What does he really expect of me?” Ryou asked no one but himself as he just kept looking up at the dark sky.
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you
As Ryou stood there he didn’t realize or feel his dark come out of the ring and stand there, watching him. The spirit just crossed his arms as his eyes narrowed some as he watched his light. Ryou was use to the feeling his got when the spirit came out that he was numb to it now.
Can't you see that you're smothering meHolding too tightly afraid to lose controlCause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ryou didn’t say anything for awhile just starred at the clouds before he let out another sigh. “Can’t he see what he is doing? Can’t he see that he is smoothing me, holding on to tight? I know why. I know his scared to lose control. He isn’t one that can do that easily.. lose control.. but if he doesn’t loosen up some…well I’m going to apart, and it’s going to be his fault.” Ryou said before turning and walking back to his bed. “It has gotten to the point that I feel like I’m wasting my life with him.”
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you
Ryou did seem tired, but then had become aware of what.. or who was there as his head snapped around. His eyes went wide when he saw that his dark was standing there watching him, listening to him.
“How…how…how…”
“How long have I’ve been here? Awhile. Long enough to know how you really feel.” The spirit said with a growl. He didn’t like it when Ryou would act like this. The Yami was scared that Ryou would get rid of him. The truth was that the spirit had feelings for his light but always pushed them away and hurt Ryou so that way his light would never know. The spirit wasn’t one for feelings.
Ryou’s eyes seemed to get bigger at this as he then sat down on his bed. “It’s the truth.” Ryou said in a soft whisper as he looked down to the floor, but one could tell there was more to be said.
And I knowI may end up failing tooBut I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
“But there is something I don’t understand...” Ryou said as he looked back up at the spirit with confusion in his eyes. “We both know that I may fail at being what you want me to be. I also know that you were once like me; someone was disappointed in you like you are with me. So why? Why treat me like this?”
The spirit just narrowed his eyes some more at his light as he growled. “You know nothing! Nothing of my past! So don’t even act like you do!”
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you
Ryou just looked down at this. “I do Bakura. I know all to well because I’m becoming more and more like you and less like myself when all I want to be is myself.” Ryou said softly before looking up and growling at the spirit. “I hope you’re happy with that! I’ve lost my friends because of you!” Ryou then moved so he was laying back down in his bed with his blankets over him and his back to the spirit.
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to be
The spirit just blinked his eyes as he saw what he was really doing to his light. He saw the way his light’s eyes seem to dull, how he lost his friends and over all, becoming numb.
“Well, aren’t you happy? I’m turning out like you want me to, aren’t I?” Ryou asked without looking back at his dark.The spirit just growled before disappearing back into the ring. The truth was.. he wasn’t happy. He didn’t want his light to turn out like this but knew it was his fault; he just wasn’t sure how to fix it.
Ryou turned to see that he was gone as he then turned to the window to see that it had started to rain, before he turned back around. “I guess so.” Ryou said before letting his eyes close and falling a sleep.Ryou was numb now, to all emotions, and he knew who to blame.. but didn’t care anymore. Ryou just didn’t care.A/N Ok ok ok. I know that sucked. The ending did anyways.. but I wasn’t sure how else to end it. I hope you all liked it anyways. Please review!
A/N Here is another one-shot. This song fits Ryou and Bakura. I will admit it’s not one of my best works but one I have to get typed up or it’s going to drive me batty. Well anyways. I hope you like it and please review.
Don’t own the song or the characters.
I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless lost under the surfaceDon't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Ryou let out a sigh as he lay in bed. It was dark outside, think clouds blocking out the stars and moon and looking like it might rain any moment.Ryou watched as the clouds moved but never let the light of the moon or stars shine throw as he just closed his eyes and turned his head so he was looking up at the ceiling now. “Like my dark, wont let me shine. Caught in the undertow of darkness.” Ryou said softly as he looked up at the ceiling but because of how dark the house was he couldn’t really see it.Ryou just kept on lying there thinking of his dark, the sprit of the millennium ring. About how the sprit is always trying to change him, force him to do things or if Ryou would not just take over the body.
Ryou then sat up some as he looked back out the window again before standing up and walking towards it. “I’m tired of it all. Of all the pressure…of all the mistakes he says I make. What does he want of me? What does he really expect of me?” Ryou asked no one but himself as he just kept looking up at the dark sky.
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you
As Ryou stood there he didn’t realize or feel his dark come out of the ring and stand there, watching him. The spirit just crossed his arms as his eyes narrowed some as he watched his light. Ryou was use to the feeling his got when the spirit came out that he was numb to it now.
Can't you see that you're smothering meHolding too tightly afraid to lose controlCause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ryou didn’t say anything for awhile just starred at the clouds before he let out another sigh. “Can’t he see what he is doing? Can’t he see that he is smoothing me, holding on to tight? I know why. I know his scared to lose control. He isn’t one that can do that easily.. lose control.. but if he doesn’t loosen up some…well I’m going to apart, and it’s going to be his fault.” Ryou said before turning and walking back to his bed. “It has gotten to the point that I feel like I’m wasting my life with him.”
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you
Ryou did seem tired, but then had become aware of what.. or who was there as his head snapped around. His eyes went wide when he saw that his dark was standing there watching him, listening to him.
“How…how…how…”
“How long have I’ve been here? Awhile. Long enough to know how you really feel.” The spirit said with a growl. He didn’t like it when Ryou would act like this. The Yami was scared that Ryou would get rid of him. The truth was that the spirit had feelings for his light but always pushed them away and hurt Ryou so that way his light would never know. The spirit wasn’t one for feelings.
Ryou’s eyes seemed to get bigger at this as he then sat down on his bed. “It’s the truth.” Ryou said in a soft whisper as he looked down to the floor, but one could tell there was more to be said.
And I knowI may end up failing tooBut I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
“But there is something I don’t understand...” Ryou said as he looked back up at the spirit with confusion in his eyes. “We both know that I may fail at being what you want me to be. I also know that you were once like me; someone was disappointed in you like you are with me. So why? Why treat me like this?”
The spirit just narrowed his eyes some more at his light as he growled. “You know nothing! Nothing of my past! So don’t even act like you do!”
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you
Ryou just looked down at this. “I do Bakura. I know all to well because I’m becoming more and more like you and less like myself when all I want to be is myself.” Ryou said softly before looking up and growling at the spirit. “I hope you’re happy with that! I’ve lost my friends because of you!” Ryou then moved so he was laying back down in his bed with his blankets over him and his back to the spirit.
I've become so numb I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to be
The spirit just blinked his eyes as he saw what he was really doing to his light. He saw the way his light’s eyes seem to dull, how he lost his friends and over all, becoming numb.
“Well, aren’t you happy? I’m turning out like you want me to, aren’t I?” Ryou asked without looking back at his dark.The spirit just growled before disappearing back into the ring. The truth was.. he wasn’t happy. He didn’t want his light to turn out like this but knew it was his fault; he just wasn’t sure how to fix it.
Ryou turned to see that he was gone as he then turned to the window to see that it had started to rain, before he turned back around. “I guess so.” Ryou said before letting his eyes close and falling a sleep.Ryou was numb now, to all emotions, and he knew who to blame.. but didn’t care anymore. Ryou just didn’t care.A/N Ok ok ok. I know that sucked. The ending did anyways.. but I wasn’t sure how else to end it. I hope you all liked it anyways. Please review!