Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Pools of Glass ❯ Say You Want Me ( Chapter 18 )

JG-chan: Ugh, there were so many errors in this chapter the first time I put it up XD But, alas, woo-hoo, people are starting to review this again XD It's lucky I've got inspiration for this fic right now, though I have no IDEA where I'm going to end it, yet O.o As for last chapter, I must have accidentally forgotten to delete the little end note -_- it was from a previous chapter. Anyways, on with the reviewer responses! ^_^

 

Sugar Shinimegami: Hey! You reviewed again! Arigatou! =^^= I'm kind of concentrating on Jou and Kaiba's *cough* Uh… “relationship”, I guess you would call it, at the moment, so maybe next chapter I'll put in some Otogi x Honda fluffiness ^^ kk? Hope ya like this one!

 

Cas: AWWWW so you're one of those silent readers who doesn't review til the (almost) end? Meanie :P but, it's nice you reviewed all the same because it motivates me XD your comments were nice and I appreciate them ^^ if there's anything you'd like to request, I'll see what I can do! Enjoy!

 

DISCLAIMER: I own nunya!

 

WARNING: GRAPHIC YAOI AHEAD!!

Say You Want Me
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“You're totally kicking my ass, Kaiba.” Jou muttered as his life points plummeted to zero for the second time. “Not that I'm surprised at all.”

 

“Need I remind you that you're the one who suggested this game?” Kaiba retaliated. “Now, drink up.” He ushered another shot glass of vodka across the table to the slightly tipsy Jounouchi.

 

Jou grabbed the glass without hesitation and took it in one gulp, slamming it back down onto the table with a loud slap. “Damn, that's some nasty shit…” He mumbled, clenching his eyes shut at the potent taste.

 

“It's nearly all gone,” Kaiba smirked. “Why don't we play something else, now? Just to make things a little more fair on your part. You'll be comatose before one o'clock, at this rate.”

 

Jou leant back in his chair, trying to still the dizziness in his head. “What do you want to play?”

 

“Another card game, perhaps? Are you any good at blackjack?” Kaiba suggested, a glint in his eye.

 

“Not really,” Jou remarked. “Can't say I've ever played it that much.”

 

Kaiba smirked cockily. “We can change that.”

 

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“Hit me.”

 

“You lose again, Jounouchi.” Kaiba said. “I'd stand, if I were you.”

 

“Hit me, God damn it all!” Jou yelled as he downed another shot of Bacardi.

 

In seeing another losing move, Jou giggled and shuffled back in his chair. “Alright, alright. I stand. I surrender! Happy now? Let's play something else.”

 

Kaiba poured himself a shot of Midori, and took it all in one go. “Poker.” He demanded. “Strip Poker.”

 

“Strip Poker?” Jou asked, beside himself with stunned confusion. “You want me to get my clothes off?”

 

Kaiba smirked while pouring another shot of Midori for himself. “It could spice things up a little, don't you think?”

 

“By us getting naked?! What do you think I am? Ga---” Jou cut himself short as he remembered what had happened earlier that evening.

 

“I'll drink to that,” Kaiba said, ignoring Jou's reaction and holding his shot glass up. “Cheers.”

 

Brown eyes met chill blue ones and they clinked their glasses before slamming their drinks down their throats and back onto the table. Kaiba elegantly got up from his seat and moved across the room, returning with a different pack of cards. Jounouchi knew Kaiba was bisexual, but he had been questioning his own sexuality for some time, now. He was indecisive about the way he felt about the CEO, whether he still hated his guts because he was such an asshole, or whether he liked him - mutually, of course - because he wasn't all as bad as he had first assumed.

 

But in thinking about the reason why he had had that panic attack earlier, he started to contemplate it further. He wasn't in the right state of mind to be debating his feel toward Kaiba Seto right now, but couldn't help it. They were about to engage in a twisted, daring game of Strip Poker, and Lord knows where it was going to lead to. Kaiba consuming alcohol, plus Jou drinking, plus Strip Poker, plus Kaiba being bi, plus Jou not knowing what he felt, plus Jou frankly not giving a damn, could only promise an explosive end to the night.

 

After switching on some background music, the game began.

 

Jou drew his hand. “Oh yeah, baby! Straight flush! How's that for a first move?!” Jou gloated, aghast that he had won the first round. “What are you gonna take off first, pretty-boy?”

 

Kaiba rolled his eyes before sculling down his Bacardi. “Depends how far you want to go with this game.” He said, a mischievous sparkle in his eye.

 

“As far as you want.” Jou replied, not even comprehending why he was flirting with the young man sitting opposite him. Alcohol was an evil thing, in more ways than one. But what did Jou care? He didn't. He was having fun - something he hadn't had in a while.

