Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Regret ❯ Regret-Chapter 5 ( Chapter 5 )

Marik is the Yami NOT the Hikari.

The amazing thing about sex, Marik thought as he walked down the hall to his bedroom, is how wonderful you feel afterwards. Almost like, you can take on the whole world, he told himself, whistling a tune from the now famous musician Goose. Marik stopped in mid-note as he opened the door and say the most ravishing vision before him. Ryou was in his bed. Ryou was lying half naked on Marik's red, velvet sheets, with only a pair of boxers covering his delectable body.

"Oh, God." Marik groaned to himself, feeling the immediate rush of blood flowing to his groin.

He had forgotten he had told Joey to give Ryou this room, thinking they would be sharing it together. Slowly, as if he couldn't help himself, Marik began walking towards the massive bed, his eyes locked on the small of Ryou's back. He could see Ryou's side rise and fall with each breath, a tantalizing feat in the blue moonlight that peered through the bay window. God, Marik thought, one day he will be mine. Ryou shifted slightly when Marik's hand came in contact with his cheek, as he rolled over on his back, his lips parted slightly as he breathed slowly. Marik leaned closer to his sleeping form as he gently placed his lips on the other boys. Ryou's eyes flew open as he pushed Marik off him knocking him off the bed in doing so, he was more startled than anything else not really meaning to offend the older boy.

"S-sorry...you scared me..." Ryou said looking back down at the sheets slightly embarrassed.

Marik sat on the floor, stunned tremendously at the amount of physical force the boy possessed. He will be an awesome lover, Marik thought; I just have to make him want me.

"It's okay. I am sorry. I didn't mean to startle you. You just looked so peaceful, sleeping like that." He said as he slowly got to his feet and sat on the edge of the bed. "Are you alright, Ryou? You look somewhat pale. Don't worry though," Marik added as he began to take off his shoes, "I can help you."

"I...I'm fine really." Ryou said inching away.

He just had sex with Joey how could he possibly want more? Ryou thought coming to the edge of the bed. He grabbed the sheet bringing it up over his legs noticing his lack of clothing and for some reason felt the need to cover himself. Marik looked at the boy, puzzled. What the hell is wrong with him now, he thought.

"Are you cold, Ryou? I can get more blankets. Of course, once I get in bed to sleep, I think you will warm up quite nicely." Marik said as he reached to pull down the covers.

Ryou stood taking the sheet with him, so that Marik couldn't take it away. He felt his cheeks getting hot and felt stupid, 'of all times to blush I have to now...why of all times' Ryou said to himself.

"I'm not cold...I'm fine." Ryou said pressing his body against the wall, waiting to see if he really needed to be worried, although Marik's behavior was confirming his intentions by the second. Marik just looked at Ryou funny.

"Are you going to sleep standing up?" He asked. "Because if you are, can I have the sheet. I have every intention of getting some sleep tonight."

Wait a minute, he thought, looking at Ryou. He thinks I am going to fuck him. That isn't too bad of an idea, Marik smiled to himself. It's obvious I won't get any sleep next to Ryou anyways. Seeing Ryou just did things to Marik, things he had no control over.

"Do...do I have to sleep in here?" Ryou asked not believing him.

Ryou noticed his puzzled expression but his eyes changed so drastically it made Ryou re-think getting in bed with him.

"Well, unless you want to sleep on deck. All though, I warn you, it looks like it's going to storm" Marik told Ryou, stretching luxuriously on the bed.

This is actually quite fun, he thought. Watching the panic in Ryou's eyes, as he kept looking from the door to Marik. Of course, he could sleep in other rooms. He just didn't want Ryou to know that. Marik knew that Ryou wanted him, even if Ryou didn't know it for himself. Ryou sunk to the floor slightly unhappy. Why was Marik like this?

"Didn't having Joey satisfy you?" Ryou said looking up at him with his chocolate brown eyes glistening. "Can't we just...sleep?" Ryou asked although he knew Marik would have what he wanted in all truth whether or not Ryou protested it.

"What do you mean 'having Joey?" Marik asked suspiciously, peering into Ryou's tell-tell face. "You!" Marik exclaimed, jumping off the bed and towering above Ryou. "Did it turn you on?" He asked. "Did you like watching Joey suck my cock, or did you like me bending him over the bars and taking him the best? Yeah," he added. "I bet that was your favorite part. I bet you got all flushed and hot, sitting there watching me fuck him. I knew you wanted me."

And with that, Marik gently reached down and picked up a red faced Ryou and gently deposited him on the bed. Ryou looked up at him slightly angry.

