Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Regret ❯ Regret-Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

This is a story written by myself and Luvkarebear2 otherwise known as Karen. We have other chapters finished but we wanted to post the first chapter now, we probably wont post the rest until it is completely finished but I hope you like chapter 1 to "Regret" so ENJOY!!! Please note that the poem is an original work by Karen Lynne Crowley so do not steal or copy write it thank-you.

Also be sure to check out my new fan fiction "Abnormal Lemons"

I regret not voicing
My love for you
I regret not telling
All I would go through
I regret every time
My voice turned bad
I regret every minute
That you have been sad
I regret not hearing
Your pleas of pain
I regret not feeling
Our mountains of shame
I regret every tear
That I caused to shed
I regret every moment
You were alone in bed
I regret every whisper
That you couldn't hear
I regret every smile
You couldn't share
But I will never regret
Having you near.

Ryou walked through the park slowly, kicking a pebble as he went along. His
father had gone away on another dig trip, he hated how he was always left
alone...it seemed as if no one wanted him or even cared that he existed. In fact,
the only person he ever saw was his father's contractor, Marik, and that was
someone he wanted to forget. He shuddered slightly as he tried to push
the memories out of his mind. He came to the park to avoid Marik, and now Marik
was all he could think about. How Marik always wanted Ryou around. The fact
that Ryou knew Marik was purposely sending his father on fruitless digs so
that Ryou would be alone. However, that wasn't the worse thing about that day.
Ryou pushed back a small whimper that nearly escaped his lips...sooner or later
he would have to go home...where Marik would be waiting for him. He
leaned against a tree and noticed how the sun was getting ever closer to the
horizon. It would be dark soon and if he wasn't home by nightfall there would be
hell to pay. A tear escaped Ryou's chocolate colored eye. How did it come to
this, he asked himself. How is it that just three months ago, my life was
less complicated, and now, I am nothing? Ryou took a deep breath, and looked at the
beautiful pink and purples of the sun, wishing he were anywhere but here. Then he
turned around and headed for home. He dragged his feet as he walked down the
street, barley even noticing the well-manicured lawns and fancy cars that
occupied the street. Why was he heading for the one place he feared to go? He
couldn't even understand Marik, who delighted in torturing him so much. He just
wanted to know why...why did Marik constantly use and abuse him as if he was
nothing at all? Marik looks like an angel, Ryou thought, with his perfectly
tanned skin and blonde hair although it was just a guise to cover up the devil in
his soul. Ryou swallowed as he opened the door to his house and entered the
pitch-black living room.
"Was the city to your liking today," asked a terrible, yet compelling voice.

Ryou stopped dead in his tracks. It wasn't right. The lights were all off.
Marik was being nice. Too nice. Their relationship, if you could call it
that, had progressed to the point that Marik didn't care about Ryou at all. Not
as long as Ryou was letting him do what he wanted. Not as long as he has
Ryou in his grasps.
"I...I..." Ryou stammered with his words as his hand fumbled for a light
switch.
Marik knew Ryou was afraid; no terrified, of the dark. Ryou yelped slightly
as Marik grabbed his wrist and began twisting painfully.
"Why did you stay gone so long?" He asked, his voice filled with
disappointment. Ryou could smell the whiskey reeking from his breath and clothes. The
now familiar nausea was setting in as Marik started pulling Ryou to the old
blue couch sitting in the middle of the living room. "Don't worry so much, Ryou.
I am not going to hurt you. I need you. Can't you understand?"
"Please..." Ryou said as he tried to wrench his wrist from Marik's grasp. He
felt tears stinging the back of his eyes. No matter what Marik said or did he
always hurt him. He only needed him for one thing and that was a personal
slave, Ryou tried his hardest to understand why Marik did this to him but the
answer never came. Marik threw Ryou onto the couch, and then started pacing in
front of him.
"I have so much on my mind, so many things and people that depend on me.
This time I get to share with you is so important, so priceless. It helps me to
forget everything else, and answer only for now, this moment. Do you
understand, my love? I need you. I want you." Ryou could see Marik caressing the
bulge in-between his own legs from the moonlight that poured through the window.
Ryou started to inch slightly away from the couch, looking towards the
entrance hall. The door was so close...but he knew that he probably wouldn't make it
that far. Ryou has tried to escape Marik countless times but it never worked.
"Please...not tonight..." Ryou said meekly. He knew reasoning with Marik was
useless as well; but he had to at least try.
"You don't want to be with me tonight? Why do you say such terrible things
to me? Look what I have done for you, for your family." Marik said gesturing his hands toward all the extravagant things that decorated their home, hardwood floors, Ethan Allen furniture, complete entertainment system, and much more.