 

“Good.” Kaiba replied. “That way this game will be over soon.”

 

Jounouchi abruptly clicked at what Kaiba was implying with those crucial unsaid words, a.k.a - he probably wasn't wearing many clothes under that black robe he was wearing. Jou mentally drooled at the thought and watched as the young billionaire rose to his feet and let the robe slide to the ground. Underneath he was wearing a tight, black, sleeveless shirt, a pair of dark blue cotton trousers - probably pyjama pants - and, of course, slippers. That's all there was.

 

Jou shuddered at the tingle that needled down his spine. Gooseflesh rose on his arms and legs and after Kaiba swallowed his shot of Bailey's, they drew their next hands. They continued this routine of drawing their hands, laying down their cards, taking shots if they lost and ridding themselves of their attire. Jounouchi could tell by the way Kaiba was acting, talking, laughing - not acting like himself much at all - that he was a little too drunk. Jou, looking down at his own topless body and then across at the CEO who was smirking almost seductively across the table at him, decided it was probably time to stop.

 

“Oh, man, I'm fucked,” Jounouchi groaned, laying his head on the table. “I'm so…fucking…wasted…”

 

“Not yet, you're not.” Kaiba said in his usual cocky demeanor.

 

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” Jou laughed. “Look at us! Jounouchi Katsuya and Kaiba Seto, fucked off our faces on vodka and Kami knows what else! Who would have thought?”

 

“Let me tell you something, Katsuya.” Kaiba said, twining his fingers together and leaning on them, leering across the table. “You know when I said that there was one person in particular who made me decide the way I wanted to be?”

 

“Yeah…?”

 

“That person…” He paused, looking for a way to approach the statement. “It was you.”

 

Jou sat back and stared into Kaiba's unwavering face, not blinking. He didn't bat an eyelash. He couldn't. He was too stunned for…anything. When he finally did find his voice, he croaked out, “…So…that's why you've been so…nice…to me, in these past few months?”

 

Kaiba nodded somewhat. “I guess. I also wanted to help you with your math…and help you overcome your grief for Bell. We were almost in the same boat. I've developed an undeniable attraction to you, which I never thought could happen. I didn't think you'd feel the same…or else you'd think I was totally fucked in the head.”

 

The honey-eyed boy could have had a breakdown, but kept composure. “Kaiba…why didn't you tell me? Did you expect me to return your feelings by ridiculing me? Putting me down?”

 

Kaiba swallowed and looked away. Stuck for words, he stood up and started to clear the table to break the awkward silence. He could feel Jounouchi's eyes on him, and struggled not to look back at him with a tempting eye. The boy of his wildest fantasies was sitting right in front of him, half nude, inebriated, and perfectly vulnerable. He could have him this very night if he chose to.

 

Jounouchi got up and followed Kaiba to the liqueur cabinet where he was returning the bottles of spirits. “Answer me,” he said softly, gently placing a hand on Kaiba's arm.

 

“I didn't know what else to do,” Kaiba mumbled, turning around. “And…I'm sorry.”

 

“It's okay,” Jou said, shaking his head. “At least I know the truth, now.”

 

“Yes…but that still doesn't change anything, does it?” Kaiba muttered grimly.

 

Jou, unsteady on his feet as he was, tried to remain as sober as possible. “Since you've told me this… I think there's something I need to tell you, now, too.” Jou led Kaiba to his own couch.

 

Kaiba remained silent, leaning into the crease of the couch. “Go ahead, then.”

 

Jou wrung his hands, unsure how to start. “Since I've been spending time with you…my views on my sexuality have started to confuse me. The way I look at you now is the way I used to look at Bell.” Jou said quietly, thinking that he might as well spill the beans. “When we were at the table having dinner earlier tonight…I was going over my thoughts about you, and that's what triggered the attack. I freaked out because I knew I was attracted to you - a guy - which is…weird, for me.”

 

“That's comprehensible,” Kaiba replied. “I was much the same when I first discovered I was bisexual.”

 

Jou's heart throbbed with an ache like no other. He didn't know if it was from the swelling butterflies over the question he next planned to ask, or if it was because he feared rejection. “Would you do me a favour?”

 

“Anything.”

 

“Kiss me.”

 

Kaiba immediately hesitated at the request. What he was being asked of was beyond his wildest imagination, but he knew better than to obey. He was not the submissive type. Then again, being dominated by Jounouchi was something that never occurred to him. Considering this question, though, Jou was asking Kaiba to be dominant. Kaiba fixed his blue eyes on Jou's unwavering form. Given his current state of mind, toying with Jou's head was also another option.

 

“Why do you want me to kiss you, Jounouchi?” Kaiba asked, licking his lips teasingly.