"It was an accident! I was going up to apologize to you for yelling at you! You're the one who should be ashamed, after all your talk about love! How can you possible love me, if you making love to somebody else?" Ryou said the last part a bit calmer not really stunned about being picked up, he was used to it by now.

"I thought that's what you wanted!" Marik exploded, throwing his hands in the air. "You sat there and told me I was hurting you. You sat there and told me you wanted the choice on what we did. And since it's clear about what you don't want to do, went and got my release with someone else. And now, you are saying I can't even do that! What the hell is wrong with you?" Marik said, his hand shaking in rage as he pushed back his hair impatiently. "I am a flesh and blood man. Do you understand that? My entity may not be, but my body needs what every man needs. And if you aren't willing to give it to me, I have to find someone who is." Marik stood there, tall and proud, panting with his anger and desire for Ryou. "That wasn't making love either, that was just fucking." He added.

He looked at Ryou who kept opening and closing his mouth, as if he had something to say, giving Marik a tempting view of his tongue. Wait, he thought, Ryou just said he was going to apologize to me. To me? Why? I thought he hated me.

"That's not how a relationship works! You're supposed to wait till the one you love is ready for that kind of contact...and wait patiently not go and release your frustrations on the nearest body." Ryou sat up "And you do hurt me, I know half the time you don't mean too...but it still hurts." Ryou said looking away.

"You love me." Marik said, not as a question, but as an age-old knowledge. "I knew it. That's why you were going to apologize, isn't it?" Marik studied Ryou, admiring his smooth shoulder lines. "I am sorry." He said, dropping his eyes to the floor. "If I had known it was going to hurt you in any way, I wouldn't of been with Joey. I swear." He added.

For the first time in his life, Marik was truly ashamed. Ryou swallowed a bit unnerved by the sincerity in Marik's voice not really knowing how to react to it, he bit his lower lip trying to think of a reply although when he opened his mouth no words came out.

"Do you realize what it means to love someone, Ryou? Do you realize what you are doing? To love someone is to ache for them twenty-four hours a day. To constantly feel their presence. To love someone is to be willing to do anything for the person you love, anything at all. This is what I mean when I say I love you. Is this what you want?" Marik asked, wonder filling his voice. He loves me. The thought only seemed to do the impossible, make Marik harder.

Tears cascaded down Ryou's soft delicate features, as he looked up at Marik still not understanding why he was acting so sincerely and if he cared so much why didn't he ever say anything to him. He wasn't crying because he was sad, he was actually quite happy now understand why his emotions were so mixed up…but nonetheless he still wasn't sure if he loved Marik or not.

"How can I realize love if I've never experienced it?" Ryou asked looking up at Marik his eyes shinning like diamonds.

"You will learn, my love. And soon, you will wonder what you ever did without it, with out me." Marik added huskily. "Let me show you. Open up to me." He said as he slowly reached out a hand and started caressing Ryou's bare shoulder. "I can make it not hurt. I can show you all the wondrous ways my body can tell you how much I love you. Just give me a sign. Tell me what you want, and I will make all your dreams and fantasies come true."

Marik gently pushed Ryou on his back as he laid himself on top of Ryou gently kissing his neck and shoulder. Ryou closed his eyes letting his body react to the feeling. He wrapped his legs around Marik's waist letting his knees gently caress his sides as he brought Marik's lips to his own in a soft yet demanding kiss. Marik was taken aback slightly, completely un-expecting the soft and persuasive lips that sought for his. At the same time, he felt Ryou's hand exploring in between their two bodies, tracing the line of brittle hair to Marik's swollen hardness, teasing, and then moving aside to play with his inner thighs. Marik began to rub his body, up and down Ryou's, pushing his groin against Ryou's, excitedly noting how rock hard he was. Ryou pulled away from Marik stopping their kiss, withdrawing his hands and looking at Marik curiously. Ryou hugged him pressing his body firmly against Marik's allowing his hands to run through Marik's hair. Ryou smiled even though Marik couldn't see him.

"I'm really an idiot sometimes..." Ryou said a soft laugh escaping his lips "I knew you loved me but I refused to accept it, I'm sorry for yelling at you all those times and saying such terrible things." Ryou said releasing him and looking at him eyes shinning. "I love you..." Ryou said taking a breath afterward and smiling at Marik softly a few tears escaping his eyes.

"No harm, no foul." Marik told him, his voice not showing the emotions that were surging through him.

He loves me, he thought gleefully. I knew he would.

"I love you too." He said as he reached over and licked one of Ryou's tears off his face, starting at the corner of his mouth.