"Your dad is making more money than he could of ever dreamed of. All I want in return is time with you. Personal time." Marik's voice had changed like an adult trying to reason with a child." He slowly started unbuttoning his pants, his hands trembling
in his anticipation. "Why don't you be a good boy now and come here?"
Ryou gripped the sides of the couch cushions feeling its soft material, as he
shook his head no. "This isn't personal time...why me? You have plenty of
money and plenty of people who adore you...why me?" Ryou said his voice shaking.
He knew avoiding what Marik wanted was not a smart idea but he felt the urge to
stall. "Why do you do such terrible things to me?" Ryou added after a short
pause.
"Terrible? Terrible!!!" Marik screamed in disbelief. "I am showing you
wonderful and glorious things about life that a lot of people never experience!
Is that terrible? Is it so terrible when I am stroking you, or licking you?
Do not lie to me, Ryou, I heard you moan last night. You loved it, and that
is one thing money can't buy. My satisfaction with you. But no more talking,
do I need to tell you to come here again?"
Ryou tensed up immediately when Marik began to yell at him, but he was also
feeling a bit brave, or stupid considering your perspective on the situation,
"It is terrible!" Ryou screamed as tears began to flood down his cheeks. "You
may get satisfaction but all I get is pain and humiliation, I hated every
minute of it last night! And the night before that one and..." Ryou stopped as his
body began to shake from the yelling and crying and he stopped to try to catch
his breath. "You can not honestly believe that what you do to me is out of
love!" Ryou yelled, unconsciously clenching the cushions even tighter than before.
"You little liar! You ungrateful slut! You think I have humiliated you?
You think I just use you? Turn around, I'll make sure you don't come this
time!" Marik said as he grabbed Ryou by the neck and flung him face forward into
the couch.
Ryou tried to push himself up off the couch but Marik was much stronger than
he was. He pressed his knee in the small of Ryou's back making him immobile.
Marik began to try and remove Ryou's pants but Ryou managed to pull his knees
to his chest.
"Please Marik don't!" Ryou pleaded as a fresh wave of tears began to flow
down his delicate features.
"You lied when you said you don't enjoy what we do. So I will make you tell
me the truth!" Marik said as he grabbed Ryou's legs and pinned them
underneath his knees. "I will show you true pain and humiliation now!"
Ryou thrashed when Marik began to remove his clothes but it didn't help
matters. It only made them worse. Marik became frustrated when Ryou wouldn't hold
still and slapped him across the face as hard as he could across the face. It stunned the youth beneath him making it easier for Marik to strip the young boy. Marik stopped for
just a moment, his breath caught in his throat. What a beautiful child,
Marik thought, so different from all the others. Just looking at Ryou's perfectly
formed ass, his lengths of child-like muscle, made Marik have more fantasies
and visions of his and Ryou's future together.
"Come my love," he said as he inserted his middle finger into Ryou, "Open
yourself for me, and I will show you this pleasure and this love I talk about."
Ryou whimpered when Marik forced his fingers inside of him, and his body
tensed at the intrusion.
"Please...it hurts..." Ryou whimpered out as he tried to pull himself away
from the unwanted penetration.
He pushed his legs against one another to prevent Marik from proceeding
further not being able to think of anything else to do.
"It will hurt worse if you don't relax. Don't tense my love, for I have
something bigger for you." Marik said as he started rubbing his engorged member
against Ryou's satiny skin. "I want you to tell me you want me. Tell me you
love me, and I will take away this pain."
Ryou shook his head furiously "I won't...you cant make me say anything!" Ryou
yelled unable to stop his outburst before it erupted, although he meant every
word of it. He clenched his eyes shut, trying to block out the horror of
Marik's invasion. He could never love Marik. Not after everything, he had done
to him. Just his name makes Ryou shudder. How could he possibly think that
this was love? Did he have no common sense that this was truly rape?
"I can't make you, can I?" Marik said in his sneaky voice. "What are you
