Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Pretend You Love Me ❯ Anything For you ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I do not own Evanescence's “Anything For You.”

WARNING: SETO X MALIK LEMON! ANGST!

Pretend You Love Me

Malik's POV

I'd give anything to give me to you

I can't get enough of him……Seto Kaiba.

With Yami Marik gone…..I'm empty and soulless.

Yami Marik is where this all started….my addiction to pain and loss.

I crave it. I need it.

I yearn for it.

I yearn for the pain that Seto Kaiba gives me willingly because it is the same pain given unto me by Yami Marik for so many years.

It can happen, you know…

Addiction to pain.

Addiction to torture.

I throw myself at Seto Kaiba willingly…because I know no different….

Nor do I care.

Can you forget the world that you thought you knew?

I want to forget.

I want to forget the pain that Yami Marik has caused me.

But it's not going to happen.

Yami Marik had stabbed me in the back. He betrayed my trust. He made me hurt innocent people.

He said he loved me, too.

Yami Marik, you were a fucking liar!

Now you have gone where all the other liars go…..down to Hell.

Stay there.

If you want me,
Come and find me

Tonight, Seto called me up and told me he was coming over.

Yeah, I knew what he was coming over for, so I prepared my instruments of my own destruction.

Handcuffs. Blindfold.

And my most treasured possession: a lack of self worth.

Not that Seto cares.

Seto never cared.

Nothing's stopping you so please release me

Seto knocked on my door and I let him in.

There's no `I love you's'. No terms of affection.

He just comes over….he uses me…and then he goes.

Nothing new.

Nothing different than what Marik did.

Nothing ever changes.

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me

Seto removed money from his pocket.

I don't do this for free, you know.

I whore myself to Seto for the money.

I'm anything he wants me to be….for the right price.

I just pretend that he cares for me.

That makes this easier.

Make believe

I want to believe he's kissing me when he hits me to take out his frustrations.

I want to believe he's making love to me as he ties the gag around my mouth tighter.

I want to believe he's cuddling me when he leaves.

But, since I'm not used to gentle kissing, making love, and cuddling, it's easy not to miss it.

You can't miss what you don't own…nor have ever owned.

Close your eyes

I close my eyes as Seto put my money on my bureau. He strips himself.

I took the liberty of being already naked.

It saves time.

And it's more expensive for Seto if he has to do less work.

When I'm clothed, he charges me less because he has to do more work.

When I'm naked he can just get down to his own business.

I'll be anything for you

If you want me to like pain, I will.

If you want me to be submissive, I will.

If you want me to be a dirty little boy, I will.

If you want me to be dominant, I will obey.

If you want me to cry, let me shed my tears for you.

If you want me to bleed, let me get the knife.

What do you want, Seto?

I'll be anything for you.

I'll be anything you want me to be.

Nothing left to make me feel anymore

I laid on my back and spread my legs, waiting for him to enter me.

He pulls open my dresser and removes my ball gag.

Placing the ball in my mouth, he grins.

He handcuffed my hands above my head.

He puts the blindfold on me.

Helpless.

There's only you and everyday I need more

I need Seto to hurt me.

I need Seto to inflict the same wounds my yami did.

I became addicted to their pain.

Seto kissed my jaw affectionately, much to my surprise.

If you want me
Come and find me

He always knows where to get me. I'm his puppet on demand.

As I will be the puppet of many others to come.

Seto will always find me

I'll do anything you say just tell me

“Spread your legs, Malik,” he commanded.

I obeyed.

I heard the lube bottle open.

A finger invade me, sliding deep into my body. He brings it in and out quickly.

He spreads my legs further apart and brushed against my prostate.

I couldn't help but indulge in the pleasure and pain of what he was doing to me.

He added a second finger and thrust them in and out of me roughly.

“I need you, Malik. I need to be inside you.”

Do what you will.

Fuck me again like you've done a hundred times before.He removed his fingers quickly and I felt him moan.

He must be coating himself.

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me

Seto invaded my body quickly, penetrating my entrance roughly.

I could hear the pleasured sigh in his voice.

I could smell his musk.

I could feel his body on me.

He roughly pounded into me, hitting my prostate with neverending fervor.

Make believe

I want to leave this life of pain.

How do I do it?

I'm addicted to the pain.

Someone will try to teach me otherwise, but they'll fail.

I know they will.

Close your eyes

I closed my eyes behind the blindfold.

Seto couldn't see the tears in my eyes.

That is why he uses the blindfold.

He doesn't see the pain he's inflicting.

He refuses to acknowledge what he's doing is wrong.

I'll be anything for you

If you want me to beg, I will obey.

If you want me to cry, I can easily find the tears.

I'll be your whore with no strings attached.

I'll be your servant who will obey your every whim.

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me

“So fucking tight,” Seto moans as he continues his abuse on my body. “Such a good little whore, Malik.”

Make believe

`I love you, Malik,' I hear him say.

I felt the light brush of a slap across the face.

Close your eyes

“Moan for me,” Seto commanded.

I closed my eyes against the pain in my cheek from his love-tap.

I'll be anything for you

A tightness spread across my stomach as he hit my prostate even more mercilessly.

Anything for you

Do what you want, Seto.

Torture me.

Hurt me.

Kill me.

Haunt me.

It's no different than what my yami did to me.

It's no different than what the memories of him do to me right now.

I'll become your earth and sky

Forever never die

I'll be everything you need

I'll be the one you go to for sexual gratification in all its forms.

I'll be the one whom you fuck and leave.

I'll be your puppet.

I'll be whatever you need me to be.

I'll be your whore.

I'll be your lover.

I'll be your victim.

I'll be your punching bag.

I'll be the one who takes the pain for your pleasure.

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me

I'll believe anything you say.

I'll believe you completely.

Make believe

I want to pretend you have some kind of feelings for me.

But I know you don't.

You never will.

You love yourself.

You don't care.

He screams out his release, filling my channel with his seed.

He howls as he slams into me again, tensing to make sure he has filled me completely with all of his filth.

Close your eyes

I closed my eyes as Seto unlocked the handcuffs and left, leaving me alone once again.

I heard his footsteps leave.

I achingly remove my blindfold and my ball-gag.

I laid on the bed in an exhausted heap.

Alone again.

I'll be anything for you

Don't worry, Seto Kaiba….

I'll be your whore…

Because I am a body without a soul.

Because I am an entity without the need for love.

Because I am who I am…

Because I am your whore.