 

“Because I need to know something.” This wasn't going as well as Jou had planned.

 

Kaiba smirked. He knew the blond was nervous now. “Need to know what?”

 

“Are you gonna do it, or not?!”

 

“That all depends on how badly you want me to.” Kaiba said, remaining sinfully calm.

 

Jou rolled his eyes. “You said you'd do anything…” he muttered pointlessly.

 

Kaiba raised his hand and clasped Jou's chin between his thumb and forefinger. This boy is going to go nowhere like this…he's such a pushover; so naïve. But then…maybe that's what I'm here for…to teach him…in more ways than one. “Come here, then, Jounouchi.”

 

Confused, but curious, Jounouchi awkwardly climbed into Kaiba's lap, straddling the slim, narrow hips. His eyes flicked around the room nervously, looking at anything and everything except his target. “So…?” he finally asked.

 

“So, you kiss me.” Kaiba replied, looking up at him, his head tilted back against the couch.

 

Jou raised an eyebrow. “You're supposed to be the one kissing me, Kaiba!”

 

“But you are the one who is curious.”

 

The blond, utterly fed up with the dilly-dallying around and procrastination, sighed heavily out of frustration and took the plunge - literally. He threaded his fingers through the chestnut tresses at the back of Kaiba's head - tilting his head at an appropriate angle - and kissed. He offered as much passion and sincerity as he could into one gesture without pushing himself - or Kaiba - over the edge. Kaiba, leaning into the touch of tongues colliding and lips lapping slowly, elicited a quiet moan from the depths of his being. This is what he truly wanted, he knew.

 

“Jounouchi…” Kaiba whispered huskily, pushing the eager blond back to some degree, desperately trying to still the haze in his head.

 

“Kaiba…what's wrong?” Jounou questioned, looking down at the red, steamy-faced CEO, eyes like icebergs half-lidded.

 

“Nothing…” He said, and attempted a smile. “How did you like it?”

 

Jounouchi glanced down at his crotch area, his erection protruding smugly. He blushed in vain, but realised he was not alone. “More.” He stated frankly.

 

Kaiba Seto - hormones in a raging fury - clasped Jou around the waist and pushed him back against the cushions of the corner of the couch. Their naked chests, gleaming with sweat, glided against each other as they kissed out of utmost fervor. Kaiba hooked Jou's legs around his waist and trailed his lips down Jou's jaw line, grinding into him all the while, their hard rods desperate to be given free rein.

 

Jounouchi didn't hold back. He let out a loud wail of ecstasy as Kaiba worked his lusty magic, roaming his hands all over Kaiba's hard, rigid torso. His abdominals weren't the only muscles that happened to be rock hard, he noticed. Lost in the delirium of the sultry kiss, Jou's worries dissolved and he let his senses drown him.

 

For Kaiba, now was the time to let go of everything. Desire, devotion, lust, affection, wanting, yearning, longing, needing. He no longer needed to fantasize about what he had chased after so subtly for so long. He got the impression that Jounouchi might have guessed his fondness for him, but up til this moment, Kaiba had had no intention on showing it. Neither had Jounouchi.

 

“Jounouchi… don't you think this is…a little… impulsive?” Kaiba panted out through bruised and swollen lips.

 

“No,” Jou whispered. “We've both needed some form of release…some way to escape this world, and a way to get over what happened to Bell. This is it.”

 

“Ironic, isn't it?” Kaiba mumbled, softly nipping at Jou's lips. “Despising each other for so long, and now this.”

 

Jou smiled. “Yeah, but…it feels right, doesn't it?”

 

“I think so.” Kaiba replied. “Tell me, Jounouchi…is this… what you really want?”

 

“Yeah…” Jou said in a barely audible whisper. “I don't care what anyone else thinks. Let me be yours…even if it's just for one night.”

 

Kaiba lay his head on the crook of Jou's shoulder. “Do you want to…? I mean, are you sure?” He asked, fumbling with one of Jou's nipples.

 

“I'm sure, Kaiba. Don't stop now.”

 

Seto did not need to be asked twice. He leant up and kissed Jou deeply on the lips, invading his mouth with his tongue, and began to make a trail of kisses all the way down Jou's chest, stopping momentarily at each nipple until they hardened under his tongue. Jou arched to the sensation of Kaiba's nails raking down his spine, moving lower and lower.

 

“Kaiba…” he gasped in a strangled moan.

 

“Don't say anything, Jounouchi…” The blue-eyed male whispered as he slid the blood red satin down and over Jou's masculine hips. Jou's engorged manhood burst out of his - or rather, Kaiba's - boxers, followed by a sigh of relief from its master.