Ryou caught Marik's tongue pulling it into his mouth, sucking upon it gently. He smiled slightly seeing the slightly shocked expression on Marik's face and he let go. He ran his hands down Marik's shirt feeling his muscles beneath it as he pulled it up taking one of Marik's nipples into his mouth biting down gently and soothing it with his tongue.

Marik slowly dropped to the bed, relishing the feeling of Ryou's mouth on his body. He couldn't ever remember any one else who excited Marik this much. Ryou was like a gift from the God's of passion. And then Ryou's mouth started trailing south, towards the enticing rings of blonde hair in-between Marik's legs. Marik let out a gasp as he realized if Ryou was to go down there right now, it would all be over too quickly.

"Come here, you wanton thing, you."

Marik said as he slid off the bed taking Ryou with him and making him bend over the bed. Marik stayed on his knees and with his hands began caressing and teasing the two delectable cheeks in front of them. I know, he thought, as he spread Ryou's butt cheeks, his tongue seeking the tiny hole in-between. He slowly circled it with his tongue, than gently began to invade the tiny little space with his tongue and finger. Ryou squeaked slightly when Marik did this, no matter how good it felt he was still slightly afraid, it had hurt so many times before. Unconsciously his body tensed as he gripped the sheets although he knew Marik wasn't going to try and hurt him he seemed to do it anyway.

"Don't tense, love." Marik said, noticing the death grip Ryou was giving the sheets.

He removed his finger, and started making love to Ryou again with his tongue. He started thrusting his tongue in and out, knowing very well what wonderful sensation that could bring; relishing the feeling as Ryou unconsciously clenched and unclenched himself around Marik's tongue. He noticed with satisfaction, that Ryou was no longer gripping the sheets, and seemed to be thoroughly enjoying his new sensation. Ryou's breath came in short gasps, how wonderful it felt as Marik pleasured him with his tongue. Ryou slightly cursed himself for all the times he could have enjoyed himself but refused. He trembled slightly when Marik's movements sped up as he thrust one of his fingers inside his passage. He arched his back at the sensation before letting himself rest back down on the soft silken sheets as he panted slightly when Marik paused a short moment allowing Ryou to adjust before he continued. Marik began to slowly move his finger, stroking the inside of Ryou.

He was right, Marik suddenly realized, he is small. Moreover, never once did I try and stretch him before I entered him. It will be different this time, he decided. He began to move his finger in small circles, feeling the resisting muscles slowly relax. Ryou began to move, trying to take more of Marik's finger in him. Marik smiled at him knowingly, and inserted his second middle finger into Ryou, feeling him stretch, and started moving his hand in the back and forth rhythm. Ryou moaned at the sensation, arching his back and gripping the sheets. Marik smiled as he moved his fingers in a scissor motion stretching Ryou even further making him gasp and his muscles tighten around his fingers, then slowly relax. Ryou whimpered as he inserted a third finger and slowly drew them in and out of him making him toss his head from side to side.

"Marik...p-please..." Ryou said in-between gasps

"Is it too much?" Marik asked, stopping with his fingers still inside of Ryou. "Am I hurting you?" He asked, deeply concerned.

"N-no..." Ryou said softly as he smiled to himself hearing how concerned he actually was "Please take me further." Ryou said closing his eyes

Marik felt like a God. Having Ryou want him, to beg for him, was the best high he had ever had. He began moving his hand again, back and forth, pounding into Ryou.

"Do you want me? Are you ready for me?" Marik asked, silently pleading with himself that Ryou would say yes so he could release this pent up feeling Ryou always caused in him. Ryou gasped when he began to slam his fingers in and out of him.

"You shouldn't...tease me." Ryou said whimpering.

"No more then, my love, no more!" he vowed as he stood up and deposited Ryou onto the bed, keeping him on his hands and knees, his butt at the edge of the bed.

Standing, Marik spit in his hand, rubbing the saliva all over his dick. With a trembling hand, he spread Ryou and slowly entered him, trying his best not to just plunge into his sweetness. Ryou forced himself to relax as Marik entered him with gentleness and care. He knew he was small and would probably end up bleeding anyway but didn't care, it was all right. He breathed heavily onto the sheets wanting Marik to just pound into him but he knew that would probably hurt like hell, besides good things are worth waiting for he thought feeling Marik slowly push himself inside. Ryou moaned softly. Marik stopped himself, staying still for a moment with only the head of his dick inside Ryou, trying to let him get used to his size. Marik gasped as he felt Ryou's muscles hugging him.

"You feel so good." He told Ryou, licking his dry lips as he moved just a little farther into Ryou.