willing to bet?"
He said as he took out his fingers and plunged himself into Ryou's dry,
sensational body.
"You love this, don't you? Don't you!"
Ryou screamed when Marik fully embedded himself inside him, if felt like he
was slowly being split in two as he began to sob.
"STOP!" Ryou cried "It hurts..." he whimpered out through sobs that have
wracked his body as he cried into the couch cushions and tried to pull away from
Marik.
"You are so tight, so wonderful, and if you would of told me the truth I
would have used my lubrication. But that's okay. I bet you wanted it like this
anyways. My dry cock in you so you could feel every inch. Every vibration."
Marik said, seemingly unaware of the terror filled boy underneath him. "This
is just what we needed." He whispered to himself as he started pounding into
the boy, feeling Ryou tearing from his size.
Ryou kept wriggling underneath Marik, trying to get away, unwittingly making
more sensations that were creating greater pleasure for Marik.
"You are mine!" Marik shouted as he plunged even deeper into a screaming
Ryou.
Ryou only cried louder when his thrust's became harder and faster against
him. It hurt worse than all of the other times had, put together. He tried to
focus on something other than the searing pain that ripped throughout his body,
but he could only notice Marik and the devastation he was causing at the
moment. Marik took Ryou's length into his hand and began to stroke him creating
a rhythm equal with his thrusts.
Marik felt Ryou's hardness, and knew he was lying. "Look at this," he said
as he started pounding and stroking faster." You want me don't you!!" At that
moment, Ryou felt Marik release himself inside of him. Thank God, he thought,
it's over as he collapsed face down one the couch, shivering, with Marik
panting on top of him. Then Marik turned him around and started reaching for Ryou
with his mouth.
Ryou gasped when Marik began to suck upon him, making the blood flow even
faster to his penis. He didn't want to give Marik the pleasure of making him
orgasm, not to mention he was still in a lot of pain at the moment. He could
feel the blood trickling along his thighs and wished Marik would just leave him
alone. He pulled away from Marik, actually able to get to the other side of the
room as he pressed himself against the wall.
"Now you want to be fucked against the nice, hard, cold wall is that it, my
love? I will of course be happy to help." Marik said as he advanced towards
Ryou.
"Please, no..." Ryou whimpered, crouching down as if he was trying to ward
off a blow.
"I will make love to you against the wall, with my tongue..." Marik sneered
as he picked Ryou up and placed him on his shoulders, giving Ryou no chance
for escape.
Ryou winced feeling Marik's tongue tease and play with him while Ryou's legs
were wrapped around his neck. Ryou pulled his legs together in an effort not
to fall as one of Marik's supporting hands started sliding down towards his
butt..
"S-stop..." Ryou pleaded which only seemed to make Marik want him even more.
He pulled upon Ryou's hair roughly, as he pushed three fingers inside his
already torn passage making him cry out.
"Please!" Ryou begged "Please...just be a little gentler with me...it
hurts..." Ryou said in-between gasps.
He hated asking Marik to be gentle and not 'stop' but he couldn't think of
anything else to make the pain less.
But somehow, it worked. Marik withdrew his fingers, and turned all his
attention to having Ryou in his mouth. He started purposely sucking harder,
stronger. Ryou started squirming again and in a split second, Ryou was emptying
himself in Marik's mouth, as a small yelp escaped his lips.
"See, I knew you would enjoy that," Marik said as he dropped Ryou to the
floor. "Next time heed my word, and it won't hurt. Remember this, " Marik said
as he gathered his stuff and buttoned up his pants, "I can be your lover or
your worst enemy, the choice is up to you." And with that, he stalked out the
door.
Ryou sunk to the floor, burying his face in his hands and cried silently.
'What the hell is he talking about? He already is my worst enemy' Ryou thought
bitterly as he tried to move. The pain shot through his lower body like a knife
to the gut, so he thought it would be smarter if he stayed on the floor. He
grabbed the sheet that was draped over a nearby chair, wrapped it around
himself and fell asleep to his own sobs.

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