 

Kaiba ran his fingers through the dark blond tufts of hair at the base of Jou's erection, kissing lightly around his navel, and gently fondled Jounouchi's most sensitive anatomy. Jounouchi suddenly gasped loudly as he felt something smooth, warm and wet engulf his erection, and he struggled up on one elbow, looking to see Kaiba performing oral sex on him. He rolled his amber eyes to the back of his head in pleasure, and collapsed back onto the cushions, heaving and groaning, writhing beneath the strong hold that Kaiba had on him.

 

“Oh, God, Kaiba…”

 

Kaiba's indigo eyes watered as Jou found his rhythm and began to thrust harder and faster into his mouth. He guessed he was on the brink of orgasm. Kaiba himself didn't know how much longer he could hold on, and Jou hadn't even touched him yet. He disengaged from sucking Jou off for a moment and wiped his mouth, and looked up at him.

 

“Jounouchi,” he said, capturing his attention. “I need you so bad right now.”

 

Jou felt a pang of dread. “Does that mean…?”

 

“Only if you want to…I can settle for less. It's up to you.”

 

Jou nodded slowly. “I'm willing to go through whatever…if it's with you.”

 

Kaiba leant up and kissed him. “I've done this before… and I'll be gentle, I promise. Spread your legs a little.”

 

Jou blushed and obeyed, feeling perfectly tense. He had no idea what this was going to feel like, but he guessed that was all part of the new experience. “Pain is love, right?” Jou murmured hoarsely, laughing a little.

 

Kaiba smiled quickly and jumped up to retrieve some lubrication from his bedside cabinet. “Shut up,” he muttered, seeing Jou smirking infernally, amusedly, at him. “Personal uses, alright?”

 

“Yeah, yeah.”

 

Kaiba squirted some lube onto his fingers and gently inched his way into Jou's opening slowly, stroking Jou's member all the while with his other hand to distract him. The fair-haired boy writhed more so in embarrassment than anything else. Kaiba added a second finger and then a third slowly expanding the passageway as tenderly as possible. Once Jou started to moan and move against him in pleasure, Kaiba knew he was ready.

 

Kaiba took his position and looped Jou's legs into the crook of his elbows. He leant down and kissed Jou's flushed neck and whispered into his ear, “Try to relax. At the rate we're going, it won't take long.”

 

Jounouchi laughed out loud. As soon as he felt Kaiba finally penetrate him, he threw his head back and clung to Kaiba tightly, tensely. Relaxing seemed impossible. He felt Kaiba wrap his hand around his concrete hard length, though, and his mind seemed to ease. All worries were pushed to the back of Jou's mind and he decided on concentrating on making the most of the situation to heighten both his and Kaiba's pleasure.

 

“Oh, Jounouchi… God…” Kaiba groaned lowly as he thrust in the whole way, feeling Jou bunch up beneath him. “Say you want me.”

 

“I want you,” Jou moaned. “Kaiba…touch me…like you were before…” he pleaded, making Kaiba shift all his weight onto one arm in order to masturbate Jou's hardened sex with his free hand.

 

“You like that, do you?” Kaiba teased, all the while thrusting and beating Jou off in a rhythm that was perfectly in sync.

 

“Oh…God, yes…YES!” A loud shriek escaped Jou's throat as he felt the first wave of pleasure hit him like a tidal wave, throwing him over the edge, his orgasm nearing. “Harder!” he cried. “I'm so close, Kaiba!”

 

Kaiba obeyed and thrust harder and deeper into the quaking body beneath him, each time for ultimate penetration and pleasure. He in himself could feel his release looming. “Oh, God! Jounouchi… I'm gonna---!”

 

“Kaiba---!”

 

“I gotta--!”

 

“Oh!”

 

“Ah!”

 

“OHH, KAIBAAAA!!”

 

“OH, FUCK YEAH!!”

 

Jou flailed his arms about and threw his head back, climaxing hard and fast all over himself. A nanosecond later Kaiba caved in on top of him, heaving and wheezing, moaning with the aftershocks of his orgasm. Tiny white dots misted Jou's vision, and his head became light. He thought the whole world was about to end, yet it was only just beginning. For the first time in his life he felt that someone in the heavens beyond had finally graced him with a miracle, and that miracle was the man lying on top of him, barely conscious. He hoped this wasn't a dream. He hoped it was real, and that Kaiba would feel like this about him forever, so their relationship could grow into something great. Don't leave me, Kaiba…Never leave me, and say you want me, all over again…

 

 

 

 

 

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*= Ummm I don't think I have anything to put here this time… *can't be bothered looking anyway, it's late* XD

 

JG-chan: W00T! Another chapter done. Hope you liked that one, and there is only more yaoi and Shounen-ai to come! Stay tuned! ^____^