Ryou smiled and pushed backward on Marik's length pushing Marik's manhood inside himself further. He turned his head so he could look into Marik's eyes.

"It's all right...." He said softly "Please don't make me wait any longer..." Ryou said looking into his eyes.

Those words were just the encouragement Marik needed. He thrust himself into Ryou, unable to control himself any longer. He began pounding into him; hold Ryou's hips still for deeper penetration. Shit, he thought, I am going to come. He screamed as he released his seed into Ryou, unable to comprehend why Ryou had been able to make him come so fast. He looked down at Ryou, noticing how happy he looked, watching Marik as he came. Ryou felt himself tear slightly when Marik began to pound into him, but didn't mind, half expecting it anyway. He smiled happily at Marik as he pulled out of him lying on his back next to Ryou. Ryou lifted himself taking Marik's length into his mouth sucking upon him gently at first knowing how sensitive he would be at the moment but soon picked up his pace until he felt Marik become hard again. He smiled mischievously as he straddled Marik's waist and kissed him softly before impaling himself fully upon Marik's manhood. Ryou was surprised when Marik flipped them over so now he was on top.

He laughed slightly "Do you not like me taking control?" Ryou asked making an innocent face.

Ryou gasped when Marik slammed himself fully inside Ryou taking hold of Ryou's length and stroking him as he began to pound himself hard into Ryou's body. Ryou clenched his teeth when Marik began to pound into him mercilessly as he grasped the sheets. He felt like he was on the brink of insanity feeling himself get harder in Marik's hand, who purposely stopped knowing Ryou was close.

Ryou glared at him "Marik!" He pouted reaching for himself not able to stand it

Marik grabbed Ryou's wrists slamming them down on the bed and kissing Ryou passionately who, despite it being muffled, whimpered not being able to release himself.

"Not yet, my love. Not yet." He whispered, and began purposely moving slower. "I want to hear you tell me you love this. Tell me how much you want me. Tell me what you want me to do for you." Marik said, smiling to himself.

He knew how much Ryou wanted his release, how much pleasurable torture he was going through not to get it.

"You're not being fair..." Ryou pouted squirming underneath him. "You got to release..." Ryou said in-between gasps.

"What was that?" Marik said, moving even slower as he pinned both of Ryou's hands with one of his own, and ran his other finger slightly over Ryou's hardness. "Tell me what I want to hear."

Ryou gasped shutting his eyes tightly. He wanted to glare at Marik but couldn't bring himself to do it. The torturous slowness of his movement driving Ryou insane. "Please...touch me..." Ryou said a little hesitantly but then smiled a small glint in his eyes as he opened them to look into Marik's "I want you so much! I love you! Please pound yourself into me over and over until I'm screaming for more!" Ryou yelled.

He felt Marik's grip tighten around his wrists and he purposely bucked his hips against Marik's hoping that that was enough for him.

"You asked for it." Marik said as he started relentlessly pounding into Ryou.

Marik began going harder and faster than ever before, matching the rhythm with his hand as he stroked Ryou's hardness. He started feeling Ryou tremble, knowing his release was close and smiled with satisfaction. He immediately pulled out of Ryou, yanking him around, and began lick and sucking Ryou as Ryou thrashed around the bed, gasping for air as he emptied himself into Marik's mouth. Ryou whimpered slightly after his release tears stinging the back of his eyes as he gasped for air. He knew he was bleeding slightly; he blinked a few times a few tears escaping his eyes when he did so.

"Why are you crying, you silly goose?" Marik asked indulgently. "That is what you wanted isn't it?" It sure as hell is what I wanted, Marik thought, able to still taste the bitter sweetness of Ryou. Ryou smiled and wrapped his arms weakly around Marik

"Yes..." he whispered exhausted "It's what I wanted" he said nuzzling Marik's neck as he pulled him closer to him.

He wasn't meaning to cry, the sensation was new and different for him that's why his eyes watered, he moved slightly but cringed at the slight pain in his legs and backside and stopped his movement.

"Just lay still, baby." Marik told Ryou. "Drift off to sleep, and when you wake tomorrow we will be able to start our whole new life together."

Ryou smiled weakly letting himself relax as Marik pulled the covers around them and held him close. 'New life...' Ryou thought for a moment his lids becoming heavy as he snuggled closer to Marik despite the pain.

"I...I love you." Ryou said softly and a bit unsure

"I love you too." Marik whispered softly in Ryou's ear. "Sleep now love, you've earned it." He said softly as Ryou soon slid off into sleep.

What a beautiful night, Marik thought to himself, knowing he wouldn't get any sleep. The night held too much magic for him. How wonderful, he thought, I finally found someone to love.